and his "forced" doll kiss

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One night, Li Anyun thought about it for a long time, and finally gave up on having it.

Shi Yu was wrapped in a thick quilt and put on a down jacket, and his body sank into the bed. Li Anyun lay beside Shi Yu, putting one hand under the tip of his nose.

A desk lamp was lit by the window, but it was not turned off, and the old screens creaked in the wind.

"Anjun, I want to get up." Shi Yu opened his eyes, and Li Anyun put his glasses on the bridge of his nose.

"Well, brother, let's go to Grandpa Chen's house. It was agreed yesterday." Li Anyun lifted the quilt, a gust of wind poured into the quilt, and her feet shrank from the cold.

"Is it cold?" Shi Yu looked at Li Anyun, the little one was huddled under the quilt, and the whole body was covered by the quilt.

"It's cold, it's so cold today. I don't remember that it was so cold during Chinese New Year last year. What's the matter this year?" Li Anyun pulled up her socks, put on a shirt and trousers, with lace on the cuffs, and a small bell, "Brother, Change clothes, Grandpa Chen must be very happy to see us!"

"Well, Grandpa Chen must be very happy to see Anjun." Li Anyun slowly took off his pajamas, the support frame had been taken off, and his hands were fastened to his chest with elastic ropes with buckles, wrapped in thick clothes. Plaster gauze.

"Brother, it can be removed in one month." Carefully put on the shirt, his body line is beautiful, from the collarbone to the waist, like a painting, "Brother, you are so beautiful."

"Huh?" Shi Yu turned his head to look at him. For some reason, his hair grows very fast. It was obviously cut a while ago, and now his forehead hair has to cover his eyes.

"It's nothing, so I can never forget it in my life." Li Anyun hugged Shi Yu, with the tip of his nose against his lower lip. Sure enough, he was the prettiest boy in the world.

"Anjun..." Shi Xi pushed open the door, and saw Li Anyun hugging Shi Yu, wearing only a shirt and trousers unbuttoned.

"Dad..." Li Anyun didn't get off Shi Yu's body, and it wasn't the first time. It's nothing to hide, "Can you knock on the door?"

"Yes, yes, is brother awake?" Shi Xi walked to the bed, the sheets were crumpled and half dragged to the floor, "What did you do at night?"

Shi Xi shook his head at the sudden sense of the picture, breaking the suspicion in his heart.

Li Anyun pouted and looked at Shi Xi, snorted and covered herself with the quilt.

Shi Yu smiled, looked at Shi Xi, amused and annoyed, "Dad, what are you thinking?"

"It's nothing, Grandpa Chen is calling. When are you two going?" Shi Xi pushed the wheelchair to the side of the bed, and Li Anyun put the coat on him, put on a pair of white stockings, and pulled them down to his knees, just in time for sleeping. The pants are fixed, "It's not good to wear socks, brother's legs..."

"I'll do it." Shi Jingyan rubbed his calf, the muscle spasm gradually healed, and the instep was swollen, so she pressed down gently.

"Anjun went to wash his mouth and face. There are fried buns and sake on the table." Shi Xi took Li Anyun downstairs, and he almost fell down the stairs.

"Li Anyun, watch the way when you walk." Shi Xi lifted him up, but luckily he had quick eyes and hands, otherwise he would fall down.

"Dad, it hurts..." His hat was pulled suddenly, his throat got stuck, and he vomited. Shi Xi was so frightened that he hurried down and almost didn't cause a tragedy.

Shi Jingyan hugged Shi Yu with the quilt horizontally, and the wheelchair was carried to the first floor by his grandfather. The weather was getting warmer, but he felt colder and colder, and shivered when the wind blew.

Picking him up and putting him down every day, Shi Jingyan couldn't hold on several times, and thought about what Shi Yu herself experienced, how long he can hold on, and how long he can continue to live.

In the end, no matter what, let him go.

"Brother, I'm done eating." Li Anyun kept a few pan-fried buns, and he tore off the hard and crispy shell underneath, fearing that he wouldn't digest them, leaving only the soft skin and meat filling.

"Yeah." Shi Yu was pushed to the side of the table by Shi Jingyan, and there were indeed a few fried buns with only the skin left in the porcelain bowl. Li Anyun picked out the rice in the sake, meticulously, and Shi Yu became more and more aware of him wasting his life.

