and his "forced" doll kiss

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What does it feel like to like someone?

The palpitation when we met or the reckless behavior after confessing?

Tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep, I opened the curtains and looked at the only light outside. The wild flowers in the corner were blooming with the last few petals before winter.

"Brother, I'm sorry, I really...I really can't take it anymore, what should I do...I'm sorry..." Li Anyun was awakened by the nightmare, and broke out in a cold sweat, her pajamas stuck to her skin, soaking through.

"If you can't go on, you have to hold on. We haven't watched the sweet-scented osmanthus next year together." Shi Yu smiled, he only gave him tenderness, and his mind was filled with his words.

Today's regret is that he said he couldn't hold on anymore.

"If I just leave like this, will you miss me?" Li Anyun clutched the corner of the quilt, fine beads of sweat oozing from the palm of her hand, her heart spread like a rose, surrounded by blazing heat.

"If you just leave like this, will you take me away?" Shi Yu turned his head to look at him and asked, "Do you think I will miss you?"

Li Anyun remained silent, only the rain streaked across the glass outside the window, reflecting the shadow of the two of them together.

The voice in the ear was once again announcing the fate arrangement.

"Go to sleep, good night, I have to go to school tomorrow." Shi Yu gently rubbed his lower abdomen, he had never felt this way before meeting him.

Shi Yu squeezed Li Anyun's hand, feeling his pulse rate.

After being there, I realized that there are so many people in this world.

Shi Yu sat next to the shaker, and he couldn't close his eyes all night. Sometimes his body was shaky and he woke up by the evening wind. Li Anyun slept soundly and at ease.

"Don't...don't...don't touch me..." Li Anyun just woke up, when she opened her eyes, she vaguely saw Shi Yu standing at the end of the rocking bed.

"Can you listen to me, please, I'm very tired, I'm also a human being, I can feel sad and sad, I also have emotions and desires and partings, Anjun, please..." Shi Yu said fiercely He hit Li Anyun several times, and every time he hit the wound.

I regretted it as soon as I finished the fight, as if someone was pulling it, and it was annoying to either side.

Li Anyun was stunned for a moment, then looked at Shi Yu in a daze, and slowly let go of his cuff.

The wound trembled in pain, and the formed scab was crumbling.

I still couldn't hold back, couldn't restrain my emotions, as if I was out of control, desperately trying to catch him but couldn't, watching him slip away from me but being powerless.

The tears flowed out worthlessly, the pillowcase was wet from crying, and he continued to say sorry after crying until he was exhausted. Such a result was inevitable, but Li Anyun never imagined that he was the first to do such a thing.

"Brother, it's my fault...it wasn't intentional..." He was the one who gave up in the end, Shi Yu couldn't do anything but watch, like watching autumn leaves slowly buried in the soil.

"I'm sorry...An Jun, does it hurt?" Shi Yu lifted his clothes, and the red marks on his lower abdomen hadn't faded away, Tang Nianlang was reluctant to hit him, so Shi Yu did it first.

Several times, Li Anyun put herself in a dead end and couldn't get out of the shadows. Because of meeting him, she began to have a new life and a promising future.

It never occurred to him that this person who brought him good luck would actually do it.

"It doesn't hurt." As she became more and more crazy, more reckless, and more emotionally wasted, Li Anyun raised the corners of her mouth and smiled at him. This smile was different from usual.

But enough to scare Shi Yu, he knows that people will always change.

Before the expected thing happened, Shi Yu hugged Li Anyun in his arms, tears sticking to his skin.

"I'm sorry... I was too impulsive, Anjun." Shi Yu didn't know how to smooth things over, nor did he know how to end it.

It's not that before he speaks, someone will definitely let him go down the steps.

Li Anyun didn't want to have any conflicts with him, so she nodded slightly to signal that the matter was over.

An understatement as if the light never came through.

"Brother, don't do this in the future, I'm so afraid..." The young man rubbed his heart and handed him the last weakness.

"Does it hurt?" Shi Yu watched the red marks fade away little by little, which made him feel better.

"It doesn't hurt. It hurt more than now. I can bear it." Li Anyun was so obedient that it made people feel distressed. People around him always said that he didn't know how to love others when he was so old. Every time Shi Yu resisted, why did he want to Feel sorry for others?

The door opened a crack, Shi Jingyan stood outside and watched for a long time, she wanted to stop but was afraid that Shi Yu would go crazy.

With the light spreading wantonly and him in front of him, Shi Yu carried Li Anyun out of the crib and rang the bed bell.

"I bought the premature one back, let's eat it after washing up."

"what are we eating?"

"Didn't An An say yesterday that she wanted to eat hot dry noodles and sake? I went to the shop in the alley early in the morning to buy them in line."

"Great!!!"

"Hey hey...be careful with the chair..."

There wasn't a single day that made people feel at ease. Before he finished speaking, Li Anyun tripped over a chair and fell into Shi Yu's arms.

Hot dry noodles with sake is definitely a famous breakfast in Wuhan. Shi Yu sat on the sofa and waited for Li Anyun to bring over the leftovers.

Today, for the first time, I ate a whole bowl of noodles, Shi Yu took Li Anyun out after just two casual bites.

"Why are you running so fast? I feel like throwing up... I just finished eating." Li Anyun patted Shi Yu desperately. He thought he would stop, but ran even faster instead.

"I thought you'd have leftovers today, so I'll let you know in advance, there are still a few minutes left, if you don't go, they're going to tear off the roof." Shi Yu grabbed Li Anyun's hand and ran across the stone path and past the flowers.

The sound of reading in the classroom can be heard loudly, and Shi Yu slowly slowed down his pace.

Occasionally, it's a bit unaccustomed to come out like this.

The wind never stopped, and neither did the boy.