and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Brother, let's set off firecrackers."

"Brother, let's go to the river to catch fish. The water is rising, and the fish are swimming up from the lower reaches."

"Brother, the roasted whole lamb last time was delicious, do you still want to eat it?"

"Brother, I have a sour one and a sweet one here, which one do you want?"

"Brother, do you still remember everything we said before?"

"Brother, tell me, should I leave you?"

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Li Anyun broke through the cage countless times, tried to break into his life countless times, but retreated because of the thorns.

Shi Yu struggled at the bottom of the pool countless times, wanted to hold him in his arms countless times, but regretted it because of his paralysis.

All people and things are in the blink of an eye, only he still has a boy who continues to miss him, and in this world, only he in this town can bring him light and hope.

"Brother, if one day you and I get separated in the crowd and get lost, how will you find me?" Li Anyun took advantage of the dim night, with ignorant tenderness in his sleepy eyes, and put one hand on his forehead.

"Then I will go through the dust and ashes, and I will find you, at the end of the world, to embrace each other." Shi Yu looked down at the hand that he could no longer hug him, and the light in his eyes dimmed, "I can't give it to you." Hug, hug me, Anjun."

Li Anyun blinked her eyes, thinking that Shi Yu was acting like a baby, and hugged him tightly, breathing in her ears.

"Brother, let's go buy fireworks. The atmosphere of the New Year is fireworks." Li Anyun let go of Shi Yu, and pulled the quilt on her lap towards her body, "Brother, your hands are so cold."

Shi Yu can feel the alternation of hot and cold, only the heart can maintain the temperature, whether it is hot or cold, only the heartbeat can be felt.

There is a row of fireworks stalls at the entrance of the alley, with all kinds of fireworks blooming with colorful lights.

Shi Yu kept staring at the firework sticks sold in bundles tied together with red tape, a very thin one, which he held in his hand after being ignited.

When I was a child, I swayed and swayed in the yard, and I could sway to the clock.

"Anjun, let's buy fireworks sticks."

"Brother, you still remember." Li Anyun bought four bundles, red sticks with gunpowder tied to red bamboo sticks with blue, pink, yellow, purple and green colored paper.

"I bought so many, I'll give you a box. After being ignited, this kind of fireworks will fly to the sky and bloom, like flowers." The stall owner packed the fireworks sticks in a plastic bag with a smile and handed them to Li Anyun.

"Thank you grandma, happy new year." Li Anyun carried fireworks and pushed a wheelchair to the river beach.

There is no one, only the ripples and sparks on the river surface, and the figures of two people.

After removing the red tape, Li Anyun took out a half-burned candle from his pocket, put it on the ground and lit it with a match.

Putting the firework stick in the palm of Shi Yu's hand, holding his hand, carefully picked up the candle and touched the short fuse wrapped in red paper in front.

"Anjun..." Fireworks bloomed in front of Shi Yu's eyes instantly, there was no "crackling" sound, it was very quiet, and Li Anjun squeezed his hands to shake out a pink heart shape in the air.

"Brother, do you look good?"

"It's beautiful." Shi Yu felt something hot dripping from his eyes, and the tears couldn't stop falling, falling on the quilt drop by drop.

"Brother, are you crying?" After the fireworks ended, Li Anyun looked back at Shi Yu, and reached out to wipe him clean.

"Not crying, smoky." Shi Yu sniffed and smiled.

Li Anyun was dubious, didn't pierce it, lit another one, squeezed Shi Yu's hand, this time wrote their names, next to each other, because they wrote their own name first, so they disappeared first.

"Brother, look, An Jun will go before you."

"Don't keep saying things like this. If you leave, I'll accompany you to heaven." He let go of his hand, but it was pinched again, and at the same time touched a firework stick.

"This time, let's just write that I love you. Anyun has learned a lot of characters, but she didn't write upside down." Li Anyun shook her hand to herself.

I love you, how solemnly these three words are written.

