most infatuated young

After work the next day, Qin Feng went to find Zuo Bin.Why?Qin Feng is a bit slow in emotion, but he is not stupid.He tried to take a step, but just as he raised his foot, Yin Riyue completely blocked him. He wanted to know why, but he didn't dare to ask Yin Riyue, so he had to ask for help from outside.

He thought about it carefully, a brat like Xu Lele and Lin Ze was basically useless, and Lin Xuan hadn't paid attention to this aspect before, but now that he thought about it, Lin Xuan was probably not gay, only Zuo Bin, although he didn't There are many, but it can be seen that he and Yin Riyue have a good relationship.

Zuo Bin didn't expect Qin Fengfeng to come to him. He thought something happened to Yin Riyue and worried for a while, but it turned out that Qin Feng came to him for advice. He couldn't laugh or cry.

After listening to Qin Feng's narration, Zuo Bin rewarded him with a beautiful punch, which made Qin Feng hug his stomach and couldn't recover for a long time.

"Qin Feng, Qin Feng, you are so stupid. Try it, if you don't succeed, you can continue to be a brother. If I were Yin Riyue, I would fly back and strangle you right away! What do you think he is? Can you become a brother?" GAY's experiment?"

"Ahem...that's not what I meant."

"You've already said that, don't you mean it? I'm telling you as someone who has been here, what do GAYs want most? True love. What do GAYs fear most? Emotion. They are not bound by social responsibilities to each other and have no children to maintain them. It's too difficult to last long. Whoever falls in love with you first, and whoever finishes playing first, you want to 'try' with him?! Whoever you try with, you can't try with him, even if you find a woman to marry, it's better If you say this kind of thing, it will hurt him less! You can bear it if you say so!"

"I really don't mean that, I just, I just don't know if he likes me."

"Qin Feng, are you pretending to be stupid, or are you really stupid? There is no one in this world who can love you more than him. Don't you have a long heart? You can't feel how he treats you? If you have some words, you should wait." Let him tell you himself."

After Qin Feng came back, he seemed to have taken a reassurance. In the end, he didn't have the nerve to ask how the two men fell in love. Moreover, he had to seriously think about whether he really wanted to take that path, go Be that minority.He has to face relatives, friends and all malice from this world, can he do it?

He occasionally sends text messages to Yin Riyue, which is very common. It has to be said that he learned this from Jiangnan.It's all esoteric stuff, not worth a phone call, but I want someone to talk to.For example, I met another wonderful customer today, for example, the snacks on a certain street are very good, for example, the weather is getting warmer, for example, peach blossoms are blooming.

He also finally realized the anticipation and a little irritability of staring at the mobile phone waiting for the text message, and the whole person became not like him.He is an out-and-out old man from the north, how could he become so tender?Sometimes Yin Riyue would call back, sometimes not, and sometimes would call directly, politely, and say something not very nutritious, and Qin Feng would feel so sad that he wanted to cry every now and then.

The longer the days, the more Qin Feng felt that the days without Yin Riyue were very difficult, and the thing that caused him insomnia all night was originally called missing.

That night, this kind of longing became more and more intense. He desperately longed for Yin Riyue's hug and kiss, so he called Yin Riyue again: "Ming, I miss you."

"Well, I miss you too."

Qin Feng smiled wryly, remembering that when Jiang Nan said so, he also replied like this.Now that I have experienced it myself, I realize how sad and disappointed it is.One is a sincere miss, but the other is just a literal meaning.

"Are you off work? What are you doing?"

"Look at the sky."

"Look at the sky?"

"En." Yin Riyue sat on the roof of the hospital's top floor, facing the breeze that was not too warm in May.The blue sky above the head is as blue as washing, bright and deep.The sun will set to the west, half-covered behind the continuous snow-capped mountains, dyeing half of the sky crimson, like a flying gauze dancing gracefully, that is lofty and willful freedom.

Qin Feng walked to the window and looked at N City under the night sky. The lights had just come on, and the bad atmosphere reflected the light, like fog and mist, gray, and the sky above his head had long since lost the stars, leaving only empty depression. Qin Feng was infected by this depression and felt depressed for no reason.

"Ming, I miss you."

"Qin Feng—"

"I miss you so much."

"What's wrong with you? Did something happen to you? Tell me, and me."

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry A Ming, I've been sorry before, I said those words, I must have hurt you, I'm sorry." The more Qin Feng said, the more sad he became, and the sadder he was, the more he wanted to see Yin Riyue. I couldn't help crying.

Yin Riyue shrank in her heart, and immediately brought it up. He didn't know what happened to Qin Feng, so he could only guess and comfort him: "It's okay, I didn't take it to heart, what's wrong with you?"

"Amin, I miss you very much. You didn't tell me when you went to Xinjiang, and you didn't reply to text messages. Are you planning to come back? Are you planning to...don't care about me in the future?"

Qin Feng's sobs made Yin Riyue feel distressed. He always knew that no matter how strong and self-reliant Qin Feng was, there would always be a weakness in his heart. Maybe it was the trauma left by him when he was young, but he usually covered it up, but now he completely released it.

