and his "forced" doll kiss

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"Mom, don't, don't touch brother... Can I take care of you in the future? Please, mom, don't treat brother like this..." Li Anyun knelt on the ground, her forehead was almost touching her toes, the woman took a few steps back, Li Anyun staggered forward.

When his forehead hit the concrete floor, there was a bang, Shi Yu's heart was broken, glass shards scratched the edge of the cell, bleeding from grinding.

He survived the season when the grass grows and the warbler flies by himself, and the days of wind, snow and moon, he is also alone. He clearly made an appointment to be with him for the rest of his life, but everything that followed made this agreement come to naught.

Li Anyun didn't raise her head, she stared at the scattered beams of light in the corner, then glanced at the door, which opened with a creak.

The light and the boy's shadow overlapped, and finally converged in an unknown place.

"Anjun? What are you doing? What are you doing at home?" Shi Xi had just returned home from work, and was frightened away by the scene in front of her tired body. In an instant, every weak nerve began to tense.

"Dad, mom... Mom... She wants to hurt brother..." Li Anyun stood up holding the ground, tears in her eyes, spinning around, and she would break her power in the next second.

"Jingyan? What's the matter with you? Jingyan, what's the matter with you, look at me and tell me, what's the matter with you?" Shi Xi threw away the bag in her hand, which contained unopened document paper, Waiting for his approval.

"It's okay, it's okay, Anjun accidentally fell, Yu'er just came back from school, I don't know why, they came back so early, I'm going to pick them up from school." Shi Jingyan raised her mouth , and became normal again, losing the cold blood and thorns just now.

"No, no, dad, mom really wanted to hurt brother, I saw it all, I really saw it... Believe me, mom has needles in her drawer, brother has injuries, left chest, calf, thigh There are injuries on the inner side and the back of the neck, some were added just yesterday, I promise I am not lying." Li Anyun defended her dignity and protected him, the wound on her forehead was bleeding.

"Anjun, what nonsense are you talking about? Why should I hurt Yu'er, eh? Yu'er is my own, why should I hurt him? Think about it yourself, why should I hurt him?" Shi Jingyan became scary When he got up, Li Anyun was pressed for every word, his voice was trembling, and every bone was trembling.

"Jingyan, you're crazy, you're crazy, what have you been doing all this time? Ever since Yu'er was sent to a mental hospital, what have you been thinking? Do you think Yu'er has become paralyzed and lost you? Huh? You don’t raise it, I’ll raise it, our family is not unconditional to raise Yu’er, why do you insist on making such a fuss?” Shi Xi knew what Shi Jingyan was thinking, and he also knew the tense Qin The string would break one day, and he knew better that Shi Jingyan never accepted that Shi Yu couldn't take care of herself for the rest of her life.

"I'm crazy. I've been crazy since the first day I found out that Shi Yu was paralyzed. I can't accept it. I can't accept it at all. Why is it not someone else who is paralyzed? Why is he the one who is paralyzed? Give me an answer." " Shi Jingyan knew that it was impossible for her to appear in front of him with a mentally ill appearance, so she desperately approached Shi Xi, holding his shoulders with both hands.

"Why? I also want to know why, but Yu'er was born in October of your pregnancy. Why do you treat him like this? What if he is paralyzed? If he is paralyzed, he can start a new life. Why do you kill each other? I hurt him, but you are the one who hurts in the end, isn't it?" Shi Xi tightly hugged the crying Shi Jingyan, he always chose to forgive, never blamed or scolded .

Shi Yu was lying on the wheelchair, the pillow behind his waist was dislocated, the limp fat on his lower abdomen was hanging limply, his two paralyzed legs twisted together convulsively, and his bones reached an angle that a normal person could not achieve.

Li Anyun tried her best to comfort her. He knew that Shi Yu had endured inhuman torture during this time. The one who tortured him was his biological mother, who forced him to devour his mind and consciousness in exchange for a complete body.

Looking at Shi Yu and Shi Jingyan, Shi Xi always felt that the family of three was going to be torn apart, she looked in a trance, took a few steps forward, and hugged Shi Yu and Li Anyun.

"Yu'er, An'an, Dad was wrong, really...really, don't do this in the future, okay? Dad is sorry for you, Dad doesn't know what Mom is doing these days, only working hard, no time to take care of the family, Yu'er , why didn't you tell Dad?" Shi Xi's fatal question hit his heart, he looked at Shi Yu, and the boy bit his lower lip and looked at him.

"I don't want...Mom, she didn't do anything to me, really, really didn't do anything, I did it voluntarily." When Shi Yu was tortured by Shi Jingyan, the most frequent sentence in his ears was voluntary , he knew that he didn't want to do this, he just wanted to escape desperately, but he couldn't escape.

"Shixi, I'm sorry, I just... just don't want to see Yu'er like this for the rest of my life, I'm sorry, I'm sorry Yu'er, I apologized last time in the ward, but I..." Shi Jingyan finally showed her long-lost motherly kindness.

Emotions are entangled, emotions are involved and sparked, and I have been persuading myself not to get close to the defense line, and I am defeated by reality time and time again.

"Mom, can you stop saying I'm sorry, I'm sorry for you, for me, our family is about to split, every day is endless voice, I'm so tired, so tired, I also want to stand up and walk , I also want to run and jump, and want to be like other children, but I accept it myself, why can't you accept it?" Shi Yu cried, tears slid down his cheeks, dripping down on his wrists, The crying body trembled.

"Stop talking, brother, go... let's go... I don't want to stay here anymore." Li Anyun hugged Shi Yu anxiously, watching him cry, tears fell unconsciously.

The heart-piercing cries and the teenager's unscrupulous unwillingness.

The wind hides the boy's shadow in the darkness, and in the light there are always limited days.

Spring, summer, autumn and winter are constantly tossed and turned.

Li Anyun calmed down and pushed the wheelchair towards the door without looking back.

"Anjun, Yu'er, where are you going?" Shi Xi looked at the person in front of him, his eyes were red, and his mind was full of old images from the past.

Li Anyun ran wildly in the front yard, while Shi Yu sat under the eaves and looked at the miniatures of Guanghe and the boy.

Now they are becoming more and more estranged, even the confession seems to be a farewell, the same.

The small front yard belongs only to their childhood. The shallow marks drawn on the broken bricks and tiles, pointing to unknown flowers and calling aliases, and the tenderness infiltrated into the heartbeat are the last consolation of the teenagers.

"Brother doesn't want to stay here either." Li Anyun took Shi Yu to the river, where the water was sparkling, with ripples and thin marks around it.

"Anjun, I like you. After you leave, can you take me away?" Shi Yu opened his mouth slightly, with water stains on his thin lips, left after crying just now.

"If I'm lucky enough to leave after you, can I take you away?" Li Anyun asked him back, looking at his wet pupils against the light and his shadow.

Head tilted to one side, eyes fell on the ring, sparkling.