Omega who wants to steal cubs every day
Chapter 54
Lin Zhiyi opened his eyes and found that he had traveled back to the classroom, and the electronic calendar on the wall showed that there were 246 days before the college entrance examination.
There was a student in school uniform sitting next to him. The sunlight shone through the clear glass and onto the table full of books. There was a youthful atmosphere everywhere. A classmate came over and handed Lin Zhiyi a can of Coke shyly. Lin Zhiyi raised his head suddenly after regaining his senses, his eyes were sharp and oppressive, and the classmate took a step back in fright.
"What's wrong with you?" the classmate asked.
Lin Zhiyi suddenly got up and walked out of the classroom. He took out his mobile phone to check the time. The mobile phone was also a model from ten years ago. There was no Zhou Huaisheng's name in the address book. He finally confirmed that he had really traveled back to ten years ago.
Before going to sleep, he was still in Zhou Huaisheng's arms, and after waking up, he sat in the classroom in his school uniform. Even after experiencing several magical amnesia, Lin Zhiyi was still so shocked by the scene that he couldn't speak.
His first instinct was to go home.
But as soon as he left the school gate, he stopped.
go home?Which home do you want to go to?Zhou Huaisheng should still be a teacher in the primary school in Yanmeng Village.
With a glimmer of hope, he ran back to the villa, opened the door, and the nanny was cleaning inside. The home decoration was still in the style of ten years ago.
Lin Zhiyi was disappointed, but he did not indulge in sadness, but immediately bought a plane ticket to Yantai City. He must see Zhou Huaisheng as soon as possible.
Everyone hopes that he will return to his youth, but Lin Zhiyi doesn't want it. Ten years later, his married life with Zhou Huaisheng will be extremely happy.Can he and Zhou Huaisheng still have Juanjuan?Change the time and place, even if it is also the crystallization of love, it is not unique.
After packing his suitcase, he walked out of Yantai Airport at three o'clock in the afternoon, and then took a taxi to Yanmeng Village. Ten years ago, Yanmeng Mountain had not been developed much, and Yanmeng Village seemed even more desolate and poor. The driver is willing to drive all the way to the entrance of the village after paying the money.
It was October, and Lin Zhiyi was wearing a white thin sweater and jeans. The small wheels of the suitcase made annoying noises on the uneven road, but his speed did not slow down. He ran quickly to Zhou Huaisheng's house On the long and narrow path, there were old people walking over with their shoulder poles, and some people were sitting on the edge of the field shaking cattail fans. When they saw Lin Zhiyi, they stopped in unison, and looked at this strange and beautiful man with amazed eyes. boy.
Whether it's appearance or clothing, Lin Zhiyi is out of tune with the environment of Yanmeng Village.
Lin Zhiyi went straight to Zhou Huaisheng's house, but Zhou Huaisheng was not there, the yard door was ajar, and the back room door was locked.
Lin Zhiyi dragged the suitcase into the yard, and then ran to the village primary school to find Zhou Huaisheng.
He couldn't wait a second.
There are nine teachers in the village primary school including the principal. Lin Zhiyi quickly found the office. He knocked on the door, and a gray-haired old man came out and asked with a thick accent, "Who are you looking for?"
"I'm looking for Zhou Huaisheng."
The old man looked Lin Zhiyi up and down, then turned around and shouted, "Huaisheng, someone is looking for you."
A few seconds later, Zhou Huaisheng came out from the innermost part of the office. The office was very dark, and the dazzling sunlight outside made him narrow his eyes slightly. He was wearing an old black T-shirt and a pair of sweatpants that couldn't be distinguished from black to gray. , hair cut very short, 20-year-old Zhou Huaisheng is still a student, although his strong figure has grown up, but he is much younger than when we first met.
He looked at Lin Zhiyi, then froze, dazzled by Lin Zhiyi's appearance, he didn't dare to speak first, and straightened his back a little helplessly.
Lin Zhiyi had a sore nose, stood on tiptoe and hugged her without saying a word, holding back tears and shouting "A Huai".
Zhou Huaisheng froze.
There is only one doubt in my heart: how would he know my name?
Lin Zhiyi let go first, and pulled Zhou Huaisheng to the edge of the flag-raising platform, hesitating for a long time, not knowing how to explain to Zhou Huaisheng, "Ah Huai, I... I have time-traveled, I have time-traveled back to ten years ago, I I don't know why."
Zhou Huaisheng scratched his head, not understanding what Lin Zhiyi was talking about, "Do we know each other?"
Lin Zhiyi paused, and suddenly realized that he was just a stranger to Zhou Huaisheng at this moment, but he still looked at Zhou Huaisheng with firm eyes and said, "Yes, we not only know each other, but we will also get married later, and there is another child."
Zhou Huaisheng took a step back, wondering if this person escaped from some mental hospital.
There was a man in a neighboring village who sneaked out of a mental hospital and squatted on the side of the road every day, asking everyone where his wife was.
Seeing Zhou Huaisheng's disbelief, Lin Zhiyi just wanted to continue explaining, but when the class bell rang, Zhou Huaisheng said, "If there is nothing else, I will go to class."
Lin Zhiyi grabbed his cuff, "Zhou Huaisheng!"
Zhou Huaisheng frowned, "How do you know my name?"
"I just know, you believe me," Lin Zhiyi was about to cry, afraid of delaying Zhou Huaisheng's time, so he said quickly: "I know you are an orphan, and you have been teaching here since you graduated from high school. You introduced me here, and you also have an aunt who married to a faraway city and passed away due to illness a few years ago, right? Zhou Huaisheng, I didn’t lie to you, I really came back through time travel.”
This time it was Zhou Huaisheng's turn to be speechless, "You—"
During the stalemate, a child ran over to urge Zhou Huaisheng, Lin Zhiyi let go of his hand, "Go to class first, I'll wait for you at home."
The familiarity and resentment in that tone made Zhou Huaisheng feel for a moment that it was all his fault.
He walked into the classroom in a daze, wiped the blackboard, and a naughty child asked loudly: "Mr. Zhou, who was that person just now? Why haven't I seen it?"
Another child followed up and said, "He's still hugging Mr. Zhou!"
Zhou Huaisheng was only 20 years old after all, he had never experienced such teasing, and his ears quickly turned red, but he still had a straight face, and said to the child seriously: "Did you write the homework I left for last class?"
The child fell silent, covered his mouth and whispered to the tablemate, "That brother looks really good-looking!"
Zhou Huaisheng was out of his mind throughout the class, and the face of that person kept appearing in his mind. He had never seen such delicate eyebrows and eyes. He couldn't accurately describe his good-looking with all the adjectives in the book, especially when he looked at himself. There was still water in his eyes, Zhou Huaisheng was so wronged that he always felt that he had done something wrong.
As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Zhou Huaisheng went home and saw a person sitting in the yard from a distance.
Zhou Huaisheng's heart felt inexplicably relieved.
The small wooden bench made Lin Zhiyi feel sore and backache. Just as he was about to get up, Zhou Huaisheng walked over. He habitually stretched out his hand, asking Zhou Huaisheng to pull him up, but he couldn't wait for a long time for a response. Lin Zhiyi paused, and then resentfully withdrew his hand.
He looked up at Zhou Huaisheng, and said dryly, "I'm hungry."
"Where is your home, I'll take you back."
Lin Zhiyi shook his head, "You still don't believe what I said? Ah Huai, why don't you believe it?"
Zhou Huaisheng's world view is about to collapse.
The 20-year-old Zhou Huaisheng has only watched a sci-fi movie once. He has only been to Yantai as far as he has grown up. His breadth of knowledge and ability to accept limit him, and he cannot understand what Lin Zhiyi said.
The only explanation he could think of was that the boy in front of him had a problem with his mind.
But Lin Zhiyi didn't seem to care whether Zhou Huaisheng believed it or not, and his tears fell down, "What about Juan? Ah Huai, what should I do about Juan?"
"What volume?"
Zhou Huaisheng loves Juanjuan more than himself, he has never called Juanjuan in such an indifferent tone.
so unfamiliar.
Lin Zhiyi paused, and he suddenly realized that no matter how much he said to Zhou Huaisheng, it would not help. They could cultivate feelings and love each other, but they were destined to lose Juanjuan, the most important five years in their lives. Only Lin Zhiyi remembers those five years.
