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As for Cheng Wenxian, the company kept urging her to go back, but she kept procrastinating. Qin Feng couldn't see it, so he persuaded her a few words, meaning you should go back first, A Ming is here with you, so don't worry.

Cheng Wenxian said in his heart, how can I not worry, I am worried about him!The grievances she had desperately suppressed were about to burst out of their shells.Maybe if she could get angry often, she wouldn't be so angry.In addition to Yin Riyue, there was another Jiangnan. Although Jiangnan ended in failure, but if she confessed her love in front of so many people, where would she be as a genuine girlfriend?

The important thing is that Qin Feng never thought about her feelings.

"I'll go back and let Yin Riyue accompany you? What do you think I am, Qin Feng?!"

"What are you doing? Girlfriend, isn't your company urging you? My affairs are almost over here, so I can't delay you from going to work."

"What about him? Does he not have to go to work?"

"He won't go, he asked for leave, and the hospital didn't rush him."

Cheng Wenxian was really afraid that she would not be able to get up at one breath, and she was wronged infinitely: "Qin Feng, do you love me?"

Qin Feng replied casually: "Love, we are going to get married, how can we not love? How many times have you asked me."

Cheng Wenxian looked at him straight, and asked again: "Do you love Yin Riyue?"

Qin Feng was stunned for a moment, and said vaguely: "It's not the same thing, I can't compare with you."

Cheng Wenxian said: "Alright then, Qin Feng, let's make love? Let's make love."

Qin Feng was shocked. In his heart, Cheng Wenxian had always been a very gentle and virtuous girl. He never expected that she would speak so directly, and it was in such a situation. "Wenwen, what's wrong with you? Did I do something wrong? Tell me, and I'll change it."

Cheng Wenxian is still persistent: "Why don't you do it? Or can't you?"

"Stop messing around, why do you still say these things at a time like this!"

Cheng Wenxian finally couldn't help crying, for herself.Who said that when women cry, don't take it too seriously, because most of the time, they cry, just for themselves.For you, I can say such self-deprecating and vulgar words, but you can only perfunctory.I broke up with you in the past because of the pain of not being able to be with you. Now that your person is here, my heart is no longer the same as before.

"Qin Feng, are you lying to me, or to yourself? He is so possessive of you, even I can see it, and you are so dependent on him. My uncle is sick, and I am by your side. You But I think of him first, what do you make me think? Is it because I am not good enough for you? Or do you not care about me at all? Qin Feng, let's break up."

Qin Feng was flustered for a while, and raised his voice, as if this could dissipate the panic: "That's not love, I don't love him! I'm about to get married, why break up?! No difference!"

Cheng Wenxian also said loudly: "You can't do it with me, you can do it with Yin Riyue, and you still say you don't love him? Qin Feng, I can't stand it, I can't stand it when you are with me, talking about A Ming so-and-so , Amin so what, it seems that I inserted myself between you and broke you up. If there is anything, the first thing you think of is him, not me! And..."

Cheng Wenxian wiped the corners of her eyes, seemed to have made up her mind, and continued: "Besides, you didn't pay attention when you were making out with me, and you didn't pay much attention. Didn't you say that men can only think with their lower body? Why can't you? There are two This time you even, even... Do you really love me? Is it okay to love me? I really can’t stand it anymore, I think about it every day, and I’m very annoyed, but you don’t even know! I ask you Qin Feng, Did Yin Riyue do anything to you? Did he ever kiss you?"

Qin Feng was at a loss for words for a moment, and he couldn't refute. Although he quickly put aside thinking about it every time he thought about it, facts are facts.He could only stammer and say: "Then...it's nothing, it's a joke between men, you women also touch each other!"

When Cheng Wenxian saw his reaction, she became clearer in her heart. Before, she was only guessing. She always felt that it was immoral and dirty to think that her boyfriend had sex with another male protagonist. She still despised herself in her heart. Now that she thinks about it, It's better to say it earlier.Now almost the relatives of both parties have notified that the two are about to get married, what is the result?Can I really spend my whole life with him like this?Living in the shadow of Yin Riyue all his life?Live in fear all your life?Afraid that others will find out that her husband actually loves men?

She can't do it, she'll go crazy.

"Qin Feng, you didn't go back that night, where did you go?"

Qin Feng became slightly angry, people feel that emotions are very complicated, it may only happen for a moment, but when the anger rises, you don't know why. "I didn't go out to fool around! I was with a client that day and drank too much!"

"And then? Where did you go? Where is Yin Riyue?"

"what."

"Then drunk and having sex? Going to bed?"

"No! There is a limit to your nonsense! How could I do such a disgusting thing! Amin is impossible!"

If Qin Feng obediently admits it, Cheng Wenxian may hesitate, after all, honesty is the most important thing for two people to get along with each other, but Qin Feng's attitude of denying it to death makes Cheng Wenxian a little hysterical.

