and his "forced" doll kiss

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The wind blew up the petals that fell on the ground, sweeping away the boy's heart palpitations.

Li Anyun pushed Shi Yu and strolled by the lotus pond, but Shi Xi was called back urgently by the factory. She didn't know what to expect when she got home, so she didn't go home at all.

When Shi Yu thought about the exam at the end of October, he had mixed feelings in his heart. He wanted to give up the exam and wanted to fight hard before the dust settled.

"Brother, you didn't tell me on purpose, did you? You're afraid mom would say, why? You can call the police, just like my aunt. " Li Anyun looked at Shi Yu seriously, he wanted to call the police for him.

"No...don't call the police, why? Why did you call the police? I disturbed your life. I originally wanted to fend for myself in the room alone. Later, I found out that if you die, you don't have to suffer. If you just live like this, it will be difficult for the rest of your life. When you fall asleep, you will feel that there is no point in being alive, you will feel that living is just lingering, I still want to...do what I have always wanted to do but dare not do, Anjun, promise me." Shi Yu thought about sneaking in January I asked Lin Zhiqiu to help sign up. At that time, I didn't know that things would develop to this point.

"Brother, are you going to take the teacher qualification exam? I heard from Mr. Lin that the school will open special exam rooms. Go to the city. Can I go with you? The exam is at the end of October. At that time, Osmanthus fragrans It's open, but it's later in the city." When Li Anyun came over last time, he caught a glimpse of the teaching materials he put on the table, which were new and almost untouched.

Shi Jingyan didn't have so much time to turn the pages for him, and sometimes she would get impatient after using it for a long time.

It wasn't like this in the past, Shi Jingyan kept venting her anger on Shi Yu, he wanted to find Ye Luo, but he was afraid that the matter would become serious and the neighbors would laugh at him.

He could only bear it, hide it, and finally couldn't hold it back anymore, so he took his anger out on Shi Yu.

"I just want to be like other people, to be able to look for a job in a dignified manner for the rest of my life, I don't want to be like a waste for the rest of my life, sitting in a wheelchair... just sitting in a wheelchair and doing nothing." Shi Yu smiled, very bitter, soaked The kind of bitterness in Chinese medicine.

"Brother, let me help you flip through the book. I will accompany you in the future. I will flip the book for you, draw key points for you, and give you questions. You can write it if you say so." Li Anyun blinked, as if suddenly in a thorny forest Like catching a beam of light.

"Well, it's settled. From now on, we will be together every day." Shi Yu suddenly became excited, making him happy after a long absence.

"I've agreed, if I can pass the exam, I will go to the city to be a teacher in the future, teaching children to read and write. How glorious." Li Anyun's happiness was never because of herself, rarely because of him, and always because of him.

"Anjun will go to the city to study in the future, and I will teach you, and then I will also take the exam and become a teacher." Shi Yu outlined a blueprint for their future, and wondered if he would have the opportunity to fill in the colors.

"Well, the future will be fine, just like us now, it will be fine." Li Anyun was even happier. He was looking forward to their future and every word from Shi Yu.

The setting sun slowly faded over the sky, and the orange-pink patch covered the surface of the glass-like pond.

Disturbed the world, swept away the wind and roses.

The young man was silent, the days were not long, every minute and every second hid his expectations and promises.

Li Anyun pushed the wheelchair, leaving a long reflection on the pond.

"Anjun, I don't want to go home. Let's go to the hospital. I want to see Dad." Since Shi Yu's accident, Li Anyun rarely took him home, except for the time during the Chinese New Year, when there was an unpleasant incident.

"Okay, Dad misses you very much too. He is afraid that you will be wronged outside, so he misses you every day." Li Anyun was even happier. He thought he would go back to that house full of miasma. "I used to want to go back with you very much." Damn, I didn't dare to appear in front of her until my mother made such a fuss."

"She has seen Luoluo before, and she has tried to drag him. I don't want Luoluo to bear this infamy for the rest of her life. Every time I want to let him go, someone will always stand up for me, point at him, and say that he is hurting people." Hit-and-run murderer, I can’t move, I can’t rush to those people and explain to him, no one will believe me even if I scream, sometimes human nature is like this, so ah, always suffering from loneliness.” Shi Yu finally told him Ye Luo did not escape, he suffered much more than Shi Yu himself.

"What happened later? What happened later? Did brother Luoluo look for you?" Li Anyun didn't know that Ye Luo was said so by the people in the town. to personal attacks.

