and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Will you kiss me after dawn?"

"I already kissed you."

"Ok?"

"Ah."

Li Anyun was lying next to him. Apart from the pale medicine smell, there was also a scent of flowers in the ward.

Outside the window, the fireworks in the cold air are fanned, and the room is full of youthful love.

Shi Jingyan was washing clothes in the bathroom, four or five pieces of trousers were left to dry, the calendar was blown by the wind, and another day passed.

"New Year's Day, yesterday's New Year's Eve, brother, I love you, I must like you more today than yesterday." Li Anyun looked at Shi Yu with his chin propped up, and gently touched his eyelashes.

"I like you every day, except today, yesterday, the day before yesterday, even before you confessed, I started to like you, Anjun, happy new year, I wish you a year older." Shi Yu opened his eyes. Open your eyes and look around, there is no New Year's atmosphere at all, and there are scratches of the years on the pale walls.

Everything that was agreed before has come to naught. Lanterns, markets, fireworks, and holding hands, all exist in the world as memories. After all, Shi Yu cannot fulfill the only promise that can be fulfilled.

Holding hands became a pity, but waited until his love for him

Li Anyun kissed his left cheek lightly, the moment her thin lips touched the skin, a layer of blush appeared, Shi Yu opened her mouth slightly, catering to his kiss.

The tip of the tongue picked up his teeth, and the silver thread was caught between the lips and teeth, and his temperature was simmering in the mouth, which became more and more entangled and stronger.

"Hmm...don't...wait until we're all grown up, okay?" Li Anyun grabbed Shi Yu's shoulder, not very strong, for fear of pain, but wanted to stop him from catering.

"Well, Anjun, did you call Teacher Lin and the others to say Happy New Year?" Shi Yu watched as Shi Xi opened the curtains, and there was a red lantern hanging on the osmanthus tree outside the window, the only trace of atmosphere was brought by it.

This year's New Year is much colder than last year, and everyone is still enjoying the helplessness after the disaster. The rebuilt house is not as comfortable as before, and it is more just a safe haven.

"Happy New Year, Yu'er and An'an will also be safe and happy this year, and everything will be successful, here." Lin Zhiqiu brought Ye Luo over, and it was the same as before, with a windbreaker and trousers, and Ye Luo wrapped in a thick down jacket.

"Mr. Lin, Happy New Year, Anjun, talk." Shi Yu asked Shi Jingyan to pull up the quilt, and a large piece of skin exposed on his chest was covered by the quilt, "He's in a mood."

"Yu'er, I'm sorry..." Lin Zhiqiu didn't tell Ye Luo the real situation, he just told him that Shi Yu was seriously injured.

"It's New Year's Eve, don't say sorry, if you really want to say it, just wait until the next year." Shi Yu had already forgiven him, but Li Anyun held a grudge, and he didn't know how to forgive Ye Luo.

The moment he saw Ye Luo, Li Anyun clenched his fists and rushed in front of Ye Luo, the expression on his face became fierce, not childish, but it would make the whole thing develop into another result.

Ye Luo looked at Li Anyun, didn't know what to say for a while, wanted to escape but didn't want to be charged with hit and run, looked at Shi Yu and Shi Jingyan from the corner of her eye.

The current scene was more like pleading guilty, Ye Luo bit her lower lip, showing an expression of admitting her mistake, standing at a loss, waiting for Li Anyun's next move.

"Anjun, come here and sit down, don't stick it there." Shi Yu struggled to turn over, and lay flat for a few days, his head was dizzy and nauseated, and phlegm kept overflowing from his throat.

"Yu'er, do you want to sit down?" Shi Jingyan lifted the quilt, fixed the auxiliary bracket on him, and slowly helped him sit up according to the nurse's instructions.

Shi Yu was panting, his forehead was wet with sweat, two ties of the hospital gown were loose, and he didn't wear outer pants. The temperature in the ward rose slowly and he didn't feel cold.

Li Anyun was sitting on a chair, rubbing Shi Yu's legs. There was no excess flesh left. They were almost as thin as the little girl's arms. They had been severely deformed by the pressure and could only be recovered by massage.

After a muscle spasm, Shi Jingyan pressed his legs on the quilt, and his two long legs sank into the quilt. Shi Xi supported his legs slightly bent, and separated them to the two sides.

"Ms. Lin, Luoluo, please sit down, this is not at home, I can't entertain you." Shi Jingyan put the quilt on him and remembered that she forgot to greet them.

When Shi Yu sat on the bed, he always felt that he was about to tilt down, so he could only touch the bedpost. Lin Zhiqiu pulled Ye Luo to sit down, and put the bag he was carrying on the bedside table.

"If you have anything to say, wait until the new year is over. Don't make a sad face. You didn't come to attend my funeral." Shi Yu smiled, and he couldn't imagine the young man's dissolute appearance and heartbeat.

Just like that time, Li Anyun said the same thing.

"Uncle and aunt, let's not bother you with this gift. I'm really sorry. I'll do my best to repay it in a few years." Lin Zhiqiu looked at Ye Luo, trembling with fear. Maybe it was the first time he saw a real paraplegic. .

"Brother...I...I don't know what to do now." Ye Luo grabbed Lin Zhiqiu's hand, feeling helpless and powerless all over his body. He knew that no one would forgive him for doing such a thing.

"Sit down, today's New Year's Day, An An likes you so much, you can accompany him." Shi Jingyan looked at the young man in front of her, tears streaming down her chin, hitting her wrist drop by drop.

The nurse knocked on the door of the ward, and after getting permission, she pushed the cart in. Looking at the scene in the ward, she felt that it was a bit inappropriate for her to come in.

Shi Yu broke down and began to resist, screaming loudly, losing control of his emotions, and fell into hysterical pain.

"Dad, I don't want...I don't want to be like this for the rest of my life, I don't want...I want to stand up..." Shi Yu lowered his eyes and cried until he was at the top of his lungs, heart-piercingly, clearly knowing that it was the past.

"Yu'er, be obedient... We will do rehabilitation later, isn't Yu'er very strong?" Shi Xi slowly supported him to lie down, and took out two tissues to help him wipe away his tears.

"Get the nutrient solution, there's nothing I can do without eating or drinking all the time."

"Auntie, this is also the first time for my brother to look like this. What if he feels uncomfortable?" Li Anyun grabbed the nurse's hand, unable to hold him back, so she could only squat down and coax her.

"You sit next to my brother. If he feels uncomfortable, just feel it." The nurse inserted the needle into Shi Yu's blood vessel. He didn't feel it at first, but when the needle was inserted, his arm convulsed.

"Don't... Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..." Shi Yu shouted uncontrollably, but he couldn't stop the nurse's movements, his breathing and heartbeat accelerated, and he always felt that his head was congested.

"Brother...It will be fine in a while, An An is here..." Li Anyun rubbed Shi Yu's hair, once and for all, the movements were very light, Shi Yu was lying on the hospital bed struggling, like a torturer being restrained, hurting There is no way to move.

The nutrient solution was put on, enough to maintain his body functions.

Shi Yu felt like a puppet at the mercy of others, except that his thoughts were his own, nothing else.

Lin Zhiqiu and Ye Luo evaded and left the hospital, leaving behind a stack of cash and a letter in the paper bag.

"Brother... Anyun is in pain too..."

There was no response, and he closed his eyes and fell asleep.

The New Year's wind is very quiet, not disturbing the secular world and teenagers.