The huge shock brought to him by time travel gradually subsided, and Lin Zhiyi began to think, if God destined his life to start over again, apart from meeting Zhou Huaisheng earlier, would he be able to change anything?
With Zhou Huaisheng holding the textbook in his hand, Lin Zhiyi suddenly thought: "Ah Huai, do you want to leave here?"
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't understand and didn't want to understand. Gujing Wubo's life limited his imagination. He was afraid of turmoil and instinctively resisted novelty, especially this very attractive and seductive boy in front of him.
He went straight to the door of the house, but Lin Zhiyi blocked his way, and said excitedly: "Ahuai, do you want to go to college? I will pay for it. After you finish college, you can find a job in Wangcheng." Great job, Ah Huai, shall we go to college together? Let’s get married early this time, but it’s better to wait six years to have a baby..."
Lin Zhiyi thought again, by the way, this time I can do the pseudo-marking surgery earlier and reduce the pheromone value earlier.
Zhou Huaisheng looked at Lin Zhiyi in confusion, "What are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about our future life." Lin Zhiyi grabbed Zhou Huaisheng's wrist and said eagerly: "Ahuai, there are still more than 200 days before the college entrance examination, I will help you find a teacher and tutor you one-on-one. With your learning ability, you will definitely be admitted to university."
Zhou Huaisheng stopped him: "What's your name?"
"Lin Zhiyi."
Zhou Huaisheng frowned slightly, "You look younger than me, and I don't know what to call you, I don't understand what you were talking about this afternoon, so if you need help, I can take you to the police station in the town .”
Lin Zhiyi stomped his feet angrily, "Didn't I say a lot about you this afternoon? Is there one thing wrong? I said that I came from time travel ten years later. Now that I'm doing it again, I want you to change it." life, to have a better life.”
"I do not need."
Lin Zhiyi was stunned.
Zhou Huaisheng endured Lin Zhiyi's nonsense, and patiently said: "Sorry, I don't need it, my life is pretty good now."
Lin Zhiyi was a little flustered, and immediately said: "Then don't go to college, don't go to school, let's go to Wangcheng, shall we?"
Zhou Huaisheng became more and more convinced that the boy in front of him did have mental problems, so he didn't bother arguing with him, and said as he entered the room, "What are you doing in Wangcheng?"
"Because I am in Wangcheng, our home is there."
Zhou Huaisheng put down his book, washed his hands and prepared to cook.
Lin Zhiyi followed him like a little tail, muttering in his mouth: "Ahuai, don't stay in the village all the time. Although Yanmeng Mountain will become a scenic spot in a few years, the back mountain has not been developed. Yanmeng Village Ten years later, you will still be poor, and in two years the village primary school will be cancelled, and you will not even have a fixed salary by then.”
Zhou Huaisheng was amused, turned around and said, "You even know this?"
"I just know, believe it or not."
Zhou Huaisheng was noncommittal, and poured the rice into the pot after washing the rice.
"Ah Huai, don't be afraid, and don't worry about the money. Just treat it as a loan from me. You can go to university, and you can major in any major."
"Why should I go to college?"
Lin Zhiyi was startled, and his voice lost his confidence: "In this way, you can have a better life."
Zhou Huaisheng covered the pot, washed two tomatoes and put them on the chopping board.
Seeing that Zhou Huaisheng ignored him, Lin Zhiyi urged: "Ah Huai, did you hear that?"
"I don't think it's better that way, my life is fine now."
Lin Zhiyi was anxious, "Now does not mean that in the future, the price level will get higher and higher in the future."
"Even as you said, Yanmeng Village will be very poor ten years later and the village primary school will be cancelled, but I can still find a job in the village or in the town."
"But what's the point of staying in the village? You can actually go to college and go to a big city to experience a different environment."
Zhou Huaisheng maintained his last patience and said gently: "I don't want to go to university, nor do I want to go to a big city."
"Ah Huai, you trust me, you do as I say—"
"Everyone chooses their own path, why do you plan my life?" Zhou Huaisheng looked at him.
The endless proposals and beautiful yearnings were all blocked, and Lin Zhiyi was stunned.
In my memory, Zhou Huaisheng seemed to ask once ten years later, "Zhiyi, why do you want to control me?"
Zhou Huaisheng never raised objections, the only time he shook his head was to fight for the custody of Juanjuan, Zhou Huaisheng always compromised, until he lost his temper.
However, Lin Zhiyi, who is in charge of Dingsheng, and him are two extremes. Lin Zhiyi is a strong decision maker of the entire group. He is used to planning all work, Zhou Huaisheng's life, and even Juanjuan's life. From the parenting teacher to the kindergarten, Lin Zhiyi made the decision alone, and Zhou Huaisheng would only follow the arrangement.
In fact, Zhou Huaisheng was unwilling deep down in his heart.
But Lin Zhiyi was also very wronged, he didn't make decisions without authorization for the sake of control, all his arrangements were out of love and protection.
Is it wrong?
Could it be that letting Zhou Huaisheng return to ordinary rural life is the meaning of his time travelling?
"Ahuai, if I hadn't traveled back, we would have met five years later. I fell off Yanmeng Mountain and lost my memory. You took me home, took care of me, and took me out of the village without hesitation. Looking for relatives in the city, after more than a year, our child was born, but unfortunately I lost my memory again, you lived alone with the child, it was very hard, you gave everything you had to this child, two years later We met again, I got my memory back, and we got married and lived happily ever after."
Zhou Huaisheng was surprised that although this person was mentally disturbed, his expressive ability was surprisingly good.
"A very tortuous story." He commented.
"I'm really happy, Ah Huai, you love me very much."
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't help laughing: "Are you an adult?"
Lin Zhiyi wiped away tears, unable to defend himself, since Zhou Huaisheng didn't believe it no matter what.
He squatted down slowly, hugging his knees, tears seemed unstoppable, and he thought helplessly, "What should I do?"
Zhou Huaisheng was chopping vegetables when the blade hit the chopping board, making a familiar sound.
Lin Zhiyi suddenly thought: Or I can stay, I can't force Zhou Huaisheng to give up everything and go to Wangcheng with me, but I can give up everything and stay by Zhou Huaisheng's side.
He doesn't need any kind of victory, any kind of power and status, he only wants his Ah Huai.
Just as he was about to speak, someone knocked on the door, "Huaisheng, Huaisheng, are you at home?"
Zhou Huaisheng quickly took off his apron and went to open the door, "Aunt Liu, why are you here?"
"What do you think about the marriage I mentioned to you last time? The boy in Yangxi Village is the same age as you, and he is also a beta. His family runs a restaurant in the town."
Zhou Huaisheng was stunned, and said with a sneer, "Aunt Liu, I don't want to think about it yet."
"Why don't you want to think about it? It's not that you want to get married right away. Even if you get in touch, it won't hurt. Just give me a promise. The day after tomorrow happens to be a holiday. Can you meet him?"
Zhou Huaisheng looked into the room subconsciously. The man was sitting on the edge of the stove, hugging his knees, staring blankly at the ground. His back looked thin and fragile, and Zhou Huaisheng felt inexplicably depressed.
"I... I'll give you an answer tomorrow, okay?"
Aunt Liu was also unambiguous, "Okay, I will come to you tomorrow."
After closing the door, Zhou Huaisheng returned to the stove, Lin Zhiyi raised his head, and Zhou Huaisheng saw the tears on his face.
Zhou Huaisheng sighed, and wiped Lin Zhiyi's face with a towel. Lin Zhiyi slipped into his arms silently, pressed his face against Zhou Huaisheng's neck, and said blankly, "What should I do? Ah Huai, what should I do?" what to do?"
He has already lost Juan, even if he and Zhou Huaisheng can still stay together forever, it can't offset the pain of losing him.
Before going to bed, he kissed the curly little cheek several times. The little guy put his arms around his neck, told him what happened in the kindergarten, and told him that he was praised by the teacher. His voice was soft and coquettish, begging Lin Zhiyi stayed with him for a while, Lin Zhiyi remembered that Juanjuan was wearing a goose-yellow cotton pajamas, which was more comfortable to hold in his arms than a plush toy.
