A Legacy Inherited by the Licking Dogs

On the way back, Wen Yizhou was very quiet, he neither vomited nor spoke, and there was only the intermittent sound of navigation prompts in the car.As the car drove away from the bar area, light snow fell in the sky again, silently falling on the branches and trash cans on both sides of the road. The originally dark night sky was gray, and the world was filled with a terrifying silence.After arriving at the address, Lin Yu'an turned to look at him—Wen Yizhou leaned his head lightly on the car window, closed his eyes, his cheeks were slightly flushed by the warm wind, and he was as calm as if he had fallen asleep.

Lin Yue'an opened the car door, patted his arm lightly and said, "Wen Yizhou, you're home."

Wen Yizhou opened his eyes slowly, not intending to move his nest, Lin Yu'an could only reach out and hold his arm, half pulling and half dragging him out.

When the cold wind picked up outside, Wen Yizhou couldn't help shivering, and his eyes widened a little.The driver drove away in a hurry, and only two people were left standing at the gate of the empty community - only a few windows of the building were still lit, and under the white light bulbs of the security booth, the guard was already dressed and sitting in a chair Dozed off.Lin Yue didn't leave, Wen Yizhou didn't move, the two of them stood in the cold wind like sculptures.The road in front of the residential area is white, covered with a thin layer of soft fresh snow.

In the end, Lin Yue'an was the first to lose, and compromised: "I'll take you up, can you go? I'll help you."

After he said this, Wen Yizhou didn't need his help anymore.He shrank his neck slightly, stepped forward, took two steps forward, and then looked back, as if to confirm whether he was following.

Lin Yue'an followed him at a distance of two or three meters.Entering the lobby on the first floor, Wen Yizhou waited for the elevator with his neck up. After entering the elevator, he didn't press the floor, but stood leaning against the corner of the mirror wall.So Lin Yu'an had no choice but to follow the elevator, press down on the floor, and stand straight with his face facing the elevator door, with his underwear sticking to his back with heat.

He was like a dog that had been beaten and frightened. Seeing the cage was wide open, he felt very uneasy and hesitated to get out, always afraid that it was a trap deliberately set up by humans.

When he came to the door of the apartment, Lin Yu'an took out the key in his pocket and opened the door again - the room didn't change much from before he left last time, except that it was a little messier.He saw a few unwashed plates and bowls piled up in the sink, and realized that they might be the traces of Wen Yizhou's use, and his heart suddenly felt desolate——Wen Yizhou could live well without him, and he did meal, meal.Getting up, going to bed, going out, going home... His self-confident hot face sticking to his ass is actually not necessary for himself or him.

Wen Yizhou propped his temples with his hands, and sat down in front of the sofa.He rested his elbows on his knees, and his soft hair hung limply on his neck, which was not at all like his stubborn temper.Lin Yue'an thought about it, and went to the kitchen to boil a pot of water.He didn't know how to go back to the living room to face Wen Yizhou, so he rummaged through the locker for a while as if evading, and found a bottle of vitamin B and a box of paracetamol that was about to expire.

The image of the two arguing here a month ago is still vivid in my memory. He was so lonely and brave at that time, and wanted to put his heart and soul out regardless, but Wen Yizhou sternly stopped him—Wen Yizhou told him not to Besides, Wen Yizhou asked him why he didn't know how to avoid suspicion, and asked him how he dared to mistakenly think that he had obtained some kind of privilege just by luckily stepping into this house.

Lin Yu'an couldn't recall whether he really had such hallucinations, but now he knew clearly - no.

He has no privileges and they are not friends.He Qian died, and they no longer had any relationship.

He was already well aware of this matter.

The lights were not turned on in the hall, and Lin Yu'an stood alone in the dark for a long time, until the steam from the boiling kettle gradually dissipated, and finally started to move again.He quietly came to the tea table, put down the water glass, and said in a low voice: "Drink some hot water, you blow a lot of cold wind at night, be careful of catching cold."

Hearing that the person next to the sofa raised his head, Wen Yizhou's expression was very blank for a moment, as if he couldn't understand why the other party suddenly appeared here.He frowned in confusion, tilted his head and asked, "You're back? Why are you back?"

Lin Yue'an's heart sank, and he said relaxedly, "I'm leaving now."

Wen Yizhou asked again: "Where are you going?"

His questions are as light as the string of a balloon, and they will slip through your fingers if you let go of your hand a little.

Lin Yue'an replied subconsciously: "Go home." Immediately realizing the meaning of the other party's words, he changed his words with a bitter smile: "You have a good rest, I won't bother you anymore."

Even Wen Yizhou, who was not so clear-headed at this time, could understand—obviously, what he meant was not "tonight", but "forever".

Wen Yizhou opened his eyes slightly, then sneered suddenly, and said, "Well, didn't you already get out, get out, and don't come back."