Li Anyun was holding the bowl, sitting on his lap, scooping it up with a spoon in one hand, Shi Yu swallowed it cooperatively, and drank a little of the rice wine.

After eating, Shixi happened to be about to go out, so he took them there by the way. The bicycle was left in the corner and was dusty. The last time grandpa rode to the market, the bell of the bicycle was broken.

"An An, are you alright? Can you take your brother out together?" Shi Xi patted the seat of the bicycle, and Li Anyun ran two steps, propped his hands on the back seat, and jumped onto the seat.

"Well, Mom asked us to bring ribs and corn to Grandpa Chen, and also to say Happy New Year." Li Anyun looked at Shi Xi with a smile, and Quack followed behind the car, yelling non-stop.

"Brother, what should I do? Don't want it anymore?" Shi Xi scratched Li Anyun's nose, looked at Shi Yu beside him, and suddenly felt sour. It was obviously the New Year, and the ensuing accidents made him feel that the New Year was different from ordinary days. any expectations.

"Yes, brother..." Li Anyun hopped off the bicycle, leaned on the armrest of the wheelchair, and pushed it forward. The wind rushed towards him, carrying a strong fragrance of peach blossoms.

Shi Xi shook her head, desperately trying to grasp a glimmer of hope.

"An'an's birthday is coming soon. After her birthday, she will officially turn 17. How are you going to celebrate her birthday this year?" Shi Xi pushed the handlebar of his bicycle and turned his head to look at Li Anyun. This year is also a year of hope for a safe and smooth year. .

"Together with my brother. My brother's birthday is just a few days after Anjun's, so let's give him a coming-of-age gift." Li Anyun looked at Shi Yu's side face seriously, and the young man might be like this, pushing the wheelchair slowly live.

"Well, the coming-of-age ceremony has to be carefully chosen, right?" Shi Xi said meaningfully, as if he was pushing something to the forefront.

"When you go to Grandpa Chen's house later, don't talk about your brother. Grandpa likes you very much." Shi Xi's simple words made Li Anyun's heart tremble. The wind blew the dead wood and raised fine dust in the air.

"Well, brother, it's quite warm today, do you want to take off your clothes?" Li Anyun rubbed the hair on the back of his head, and the soft hair rested on his knuckles.

Shi Yu shook his head, smiled and looked at the light falling into the bottom of the pool, just hitting a stone slab.

For a moment, Li Anyun grabbed Shi Yu's hand, as if thinking of the time when she confessed her last time, she leaned down and gave a light kiss, saliva wrapped around the corner of her mouth, and the tip of her tongue slipped into her mouth with a light hook.

Shi Yu was trapped by his kisses countless times, on the verge of an abyss and completely sank into it again.

Cooperating with the small movements of his thin lips, his heart beat slowly, leaving traces at last.

"The shoelaces came loose just now, let's go, we'll be there in a few steps." Shi Xi squatted down at the back, not paying attention to the boy in front, he would understand the kiss after seeing it.

"Brother, is it sweet? I ate a piece of candy when I went out. It should be sweet, right?" Li Anyun raised the corner of her mouth, Shi Yu understood it in seconds, and smiled. This sudden kiss was sweet, with a touch of sweetness mixed in fragrant.

"Sweet." Shi Yu actually raised the tip of his tongue, and after brushing over his thin lips, his whole body was numb. With his back to him, he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly, only felt that the wind was blowing wantonly.

Grandpa Chen was waiting for them at the gate of the courtyard, and grandma was sitting on a wicker chair, shaking the shadows of the trees.

When Li Anyun saw Grandpa Chen, she ran forward excitedly for a short distance, and threw herself into Grandpa's arms to be hugged.

"An'an and Yu'er are here, come in, come in, the chicken soup vermicelli has just been simmered, and it's fragrant." Grandpa naturally took the wheelchair and pushed it into the yard, without saying a word about him.

"Happy New Year to grandpa, happy new year to grandma, everything goes well, please take care of me next year." Li Anyun said while bending down, waiting respectfully to receive the red envelope, even so, grandpa was also happy.

There are only two children who can give red envelopes, and the smiles on their faces have never been accepted.

After sending them in, Shi Xi left, gave her last instructions, and said nothing.

The thorns and roses are collected, and only the petals are left in the air, carrying the joy of the end of winter and the beginning of spring.