Lin Zhiyi wished he could be with him 24 hours a day.
But what to do now?
He will never see Juanjuan again, even if he and Zhou Huaisheng have another reunion, it will not be Juanjuan anymore, it will hurt more than cutting a piece of flesh from him, and he will cry just thinking about it, he doesn't even know he can Can't live.
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't empathize with his emotions, he leaned back slightly, and then gently pushed Lin Zhiyi away.
Lin Zhiyi closed his eyes in despair.
It turned out that it wasn't enough for him to find Zhou Huaisheng back.
Now it was ten years ago, Zhou Huaisheng didn't love him, Juanjuan didn't exist, he didn't fall from Yanmeng Mountain, Lin Yande didn't go to jail, everything is unknown.
It is meaningless for him to forcibly pull the plot back to the previous track, because everything has changed, and he cannot predict the risks afterwards.
He also didn't want to break Zhou Huaisheng's peaceful life every time he appeared.
Lin Zhiyi supported the stove and stood up. Just as he took a step, suddenly his eyes went dark, and he fell to the ground suddenly, falling into a coma.
Zhou Huaisheng hugged him reflexively.
When he woke up again, Lin Zhiyi was lying on Zhou Huaisheng's bed. Zhou Huaisheng sent the doctor away and was about to boil a pot of hot water. Lin Zhiyi opened his eyes and called out "A Huai" softly.
Zhou Huaisheng put down the things in his hands and walked over, standing by the bed.
Lin Zhiyi said: "I was talking crazy just now, don't take it seriously."
Zhou Huaisheng was startled.
"I asked about you from other people. I don't know you. I... I often fall ill."
Lin Zhiyi lay on his side and looked at Zhou Huaisheng, his eyes lost focus, "I'll be leaving later."
Zhou Huaisheng let out a "hmm".
Lin Zhiyi said again: "Can I have dinner with you?"
"Okay, what would you like to eat?"
"Green pepper fried meat."
"I'll do it now."
"Thank you."
Zhou Huaisheng re-tied the apron, took out the meat and cut it into shreds, poured oil into the hot pan, made green pepper fried meat for Lin Zhiyi, and brought it to the table. Lin Zhiyi came over, took the bowl and chopsticks, and said "Thank you" ".
"How old are you?" Zhou Huaisheng asked.
Lin Zhiyi replied, "Eighteen."
"Where are you from?"
"Wangcheng, my family brought me to the rock platform to play, but I ran out alone."
Zhou Huaisheng nodded.
Lin Zhiyi held back his tears and stuffed a mouthful of fried pork with green peppers, and another mouthful of rice. His mouth was bulging, and he couldn't swallow it. Zhou Huaisheng quickly scooped up a bowl of soup for him, brought it to him, and patted it for him. Lin Zhiyi's back, "Eat slowly, don't choke."
Lin Zhiyi ate the soup and finally swallowed the meal. He asked, "Will you go on a blind date the day after tomorrow?"
Zhou Huaisheng was caught off guard and did not answer.
"Go, I think it's quite appropriate, they are all beta, and they live close together."
Zhou Huaisheng smiled, "The kid knows a lot."
Lin Zhiyi made up his mind and said stubbornly: "Go, I hope you are happy."
Lin Zhiyi has always been a very selfish person, he has always regarded Zhou Huaisheng as his own, but this time he sincerely hopes that Zhou Huaisheng can meet a suitable person, get married and have children, and he does not have to accompany Lin Zhiyi like before. , was criticized and suffered a lot in Dingshengli.
He stopped suddenly while eating, his eyes full of sadness.
Zhou Huaisheng began to recall all the crazy words that Lin Zhiyi had said, although each sentence sounded inexplicable, but for no reason, Zhou Huaisheng unexpectedly had a strange idea: maybe what he said was not a lie.
Because his crying red eyes are so distressing.
"Are you still studying?"
Lin Zhiyi nodded, "Well, this year's college entrance examination."
"Very good," Zhou Huaisheng helped Lin Zhiyi scoop up another bowl of soup, "Get into a good university."
Lin Zhiyi drank the soup obediently, but he didn't notice that his tongue was burned. Zhou Huaisheng quickly took it and helped him shake the spoon.
Ten years later, he will take care of Lin Zhiyi like a child in the same way. Lin Zhiyi deliberately lowered his head, afraid that Zhou Huaisheng would see his red and swollen eyes.
He suddenly said: "You can also try to jump out of your current life circle, find a better job, and live a better life."
Zhou Huaisheng bent the corners of his mouth and said helplessly, "I—"
Lin Zhiyi snapped back and said, "I'm looking forward to it."
Zhou Huaisheng's expression froze and his pupils shrank slightly. No one had ever said such words to him before.
How did the word look forward to appear on him?
"Although we met for the first time, I think you are very good, so I hope you will get better."
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't calm down his heartbeat: "...Thank you."
Lin Zhiyi ate up the whole plate of fried pork with green peppers, even the green peppers that he disliked most on weekdays. Zhou Huaisheng handed him a towel to wipe his mouth.
He walked to his suitcase, opened it, and took out a wad of cash wrapped in an envelope, which he took from home. While Zhou Huaisheng was washing towels, he secretly stuffed the envelope under Zhou Huaisheng's pillow.
Then he stood at the door, ready to leave.
Zhou Huaisheng washed the towel restlessly, delaying time on purpose. He didn't know why his emotions were being dragged by that boy, but he didn't dare to turn around now, and didn't dare to face the fact that Lin Zhiyi was about to leave.
Lin Zhiyi is like a shooting star, amazing and fleeting, reflecting Zhou Huaisheng's peaceful life incomparably mediocre, Zhou Huaisheng began to lust for the brilliance of Lin Zhiyi.
"It's getting late, I'm leaving." Lin Zhiyi said.
Zhou Huaisheng put the towel to dry on the rack, wiped his hands, turned around and forced a smile and said, "Okay, I'll take you to the entrance of the village."
Lin Zhiyi shook his head, "No need."
There was a distance of about two meters between the two of them, Lin Zhiyi took a step back, couldn't help it before turning around, ran back and threw himself into Zhou Huaisheng's arms, hugging Zhou Huaisheng's waist tightly.
Zhou Huaisheng heard a soft "A Huai".
He belatedly embraced the person in his arms.
Lin Zhiyi said silently in his heart: "Ah Huai, I don't want to, but I can't be so selfish every time."
Rather than letting Zhou Huaisheng know that they once had a child, making Zhou Huaisheng regret, and letting him work hard as a "nanny" for decades, it is better not to start.
Just like that day at the alley of Mowen Bar, Sheng Jiahui asked Zhou Huaisheng if he wanted to find a part-time job in Dingsheng. Zhou Huaisheng's answer was "I don't want to, I'm very tired, and I want to go home."
Zhou Huaisheng's embrace was very warm, and his body smelled very good. Lin Zhiyi was reluctant to let go, but he finally woke up in time, let go of his hand and took a step back.
"I'm sorry to bother you."
After speaking, he dragged his suitcase and ran away, leaving Zhou Huaisheng standing there alone in a daze.
Lin Zhiyi returned to Wangcheng. After being bedridden for a whole month, he finally recovered, returned to the classroom to continue classes, and was admitted to a university in the capital with excellent grades.
When he was a sophomore, he applied to go abroad as an exchange student, and he came back a year later. He lived according to the trajectory of the proud son of heaven, earnest and hardworking, but also taciturn. People around him thought he was a different kind, as if he had no emotions or desires.
If there is an alpha who is interested in him approaching, he will also decisively refuse.
He cut off contact with Lin Yande, and used the money Gu Nian left him to support several orphanages for children in Wangcheng. He would go back to Wangcheng every week to play games and handicrafts with the children in the orphanage.
When he was cutting the ribbon, he would also think of Juanjuan, thinking of the little guy who, in order to celebrate his and Zhou Huaisheng's wedding anniversary, would not go to sleep at night and secretly get up to stack stars, his little hands hurt.
He thinks of Juanjuan in everything he does.
When he got home, he sat on the windowsill, looked at the moon quietly, and repeatedly recalled the past.
