and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Early intervention and treatment can prevent them from going in a more serious direction. All the people living in this building are mentally ill. The serious ones live in the lower floors, and the milder ones live in the upper floors. I'm afraid they will commit suicide." The doctor handed over the medical certificate. To Li Anyun, leaning on the swivel chair naturally, looked up at him.

"Treatment...is it expensive?" Li Anyun lowered her head, sobbing to stop her tears, and rubbed the paper in her hand with her fingertips. It was written in black and white, and the hospital's logo was printed on the upper left corner.

"He's in good condition. As you know, mental illness is a brain and mental illness. We need to hire a professional counselor in the later stage." The doctor clasped the mahogany tabletop with his fingers, and gave Li Anyun a pair of "I'll protect you if you give me money." It is impossible to cure his appearance.

Li Anyun took a step back, but he was a doctor, graduated from a medical school, got a certificate, and passed the internship period, probationary period, and became a full-time doctor with more than [-] years of experience.

20 is not a small amount, not to mention the result is still unknown.

"Treatment, we will treat it." Li Anyun nodded firmly, the medical certificate was wet with sweat, and the corners were wrinkled.

Only then did the doctor declare his name as Ma Yongkang.

"You go to the lobby on the first floor to pay the fee. First pay the basic fee, and I'll make a bill for you." Ma Yongkang picked up a pen and frantically wrote a payment certificate on a piece of paper. The basic fee plus hospitalization fee would cost [-] yuan.

Li Anyun felt that it was difficult to breathe. Seeing the five followed by four zeros, she almost died suddenly on the spot.

I had no choice but to borrow a landline from the service desk with a steel hammer to call home to send money, and the phone connected after a few rings.

"An'an, what's the matter?" Shi Jingyan answered the call.

"Mom, can you give me 5 yuan?" Li Anyun held the phone, her voice was very low, like a child who accidentally broke someone's glass and called his parents to lose money.

"Where to send it?" Shi Jingyan didn't ask why so much, after hearing the address, she took out a wad of money from the drawer, counted 5 yuan, wrapped it in a silk scarf and put it in the inner pocket of her coat.

Shi Jingyan's family is much richer than Li Zong's family, and they are not so tight when it comes to money.

After riding the bicycle and delivering it to Li Anyun, he asked why.

When Li Anyun explained the ins and outs, Shi Jingyan's expression immediately changed, she was paralyzed and mentally ill again, where did Shi Yu go in the past?I can't find it, can I?

The two ran to Ma Yongkang's office together, just in time to see Ma Yongkang pushing Shi Yu to the last ward.

Let's go together, the ward is poorly lit and gloomy, like a precursor to death, and with Ma Yongkang's gloomy face, the sense of substitution is even stronger.

"Now we can start the first course of treatment, commonly known as electric shock therapy." Ma Yongkang carried Shi Yu to the hospital bed. The bed board was very hard. If he felt it, his bones would hurt.

Shi Yu looked at Li Anyun in horror, his body trembled uncontrollably, and he screamed, trying to pierce his eardrum.

"Ah!! Anjun, are you blaming me? I'm sorry, I'm sorry, can I not...no...don't..." Shi Yu was almost desperate and broke down. on himself.

The restraint belts are special, made of beef tendon, the elasticity is only enough for a normal person to move slightly, and the two ends are locked with screws.

He didn't wait for Li Anyun to speak to him, but instead waited until Li Anyun stretched out his hands to hold his body.

"Uh...ah!!!" Shi Yu's endless struggle made Ma Yongkang feel agitated, just like facing other mentally ill patients, he took a sedative and injected him on his lower back.

The position was off, and it hurt for a while, but there was no effect at all.

Shi Jingyan was about to collapse, she wanted to stop Ma Yongkang, but was stopped by Li Anyun, "Mom, I think it's for my brother's benefit."

Shi Jingyan didn't know what to do, this was clearly torture, seeing Shi Yu lying on the hospital bed, the clothes on his body were soaked in sweat, the young man was crying heartbreakingly, but he couldn't stop the doctor's action.

"Uh... Anyun, I didn't do it on purpose, but... can I not do this? I was wrong, I know I was wrong... Uh..." Before Shi Yu finished speaking, Ma Yongkang passed the electric shock rod, just touching the skin.

There was a shock of electric pain, and he was speechless. The only three fingers that could move were clasping the bed sheet, and his eyes were empty.