"Then how did you get the hickey on your body?!! Did it hit the floor of his house?!!!"

Qin Feng was really stunned.If it is said that the ambiguity between him and Yin Riyue in the past, he just refuses to think about it, even during the Spring Festival, he always thought it was a dream, so let it be, it is a dream, it is also a dream, although the dream is so real.But he just didn't want to admit it, he didn't want to admit that he was happy when he was hugged, kissed, or even loved, and that person was actually Yin Riyue.

He was not mentally prepared for the two men to be together for the rest of their lives. He clearly remembered how Wang Guangying insulted him and how those onlookers despised him. If it was really as beautiful as Zhuang Fei and the others said, how could Will there be so many gay suicides?How come so many people choose to compromise with their families and eventually get married and have children?Can't you bear the pressure of reality?He didn't want, didn't want to be that minority.

Besides... besides, doesn't Yin Riyue already have Ke Lin?He never... never said that he likes himself.

But this time, Qin Feng was indeed wronged.Was he really drunk and fled in a hurry the next day, and it was just because he was sleeping on Yin Riyue's bed naked, or after he knew his sexual orientation, this, this is so thought-provoking, so I had to run away.

The moment he heard Cheng Wenxian's words, maybe he thought a lot, maybe he didn't think about anything, but he just quickly realized what it would mean if the words were true, and he asked tremblingly, "What, What hickey? I don't know."

The door of the room was kicked open with a bang, and Ke Lin punched Qin Feng to the ground.

"You fucking don't know! You fucking say you don't know! You're a beast! Sunyue lay on the bed for three days, and you fucking said it was disgusting!" Colin wanted to beat him up a long time ago, and this time it was even more so. No mercy.

Qin Feng was startled by the meaning of these words, and forgot to fight back until Yin Riyue pulled Ke Lin away.

Ke Lin punched him in the corner of the eye, and the blood dazzled his eyes. He vaguely saw that Yin Riyue's eyes were moist, and when he blinked again, the blood dazzled even more, leaving only scarlet.He felt that Yin Riyue pulled him aside and sat down, and wiped it gently, but his fingers trembled slightly.

He said: "I didn't eavesdrop on purpose. I don't blame you. I didn't tell you because I was afraid that you would feel sick. Fortunately, you don't remember. Don't have any psychological burden. I just want to say, here The matter is almost over, and I'm going back to the hospital. I'm sorry to embarrass you, I promised my uncle to take care of you before, I didn't expect it to be so soon, and I have to break my promise, sorry."

Qin Feng hadn't accepted the facts he said, and heard Yin Riyue continue: "Cheng Wenxian, as you can see, he doesn't love me, and he's not gay, so let's leave room for each other."

Cheng Wenxian said in his heart that I was so sad?Did she fall into the GAY circle?Why am I running out of room?Did I swear?Am I belittling him?You are about to leave, and you still don’t forget to protect him, but it’s really——

"I've broken up with him."

"Your business has nothing to do with me." Yin Riyue turned to Qin Feng again, patted his shoulder, and said, "Qin Feng, I'm leaving."

Qin Feng's heart felt as if he had been hit hard by a sledgehammer, holding his breath there, unable to be free.He grabbed Yin Riyue's hand, but couldn't speak.Yin Riyue just paused, did not turn around, but opened it, withdrew her hand, and left without looking back.

Yin Riyue left, Ke Lin left, and Cheng Wenxian also left.The younger sister went back to school two days ago, and the younger aunt was taken over by her relatives to live there. Qin Feng was the only one left in the big room, stupid and dazed.

He didn't know what he should do, whether to pursue Cheng Wenxian, or Yin Riyue, if he caught up, so what.But at this moment, his heart is stuffy and painful, as if being torn apart, who is this for?

He sat alone all night, smoked two packs of cigarettes, and almost lost his voice at dawn.Others are drinking and getting drunk, but he smokes to get himself drunk.Feeling dizzy and groggy, I suddenly feel that I am extremely awake.The various situations with Yin Riyue, from childhood to the present, flashed one after another, but they were chaotic. He only asked himself one question over and over again: Is this love?

In fact, Qin Feng can't be blamed for hesitating (well, although a certain wind once wanted to slap him). Facing the unknown world, facing the unknown world, facing the trajectory of people who know that they are deviating from this world, it is normal to hesitate, right?

He couldn't think too long-term, so he could only focus on the present moment.

After he settled his aunt down, he rushed back to N City. Cheng Wenxian had already regained her composure, and she was bound to break up with him peacefully. This time, there was really no way around it. She said, "Qin Feng, are you really coming back to find me to reconcile? You Did you come to find me to end it?"

Qin Feng admitted it frankly, he couldn't bring a good girl along with him when he was at a loss.