If there is no time travel, Juanjuan should be eight years old this year. He is in elementary school. He must be very popular with teachers and classmates. He is well-behaved and sensible, with excellent grades. While doing homework on the small sofa, he waited for Lin Zhiyi to finish the meeting, without making any noise.
He and Zhou Huaisheng have also been together for almost 11 years, and I don't know if they can remain in love as before, or will they quarrel?
Even if there is a quarrel, even if it is Lin Zhiyi's fault, Zhou Huaisheng will definitely take the initiative to apologize. Lin Zhiyi has stepped up, leaning into Zhou Huaisheng's arms, and shouting at her husband a few times, no matter how big the conflict is, it will disappear.
Lin Zhiyi wrapped herself tightly in a blanket, the dead leaves outside the window were blown off by the wind, and the beautiful illusion was shattered.
Lu Jincheng saw that he was unhappy at home all day during the holidays, so he finally dragged him out to have a meal, and found a new Cantonese restaurant in Wangcheng, "What are you doing with a sad face all day long? Who messed with you?"
Lin Zhiyi couldn't eat, so he touched the rim of the bowl with his chopsticks, "Brother Jincheng, would you believe me if I said that I traveled through time ten years later?"
Lu Jincheng pondered for a moment, "Well... Although there are quite a lot of time-travel dramas recently, you won't be poisoned, right?"
Lin Zhiyi was not surprised by Lu Jincheng's reaction, and said with a smile, "You're kidding."
He asked again: "Brother Jincheng, how are you and Zhong Ye doing?"
Lu Jincheng was stunned, "How about what?"
Just as Lin Zhiyi wanted to speak, he stopped. He shouldn't tamper with other people's lives, and let Lu Jincheng and Zhong Ye not separate for five years because of a misunderstanding. Although it doesn't take five years to waste, their children won't be the same by then. small up.
Lin Zhiyi thought of Juanjuan again.
"Nothing, just ask."
Lu Jincheng blinked at him, and said with a smirk: "Did you break up in love? Why didn't you tell me when we talked about it?"
Lin Zhiyi still shook his head and looked around boredly. The decoration of the restaurant is mainly black and white, very simple and elegant. Not far away is a row of waiters in dark red uniforms. Lin Zhiyi looked over lazily , the line of sight froze suddenly.
His whole body shook, and he sat up straight suddenly, startling Lu Jincheng, "What's wrong?"
Lin Zhiyi wanted to rush over, but his legs seemed to be frozen. It wasn't until Lu Jincheng reached out and waved his hand in front of his eyes that he regained his senses. He swished out and ran straight to the person standing at the end of the line.
It was Zhou Huaisheng.
It's really him!
The person in charge of the restaurant chased after him and asked, "Sir, what's the matter?"
Lin Zhiyi stopped, pointed to Zhou Huaisheng, "I'm looking for him."
Zhou Huaisheng looked over after hearing the movement, and his eyes collided with Lin Zhiyi's. The two of them didn't move forward, but looked at each other for a long time, and finally smiled at each other.
Lin Zhiyi threw himself into Zhou Huaisheng's arms, tears gushing out, "Ah Huai..."
"I'm here." Zhou Huaisheng hugged him back.
Lin Zhiyi took Zhou Huaisheng's wrist, turned around and said to the astonished Lu Jincheng, "I'm sorry Brother Jincheng, I have something to attend to, so I'm leaving first."
Lin Zhiyi has been the most calm since he was a child. Lu Jincheng has never seen him look so excited, he hesitated: "Ah, ah, good."
Lin Zhiyi dragged Zhou Huaisheng all the way to a small park not far away. He pushed Zhou Huaisheng to a place where there was no one else, and then held Zhou Huaisheng's face in his hands and kissed him. kiss.
Maybe he just ate some fruit, but the tip of Lin Zhiyi's tongue smelled like pineapple, which was very sweet.
Zhou Huaisheng felt endless nostalgia and longing in Lin Zhiyi's kiss.
After the kiss was over, Lin Zhiyi's tears were all on Zhou Huaisheng's face, the two looked at each other stupidly, Zhou Huaisheng slowly took out a tissue to help Lin Zhiyi wipe his face.
Lin Zhiyi didn't move, just stared at him blankly.
After Zhou Huaisheng finished wiping, Lin Zhiyi clung to him and asked, "Ah Huai, why are you here?"
"I'm studying in Wangcheng University."
Lin Zhiyi opened his eyes wide, and Zhou Huaisheng explained embarrassingly: "An ordinary undergraduate course is not a good school."
"very good already."
"After you left, I can't go back to the previous state. I always think of you and what you said. I think you are right. I can fight."
At the fork in life, Zhou Huaisheng will always choose the road where Lin Zhiyi is. No matter whether they are together for a long time or just glance at each other, as long as Lin Zhiyi is there, it is the right direction for Zhou Huaisheng.
Lin Zhiyi put his arms around him, "So you still came to Wangcheng."
Zhou Huaisheng put his arms around Lin Zhiyi's shoulders, and said softly, "I always feel that what you said is true, and it's not the first time we've met."
Lin Zhiyi looked up at him, clung to his arms, and said aggrievedly: "Why is this the first time we meet? We have been in love for a long, long time."
Rationality told Zhou Huaisheng that time travel was too absurd, but the temperature in his arms reminded him that heartbeat outweighed everything.
Lin Zhiyi was the one who made his heart flutter at the first sight. He only came for a few hours, but his previous 20 years were dimmed.
Zhou Huaisheng was originally a person with nothing, and he didn't care about being stupid and making mistakes. If he could meet Lin Zhiyi again, if Lin Zhiyi still remembered him, that would be his luck. He won't regret it either.
Lin Zhiyi stood on tiptoe and kissed Zhou Huaisheng's lips twice more, "We will never separate again."
Zhou Huaisheng listened patiently to him. After a long time, they sat side by side on a park bench. Lin Zhiyi leaned on Zhou Huaisheng's shoulder. Zhou Huaisheng suddenly asked, "Who is Juanjuan? I heard you mention it the other day. Several times."
"Our baby, he is very cute."
Speaking of this, Lin Zhiyi's eyes instantly turned red.
Zhou Huaisheng reached out and touched Lin Zhiyi's face, "Then he must be very similar to you."
"Ahuai, you haven't even met him. He is really cute and well-behaved. He is more important to you than anything else. Ahuai, I still can't accept this."
Zhou Huaisheng pulled Lin Zhiyi into his arms. Although he still couldn't empathize with him 100%, his heart was still dull.
"I really want to watch him grow up."
In Zhou Huaisheng's arms, Lin Zhiyi was finally able to vent out the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time.
……
……
"Zhiyi, wake up, wake up."
Someone was calling his name in his sleep, like a hand stretched out in the chaotic darkness, and rescued Lin Zhiyi from the abyss. Lin Zhiyi curled up, Zhou Huaisheng turned on the light, turned around and hugged him, coaxing : "Zhiyi, don't be afraid."
Lin Zhiyi opened his eyes suddenly, and met Zhou Huaisheng's worried gaze.
He froze for half a minute.
"Is it a dream?"
Zhou Huaisheng wiped away the tears from the corners of Lin Zhiyi's eyes with his fingertips, and said with a smile, "Yes, you are having a nightmare, little fool."
Lin Zhiyi looked around, it was his villa ten years later, he immediately put on his slippers, ran to the children's room, opened the door, and by the light of the corridor, he saw Juanjuan sleeping soundly on the small bed.
The quilt slid to one side, and the hem of the clothes was lifted up, revealing her white and tender belly.
Lin Zhiyi walked over with lingering fear, knelt down beside him, and let out a long sigh of relief.
He held Curly's little hand, pressed his cheek against it, and said with difficulty hiding his fear, "Fortunately, it was a dream."
Zhou Huaisheng walked in and hugged him from behind, "What nightmare did you have?"
"I dreamed that I traveled back ten years ago."
"Then there will be no scrolls," Zhou Huaisheng rubbed Lin Zhiyi's heart, and said softly, "No wonder you cry so hard."
"Ah Huai, in my dream I went to Yanmeng Village to look for you, and I told you a lot, you took me for a lunatic."
With a smile in his eyes, Zhou Huaisheng stroked Lin Zhiyi's hair lovingly, "And then?"
