and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Brother, do you think I am very selfish? Obviously you should be you ... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhin Holding his hand, he signed the consent form.

"An'an, don't... Dad is fine, the doctor is talking nonsense, just talk nonsense, just pretend that he didn't say anything, don't let Yu'er tell you..." Li Zhen didn't know that the situation was so complicated, it was nothing more than being swallowed by a machine and found out Liver disease.

Shi Yu was lying on the hospital bed, his body was covered by a quilt, the test report was placed on the table, and the word "match" was engraved on Li Anyun's heart.

Whether public or private, he doesn't want him to be hurt by anyone other than himself.

Li Zhe turned his head to look at Tang Nianlang, opened his mouth, wanted to say something but didn't dare to say it.

"An'an, tear it up. In this life, one cannot owe too much, especially to those who care about him from the bottom of his heart." Tang Nianlang was very decisive. She gave up her last hope, just because she didn't want Li Anyun to collapse in front of Shi Yu.

"Brother, will you agree? Will you... will you agree... will you..." Li Anyun grabbed Shi Yu's hand and shook his body vigorously. The boy's impulsiveness was washed away in front of everyone. Shi Yu tried his best to open his eyes to see Zhang's enlarged face due to emotional instability.

"I will agree." After the blood was drawn, her arm hurt, Shi Jingyan sat next to him, holding his hand, and with one hand, she used cotton to block the needle hole vigorously, Shi Yu smiled, I don't know if it was a problem What kind of psychology.

With his family on one side and the future on the other, Li Anyun felt that the whole world was against him. He didn't want to cause trouble for him, but the more disasters he caused, the more he would be impressed.

I always thought it was difficult to avoid the world, but now looking back, it is really easy to avoid problems.

"Yu'er." Shi Jingyan squeezed his hand, struggling just like Li Anyun, on the one hand, it was a fate that was not easy to meet, and on the other hand, it was relying on a life that was not rich to pull the big flesh and blood.

"You will respect me, just like when you were a child." Shi Yu seriously wrote the last stroke on the consent form, and handed it to the doctor who had been waiting for a long time.

At that time, there were not many successful cases of organ transplantation, but no matter what, he did not want to give up the reality.

The days when a beam of light falls into longing is like the cycle of time, even if it ends in failure.

"Well, Mom respects your choice, the decision is in your hands." Shi Jingyan felt that Shi Yu no longer belonged to her, as if she belonged to the whole world.

"Yu'er, don't..." Li Zong cried, tears streaming down his face, soaking the pillowcase. He had already made enough mental preparations when he was diagnosed with this disease, but because of Shi Yu, his defenses were broken.

"Dad, it's okay. Liver transplantation is not a problem, really." Shi Yu looked at Li Yan, no matter what, Li Yan always treated him and Li Anyun equally, and even surpassed him.

Li Anyun didn't speak for a long time, bit her lower lip tightly, and looked at her with a serious face, starting with herself and ending with him.

Everything was settled, and the blood flowed into his veins bit by bit along the drip tube. Shi Yu closed his eyes and waited for the doctor to announce the start of the operation.

Unknown, yet well aware of the unexpectedness of the outcome.

"Brother, do you think I'm selfish, shouldn't I make such an unreasonable request?" Li Anyun looked at Shi Yu, the little stars in his eyes went out, and what remained were ashes of light.

"No, Dad is very kind to me. The kindness of a drop of water will surely be repaid by the spring. I don't understand this, so what's the point of living? Besides, this matter has nothing to do with you." Shi Yu was still gentle, stretching out his hand Rubbing his fingertips, the words "it has nothing to do with him" are easy to say.

It's like letting go of something in an instant, gathering his tenderness, and slowly spreading it in a few miles around.

It took three days to prepare for the operation. The condition of the old-fashioned hospital is not too good, but it is not too bad. There are not many departments and there is not much privacy.

There is always a hint of sadness in the evening wind, surrounded by yellowed old objects, a heater is placed near the window for heating, the air is humid, and after all, it can't withstand the heat of the left chest.