"No, I'll go back. I'm here for work. I don't care about you. Don't think too much about it."

Qin Feng sniffed his nose and asked solemnly: "Yin Riyue, do you still like me?"

Yin Riyue was speechless.Say you don't like it?Out of his mind, he couldn't speak.Want to say like it?When we got along peacefully in the past, we didn't say anything, but in Qin Feng's current state, what can we do if we talk about it?

"Have you visited Uncle?"

"You haven't answered me yet, Amin."

"I'm going to eat, and you should go to bed early." After that, Yin Riyue hung up the phone.

Qin Feng only felt that the suffocation was overwhelming, that feeling was completely different from the sadness of the death of a loved one, but a heartache like twisting, the whole heart was like a silk rope, strangling into the flesh and blood.Yin Riyue never hung up on him first, every time it was Qin Feng who pressed the end call button first, and every time he could hear Yin Riyue's slight breathing, he felt extraordinarily at ease, now he doesn't have such a call anymore treatment.

Qin Feng understood almost instantly why he brought up his uncle. The scene of his dying uncle was still vivid in his mind. Yin Riyue was just reminding him that as a son of man, you are the most filial, how long will you continue to mess around.

But is Qin Feng fooling around?

He hesitated and struggled for so long, from shock, to disbelief, to now extremely reluctance, maybe he has already unknowingly taken this kind of dependence for granted.He asked himself, can he and Yin Riyue get along like a couple?How do two men fall in love?What's more, they are so familiar with each other.

But he easily convinced himself that they lived together, went shopping together, bought groceries together, watched movies together, hugged, kissed, and slept together.They have done all the things that can be done between lovers, and they have done it so naturally, maybe in the next ten or twenty years, they can also live a peaceful, happy and happy life like this.

Qin Feng felt that he must be crazy, because of Yin Riyue.

He actually felt that it was worth it to be able to live like this forever, whether it was facing the world's ridicule and rejection, or the beauties and love he had given up on.Or, this is his love.

He secretly made a decision, and after making this decision, he felt relieved.

It has been another month since Yin Riyue hung up on him last time and now made this decision.During this month, how much sadness and confusion, how much entanglement, pain and worry, maybe only Qin Feng can understand.

He went to the hospital to find Zheng Bing and asked about Yin Riyue's branch.

Zheng Bing smirked and said, "You guys have such a good relationship, why are you still asking me?"

Qin Feng didn't know how much Zheng Bing knew. Although he was familiar with many people in the hospital, it would be impossible to rely on those little nurses for such detailed information.

Qin Feng said vaguely: "At that time, I had something to do and I didn't have time to talk about it."

"Is that so? It was already planned for him to go there, but I heard that it was he himself who asked for an extension of half a year. I don't know what stimulated him. What's the point of staying in that crappy place."

Qin Feng was stabbed hard in the heart again, and regretted it. "Don't be weird, tell me his detailed address!"

The moment Qin Feng boarded the plane, his heart was full of fulfillment and joy that he had never felt before, and he was still a little bit uneasy and worried. He didn't tell Yin Riyue anything, and just came like this. When Yin Riyue saw him, What will happen?What will you say?Or Yin Riyue refused?Can he return to his original state?

Qin Feng was not familiar with the journey, and there was no one to pick him up. When he arrived at Yin Riyue's hospital, it was already past ten o'clock in the evening.He hadn't eaten anything but the light meal on the plane, and he wasn't hungry at all.

Naturally, the hospital is not as big as the XX Hospital Affiliated to XX University in N City, and it is relatively old. At this time, an ambulance just stopped, and a few young men with colorful tattoos got out of the car. A man with blood all over his face was pushed to the hospital.At first glance, it was caused by gang fights.

Those men wanted to go up to help, but they heard Yin Riyue shouting loudly: "Everyone go to the side, don't be a waste of help!"

Qin Feng smiled, and from the moment he saw Yin Riyue, his heart fell firmly in his chest, as if telling him that no one can replace that person.Yin Riyue seemed to have a tacit understanding, and had already passed by, but turned back to look at him.The surprise and ecstasy flashed in those eyes, even though they were far away, Qin Feng could clearly see it.

Yin Riyue only took one look at him, and then helped push the patient to the hospital.

Qin Feng was waiting in the surgical waiting room.

Yin Riyue was busy until twelve o'clock before she settled the group of people. As soon as she went out, she saw Qin Feng sitting there with a face full of travel dust and a smile on his lips, looking at him non-stop. .

He took his suitcase and took him back to his residence.Qin Feng shook his hand.Yin Riyue struggled a bit, but she didn't break free, so she let him go.It was not until the entrance of the hotel that Qin Feng stopped him, and, obviously, got angry.

"Amin! You don't want to see me now? I came to see you all the way, but you don't let me go to your house, just throw me in the hotel?!"

"I live here too. It was arranged by the hospital. Rather than renting a house for me, it is better to rent one here. The conditions are better and it is convenient."

Qin Feng heard that Yin Riyue also lived here, so he calmed down. He was also afraid that Yin Riyue would open a room for him alone, so he asked, "Which room do you live in? I'm going to be exhausted!"