and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Grandpa Chen, do you think my brother...would he...have mental problems? He was not like this before. He used to like to talk to us, but now he seldom talks with us. He has become withdrawn, and now he has become special. Sensitive, every word and action can make him think..." He saw everything about Shi Yu, and Li Anyun said every word, the secret that was originally buried in his heart was blown to ashes, and hiding it could only make him feel ashamed. Things got worse.

It takes a lot of psychological struggle to suspect that the person I like has mental problems.

"Don't talk nonsense, how can Yu'er have mental problems, but I can't accept it for a while, and it will be fine after a while." Grandpa Chen hates mental patients the most. He doesn't want to see the people around him being imprisoned by chains and bound by hemp ropes.

It's been a few months, and there are only a handful of times when Shi Yu is happy. It seems that every time he pretends to be from the bottom of his heart, Li Anyun realizes it later, and it's ridiculous to think about it now.

It was so obvious every time that no one noticed.

In addition to sensitivity, Shiyu's sleep quality is getting worse and worse, breathing will stop suddenly, and he has to wear a breathing mask every night when he sleeps.

As soon as you leave the house, you will feel countless pairs of questioning eyes staring at your whole body. You will question, question, feel that you are not worthy to exist in this world, you will be cast aside and indifferent.

Will become out of reach with roses.

"Take me to take a look. It seems that his body will repel people who approach him except those he is familiar with." Shi Yu helped him tidy up his clothes, and pushed the wheelchair to the mental hospital, stopping back and forth. a place.

"No, don't go to the hospital...don't go to the hospital, I'm not sick, I'm really not sick, Anjun, I beg you, trust me once, okay? I really have no problem, I'm not sick." Shi Yu became even more excited There was a thin layer of skin on his knees, and his hands kept making a resisting movement of grabbing. Li Anyun was afraid that he would hurt herself, so he stuffed two folded towels in his palm.

"Brother, be obedient, go see a doctor, okay? If I keep on like this, I will...I'll be scared." Li Anyun looked at him with dull eyes, and there was no light in his eyes.

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Turned to the hospital, when Shi Yu saw the crazy person lying on the hospital bed, he became terrified, and began to yell unscrupulously, and the sharp cry pierced Li Anyun's eardrums.

Being pinned down on the bed by the doctor and tied with a restraint belt, Shi Yu began to resist, choking on tears, never thinking that he would be sent to a mental hospital by his own hands, with a helpless whining sound from his throat.

Li Anyun watched all this with her own eyes, but was powerless.

"He's paraplegic. It's normal to lose control of his emotions. I don't want to send my brother in. Let's go... let's go..." Li Anyun originally wanted the hospital to see Shi Yu's condition, but was frightened by the action of electric batons shocking severe patients one jump.

"I'll have a check-up when I come here, and if there is any problem, I can be hospitalized in time to solve it." The doctor seemed to have something in his words, and he looked at the doctor questioningly from time to time, but in the end he couldn't reach the reality.

"Don't, let's go... let's go, let's go, don't want my brother to become like this, don't..." Li Anyun looked at the mental patient in the next ward who had a seizure, his face was distorted and he beat things, he would harm himself, hurt others on purpose, and even jump. window.

Therefore, the windows of the wards are equipped with iron railings to prevent people from jumping if they don't want to.

Although these things have become a routine in the mental hospital, they don't want to bear the consequences of their family members crying and looking for trouble.

Some of the tests done were not too outrageous, but more like an ordinary test, and the diagnosis was confirmed after just a few chats. Li Anyun couldn't believe it, he couldn't believe that a good person would go crazy just by saying that.

It was all after his suspicions were over. Mild mental disorder was written in black and white. Fearing that it was a misdiagnosis, Li Anyun desperately grabbed the doctor's hand.

"You thought he had such a convenient problem at the beginning and sent him in. Now that he has been diagnosed, but you don't believe it, what do you want us to do? Believe it is one thing, not believe it is another thing, if you It looks like he is sick, maybe you are worrying too much, but some things are buried in your heart." The doctor sighed, and the emotions that Shi Yu had suppressed for a long time finally broke out, and he endured it for several days. The collapse was in the small courtyard, and the unbearable made him let go, but he also held back.

He is forcing himself to become what they call a normal person every day.

"Brother, brother, what are you hiding? What are you trying to hide from us? I don't even know what you're thinking, so what is it that you keep saying you like?" Li Anyun kissed the corner of Shi Yu's mouth frantically, I can't resist the strange eyes around me, let alone his repulsion and disgust.

"Let go of me... um... let go..." Shi Yu desperately turned his head to the other side, without looking at him, his heart began to ache, like a thorn piercing the softest piece.

"Fake, what you said that night was lying to me, right? I took it seriously, you did it on purpose, why? Why do you want to do it on purpose, then what is our matter? What is my case?" Li Anyun collapsed It turned out that during these days, only he took it seriously, and Shi Yu just cooperated, and it was seamless.

"I also told you about my baby kiss, I told you everything, I kissed you, shared your bed with you, I did everything I did with you, and in the end you told me that it was all fake." Li Anyun felt humbled It is like dust, which is crushed when you reach out.

Shi Yu didn't say a word, he wanted to make sure if he was still insisting, but finally gave in.

Li Anyun cried, covering the tears running down her cheeks and blurring her vision.

The blocked kiss did not continue, instead it was a period of silence.

"Brother, do you really... really don't want me?"

"It's tasteless to eat, and it's a pity to discard it. For a person like me, will you spend your whole life?"

"You know I will say yes, why are you forcing me? Shi Yu, did you plan it out a long time ago, you are crazy, brother...you are already crazy, why?"

"I'm crazy, Anjun, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

"Brother...help me..."