Omega who wants to steal cubs every day

[The days when Zhou Huaisheng raised his baby alone]

It was severe winter when Zhou Huaisheng returned to the rental house with the scroll in his arms, and the cold wind was blowing fiercely, like a sharp knife, as if he wanted to wear a swaddle to stab the frail little life.

Juanjuan stayed in the incubator for 23 days. After the doctor assessed that his vital signs were normal and he could feed normally, Zhou Huaisheng took him home. When he left the hospital, he held the child in one hand and the whole bag of medicine in the other. Milk powder bottles and diapers, it was too cold, Zhou Huai was afraid that the child would freeze, so after thinking about it, he stood on the side of the road and took a taxi.

But as soon as he got home, the landlord came to urge him to pay the rent, and reminded him that the rent would increase next month. Zhou Huaisheng held the child in his arms, and asked helplessly: "The child is just born, and there are too many places to spend money. Can you help me?" Can't you give me two months?"

The landlord was merciless, and said bluntly: "If you had said that you had such a young child, I would not have rented the house to you. At night, the child was crying and noisy to the surrounding area. If someone came to complain, the responsibility is yours." Should I bear it or should I bear it?"

Most of the money saved from work has been spent in the hospital, and the rent here will increase again. Zhou Huaisheng is exhausted physically and mentally. He puts the child on the bed, and then gives this month's rent to the landlord, saying: "I will move out at the end of the month. .”

"Okay." The landlord took the money and left, not forgetting to tell him: "This house is not soundproof, and there is a college entrance examination downstairs, so you should be more careful."

Zhou Huaisheng wanted to calculate how much money he had left, but Juanjuan burst into tears suddenly. Zhou Huaisheng was inexperienced, and it was useless to hug and coax him. He made milk powder and sent it to the little guy's mouth. Refusing to drink from a pacifier.

It may be that the little guy just drank milk powder with the help of the nurse when he left the hospital, and he is not hungry now.

Zhou Huaisheng looked helplessly at the blushing Juanjuan, and glanced at Lin Zhiyi's clothes in the closet from the corner of his eye. He immediately took Lin Zhiyi's coat, wrapped it around Jujuan, and was greeted by Lin Zhiyi's sweet message. Surrounded by Su, Juanjuan smelled a safe and familiar smell, and his crying became much quieter in an instant.

Zhou Huaisheng had a sore nose, "You miss him too, don't you?"

He stroked Curly's hair, and said softly, "He must have a reason, and he will come back to us."

Juanjuan's crying gradually stopped, and he fell asleep within a few minutes.

Zhou Huaisheng started cleaning, and wiped every corner of the rental house with a rag. He was actually very tired, but he couldn't stop. Whenever he stopped, he would think of Lin Zhiyi, and think of Lin Zhiyi at the door of the ward. With an indifferent face and eyes full of hatred and disgust, he let them go, as if he had never loved.

Zhou Huaisheng really couldn't figure it out. From pregnancy to seven months, Lin Zhiyi had said countless times of anticipation and imagined the future countless times. When they fell asleep hugging each other, Lin Zhiyi even put Zhou Huaisheng's hand on her belly and said, "I'm so happy, we are now a family of three."

In a blink of an eye, things change.

The smell in the bar is too strong, which is not good for children, and there are many night shifts and unstable working hours. Zhou Huaisheng had to resign from his job. Before leaving, the manager gave him an envelope containing 2 yuan. Zhou Huaisheng was stunned: "What is this?" money?"

Lin Zhiyi gave the money to the manager a long time ago, and asked the manager to find a way to subsidize Zhou Huaisheng. Lin Zhiyi told Zhou Huaisheng not to know, and the manager couldn't explain it. He just said: "Compensation, the night shift in our bar is better than others. The work is hard, and if you resign, you will be compensated.”

Zhou Huaisheng took the envelope dubiously and said thank you.

He just thought that the days would be easier, but the next day Juan Juan went to the hospital because of asthma.

Two days before he was hospitalized, he spent more than 8000 yuan. Zhou Huaisheng didn't have a household registration in Wangcheng, so he didn't have time to reimburse him, so he just watched the money being spent like water.

The most important thing is that Juan Juan suffers. Such a small child is constantly getting injections to draw blood, surrounded by various cold machines, coughing and having a high fever, and tears are almost crying dry.

Zhou Huaisheng also couldn't sleep all night.

Many years later, when he recalled this period of time, he didn't know how he survived.

Juanjuan's asthma improved, and Zhou Huaisheng went through the discharge procedures. Before he inquired about the news from various sources, he wanted to know Lin Zhiyi's current address. After finally finding out, he immediately went to Lin Yande's villa with Juanjuan in his arms, and pressed the button. The doorbell revealed her identity, and the nanny hurried to find Lin Yande.

Lin Yande came out, looked at Zhou Huaisheng with contempt, and asked him sharply, "What do you want?"

