A Legacy Inherited by the Licking Dogs

Wen Yizhou knew about the boy named Louis by a very accidental opportunity.

He didn't know the rest of the gay scene well.After knowing his sexuality since he was a child, Wen Yizhou experienced brief confusion and fear during adolescence, but he digested everything within half a year, and since then he has lived as he should—never deliberately concealing it, nor intentionally Find peers for a sense of belonging.He was not a person who cared too much about what others thought, and he only stuck to what he believed in, whether it was choosing friends, lovers, or choosing the major he liked and the career he wanted to do.His parents have said that he is a stubborn child from a long time ago, and He Qian is occasionally annoyed by his stubbornness.It's just that he never seems to have compromised with his parents and teachers, but He Qian has changed a lot in the long seven years.

He had thought about it, probably at its root, all this was only due to his ridiculous self-esteem.Perhaps subconsciously, he always felt that whether it was the teachers at the school or the parents of the original family, they were all forced into his configuration, so the anti-bone seemed to be welded to his back, making everyone close to him feel uncomfortable and unable to avoid it. Unavoidably being poked by his awkwardness.And He Qian, He Qian is the person he chooses under his subjective will when he grows up, and it is a decision that he must be responsible for, manage, and insist on.

It seemed that if it wasn't the case, it would be like admitting defeat, so he didn't want to admit defeat.

Fortunately, the personalities of the two are actually quite complementary, and their living habits are also in harmony. Although Wen Yizhou doesn't like meaningless social interactions, He Qian's arrangement is half a joke and half forced, even if the comfort zone is stepped on. Go, but after all, I didn't live like a stubborn old man at a young age.In addition, the careers of the two have almost nothing to do with each other. Apart from the vastly different technical details, the professional environment is also completely different.Except for asking politely about the other party's work status on weekdays, other times quietly focus on the project in hand.I will congratulate He Qian when the case ends, and the other party will try to attend his important performances as much as possible. This is their most appropriate support and encouragement for each other.

Unfortunately, I seem to be the only one who thinks that days like this are good enough and nearly perfect.Obviously, He Qian still wants more, and he also needs more.

He Qian is a person who is quite like a "straight man" after superficial contact. Some men's self-confidence and arrogance are different from boys' childishness and carelessness.Such a person probably attracts the love of the same sex and the opposite sex. He Qian has always been a very typical "popular person" since he was a student, and Wen Yizhou has long been used to it.

He is too used to it. He is used to others being nice to He Qian, and he is used to being an invisible person in the social circle.He is not likable at all, and he has no interest in this area, except for a few guys with strange preferences who always stare at him, his getting along with people outside of work has always been He Qian's "plus 1".

When He Qian mentioned Louis for the first time, he casually took it as a funny thing, "The contact person of Party A for the new cooperation is also gay", just such a casual sentence.At that time, he didn't know that He Qian occasionally used gay dating software in private—maybe not occasionally—in private, and it was even more impossible to know that he found Louis on it, and the two of them swiped right.He didn't check his phone, and he didn't ask too much about He Qian's whereabouts. When he returned late, he would send a message saying that he had something to do. In most cases, these two simple words had already been reported.He never cared about being alone, and he didn't ask questions in detail, although he was not surprised-why did this project need to contact Party A so frequently outside the meeting, to eat, socialize, and travel, after all, He Qian His attitude can also be described as magnanimous - he doesn't even care about the chat notification tone of the dating software.

If it wasn't for the fact that when a group of people were on vacation at the Red Winery, one of He Qian's friends happened to be sitting next to Wen Yizhou chatting with the software. He heard it familiar, so he asked a casual question.The other party showed him the software without doubting him, and even teased him that he didn't even know about it, as expected of an old couple with a stable relationship.The other party didn't know that his complexion was gradually turning livid following his frivolous introduction, as well as those explicit photos and straightforward words on the screen.

If it wasn't for such a coincidence, if it wasn't for the familiar news sounding too frequently, he would probably be deceived by He Qian for a long, long time.

He didn't wait a moment, suppress his anger to collect evidence, or tactfully show weakness to arouse sympathy-none of which wisdom was in his genes.Facing his questioning, He Qian firmly stated that they were just chatting, and there was absolutely no physical relationship.He Qian could almost be called candid to show him the app news, Wen Yizhou turned up a few pages, there was indeed no explicit content, just chatting, just like what He Qian said.

But his mood was even worse, it can be said that it was terribly bad. He Qian didn't know how dazzling those small talk were.The two chatted basically every day, about everything - interesting memes and jokes, boring life locks, everything big and small.He couldn't remember the last time he had spoken so many words and exchanged so many emotions with He Qian, except for the years when they were dating on campus—there were not so many important events in the lives of young people. People's love can't be hidden at all.The so-called "desire to share is a naked confession", Wen Yizhou didn't think about it when he saw this sentence before, and he was slapped hard in the blink of an eye.

He couldn't stand it anymore, threw the phone back to He Qian, and asked what he wanted to do.He Qian asked him what he meant almost a little bit angrily, and what he wanted to do.Wen Yizhou didn't know what expression he had at that time, and he couldn't remember exactly what he said, but it hurt He Qian's nerves anyway.The other party jumped up and began to count his shortcomings—his indifference, his poisonous tongue, his ruthlessness, he kept everything in his heart, he was unwilling to communicate proactively, and he was unwilling to rely on himself, and sometimes even I don't even know whether he likes it or not, so I don't have any sense of existence for him as a boyfriend.