Li Anyun felt her heart hurt so much, seeing Shi Yu in such pain, he couldn't get better.

"Brother, I didn't do it on purpose. I think it's for your own good, so I did it."

"Yeah, he wants you to be normal." Ma Yongkang pushed the electric shock rod to the fifth gear.

It's not normal anymore, it wasn't normal in the first place.

Shi Yu was stunned by the pain, coughed for a while, blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth, Shi Jingyan hurriedly wiped it with the silk scarf that had just wrapped the money.

"Yu'er, what are you thinking? Can you tell us, do you think life is difficult?"

"I didn't, I didn't intend to lie to you on purpose, I was afraid that you would sacrifice too much for me, I was afraid that I would be forced to death by myself in the end, and you would still send me to my funeral..."

"Brother, no, don't do this, okay? I like you. I have been close to you since a long time ago. I like you. We will live together in the future. At worst, we will die underground together."

"Don't...don't always say such things. I have endured it for a long time and I am used to it. Every time I get sick, I think about you. I am afraid that I will hurt you when I am mentally disturbed. Sometimes I can't control it, so I will hurt myself. , the nerves seem to free me only at that time."

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Shi Jingyan stood by the window, watching the sky sink little by little, stained with infinitely deep black.

"An'an, can you accompany Mom downstairs to buy something?" After thinking about it for a long time, she said this sentence, "The things will be very heavy, so you can help Mom carry some."

When Li Anyun followed Shi Jingyan out of the ward, he still kept looking back at Shi Yu yearningly. He felt Shi Jingyan's small movements pulling him, and thought he was going to buy something very important.

Shi Yu was lying weakly on the hospital bed, the quilt was scattered around his body, not completely covering his skin, the old-fashioned air conditioner was turned on or not turned on, and the windows were not closed tightly, cold air leaked into the narrow room through the gaps.

The eyes were fixed on the crumbling chandelier on the ceiling, the wires on the top were peeling.

Ma Yongkang injected some liquid into his lower back. His head was so dizzy that he just wanted to sleep, and his eyelashes kept trying to keep him from falling asleep.

It was very cold on the long street, and the soaked bones were cold.

"Mom, what are we doing going back? Aren't we shopping?" Li Anyun stopped, everything around her became more and more familiar, the closer she got, the more she came to the alley where she lived, and even the flower shop at the entrance of the alley could be seen.

"Anjun, go home with mom. From now on, there will only be you and one son in this family." Shi Jingyan spoke with a nasal voice. These words were like a lightning flash across the night sky, hitting Li Anyun's heart directly.

only one?Do you mean no time to give?

"No, Anjun has an older brother, he has an older brother." Li Anyun ran back desperately, but was grabbed by Shi Jingyan.

"No brother." Shi Jingyan's tone was very sharp, like a reprimand.

Li Anyun stared at her in fright, "Yes, there is an older brother, Anyun has an older brother."

"No, not from now on." Shi Jingyan pulled Li Anyun forward.

Li Anyun refused to leave, looking at Shi Jingyan in front of her, she was completely different from what he had known since childhood.

He keeps repeating in his ears that he doesn't have a brother, but he does have one, that gentle, loving brother who is better than anyone else.

Shi Yu slept until dawn the next day, and when he opened his eyes, he saw only the glare of the winter sun and the blank walls of the ward, and there was nothing else but these.

He didn't know that Li Anyun and his family would never come again, and he didn't know how rudely Shi Jingyan brought Li Anyun home.

"Mom..." When Li Anyun opened her eyes, the first person she saw was Shi Jingyan, that terrible woman from yesterday.

"Anjun doesn't have a brother now, right?" Shi Jingyan was holding a bowl of porridge in her hand. Yesterday, she asked the so-called witch doctor in the village for a prescription. It is said that cooking together with millet can control a person. Heart.

Rose can't hide that he likes someone, even if it's the medicinal properties of herbs, Li Anyun desperately likes him, how can it not be worth the crazy talk.

I already gave him a bowl yesterday, and what I said was so mysterious, it was nothing more than paralyzing the nerves, the same principle as anesthetics.

"Yes..." Li Anyun said it very hard, and was splashed with white porridge by Shi Jingyan.

Shi Jingyan felt it was a pity again, and put the porridge stuck in the folds of the quilt back into the bowl.