"May I see a side of you?"

"He doesn't want to see you."

"I can take a look at him from a distance, and I—"

"Don't think about it, you and him are not from the same world. His destination is an alpha who is well-matched, not from a poor mountain like you, let alone a beta. I advise you to get out of the way, don't even think about it. Get a penny on you."

"I didn't want money." Zhou Huaisheng explained.

Lin Yande became impatient. He called a group of security guards and beat Zhou Huaisheng out. Zhou Huaisheng held the scroll in his arms and couldn't fight back. He could only lie on the ground to protect the child, his shoulders hurting from kicking.

After being beaten, most of Zhou Huaisheng's heart died. He returned to the rental house and changed his coat. He didn't bother to apply medicine for the bruises on his body. He poured milk powder for Juan like a walking dead. Zhou Huaisheng looked at him quietly, and when the bottle was empty, the little guy gradually fell asleep, and Zhou Huaisheng also fell asleep with his head tilted.

Five hours was the longest sleep he had slept this month.

At 08:30 in the evening, he was woken up by Juanjuan’s crying as usual, and got up to change diapers and make milk powder. He didn’t realize until night that he hadn’t eaten all day.

Enduring the soreness in his body, he cooked a pack of instant noodles and calculated how much money he had on his body while eating.

If you change the house to rent, the money will not be enough.

Juanjuan's body is too weak, and he can't live without people for a long time. Zhou Huaisheng can't go out to work for the time being. He called a friend in his hometown and asked him to help him sell a few valuable things in the old house. A week later, a friend remitted 7000 yuan. Zhou Huaisheng was buying medicine in the hospital at the time. With this money, he moved to a rental house in Shifang Lane, where the rent was low and the landlord accepted short-term rentals.

Moving is very troublesome, but Zhou Huaisheng really can't continue to live in this rental house. This place is full of memories of him and Lin Zhiyi, and it will be a torment for him to stay for a second.

He still can't accept that Lin Zhiyi left him like this, although he knows it's probably retribution.

Originally, it was because of his disordered sex after drinking that caused Lin Zhiyi, who lost his memory and was ignorant, to conceive a child. Later, because he was greedy for the warmth of the family, he didn't stop it cruelly and let the situation worsen. Lin Zhiyi didn't understand anything, but was still happy Rubbing his belly, he said that if he wanted to stay together forever, he should stop the loss in time, but he sank step by step.

They used to be incredibly close.

Because beta couldn't provide pheromone comfort, Lin Zhiyi's pregnancy was very difficult, but he never complained, he would only sweat into Zhou Huaisheng's arms after the pain and torture, and let Zhou Huaisheng kiss him pitifully.

He is so obedient, knowing that Zhou Huaisheng worked hard on the night shift, he learned to cook. Even though the porridge was always overcooked every time, he still tried his best to lighten Zhou Huaisheng's burden.He didn't tell Zhou Huaisheng when the estrus came, and hid in the bathroom to endure alone at night. When Zhou Huaisheng opened the door and saw his appearance, he was so distressed that he shed tears. In fact, they have always been with each other. Zhou Huaisheng once felt that he was the happiest in the world people.

Zhou Huaisheng still remembers the temperature of holding Lin Zhiyi in his arms. Lin Zhiyi would hug him tightly, bury his face in his neck, rub against him, and then sweetly say: "Ah Huai, I love you." You, I want us to be together forever."

He is always enthusiastic and bold, he can say "I love you" ten times a day, and Zhou Huaisheng foolishly takes it seriously every time.

It's too late to regret now, as soon as the child was born, Lin Zhiyi woke up and left, leaving him alone.

Zhou Huaisheng has no other thoughts except hating himself.

He resolutely left the rental house and went to the northernmost part of the city.

After everything was settled, Juanjuan lay on the small bed and blinked at him. After four months, Juanjuan had begun to look like Lin Zhiyi. His curly hair and delicate facial features always fascinated Zhou Huaisheng. Lin Zhiyi's clothes had long since lost pheromone residues, and Juanjuan felt insecure, always crying until heartbreaking, Zhou Huaisheng could only hug and coax her.

On his 26th birthday, he spent it in the hospital. Because Juanjuan had another asthma attack, he rushed to the emergency department of the hospital overnight, and was discharged two days later. After passing a bakery, Zhou Huaisheng suddenly remembered that his birthday had passed.

Six months later, Juanjuan's condition finally stabilized. Aunt Wang from downstairs came to help. Zhou Huaisheng gave Aunt Wang a sum of money, and then hurried out to find a job.

He first went to the canteen of Dingkang Elderly Community to apply for a job. He worked there for nearly a year, because Juanjuan was too young to leave the company. As soon as Aunt Wang called, he asked the manager for leave and went home.