"I don't want you to accommodate me every time, so I chose to leave alone, but soon, you came to me again."
Zhou Huaisheng sat down leaning against the curly bed, and then hugged Lin Zhiyi on his lap. He stroked the back of Lin Zhiyi's neck with his hand, made Lin Zhiyi bow his head slightly, and then kissed him.
When his lips and teeth parted, Zhou Huaisheng pressed his forehead and asked him: "Is there something I haven't done well recently? Let my baby have such a nightmare?"
Lin Zhiyi leaned on Zhou Huaisheng's shoulder and whispered, "Maybe God wants me to understand a truth."
"What's the point?"
"You can only be mine."
Zhou Huaisheng smiled, "I was originally yours."
Their movement finally woke up Juanjuan, and it was very difficult for Juanjuan to even open his eyes, but he still crawled to the end of the bed, slid into Lin Zhiyi's arms, sandwiched between the two of them, and asked in a daze, "Xiao Dad, why are you here?"
Lin Zhiyi said: "My little dad had a nightmare, dreaming that the volume disappeared."
Curly quickly hugged
There was a student in school uniform sitting next to him. The sunlight shone through the clear glass and onto the table full of books. There was a youthful atmosphere everywhere. A classmate came over and handed Lin Zhiyi a can of Coke shyly. Lin Zhiyi raised his head suddenly after regaining his senses, his eyes were sharp and oppressive, and the classmate took a step back in fright.
"What's wrong with you?" the classmate asked.
Lin Zhiyi suddenly got up and walked out of the classroom. He took out his mobile phone to check the time. The mobile phone was also a model from ten years ago. There was no Zhou Huaisheng's name in the address book. He finally confirmed that he had really traveled back to ten years ago.
Before going to sleep, he was still in Zhou Huaisheng's arms, and after waking up, he sat in the classroom in his school uniform. Even after experiencing several magical amnesia, Lin Zhiyi was still so shocked by the scene that he couldn't speak.
His first instinct was to go home.
But as soon as he left the school gate, he stopped.
go home?Which home do you want to go to?Zhou Huaisheng should still be a teacher in the primary school in Yanmeng Village.
With a glimmer of hope, he ran back to the villa, opened the door, and the nanny was cleaning inside. The home decoration was still in the style of ten years ago.
Lin Zhiyi was disappointed, but he did not indulge in sadness, but immediately bought a plane ticket to Yantai City. He must see Zhou Huaisheng as soon as possible.
Everyone hopes that he will return to his youth, but Lin Zhiyi doesn't want it. Ten years later, his married life with Zhou Huaisheng will be extremely happy.Can he and Zhou Huaisheng still have Juanjuan?Change the time and place, even if it is also the crystallization of love, it is not unique.
After packing his suitcase, he walked out of Yantai Airport at three o'clock in the afternoon, and then took a taxi to Yanmeng Village. Ten years ago, Yanmeng Mountain had not been developed much, and Yanmeng Village seemed even more desolate and poor. The driver is willing to drive all the way to the entrance of the village after paying the money.
It was October, and Lin Zhiyi was wearing a white thin sweater and jeans. The small wheels of the suitcase made annoying noises on the uneven road, but his speed did not slow down. He ran quickly to Zhou Huaisheng's house On the long and narrow path, there were old people walking over with their shoulder poles, and some people were sitting on the edge of the field shaking cattail fans. When they saw Lin Zhiyi, they stopped in unison, and looked at this strange and beautiful man with amazed eyes. boy.
Whether it's appearance or clothing, Lin Zhiyi is out of tune with the environment of Yanmeng Village.
Lin Zhiyi went straight to Zhou Huaisheng's house, but Zhou Huaisheng was not there, the yard door was ajar, and the back room door was locked.
Lin Zhiyi dragged the suitcase into the yard, and then ran to the village primary school to find Zhou Huaisheng.
He couldn't wait a second.
There are nine teachers in the village primary school including the principal. Lin Zhiyi quickly found the office. He knocked on the door, and a gray-haired old man came out and asked with a thick accent, "Who are you looking for?"
"I'm looking for Zhou Huaisheng."
The old man looked Lin Zhiyi up and down, then turned around and shouted, "Huaisheng, someone is looking for you."
A few seconds later, Zhou Huaisheng came out from the innermost part of the office. The office was very dark, and the dazzling sunlight outside made him narrow his eyes slightly. He was wearing an old black T-shirt and a pair of sweatpants that couldn't be distinguished from black to gray. , hair cut very short, 20-year-old Zhou Huaisheng is still a student, although his strong figure has grown up, but he is much younger than when we first met.
He looked at Lin Zhiyi, then froze, dazzled by Lin Zhiyi's appearance, he didn't dare to speak first, and straightened his back a little helplessly.
Lin Zhiyi had a sore nose, stood on tiptoe and hugged her without saying a word, holding back tears and shouting "A Huai".
Zhou Huaisheng froze.
There is only one doubt in my heart: how would he know my name?
Lin Zhiyi let go first, and pulled Zhou Huaisheng to the edge of the flag-raising platform, hesitating for a long time, not knowing how to explain to Zhou Huaisheng, "Ah Huai, I... I have time-traveled, I have time-traveled back to ten years ago, I I don't know why."
Zhou Huaisheng scratched his head, not understanding what Lin Zhiyi was talking about, "Do we know each other?"
Lin Zhiyi paused, and suddenly realized that he was just a stranger to Zhou Huaisheng at this moment, but he still looked at Zhou Huaisheng with firm eyes and said, "Yes, we not only know each other, but we will also get married later, and there is another child."
Zhou Huaisheng took a step back, wondering if this person escaped from some mental hospital.
There was a man in a neighboring village who sneaked out of a mental hospital and squatted on the side of the road every day, asking everyone where his wife was.
Seeing Zhou Huaisheng's disbelief, Lin Zhiyi just wanted to continue explaining, but when the class bell rang, Zhou Huaisheng said, "If there is nothing else, I will go to class."
Lin Zhiyi grabbed his cuff, "Zhou Huaisheng!"
Zhou Huaisheng frowned, "How do you know my name?"
"I just know, you believe me," Lin Zhiyi was about to cry, afraid of delaying Zhou Huaisheng's time, so he said quickly: "I know you are an orphan, and you have been teaching here since you graduated from high school. You introduced me here, and you also have an aunt who married to a faraway city and passed away due to illness a few years ago, right? Zhou Huaisheng, I didn’t lie to you, I really came back through time travel.”
This time it was Zhou Huaisheng's turn to be speechless, "You—"
During the stalemate, a child ran over to urge Zhou Huaisheng, Lin Zhiyi let go of his hand, "Go to class first, I'll wait for you at home."
The familiarity and resentment in that tone made Zhou Huaisheng feel for a moment that it was all his fault.
He walked into the classroom in a daze, wiped the blackboard, and a naughty child asked loudly: "Mr. Zhou, who was that person just now? Why haven't I seen it?"
Another child followed up and said, "He's still hugging Mr. Zhou!"
Zhou Huaisheng was only 20 years old after all, he had never experienced such teasing, and his ears quickly turned red, but he still had a straight face, and said to the child seriously: "Did you write the homework I left for last class?"
The child fell silent, covered his mouth and whispered to the tablemate, "That brother looks really good-looking!"
Zhou Huaisheng was out of his mind throughout the class, and the face of that person kept appearing in his mind. He had never seen such delicate eyebrows and eyes. He couldn't accurately describe his good-looking with all the adjectives in the book, especially when he looked at himself. There was still water in his eyes, Zhou Huaisheng was so wronged that he always felt that he had done something wrong.
As soon as the get out of class bell rang, Zhou Huaisheng went home and saw a person sitting in the yard from a distance.
Zhou Huaisheng's heart felt inexplicably relieved.
The small wooden bench made Lin Zhiyi feel sore and backache. Just as he was about to get up, Zhou Huaisheng walked over. He habitually stretched out his hand, asking Zhou Huaisheng to pull him up, but he couldn't wait for a long time for a response. Lin Zhiyi paused, and then resentfully withdrew his hand.
He looked up at Zhou Huaisheng, and said dryly, "I'm hungry."
