and his "forced" doll kiss

================================

Stopping at the door of the ward, Shi Yu began to breathe rapidly, his forehead was wet, sticking to his slightly red skin.

Every gasp touched his heart and brushed against the edge, leaving a wound that was hard to heal for a long time.

No one noticed and no one saw it. With this tiny movement, he stayed for a few seconds and recovered.

"I don't want to go in." His voice was trembling, and he looked down at his legs, which were almost useless, every word was a thorn pulled from his heart.

"Yu'er..." Shi Jingyan took a step back, she was afraid that Tang Nianlang would feel embarrassed, but Nianzai Shiyu saved Li Ji's life, so it was considered a benefit, but it was not just right.

"It's fine if you don't want to go in, then don't go in, I'll come to accompany him at night." Tang Nianlou was not afraid that Shi Yu would say such words, and it was even expected.

"Brother...what's the matter with you?" Li Anyun was happy to announce the good news to Li Yan, but when Shi Yu said such words, his eyes dimmed, "Did I do something wrong?"

"No...no, I beg you, I don't want to go in, I don't want to..." Shi Yu yelled like crazy, the thorns on his heart spread, everything in the ward made him timid, and he even went into cardiac arrest.

"Yu'er, calm down...Calm down, what's wrong? Tell Mom, what's wrong?" Shi Jingyan hugged Shi Yu all at once, but everyone knew that he was just a sequela.

Because he was afraid of a certain thing or being isolated and excluded, when he met again, he would not adapt and faint, just like he had a special fear of the hospital.

Hearing the commotion outside, Li Zhen walked to the door, gently pushed the door open, and watched as Shi Jingyan couldn't hold back Shi Yu, and accidentally injured him during the tugging.

The blood dripped down his arm drop by drop, and spread out on the concrete floor to form roses paved with thorns, like an infinitely extending heartbeat. Shi Yu cried, and he was afraid that Shi Jingyan would become more and more crazy.

"Mom, stop talking, I can't move anymore, I have nothing left, I have lost enough, what do you want from me?" Shi Yu looked at Shi Jingyan, the woman in front of her didn't seem to understand the cause and effect of the matter. It's heavy-handed, I just don't want to embarrass everyone.

"Yu'er, what's the matter? Tell me, don't cry, what are you talking about, what happened?" Shi Jingyan finally agreed to talk to him properly, squatting at his feet, every word, including Listen carefully to every breath.

Shi Yu shook his head and didn't speak. He felt palpitations in the middle of the night, and the window outside the window transitioned from the sky to the silent blue, and finally faded into deep black.

He is like an inconspicuous little flower that has been forgotten by the light, no matter how you show it, he is the one that is forgotten last and the one that loses the most.

"Jingyan, don't force him." Tang Nianchu felt sorry for Shi Yu and tried to stop Shi Yuyan's movements. The woman in front of her was like a lunatic, she kept tugging on Shi Yu, and her tears couldn't stop flowing out.

"I want you to be a normal person, a normal person..." Shi Yu rolled over on the ground with the wheelchair on his side, hit the back of his head on the ground, and almost hit the stool leg, he was afraid after thinking about it.

Later, no one stopped.

Shi Jingyan felt distressed and ended her excessive impulsiveness.

"Jingyan, Jingyan, don't take your anger out on the child..." Li Ji hurriedly picked up Shi Yu from the ground, the young man bit his lower lip tightly, a stream of stars flowed out of his eyes, soaking his heartbeat, and even his breathing was imprisoned .

"Yu'er, mom is wrong...it's mom's fault, mom doesn't know..." Shi Jingyan collected her emotions and walked into the ward gently. Warm quilt.

"It's okay, it's my fault, I will try my best to be a normal person." His tone was very cold, and he wanted to quickly get rid of the person in front of him.

"Okay, okay, it's the New Year's Eve, what are you talking about the child, besides, can he choose what he does?" Grandpa hurriedly rounded up the situation, the sense of atmosphere was not full, and he fell out of the atmosphere all of a sudden.