Lin Yue'an found sadly that since his heart was ruthlessly pierced and wounded, and after spending those days of being ignorant to useless and decadent, he was completely immune to such words, and even felt a little funny besides self-deprecating.He said indifferently: "There are headache medicine and vitamins here. Remember to take it after the water cools down. One pill at a time, not too much."

Wen Yizhou didn't look at the things on the coffee table at all, but stared at him: "You have no dignity? I said that, I obviously said that, why did you come back?"

Lin Yu'an turned a deaf ear to it, and the two talked about each other on two completely unrelated channels: "I washed the bowls in the kitchen and left them to dry, and I put the garbage at the door..."

Wen Yizhou: "Why are you so cheap."

Lin Yue'an said casually, straightened his coat and hat, and finished his confession with a normal expression: "Okay, I'll turn on the heating for you, remember to bring your keys and mobile phone next time you go out."

After he finished speaking, he went to the door and leaned over to put on his shoes, grasped the cold doorknob, and was about to unscrew it forcefully, but heard a thin sound in the air.The sound was thin and depressing, like a spring falling into a quagmire, or like a bird whimpering hungry. He froze for a long time, but he still turned around with a sigh.

He walked to the sofa and squatted down, sighing helplessly: "I finally cried."

In the six months since He Qian's death, Wen Yizhou has not shed a single tear. At first he refused to accept this fact, and armed himself tightly, as if as long as he did not compromise, the tragedy would not fall to the ground and solidified into a [-]% reality.

Later, the long period of loneliness slowly but surely devastated him. Except for a few hours every day when Lin Yue came to the shore, he only had silence as company.The grand silence almost swallowed him, and the anger towards reality climbed up his chest step by step.He has many things that he wants to be angry with, He Qian, and fate, but the former walks away, and the latter ignores it.

He stayed away from music and instruments, which were too close to his soul to touch.

So there is only one outlet for all his emotions - a fool who persists in appearing in front of him no matter how much he squanders, a fool who is good-tempered and doesn't care whether he is indifferent or venting.Lin Yue'an knew that he was that idiot, and he was very happy to be that idiot in the first place.

He put his arms around Wen Yizhou's shoulders and patted comfortingly. Unexpectedly, Wen Yizhou also leaned over—perhaps because his hands and feet were cold and he couldn't refuse a warm kiss on a snowy night in the deep winter. Heat source, he pressed close to Lin Yue'an's chest, his shoulders trembling.Overwhelmed sadness choked in his throat, and he was about to break through the shackles and collapse thousands of miles away.He seemed to have been terribly bullied, with overwhelming grievances seeping from his hair to his toes.

Lin Yue'an's heart trembled, but he still hugged him back.

The sobbing sound gradually became clearer until it could not be restrained, and finally Wen Yizhou almost collapsed and burst into tears.

Warm tears flowed down the river with salt, and squeezed the floating ice on the river.

When Wen Yizhou finally had enough of crying, Lin Yu'an let him go calmly, leaving a safe distance between them.Wen Yizhou paused, although the tears stopped, but he was obviously still dazed.Lin Yue'an was already on the ground with one hand, ready to stand up.

Wen Yizhou raised his head blankly, his eyes unconsciously followed his movements, seeing him straighten up expressionlessly, stretching the folds of his clothes, he suddenly understood.

Wen Yizhou also tried to stand up abruptly, but as expected, because of the numbness of his calf, he rushed forward, even pushing Lin Yuean to the ground.Lin Yue'an hadn't had time to say "be careful", but he saw that the other party was clutching his sleeves tightly with both hands, his shoulders were slightly buckled in due to the force, and he quickly leaned in and approached with a heroic expression of generosity to die.

Lin Yu'an's face, which had been tensed all night, finally showed a crack, and he watched the other party come closer to him.He stared at Wen Yizhou's gradually enlarged face in disbelief, forgetting to dodge or react.

The tip of Wen Yizhou's nose was about to touch his, but suddenly he moved away a little, and his cold lips touched his cheek lightly.

Lin Yu'an turned his face sideways in shock, and accidentally brushed Wen Yizhou's lips with his lips. He was startled, and said repeatedly: "Yes, yes, yes... I'm sorry, I didn't mean it..."

His stuttering explanation was quickly interrupted again - Wen Yizhou didn't avoid it this time, but grabbed the tie of his hoodie and pulled it hard, then kissed him hard on the mouth.

It might be inaccurate to say "kiss", this force is more like "bump", the teeth of the two of them slammed into each other through their lips.Lin Yue'an was completely stunned, he couldn't digest what happened in just a few seconds - was it me who was drunk?I must be dreaming, right?

The next moment, something even more absurd happened.He saw Wen Yizhou frowning tightly, with a ruthless expression of determination, put his palm on his crotch, pressed it twice indiscriminately, then lifted the hem of his clothes, and roughly ripped off his jeans.