"Where is your home, I'll take you back."
Lin Zhiyi shook his head, "You still don't believe what I said? Ah Huai, why don't you believe it?"
Zhou Huaisheng's world view is about to collapse.
The 20-year-old Zhou Huaisheng has only watched a sci-fi movie once. He has only been to Yantai as far as he has grown up. His breadth of knowledge and ability to accept limit him, and he cannot understand what Lin Zhiyi said.
The only explanation he could think of was that the boy in front of him had a problem with his mind.
But Lin Zhiyi didn't seem to care whether Zhou Huaisheng believed it or not, and his tears fell down, "What about Juan? Ah Huai, what should I do about Juan?"
"What volume?"
Zhou Huaisheng loves Juanjuan more than himself, he has never called Juanjuan in such an indifferent tone.
so unfamiliar.
Lin Zhiyi paused, and he suddenly realized that no matter how much he said to Zhou Huaisheng, it would not help. They could cultivate feelings and love each other, but they were destined to lose Juanjuan, the most important five years in their lives. Only Lin Zhiyi remembers those five years.
The huge shock brought to him by time travel gradually subsided, and Lin Zhiyi began to think, if God destined his life to start over again, apart from meeting Zhou Huaisheng earlier, would he be able to change anything?
With Zhou Huaisheng holding the textbook in his hand, Lin Zhiyi suddenly thought: "Ah Huai, do you want to leave here?"
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't understand and didn't want to understand. Gujing Wubo's life limited his imagination. He was afraid of turmoil and instinctively resisted novelty, especially this very attractive and seductive boy in front of him.
He went straight to the door of the house, but Lin Zhiyi blocked his way, and said excitedly: "Ahuai, do you want to go to college? I will pay for it. After you finish college, you can find a job in Wangcheng." Great job, Ah Huai, shall we go to college together? Let’s get married early this time, but it’s better to wait six years to have a baby..."
Lin Zhiyi thought again, by the way, this time I can do the pseudo-marking surgery earlier and reduce the pheromone value earlier.
Zhou Huaisheng looked at Lin Zhiyi in confusion, "What are you talking about?"
"I'm talking about our future life." Lin Zhiyi grabbed Zhou Huaisheng's wrist and said eagerly: "Ahuai, there are still more than 200 days before the college entrance examination, I will help you find a teacher and tutor you one-on-one. With your learning ability, you will definitely be admitted to university."
Zhou Huaisheng stopped him: "What's your name?"
"Lin Zhiyi."
Zhou Huaisheng frowned slightly, "You look younger than me, and I don't know what to call you, I don't understand what you were talking about this afternoon, so if you need help, I can take you to the police station in the town .”
Lin Zhiyi stomped his feet angrily, "Didn't I say a lot about you this afternoon? Is there one thing wrong? I said that I came from time travel ten years later. Now that I'm doing it again, I want you to change it." life, to have a better life.”
"I do not need."
Lin Zhiyi was stunned.
Zhou Huaisheng endured Lin Zhiyi's nonsense, and patiently said: "Sorry, I don't need it, my life is pretty good now."
Lin Zhiyi was a little flustered, and immediately said: "Then don't go to college, don't go to school, let's go to Wangcheng, shall we?"
Zhou Huaisheng became more and more convinced that the boy in front of him did have mental problems, so he didn't bother arguing with him, and said as he entered the room, "What are you doing in Wangcheng?"
"Because I am in Wangcheng, our home is there."
Zhou Huaisheng put down his book, washed his hands and prepared to cook.
Lin Zhiyi followed him like a little tail, muttering in his mouth: "Ahuai, don't stay in the village all the time. Although Yanmeng Mountain will become a scenic spot in a few years, the back mountain has not been developed. Yanmeng Village Ten years later, you will still be poor, and in two years the village primary school will be cancelled, and you will not even have a fixed salary by then.”
Zhou Huaisheng was amused, turned around and said, "You even know this?"
"I just know, believe it or not."
Zhou Huaisheng was noncommittal, and poured the rice into the pot after washing the rice.
"Ah Huai, don't be afraid, and don't worry about the money. Just treat it as a loan from me. You can go to university, and you can major in any major."
"Why should I go to college?"
Lin Zhiyi was startled, and his voice lost his confidence: "In this way, you can have a better life."
Zhou Huaisheng covered the pot, washed two tomatoes and put them on the chopping board.
Seeing that Zhou Huaisheng ignored him, Lin Zhiyi urged: "Ah Huai, did you hear that?"
"I don't think it's better that way, my life is fine now."
Lin Zhiyi was anxious, "Now does not mean that in the future, the price level will get higher and higher in the future."
"Even as you said, Yanmeng Village will be very poor ten years later and the village primary school will be cancelled, but I can still find a job in the village or in the town."
"But what's the point of staying in the village? You can actually go to college and go to a big city to experience a different environment."
Zhou Huaisheng maintained his last patience and said gently: "I don't want to go to university, nor do I want to go to a big city."
"Ah Huai, you trust me, you do as I say—"
"Everyone chooses their own path, why do you plan my life?" Zhou Huaisheng looked at him.
The endless proposals and beautiful yearnings were all blocked, and Lin Zhiyi was stunned.
In my memory, Zhou Huaisheng seemed to ask once ten years later, "Zhiyi, why do you want to control me?"
Zhou Huaisheng never raised objections, the only time he shook his head was to fight for the custody of Juanjuan, Zhou Huaisheng always compromised, until he lost his temper.
However, Lin Zhiyi, who is in charge of Dingsheng, and him are two extremes. Lin Zhiyi is a strong decision maker of the entire group. He is used to planning all work, Zhou Huaisheng's life, and even Juanjuan's life. From the parenting teacher to the kindergarten, Lin Zhiyi made the decision alone, and Zhou Huaisheng would only follow the arrangement.
In fact, Zhou Huaisheng was unwilling deep down in his heart.
But Lin Zhiyi was also very wronged, he didn't make decisions without authorization for the sake of control, all his arrangements were out of love and protection.
Is it wrong?
Could it be that letting Zhou Huaisheng return to ordinary rural life is the meaning of his time travelling?
"Ahuai, if I hadn't traveled back, we would have met five years later. I fell off Yanmeng Mountain and lost my memory. You took me home, took care of me, and took me out of the village without hesitation. Looking for relatives in the city, after more than a year, our child was born, but unfortunately I lost my memory again, you lived alone with the child, it was very hard, you gave everything you had to this child, two years later We met again, I got my memory back, and we got married and lived happily ever after."
Zhou Huaisheng was surprised that although this person was mentally disturbed, his expressive ability was surprisingly good.
"A very tortuous story." He commented.
"I'm really happy, Ah Huai, you love me very much."
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't help laughing: "Are you an adult?"
Lin Zhiyi wiped away tears, unable to defend himself, since Zhou Huaisheng didn't believe it no matter what.
He squatted down slowly, hugging his knees, tears seemed unstoppable, and he thought helplessly, "What should I do?"
Zhou Huaisheng was chopping vegetables when the blade hit the chopping board, making a familiar sound.
Lin Zhiyi suddenly thought: Or I can stay, I can't force Zhou Huaisheng to give up everything and go to Wangcheng with me, but I can give up everything and stay by Zhou Huaisheng's side.
He doesn't need any kind of victory, any kind of power and status, he only wants his Ah Huai.
Just as he was about to speak, someone knocked on the door, "Huaisheng, Huaisheng, are you at home?"
Zhou Huaisheng quickly took off his apron and went to open the door, "Aunt Liu, why are you here?"
"What do you think about the marriage I mentioned to you last time? The boy in Yangxi Village is the same age as you, and he is also a beta. His family runs a restaurant in the town."
Zhou Huaisheng was stunned, and said with a sneer, "Aunt Liu, I don't want to think about it yet."
"Why don't you want to think about it? It's not that you want to get married right away. Even if you get in touch, it won't hurt. Just give me a promise. The day after tomorrow happens to be a holiday. Can you meet him?"
Zhou Huaisheng looked into the room subconsciously. The man was sitting on the edge of the stove, hugging his knees, staring blankly at the ground. His back looked thin and fragile, and Zhou Huaisheng felt inexplicably depressed.