The time Shi Yu remembered most clearly was that day when he was outside the house, he happened to see Ye Luo surrounded by several people, and the young man was squeezed in the middle unbearably, and he couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.

Anyway, the words that came to my ears were hard to hear, and it was hard to hear that those people were talking to help Shiyu, it was more like gloating, taking advantage of Ye Luo's incident to vent their emotions.

Ye Luo was afraid that Lin Zhiqiu would find out, knowing that he would be scolded if he met anyone now, so he endured it alone for a long, long time.

"Later I told those people that Luoluo didn't make me like this, I made it up myself, some people believed it, some people still didn't believe it, good and evil will be rewarded in the end, no matter whether he made it or not, it doesn't matter now I need to find the answer." Shi Yu hid the matter for Ye Luo, and he didn't want Ye Luo to keep his head down when he saw others, like a villain who made mistakes first.

"Didn't you just talk about it?" Ye Luo bit her lower lip tightly and stood behind him. Lin Zhiqiu heard what Shi Yu said, and looked at Shi Yu with red eyes, everything was exposed.

"Luoluo?" Shi Yu was stunned for a moment, he didn't know that Ye Luo was always behind them, he said everything that should be said, and also said everything that should not be said.

Li Anyun was dazed, and took a few steps forward in a daze. The wheelchair rubbed against the edge, but Ye Luo yelled, just about to stop her.

"Ahhhhh...Brother..." Li Anyun pushed the wheelchair and brought Shi Yu into the pond. Lin Zhiqiu shook off Ye Luo and jumped into the water to save her.

"Anjun..." Shi Yu felt that his whole body was about to sink into the bottom of the pond, without any support, his body slowly fell down, and the thin air was wrapped in the moist pond water.

Li Anyun was good at water, but couldn't resist the depth of the water, so he kept pouring it into his nasal cavity, choking on several saliva.

He tried his best to get close to Shi Yu, but couldn't find him, groped in the pond with his hands and feet, got scratched by something, and blood flowed out.

Shi Yu looked at the sand and stones deposited at the bottom of the pond, his mind was blank, he would choke on water as soon as he opened his mouth, and his body was wet against his already painful skin.

"Brother, Anjun is over there, move forward." Ye Luo was very anxious at the side, he wanted to go into the water, but he was afraid that he would not be able to come back, out of selfishness, he felt that it was better to leave alone than two.

"Ms. Lin...Brother is gone..." Li Anyun thumped close to Lin Zhiqiu, his body was wet by the water, and his body was so heavy that he was dragging it to the bottom of the pond.

"You grab me, go up, I'll go find Yu'er." Lin Zhiqiu grabbed Li Anyun's hand, the pond water was not deep to him, but to Li Anyun, it was like swimming in deep water by mistake.

Shi Yu was lying at the bottom of the pond, feeling helpless and painful, and always felt that what came out of his eyes was not tears.

Lin Zhiqiu lifted Li Anyun to the shore, and when he fell down, something broke his hand, but now it hurts when he touches it.

"Brother...Brother, I'm sorry...I'm sorry..." Li Anyun lay on the bank, stirring the water in the pond with his hands, Ye Luo patted his back desperately, the water that had choked into his lungs gushed out of his mouth, bloodshot .

"Anjun, brother went to see Teacher Shi." Ye Luo didn't want Lin Zhiqiu to do this for them at all. He watched Lin Zhiqiu sink into the pond and come out again, repeating it several times.

Finally, I found Shi Yu near the center of the pond. When I found him, his face turned red, but his thin lips were bloodless.

Lin Zhiqiu hugged Shi Yu in his arms, and after landing on the shore, he slowly laid him flat on the ground, pressing on his chest, trying to squeeze the water out, but Shi Yu almost lost his heartbeat, and his weak breathing seemed to indicate that he would leave at any time.

"Luoluo, go to the hospital, take Yu'er to the hospital." Lin Zhiqiu panicked, and just carried Shiyu to the hospital, Ye Luo followed behind with Li Anyun on his back.

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After going to the hospital, an emergency department was arranged immediately, and it took three hours to bring him back. When he came out, the pictures of the two of them were particularly inconsistent. . .

Shi Yu was lucky, and he would have recited it a little later, with the intubation tube in his mouth, and the sound of breathing was still very weak.

The legs were hung on the braces by restraint ropes, and muscle cramps had become a habit for everyone.

Li Anyun looked at Shi Yu with self-reproach, and finally when the wheelchair was fished out, a few screws loosened.