Lin Yue'an quickly grabbed him, pinched his fingers together with one hand, and asked in surprise, "What are you doing?"

Wen Yizhou raised his eyes and stared at him, the corners of his eyes were red, but his expression was ferocious, with a hint of threat: "What do you think?"

Lin Yue'an didn't understand, and he didn't have the time to think about it. He surrendered without confidence: "Stop making trouble, don't mess with me..."

"Don't be fake, didn't you always want to do this?" Wen Yizhou raised his voice, "You never thought about me masturbating before?"

"What!" Lin Yu'an blushed and uttered meaningless syllables with his mouth half-opened: "Ah, no, I..."

"Isn't it? What are you pretending to do?" Wen Yizhou ruthlessly pulled his belt by the head, "You wouldn't have eavesdropped on me having sex with He Qian, right?"

Lin Yue'an was so embarrassed that he hurriedly denied it loudly, but what he said was inconsequential: "I didn't! I didn't mean...I didn't! Wen Yizhou, do you know what you are doing?"

Wen Yizhou raised his eyebrows, his eyes were foggy, he looked drunk, and he pointedly said: "I know, do 'you' know what you are doing?"

Lin Yue'an was stunned for a moment before he understood - the current situation is that for some reason, Wen Yizhou seems to be planning to give him some sweets to get close to him, and if he refuses this once-in-a-lifetime pie, he will be crazy.

But why?Lin Yu'an thought dizzily - why?

I get it, he nodded—he must be tricking him, seeing his embarrassing embarrassment, and then making fun of him.

Wen Yizhou had given up fighting with his belt, but knelt back a little and started to take off his clothes.Lin Yu'an watched intently, ready to be woken up by a slap at any time, but the punishment never came. Wen Yizhou had already taken off his coat and his sweater.The person I've loved for so many years but I can't touch with a single finger is right in front of me at this moment, with red marks on the corners of his eyes, water waves in his eyes, and casual laziness in every strand of hair, Every gasp that smelled of alcohol was sticky and scorching.Whether it's this kind of slender fragility or the temptation of indulgence, they are completely unfamiliar to Wen Yizhou.He had never seen it, let alone resisted it.

He is so thin that he can be held in his arms with just one arm, and he is so close that he can be possessed as long as he stretches out his hand.

Even if it's just for one night, even if it's just for a moment.

He was drunk, Lin Yue'an thought, he must be drunk.But I was also drunk, it was the worst thing that could have happened at this moment, it was a huge mistake, we will all regret it tomorrow.

He may have recognized the wrong person, or he may just be too lonely, and he is just an unqualified substitute, a tool man, an unlucky ghost who just happened to appear here.

So what, he thought again, after all, he had already mourned the death of his secret love completely, even if it was an illusion of returning to the light, even if it was a badly timed love dream, it would still be no worse than the relationship between the two of them now.

He was a little sad, but more excited.

That's great, so he said to himself in his heart: Don't leave any sympathy behind, don't leave any turning back, and don't leave any chance to save yourself.

Wen Yizhou's body under the clothes was very thin, as if the internal organs were under the skeleton.His knees were covered with bruises, and his waist was blackened. He was skinny and pathetic, not a sexy body at all.But for Lin Yue'an, this is the most alluring scenery - he doesn't need Wen Yizhou to do anything more, he already feels a hundred times more exciting than all the crazy fantasies in the past combined.He stretched out his palm in a bewilderment, and stuck it on Wen Yizhou's cold skin, seeing his hairs standing on end, and a layer of goose bumps appeared on his skin.

But Wen Yizhou didn't hide, his heartbeat actually came from the palm of his hand, resonating with Lin Yue'an's pulse.

The floors are hard, the space around the sofa is cramped, and there isn't much else on hand to help.But Lin Yue'an couldn't control himself anymore, even if Wen Yizhou immediately resisted him, cursed him, kicked him, it was impossible for him to stop.

But there was no Wen Yizhou, he gritted his teeth and remained silent from the beginning to the end.Even though he was so nervous that he was almost scared, he still restrained his trembling and refusal, and accepted everything almost obediently.

Until the moment when the climax came, Wen Yizhou hugged his shoulders face to face, dug his fingers into his flesh, buried his face on the side of his neck, and finally sobbed unbearably, not knowing whether it was because of sadness or pleasure, or Both.

Lin Yu'an vaguely heard him crying while complaining in a low voice: "One or two, both are like this..."

He moved his neck, rubbed his sweaty cheek against Wen Yizhou's hair, trying to hear what he was saying.

"Everyone... makes decisions on their own. Just leave, isn't it the same?"

The author says:

Friends who are familiar with me know that theoretically there will be a whole chapter of cars here, and it is not impossible to do three chapters.However, adult times are different!