"I want to go out for a walk, Anjun, are you together?" Shi Yu looked up at Li Anyun, his fingertips were trembling, curled up in his palm, with long and slender knuckles, he couldn't bear to watch the stars shatter into a pool.

"Brother... It's Chinese New Year, An An wants to be with my brother." Li Anyun cried in a daze, the tears couldn't stop falling down, water beads slipped down the wrist bones, soaking the cuffs.

"This year, will our family live together?" Shi Xi squeezed Shi Jingyan's shoulders, and restrained her emotions, she couldn't get out of the emotions just now, maybe what imprisoned her was the injustice and prejudice that never came .

…………

Everyone gathers together, plastic boxes and thermos buckets are placed on the simply set up table, the smell of dumplings is ecstatic, Li Li half sits on the edge of the bed, leaning on some soft pillows.

Shi Yu refused to come out, stayed in the corner, the stars and moonlight pierced the sky, the streets were still brightly lit, with lanterns hanging and couplets on every household.

"Yu'er, what's the matter? Huh?" Tang Nianlang squatted beside the wheelchair, as gentle as ever, the dream net woven into the boy's heartbeat, lowering his eyes and smiling slightly, Tang Nianlang also smiled.

"I'm sorry, it's me...it's my fault..." The voice was very small, Tang Nianlang heard it, and hugged him gently, rubbing her forehead against her back ear, feeling numb in her heart.

"There is nothing wrong with being born, why do you say sorry?" Tang Nianchu pushed the wheelchair to the side of the table, Shi Yu resisted desperately, Li Anyun grabbed Shi Yu's hand, with a pleading expression on his face.

"Brother, will you stay with me? Let's have New Year's Eve dinner together." Li Anyun was holding a plastic bowl, adding only a little rice, fish with thorns removed, shredded carrots and beef soup. Indispensable, "The beef soup is delicious, bro, I'll feed you."

Holding the bowl in one hand and the spoon in the other, he mixed the vegetables and rice together, and added some vegetables, which were already chopped into pieces.

He resisted the feeding alone for a long, long time. Li Anyun sat on Shi Yu's lap, and his legs were curled up inside the thick quilt, and his legs were severely deformed.

Li Anyun didn't think there was anything, she was born human, and she didn't expect any distinction between high and low.

"Brother, take another bite. This fish is specially picked out. The meat on the belly of the fish has no thorns." Li Anyun held the tissue in his palm as if he was holding some treasure, and finally the thin sweat from his palm was soaked. wet paper towel.

"An An, feed slowly, don't spit it out." Tang Nianlang put a tissue on his collar, the soup flowed out from the corner of his mouth, and Li Anyun scraped it twice with a spoon, "Brother, is it delicious? This soup is delicious. It’s the bowl in the dream.”

"The analogy is exaggerated. I drink beef soup every year, so this year is so delicious?" Tang Nianlang stuffed the red envelopes into their hands. There were only golden plum blossoms on the red ones, and there were clusters of unbloomed ones.

"Nian Rou, why are you being so polite? No need, the New Year's money has already been given." Shi Jingyan took out the New Year's money from the red envelope and stuffed it into Shi Yu's hand, leaving only the red envelope.

"You gave it to me. What about my two sons? Why don't my mother give my son lucky money?" Tang Nianlang stuffed the money into Li Anyun's hand and pressed his hand with his fingertips.

Shi Jingyan didn't say anything, the red envelope was hidden in the purse, it was heavy, it was also the painstaking effort they had accumulated bit by bit after selling flowers for half their life.

Li Ji never mentioned Shi Yu's paralysis from the beginning to the end. He knew it, but he just didn't want to mention it.

…………

The flower shop has been closed for a long time, the factory has been away for a long time, and the children in the school miss him too. Everything has changed drastically.

Thinking about what happened at a certain moment at a certain moment, it is better to hide the light and walk forward.

It's almost spring, the lights outside are brightly lit, and the fireworks are bright in the dark night, blooming like roses.

After staying for a long time, I fell into the night wind of the bright moon again.

The New Year in the town is more lively than in the city, probably because neighbors and neighbors can drop by without greeting, and the few greetings are all about family members.