"I... I'll give you an answer tomorrow, okay?"
Aunt Liu was also unambiguous, "Okay, I will come to you tomorrow."
After closing the door, Zhou Huaisheng returned to the stove, Lin Zhiyi raised his head, and Zhou Huaisheng saw the tears on his face.
Zhou Huaisheng sighed, and wiped Lin Zhiyi's face with a towel. Lin Zhiyi slipped into his arms silently, pressed his face against Zhou Huaisheng's neck, and said blankly, "What should I do? Ah Huai, what should I do?" what to do?"
He has already lost Juan, even if he and Zhou Huaisheng can still stay together forever, it can't offset the pain of losing him.
Before going to bed, he kissed the curly little cheek several times. The little guy put his arms around his neck, told him what happened in the kindergarten, and told him that he was praised by the teacher. His voice was soft and coquettish, begging Lin Zhiyi stayed with him for a while, Lin Zhiyi remembered that Juanjuan was wearing a goose-yellow cotton pajamas, which was more comfortable to hold in his arms than a plush toy.
Lin Zhiyi wished he could be with him 24 hours a day.
But what to do now?
He will never see Juanjuan again, even if he and Zhou Huaisheng have another reunion, it will not be Juanjuan anymore, it will hurt more than cutting a piece of flesh from him, and he will cry just thinking about it, he doesn't even know he can Can't live.
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't empathize with his emotions, he leaned back slightly, and then gently pushed Lin Zhiyi away.
Lin Zhiyi closed his eyes in despair.
It turned out that it wasn't enough for him to find Zhou Huaisheng back.
Now it was ten years ago, Zhou Huaisheng didn't love him, Juanjuan didn't exist, he didn't fall from Yanmeng Mountain, Lin Yande didn't go to jail, everything is unknown.
It is meaningless for him to forcibly pull the plot back to the previous track, because everything has changed, and he cannot predict the risks afterwards.
He also didn't want to break Zhou Huaisheng's peaceful life every time he appeared.
Lin Zhiyi supported the stove and stood up. Just as he took a step, suddenly his eyes went dark, and he fell to the ground suddenly, falling into a coma.
Zhou Huaisheng hugged him reflexively.
When he woke up again, Lin Zhiyi was lying on Zhou Huaisheng's bed. Zhou Huaisheng sent the doctor away and was about to boil a pot of hot water. Lin Zhiyi opened his eyes and called out "A Huai" softly.
Zhou Huaisheng put down the things in his hands and walked over, standing by the bed.
Lin Zhiyi said: "I was talking crazy just now, don't take it seriously."
Zhou Huaisheng was startled.
"I asked about you from other people. I don't know you. I... I often fall ill."
Lin Zhiyi lay on his side and looked at Zhou Huaisheng, his eyes lost focus, "I'll be leaving later."
Zhou Huaisheng let out a "hmm".
Lin Zhiyi said again: "Can I have dinner with you?"
"Okay, what would you like to eat?"
"Green pepper fried meat."
"I'll do it now."
"Thank you."
Zhou Huaisheng re-tied the apron, took out the meat and cut it into shreds, poured oil into the hot pan, made green pepper fried meat for Lin Zhiyi, and brought it to the table. Lin Zhiyi came over, took the bowl and chopsticks, and said "Thank you" ".
"How old are you?" Zhou Huaisheng asked.
Lin Zhiyi replied, "Eighteen."
"Where are you from?"
"Wangcheng, my family brought me to the rock platform to play, but I ran out alone."
Zhou Huaisheng nodded.
Lin Zhiyi held back his tears and stuffed a mouthful of fried pork with green peppers, and another mouthful of rice. His mouth was bulging, and he couldn't swallow it. Zhou Huaisheng quickly scooped up a bowl of soup for him, brought it to him, and patted it for him. Lin Zhiyi's back, "Eat slowly, don't choke."
Lin Zhiyi ate the soup and finally swallowed the meal. He asked, "Will you go on a blind date the day after tomorrow?"
Zhou Huaisheng was caught off guard and did not answer.
"Go, I think it's quite appropriate, they are all beta, and they live close together."
Zhou Huaisheng smiled, "The kid knows a lot."
Lin Zhiyi made up his mind and said stubbornly: "Go, I hope you are happy."
Lin Zhiyi has always been a very selfish person, he has always regarded Zhou Huaisheng as his own, but this time he sincerely hopes that Zhou Huaisheng can meet a suitable person, get married and have children, and he does not have to accompany Lin Zhiyi like before. , was criticized and suffered a lot in Dingshengli.
He stopped suddenly while eating, his eyes full of sadness.
Zhou Huaisheng began to recall all the crazy words that Lin Zhiyi had said, although each sentence sounded inexplicable, but for no reason, Zhou Huaisheng unexpectedly had a strange idea: maybe what he said was not a lie.
Because his crying red eyes are so distressing.
"Are you still studying?"
Lin Zhiyi nodded, "Well, this year's college entrance examination."
"Very good," Zhou Huaisheng helped Lin Zhiyi scoop up another bowl of soup, "Get into a good university."
Lin Zhiyi drank the soup obediently, but he didn't notice that his tongue was burned. Zhou Huaisheng quickly took it and helped him shake the spoon.
Ten years later, he will take care of Lin Zhiyi like a child in the same way. Lin Zhiyi deliberately lowered his head, afraid that Zhou Huaisheng would see his red and swollen eyes.
He suddenly said: "You can also try to jump out of your current life circle, find a better job, and live a better life."
Zhou Huaisheng bent the corners of his mouth and said helplessly, "I—"
Lin Zhiyi snapped back and said, "I'm looking forward to it."
Zhou Huaisheng's expression froze and his pupils shrank slightly. No one had ever said such words to him before.
How did the word look forward to appear on him?
"Although we met for the first time, I think you are very good, so I hope you will get better."
Zhou Huaisheng couldn't calm down his heartbeat: "...Thank you."
Lin Zhiyi ate up the whole plate of fried pork with green peppers, even the green peppers that he disliked most on weekdays. Zhou Huaisheng handed him a towel to wipe his mouth.
He walked to his suitcase, opened it, and took out a wad of cash wrapped in an envelope, which he took from home. While Zhou Huaisheng was washing towels, he secretly stuffed the envelope under Zhou Huaisheng's pillow.
Then he stood at the door, ready to leave.
Zhou Huaisheng washed the towel restlessly, delaying time on purpose. He didn't know why his emotions were being dragged by that boy, but he didn't dare to turn around now, and didn't dare to face the fact that Lin Zhiyi was about to leave.
Lin Zhiyi is like a shooting star, amazing and fleeting, reflecting Zhou Huaisheng's peaceful life incomparably mediocre, Zhou Huaisheng began to lust for the brilliance of Lin Zhiyi.
"It's getting late, I'm leaving." Lin Zhiyi said.
Zhou Huaisheng put the towel to dry on the rack, wiped his hands, turned around and forced a smile and said, "Okay, I'll take you to the entrance of the village."
Lin Zhiyi shook his head, "No need."
There was a distance of about two meters between the two of them, Lin Zhiyi took a step back, couldn't help it before turning around, ran back and threw himself into Zhou Huaisheng's arms, hugging Zhou Huaisheng's waist tightly.
Zhou Huaisheng heard a soft "A Huai".
He belatedly embraced the person in his arms.
Lin Zhiyi said silently in his heart: "Ah Huai, I don't want to, but I can't be so selfish every time."
Rather than letting Zhou Huaisheng know that they once had a child, making Zhou Huaisheng regret, and letting him work hard as a "nanny" for decades, it is better not to start.
Just like that day at the alley of Mowen Bar, Sheng Jiahui asked Zhou Huaisheng if he wanted to find a part-time job in Dingsheng. Zhou Huaisheng's answer was "I don't want to, I'm very tired, and I want to go home."
Zhou Huaisheng's embrace was very warm, and his body smelled very good. Lin Zhiyi was reluctant to let go, but he finally woke up in time, let go of his hand and took a step back.
"I'm sorry to bother you."
After speaking, he dragged his suitcase and ran away, leaving Zhou Huaisheng standing there alone in a daze.
Lin Zhiyi returned to Wangcheng. After being bedridden for a whole month, he finally recovered, returned to the classroom to continue classes, and was admitted to a university in the capital with excellent grades.