Tossing and turning in various departments, apart from drawing blood for injection, the rest is to rely on nutrient solution to maintain the functioning of the body. Thinking about tomorrow's transplant operation, Li Anyun was nervous and restless all night.

Obviously he was the one who brought it up in the first place, but now he's scared again.

"Ouch...Mom, I want to vomit..." Shi Yu supported the edge of the bed, Shi Jingyan took the plastic basin from under the bed and put it on the bed, her already beautiful eyes were filled with tears, like a layer of dizzy glass, It shatters when touched.

"Brother, don't don't don't..." Li Anyun finally understood Shi Yu's feelings every time, looking at the push beds and patients passing by in the corridor, she was glad that there are still so many days to waste in this world.

"Anjun, what do you want?" Shi Yu took out two tissues to wipe his mouth, maybe because he wanted to protect him too much, so he hid all his thoughts in his heart, even if he got stuck in the mud, he was reluctant to dig it out.

He knew how sad he would be if one day Li Zong didn't continue to stay by his side because of illness.

"Brother, I don't want... I don't want to do this anymore... I'm sorry, I was wrong, I shouldn't have made this decision..." Li Anyun hugged Shi Yu, tears were like a faucet, and suddenly opened the gate, and the flash flood collapsed, "I beg you...don't..."

Weeping while talking, the whole person is already sobbing, and after being hoarse, he still has to accept the status quo.

Li Zhe was overwhelmed by the sudden result. He originally wanted to wait until Li Anyun became what he wanted to be, but now he feels that the days he can spend with him are becoming less and less.

I don't know if it's a psychological effect or what. I feel very heavy. Before I got the result, I was very energetic and I was able to take them for a walk to pray.

"Do you want a father? If you do, then only your elder brother can make your father happy, and Anyun can only make him feel at ease." Shi Yu hugged Li Anyun very hard, trying to rub him into his heart, touching every nerve cell .

"I want my father to accompany An An, but I don't want my brother to be so sad, I don't want to..." The whisper turned into drizzle outside the window, leaving traces of rain on the glass and spreading down.

"No, I'm not sad, I'm just too tired, Anjun, do you want to come over and squeeze the bed?" Shi Yu lifted the quilt a little bit, his lower body was wearing a hospital gown, and his upper body was still a white shirt with lace trim.

The neckline is also tied with a bow.

"Yes, I want to be with my brother!" Li Anyun grabbed Shi Yu's hand, and Shi Jingyan quickly let go of his hand, "Squeeze the quilt together!"

"01 Shiyu on bed, the indwelling needle was inserted, can the family members hug you later?" When the nurse came in, her whole face was flushed, and Li Anyun hugged Shiyu, pressing her chin on his shoulder, like this movement It has become a routine.

"No, I have to hug." Li Anyun was so self-willed suddenly, Shi Yu was startled, he couldn't get it off his body, and didn't listen to what he said.

"Then don't move, don't blame Auntie for hurting my brother." The nurse took Shi Yu's hand, and there were several deep wounds on her slender arm. They were all when Li Anyun was in the hospital and the pain was severe. Bitten with teeth.

Li Anyun lay on Shi Yu's body, pressing his chest against him, and obviously felt his body trembling with pain. The retention needle hurts more than ordinary infusion needles, and to him, it may not be as painful as his heart.

Shi Yu frowned, Li Anyun kept clinging, with great stamina, and finally smiled with the corners of his mouth raised.

"I really like my brother. My brother usually loves you very much." The nurse looked at Li Anyun, with a small one clinging to Shi Yu's body, like a doll, making people love it.

"Well, my brother usually loves him very much. Li Anan likes Yu'er very much, the kind I like very much." Li Yan sat on the bed half-lying, looking at them with his head turned, sad and helpless intertwined, who would have thought , there will be such a day.

The days can't support the word like, just enough to let the evening wind blow into the sight.

Crowd with him, heal the years.

The countdown to the new year is coming to an end.