and his "forced" doll kiss

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"An'an, come in and change your clothes. Mom will take two photos of you for later, and take them with my brother." Tang Nianlang was standing at the window with two paper bags in his arms, just in time to see Li Anyun staring at the corn cobs drying on the ground in a daze.

"Hey quack, An An wants to eat?" Grandma picked out a piece of corn that hadn't been dried and handed it to Li Anyun, thinking that he would be fine, but took a small bite when she got it, "This is so greedy, hahaha Ha ha…"

"It's so hard, it's hard to the teeth." Li Anyun peeled off the corn kernels one by one, and scattered them on the ground, waiting for the chickens raised in the yard to peck them. Grandpa also mixed in with the chickens.

"There are only a few small teeth. The tooth that was knocked off last time finally recovered. Don't knock it out again." Shi Jingyan pushed the wheelchair and walked into the house. Shi Yu fell silent, he looked at People who pass by outside the yard feel uncomfortable and afraid of being swallowed up by the world.

"The corn is dried to make feed. It's all for the chickens and ducks. The corn for the baby has been stored in the kitchen. How about cooking a small corn soup at night and putting a fried egg?" Grandpa came out of the kitchen with the blanched pork ribs, and everyone said that it would be better if he ate the bones.

Everyone was thinking this way, only Shi Yu had given up struggling from the bottom of his heart, thinking about what was left in the hospital, and thinking about staying in that pale ward again in the future.

In an instant, I felt that the days were drained little by little, and slowly turned into nothingness.

As long as Li Anyun is safe and well, that's what everyone around him thinks.

"Don't always talk about eating, give my son some light food at night, and don't eat too greasy food just after being discharged from the hospital." Shi Jingyan put her clothes on the bed, two red collared short jackets, trousers, and a shirt Also bought new.

At this age, they look good in anything. After changing their clothes, they look like New Year’s babies, just like the dolls on the New Year’s picture hanging on the door. Every New Year’s day, they wear them like this, and the neighbors love them when they take them out. .

People like it, especially Li Anyun's two canine teeth, which make people itch when they smile.

The buttons are coil buttons, embroidered by grandma herself. The original copper buttons were removed and replaced. Although Shi Yu was in a wheelchair, he also changed into a short jacket.

The two leaned together, a gust of wind blew, and the oranges hanging on the branches fell off. I was still happy, but there were still oranges in the depths of winter. It should be a good time to see plum blossoms.

"No wonder our family is full of joy all the year round. After raising these two Fuwas, the weather goes smoothly and smoothly every year. This year's natural disaster can be regarded as having spiritual energy to help prevent the disaster. Only then can we sit together safely." Grandma took Two Chinese knots, which I learned to weave from a craftsman, with bells and small copper beads tied underneath.

"Are you ready for the reunion dinner? I'll go to the market to buy mutton and dumpling wrappers. Tomorrow, our family will make dumplings and eat them together. We'll bring Li Zong back. Why stay in the hospital alone? This is indispensable." Have a New Year's Eve dinner." Grandpa put on a thick cotton coat and went out, and got on Li Anyun's heirloom bicycle, which was rusted and creaked on the iron chain.

"I called the hospital. I was afraid that he would be in a serious condition after he came out, and he would have to delay his hospitalization time when he returned." Tang Nianchu was adjusting the camera. When cameras were first popularized, Tang Nianlang bought one for the family. At that time, it was still black and white. Film, and only now is slowly beginning to have color film.

"We have to eat that New Year's dinner, or we'll go to the hospital." Grandma took away the almost peeled corn from Li Anyun's hand, and the chicken followed behind.

"Don't, don't, don't...don't come here...Brother, save me, don't chickens follow me." Li Anyun cried in fright. When she was young, chickens and ducks were not afraid of chickens and ducks. When she grows up, she will be frightened very much. Tang Niancho hugged him Li coaxed a few words.

The chicken looked up at Li Anyun and kept barking. Seeing that Li Anyun had no intention of coming down for a long time, it surrounded Shi Yu and kept pecking at the metal bar of the wheelchair.

The rattling sound seemed to be a demonstration, and Li Anyun pinned Tang Nianlou's waist with his feet. This movement may be exclusive to children.

After the camera was adjusted, Tang Nianlang took a picture of the sky. There were a few balls of cotton wool hanging in the clear sky, and the long street was filled with lanterns and Chinese knots.

"Anjun, come down to take pictures, what is there to be afraid of chickens, and they won't peck you." When I was a child, I was afraid of being pecked by chickens. As soon as summer came, Li Anjun started to provoke chickens and ducks, and was pecked all the way.

"Don't, don't get pecked, bro, save An'an..." Li Anyun was anxious, and tried to scare the chicken away, but Tang Nianchao slipped his hand and fell to the ground, which scared the chicken away.

Li Anyun sat on the ground, shedding a few tears of grievance, grandma quickly picked him up, and rubbed him distressedly, like a treasure in her arms.

"If you want to chat, just chat well. If chat badly, make a fuss. You guys can't beat Li Anyun all day long." I don't know who said this sentence, anyway, this fall scares the chicken away Already, nothing backfired.

"It's so hard to stand a joke." Shi Xi glanced at the indifferent Shi Yu, feeling uncomfortable, walked to Shi Yu's side, and said a few words in a low voice, the boy laughed, from the bottom of his heart.

"What are you talking about, come and take a picture." Tang Nianchao patted Li Anyun. The circle of fluff on the short jacket lined his immature face, who would not like it.

The moments captured by the camera are preserved by time, and the film contains the shadow of the New Year and the joy of teenagers.

Shi Yu tried his best to hide himself, trying to keep the world from seeing him, but the 17-year-old boy was shining brightly, no matter how he hid, he couldn't hide his heartbeat.

The shutter sounded all afternoon, until dusk ended, until the setting sun filled the air with humidity, Li Anyun relied on Shi Yu, and stuck very close.

The candied haws and China have become the light spots in the photo, only the teenagers are slowly assimilated.

"It's time to go to the washing shop to develop some photos, and the photo album should contain photos of them when they were seventeen or eighteen years old." Shi Xi worked in the kitchen all afternoon, the old-fashioned kitchen was still using the chimney, and the smoke was rising There is the aroma of food.

"I'm back, I bought a whole sheep, and I'll roast the whole sheep tomorrow, pack up and go to the hospital, don't let the food get cold." Grandpa put the bought sheep in a sieve to drain the water, and put the prepared meals in an insulated bucket Put it on, and took a few more bottles of soda and beer.

"it is good!"

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After stopping two cars, the hospital was just around the corner, not far away. In the ward, Li Zhan was lying on the bed. The nurse had just left, and only one third of the medicine was dripped after re-hanging the bottle.

The sunset on New Year's Eve is different from before, with a few stars shining brightly.

Like a blurry shadow before falling into the abyss.