He Qian's list of accusations was endless, and he listened silently, wondering whether his reaction at this moment fell into the charge of "unwilling to communicate" again.

"So it's all my fault?"

In the end, Wen Yizhou only said this sentence.

This sentence ended He Qian's speech in an instant. He blushed because of excitement, his chest heaved and heaved for a long time to calm down, and finally said: "No, I'm sorry, it's my fault."

Wen Yizhou didn't respond, but he couldn't tolerate being in the same space with this person anymore, so he left the winery overnight and went home by himself.

A few days later, He Qian also came back. Although the atmosphere between the two was awkward before, it was no longer the tense situation before.Wen Yizhou never pursued the matter about Louis again, nor heard the notification tone of that kind of news again.On the surface, it looks like this article has been turned over, but he knows that he has always had a thorn in his heart - that quarrel was nothing but a storm, which stirred up the calm sea, revealing the huge body under the tip of the iceberg .

He Qian probably thought the same way, because since then, both of them can clearly feel the process of the relationship's rapid disintegration.It's just that the hats of "model couples" are still on their heads, and the inertia of "seven years of love" still pushes them forward reluctantly.

Then, almost half a year ago, the relationship between the two had almost returned to the status of roommates. Not long before He Qian was diagnosed, Wen Yizhou could almost smell the word "breakup" in the air—this thought came from time to time. Hovered in the minds of the two of them, but neither of them really said that sentence.

After all, they were passionately in love with each other, after all, they were also close, after all, until now, they really care about each other and care about each other.After all, they have been together for so long, and it is not difficult to imagine that they will be together for a lifetime.There is no reason to give up all this, and no one can make this determination.

Then fate made a choice for them.

Wen Yizhou opened his eyes, and found that he had fallen asleep for a short while just now, the effects of the alcohol had flared up again, and he still felt a little nauseous in a whirl.His eyes fell on the ceiling, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw the person lying next to him sitting upright in silence, with his back turned to him, not knowing what he was thinking.

He didn't know that when he was asleep, because he remembered the unpleasant past, he unconsciously called out He Qian's name, and the people around him heard him.

Wen Yizhou stood up slowly and laboriously to put on his trousers, while Lin Yu'an looked at his bony back in confusion, without saying a word.

After doing that, the atmosphere cooled down again.Lin Yue'an thought that sure enough, he was a short-term substitute—no, the substitute at least had some resemblance to the original owner, and he could still see some false gentle appearances. He was at best a tool man.

Wen Yizhou probably cried for too long before, his voice was a little hoarse, and he asked in a low voice: "The time before, at the winery."

Lin Yue'an asked doubtfully, "Huh?"

"Didn't I leave early?" Wen Yizhou pondered, "After I left, you guys...did He Qian say anything?"

Lin Yue'an already roughly knew the real reason for their quarrel, and instantly understood what he wanted to ask. "Nothing special, he just said..."

Lin Yu'an started to start and suddenly stopped suspiciously, an unpleasant air flow went up against the esophagus, blocking his throat.

"What's wrong?" Wen Yizhou looked back at him.

Lin Yu'an said dryly, "I forgot."

"what."

Lin Yue'an said again more clearly: "It's nothing, I just don't want to talk about it."

Wen Yizhou raised his eyebrows: "Is it because I don't remember or I don't want to say it?"

He said almost angrily: "It's all."

Wen Yizhou was a little puzzled: "Why did you lose your temper?" But he didn't say anything more.

Maybe when he was hugged by crying, when the love was unbearable, when the body was pressed together and the sweat was fused together, some unrealistic fantasies reappeared in the bottom of Lin Yu'an's heart, and he couldn't help it. Just around the corner as much as possible.But when Wen Yizhou fell asleep and murmured out He Qian's name, the blood that had been fueled by desire and impulse was utterly chilled without any resistance.

Frustrated and humiliated, he took out a few paper towels in silence, wiped off the marks on his body bit by bit, and then dejectedly pulled out his pants from the pile of clothes on the ground.

It's so boring, he thought to himself, although it's something he has always dreamed of, but it's not happy at all.

Is this a good memory?It can't be called it at all, if I knew it earlier, I should have gritted my teeth and left directly.

This time it must... This time absolutely... He murmured silently over and over again as if he was competing with himself.

But Wen Yizhou suddenly said: "I was invited to perform in April, and I agreed."

Lin Yue'an immediately raised his head in surprise when he heard the words, and said excitedly, "Really?"

He originally wrinkled his nose pleasingly with low eyebrows, but in an instant his face was full of light, the key point was that he was still naked.This situation is ridiculous, but Wen Yizhou finds it a little funny.

Wen Yizhou nodded with a straight face: "En."

Wen Yizhou had already refused to work several times before, but later the orchestra gave up contacting him, and the number of invitations dropped a lot. Lin Yue'an had long been worried that if this continued, he would be useless.He felt that he was so disappointing, but he was still sincerely happy when he thought that the other party's life could be better.

"So starting tomorrow I'm going to practice the piano." Wen Yizhou calmly dropped another thunderbolt, "At 8 o'clock in the morning, come see me off."

Lin Yue'an stupidly opened his mouth wide: "Huh?"

"What's the matter? Didn't you promise to take care of me instead of He Qian?" Wen Yizhou gave orders condescendingly, but he had no idea in his heart, "He sent me off before, why, don't you want to?"

Lin Yue'an thought hard for half a minute, and finally nodded and agreed: "I will come at 8 o'clock tomorrow."

The author says:

Crowd: Dogs stand up!

Wen Yizhou: The dog sits.