"Anjun, go back, are you cold?" Shi Yu looked at the burnt firework sticks on the ground, and there were dead leaves and stars scattered all over the ground.

"I'm not cold, brother, what do you think is the end of the sky?" Li Anyun looked up at the New Year's Eve sky, and a spark of sparks suddenly bloomed in the quiet corner, "The end of the sky is the soul of human beings. In the air, waiting for the person you like to find."

"The end of the sky is the day you see me, and I will remember you." Shi Yu tried his best to make himself feel better, physically or mentally, anyway, he lived every day.

"This sentence is so profound, it seems to be alluding to something, brother, go to Grandpa Chen's house tomorrow to pay New Year's greetings, and then go to the grandfather from last time." Li Anyun remembered the grandfather who was rescued by Shi Yu before, but he never met again. Maybe something happened, or maybe he had left the town.

"The house is still there, so I probably haven't left. That mountain collapse accident is not on the list. Let's look for it tomorrow." Shi Yu saw Li Anyun's careful thinking, the fireworks disappeared in the distance, and there were few people by the river beach.

Li Anyun nodded, there were little stars hidden in the corners of her eyes, which were about to overflow in the blink of an eye.

Pushing the wheelchair to the hospital, this road has been walked countless times, but this time, he became more and more uncertain, as if he was holding something, unable to guess.

Probably the reunion party was over, and unexpectedly heard the bell, Li Anyun excitedly grabbed Shi Yu's shoulder, raised the corner of her mouth and pointed in the direction of the bell.

"Brother, there are still people ringing the bell to keep warm. Is it past twelve o'clock?" It seems that there is a brother, and the road is not afraid in the dark.

"Maybe, a temple was built on the back mountain. It is said to pray for good weather this year. Maybe someone knocked on it, that's okay." Shi Yu's voice was already pleasant, but in a secluded place, it became more gentle with the sound of the wind.

"Temple? Let's go together, pray for peace and joy, and get your wish fulfilled. Is the time limit for the peace and blessings that Dad asked you before?" Li Anyun didn't know what he stepped on, and the sudden feeling of falling made him break out in a cold sweat.

"Anjun, what's wrong?" Shi Yu heard the commotion behind him, and wanted to turn his head to look, but he stretched his muscles, and his whole neck went numb, "Hiss..."

"Brother, don't move, have you sprained your tendons?" Li Anyun gently rubbed the back of his neck, smiled, and it wasn't the first time Shi Yu had sprained his neck.

"Thank you."

"you are welcome."

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I met them downstairs in the hospital, Shi Jingyan held Shi Xi's arm, and grandparents also held hands. Holding hands on New Year's Eve also means that this year will be safe and smooth.

Li Anyun quickened his pace, the wheelchair was heavy, and with Shi Yu's weight, even though he was not tall, it still made him gasp.

Shi Xi stepped forward to give him a hand, took the wheelchair, and pushed it for him.

"Have you gone to set off the fireworks?" Shi Jingyan looked at the unfinished fireworks sticks in the bag, there were a few left, and I saved them to play at Grandpa Chen's house.

"Well, I still have a few more. I'll put them at Grandpa Chen's house tomorrow. Mom, I just stepped on something, which shocked me and twisted my neck." Li Anyun insisted on saying this as good news. , a whole speechless.

"Sure enough, Yu'er will rush forward to protect An An no matter what she becomes." Shi Jingyan took Li Anyun by the hand, and the evening breeze carried the smell of fireworks in the air, and the New Year's fireworks were too heavy.

"Are you going to Grandpa Chen's house tomorrow? Then send a happy new year to Grandpa for us." Grandpa and grandma have known Grandpa Chen for a long time, and they occasionally play cards and chess together and exchange a few words of greeting.

"Okay, let's go home." The New Year has become the happiest day of the year for Li Anyun, and after thinking about it, it's better to stay with him every day.

One day, when everything in the world falls asleep, he will believe in the existence of everything.

No matter who it happened to, it was engraved in the bones.

The heartbeat speeds up, and it is good to cooperate with the breathing slowly.