and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Raise your hands, the bath water has been put away, go take a hot bath with your brother, and sleep." Tang Nianluo carried Li Anyun over with one hand while unbuttoning his collar, "Every time I bring a suit Things come back, I don’t want you anymore, when will I be safe and sound.”

Knowing that he was speaking out of anger, Tang Nianchao himself took it seriously, and Li Anyun also took it seriously.

"Don't...don't, don't...don't, don't, An'an...I'm obedient, I won't... I won't cause trouble..." Li Anyun grabbed Shi Yu's hand and cried, looking at the people around her with tears in her eyes.

"Yo, mom is gone too." Shi Jingyan interrupted inadvertently, and Li Anyun sank into the abyss, sitting on the ground, crying heartbreakingly, and kept saying sorry while crying.

"Stop making trouble with him. Anybody who has no mother or brother, Anjun has everyone, right?" Shi Xi hugged Li Anyun and walked around the yard several times. It's winter.

"Yu'er? Are you jealous?" The big family really felt restless, so Shi Yu smiled and didn't speak.

The autumn wind blows away the unhappiness of this month.

Like a rose opening its petals layer by layer, it also opened up his heartbeat.

"No, I won't get angry with a three-year-old child." Shi Yu's tone of voice was a bit wrong, with a long tail, "I'm going to take a bath first."

"Hey...take An An." Shi Xi finally returned Li Anyun before Shi Yu got angry.

"You're still a little self-aware, hurry up and let the two of them take a shower and sleep, it's going to be a mess." Shi Jingyan stood at the door of the bathroom and waved her hand at Shi Yu.

Shi Yu held Li Anyun in his arms, just like he did in the hospital on the last day.

Sixteen or seventeen-year-olds are really not shy, maybe they are used to it, and it can be exchanged for a little fate.

"Can quack take a bath?" Li Anyun grabbed the edge of the barrel, and his eyes stopped on the duck, as if there was some telepathy. The duck, which was eating, turned its head to look at Li Anyun.

"I can't, I don't know, I should die." Shi Yu wished that the four ducks would disappear from the house as soon as possible, so he didn't want to keep comparing with the ducks for possessiveness.

"Dead... Then I will die too?" Li Anyun lowered her eyes, bubbles piled up, covering the lines of her body, and the water rippled out, following the ups and downs.

All the good things were hidden on the last day, and Li Anyun couldn't resist the passage of time, and felt more and more tired day by day.

Shi Yu didn't find out, he hid it so deep, he only knew that the rest of his time would be handed over to fate.

It's ridiculous to think about it, but he just doesn't believe in fate.

"How could it be, Anjun, if you say that again, I really don't want you anymore." Shi Yu pushed aside the bubbles in front of him, and hugged him, but the last gleam of light was gone.

"do you hate me?"

"Why ask that?"

"It's been more than ten years since we first met, and you really haven't hated me?"

"Well, I swear, never thought about it, I don't know why you would, I just know I never thought about it that much."

"sorry."

Bubbles couldn't stop the ravages of dignity, Li Anyun hugged Shi Yu tightly, chest to chest, the scar on the left chest that would never heal became a barrier.

There was no movement at the door, and the boy inside the door was quiet, with his hands clasped together and his fingers clasped tightly.

Talking about the road ahead, talking about the winter that ends after autumn.

"Do you know what death means?" Shi Yu suddenly raised his head to look at Li Anyun, his pupils were full of water, as if something was about to overflow.

"What? What does it mean?" Li Anyun pretended not to understand, but her heart trembled disobediently.

"It means that I won't see Gaga for the rest of my life, from the moment I stop breathing." Shi Yu's words were so gentle that they were like waves gushing out of the horizon, hitting my heart and blowing the wind into the setting sun.

"Ok?"

"Ah."

The waves stopped, and the boat will return to shore after all.

Finally, drunk in the tub, with a thin layer of blush on his face, Tang Nianlang sat on the sofa in the living room in a daze, watching the pointer move forward bit by bit.

His heartbeat was getting faster and faster, he put down the photo album in his hand, and rushed to the bathroom.

"Yu'er, Anjun, Yu'er, Anjun?" Tang Nianlou didn't even think about it, she unscrewed the doorknob of the bathroom and pushed open a small gap.

"Mom, help me carry Anjun out, it's too hot inside, she fell asleep." Shi Yu also admired Li Anjun's narcolepsy, he could fall asleep anywhere, everything came and went quickly.

Who knows, sometimes his mind is heavier than his.

The scenery that appears on the horizon is often more ups and downs than he imagined. Li Anyun is the only person who can heal him in such a scenery.

"Well, come out soon, it's been so long, isn't it cold?" Tang Nianchan took Li Anyun out of the water, the bubbles all over her body hadn't been washed off, so she casually wiped it with a towel twice before carrying her out .

"I just came out after taking a shower. It's so cold. It's really going to be winter tomorrow. Anjun has been looking forward to this day for a long time." Shi Yu smiled, and put the glasses beside him on the bridge of his nose.

What Li Anyun loves the most is winter, because he can sleep together with the boy he likes, and fall asleep listening to his breathing.

The young man in front of him was intoxicating, the kind he could never forget with just one glance.

"Remember to cover the quilt at night. Dad and I will go back first. If An An wants to go home, go home with him. When you go home, remember to tell Jingyan not to worry her." Yue's own flesh and blood, and I can't forget every moment.

There must be an echo in the heart.

"Okay, take Anjun to school tomorrow."

"Okay, just let him be more obedient."