He tossed back and forth between the cafeteria and home every day, so tired that he didn't have the strength to speak, and his salary was mediocre. When Juanjuan was one and a half years old, Zhou Huaisheng quit his job in the cafeteria and turned to be a freelancer. As a delivery person, it takes half a year to do it.

Juanjuan would call "Dad" when he was tenth month old. That day Zhou Huaisheng was preparing the next day's meal as usual. When Juanjuan smelled the fragrance, he walked crookedly over, sat down on the kitchen door, and raised his head to yell. "dad".

Zhou Huaisheng stopped chopping vegetables, he thought he was hallucinating.

Juan yelled again.

It's a small milky voice with unclear enunciation.

Zhou Huaisheng turned his head and looked at Juan in disbelief. Juan grinned and reached out to Zhou Huaisheng.

Zhou Huaisheng was very excited at the moment, his throat seemed to be blocked by something, and he could hardly speak. He had never been so excited before. He wanted to run out and tell everyone, Lin Zhiyi, that Juanjuan would call Dad , His son will call Dad, but unfortunately he has no one to share this joy, he can only wipe his hands, hug the little guy, and coax him to call again.

Juanjuan tilted his head on Zhou Huaisheng's shoulder, and after a while he softly called out "Dad".

Zhou Huaisheng's heart melted.

He is still so small, so small that Zhou Huaisheng can't feel any weight when sitting on Zhou Huaisheng's arm. He has changed from a little monster less than four catties to the current white tender dumpling. Zhou Huaisheng remembers every change in his growth process.

He grows up day by day, turning over by himself, laughing, babbling, growing baby teeth, hugging the bottle by himself, crawling from the head of the bed to the end of the bed... until now he can call Dad.

So many memorable moments.

Zhou Huaisheng lamented the magic of life countless times.

Juanjuan sat obediently in his arms, Zhou Huaisheng felt that his world was filled and this life was enough.

The only shortcoming is Lin Zhiyi. One day he left Juanjuan at home and went out to pick up two long-distance orders. When he came back, he found that Juanjuan was not in the crib. , and finally found Juan curled up in the stack of Lin Zhiyi's old clothes in the closet.

Those clothes have lost their smell, but they still attract curls.

They all missed Lin Zhiyi in their own ways.

Zhou Huaisheng picked up the little guy, flipped through the clothes, and memories came to him suddenly.

In fact, he wouldn't be too sad when he was busy, but occasionally he still felt lonely in the dead of night. He took out the note left by Lin Zhiyi and read it over and over again, and then lived on his memories.

Both of his parents died since he was a child, and he grew up in a remote village. He never felt lonely and hurtful, but after meeting Lin Zhiyi, after being needed and loved, his loneliness suddenly became like a shadow, and the excitement around him was like a thorn. There was a lot of pain in his heart.

He turned out the note from Lin Zhiyi.

——Ah Huai, shall we get married?

He imagined that if he had said "yes" at the time, would the trajectory of fate have changed, and their story would not have ended like this.

Of course he didn't know that Lin Zhiyi on the other side of the city was living in a daze with a body that lacked two years of memory. After being discharged from the hospital, Lin Zhiyi turned back into Dingsheng's young boss and lived a life surrounded by people in suits and leather shoes. He will suffer from insomnia, he will suddenly want to cry in the dead of night, his heart will hurt when he sees a child, and he will inexplicably want to get into someone's arms during the estrus period, of course he doesn't know the reason.

Many years later, Lin Zhiyi was lying in Zhou Huaisheng's arms, recalling the experiences of the year with him. After listening to Zhou Huaisheng's words, Lin Zhiyi wiped away tears, put his arms around Zhou Huaisheng's neck, and lay on Zhou Huaisheng's body with a voice. With a crying voice: "It would be nice if I was by your side at that time."

Zhou Huaisheng kissed him on the cheek: "It's not your fault, Zhiyi, don't blame yourself."

"But I'm so sorry, I was absent for those two years, and I really want to watch Juanjuan grow up," Lin Zhiyi said dejectedly: "I could have heard him call me little daddy very early, He must have been cuter when he was younger, and he must be soft in my arms."

Zhou Huaisheng smiled, "Is it still cute when you don't wake up during the day and don't sleep at night?"

Lin Zhiyi pouted, "It's cute, and if I'm here, he won't cry."

Zhou Huaisheng pressed a kiss on Lin Zhiyi's lips, "Yes."

"A Huai," Lin Zhiyi stood up suddenly, he sat on Zhou Huaisheng's waist, held Zhou Huaisheng's face in his arms, and asked, "Would you like to marry me in the next life?"

Zhou Huaisheng replied with a smile: "Okay."

Juanjuan came out rubbing his eyes after taking a nap, and saw two people hugging each other on the sofa from the gap between the railings. He quickly put on his little slippers, ran downstairs, rushed into Lin Zhiyi's arms, and did not Woke up alone in the children's room and was so scared that I cried.