When he was a sophomore, he applied to go abroad as an exchange student, and he came back a year later. He lived according to the trajectory of the proud son of heaven, earnest and hardworking, but also taciturn. People around him thought he was a different kind, as if he had no emotions or desires.
If there is an alpha who is interested in him approaching, he will also decisively refuse.
He cut off contact with Lin Yande, and used the money Gu Nian left him to support several orphanages for children in Wangcheng. He would go back to Wangcheng every week to play games and handicrafts with the children in the orphanage.
When he was cutting the ribbon, he would also think of Juanjuan, thinking of the little guy who, in order to celebrate his and Zhou Huaisheng's wedding anniversary, would not go to sleep at night and secretly get up to stack stars, his little hands hurt.
He thinks of Juanjuan in everything he does.
When he got home, he sat on the windowsill, looked at the moon quietly, and repeatedly recalled the past.
If there is no time travel, Juanjuan should be eight years old this year. He is in elementary school. He must be very popular with teachers and classmates. He is well-behaved and sensible, with excellent grades. While doing homework on the small sofa, he waited for Lin Zhiyi to finish the meeting, without making any noise.
He and Zhou Huaisheng have also been together for almost 11 years, and I don't know if they can remain in love as before, or will they quarrel?
Even if there is a quarrel, even if it is Lin Zhiyi's fault, Zhou Huaisheng will definitely take the initiative to apologize. Lin Zhiyi has stepped up, leaning into Zhou Huaisheng's arms, and shouting at her husband a few times, no matter how big the conflict is, it will disappear.
Lin Zhiyi wrapped herself tightly in a blanket, the dead leaves outside the window were blown off by the wind, and the beautiful illusion was shattered.
Lu Jincheng saw that he was unhappy at home all day during the holidays, so he finally dragged him out to have a meal, and found a new Cantonese restaurant in Wangcheng, "What are you doing with a sad face all day long? Who messed with you?"
Lin Zhiyi couldn't eat, so he touched the rim of the bowl with his chopsticks, "Brother Jincheng, would you believe me if I said that I traveled through time ten years later?"
Lu Jincheng pondered for a moment, "Well... Although there are quite a lot of time-travel dramas recently, you won't be poisoned, right?"
Lin Zhiyi was not surprised by Lu Jincheng's reaction, and said with a smile, "You're kidding."
He asked again: "Brother Jincheng, how are you and Zhong Ye doing?"
Lu Jincheng was stunned, "How about what?"
Just as Lin Zhiyi wanted to speak, he stopped. He shouldn't tamper with other people's lives, and let Lu Jincheng and Zhong Ye not separate for five years because of a misunderstanding. Although it doesn't take five years to waste, their children won't be the same by then. small up.
Lin Zhiyi thought of Juanjuan again.
"Nothing, just ask."
Lu Jincheng blinked at him, and said with a smirk: "Did you break up in love? Why didn't you tell me when we talked about it?"
Lin Zhiyi still shook his head and looked around boredly. The decoration of the restaurant is mainly black and white, very simple and elegant. Not far away is a row of waiters in dark red uniforms. Lin Zhiyi looked over lazily , the line of sight froze suddenly.
His whole body shook, and he sat up straight suddenly, startling Lu Jincheng, "What's wrong?"
Lin Zhiyi wanted to rush over, but his legs seemed to be frozen. It wasn't until Lu Jincheng reached out and waved his hand in front of his eyes that he regained his senses. He swished out and ran straight to the person standing at the end of the line.
It was Zhou Huaisheng.
It's really him!
The person in charge of the restaurant chased after him and asked, "Sir, what's the matter?"
Lin Zhiyi stopped, pointed to Zhou Huaisheng, "I'm looking for him."
Zhou Huaisheng looked over after hearing the movement, and his eyes collided with Lin Zhiyi's. The two of them didn't move forward, but looked at each other for a long time, and finally smiled at each other.
Lin Zhiyi threw himself into Zhou Huaisheng's arms, tears gushing out, "Ah Huai..."
"I'm here." Zhou Huaisheng hugged him back.
Lin Zhiyi took Zhou Huaisheng's wrist, turned around and said to the astonished Lu Jincheng, "I'm sorry Brother Jincheng, I have something to attend to, so I'm leaving first."
Lin Zhiyi has been the most calm since he was a child. Lu Jincheng has never seen him look so excited, he hesitated: "Ah, ah, good."
Lin Zhiyi dragged Zhou Huaisheng all the way to a small park not far away. He pushed Zhou Huaisheng to a place where there was no one else, and then held Zhou Huaisheng's face in his hands and kissed him. kiss.
Maybe he just ate some fruit, but the tip of Lin Zhiyi's tongue smelled like pineapple, which was very sweet.
Zhou Huaisheng felt endless nostalgia and longing in Lin Zhiyi's kiss.
After the kiss was over, Lin Zhiyi's tears were all on Zhou Huaisheng's face, the two looked at each other stupidly, Zhou Huaisheng slowly took out a tissue to help Lin Zhiyi wipe his face.
Lin Zhiyi didn't move, just stared at him blankly.
After Zhou Huaisheng finished wiping, Lin Zhiyi clung to him and asked, "Ah Huai, why are you here?"
"I'm studying in Wangcheng University."
Lin Zhiyi opened his eyes wide, and Zhou Huaisheng explained embarrassingly: "An ordinary undergraduate course is not a good school."
"very good already."
"After you left, I can't go back to the previous state. I always think of you and what you said. I think you are right. I can fight."
At the fork in life, Zhou Huaisheng will always choose the road where Lin Zhiyi is. No matter whether they are together for a long time or just glance at each other, as long as Lin Zhiyi is there, it is the right direction for Zhou Huaisheng.
Lin Zhiyi put his arms around him, "So you still came to Wangcheng."
Zhou Huaisheng put his arms around Lin Zhiyi's shoulders, and said softly, "I always feel that what you said is true, and it's not the first time we've met."
Lin Zhiyi looked up at him, clung to his arms, and said aggrievedly: "Why is this the first time we meet? We have been in love for a long, long time."
Rationality told Zhou Huaisheng that time travel was too absurd, but the temperature in his arms reminded him that heartbeat outweighed everything.
Lin Zhiyi was the one who made his heart flutter at the first sight. He only came for a few hours, but his previous 20 years were dimmed.
Zhou Huaisheng was originally a person with nothing, and he didn't care about being stupid and making mistakes. If he could meet Lin Zhiyi again, if Lin Zhiyi still remembered him, that would be his luck. He won't regret it either.
Lin Zhiyi stood on tiptoe and kissed Zhou Huaisheng's lips twice more, "We will never separate again."
Zhou Huaisheng listened patiently to him. After a long time, they sat side by side on a park bench. Lin Zhiyi leaned on Zhou Huaisheng's shoulder. Zhou Huaisheng suddenly asked, "Who is Juanjuan? I heard you mention it the other day. Several times."
"Our baby, he is very cute."
Speaking of this, Lin Zhiyi's eyes instantly turned red.
Zhou Huaisheng reached out and touched Lin Zhiyi's face, "Then he must be very similar to you."
"Ahuai, you haven't even met him. He is really cute and well-behaved. He is more important to you than anything else. Ahuai, I still can't accept this."
Zhou Huaisheng pulled Lin Zhiyi into his arms. Although he still couldn't empathize with him 100%, his heart was still dull.
"I really want to watch him grow up."
In Zhou Huaisheng's arms, Lin Zhiyi was finally able to vent out the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time.
……
……
"Zhiyi, wake up, wake up."
Someone was calling his name in his sleep, like a hand stretched out in the chaotic darkness, and rescued Lin Zhiyi from the abyss. Lin Zhiyi curled up, Zhou Huaisheng turned on the light, turned around and hugged him, coaxing : "Zhiyi, don't be afraid."
Lin Zhiyi opened his eyes suddenly, and met Zhou Huaisheng's worried gaze.
He froze for half a minute.
"Is it a dream?"
Zhou Huaisheng wiped away the tears from the corners of Lin Zhiyi's eyes with his fingertips, and said with a smile, "Yes, you are having a nightmare, little fool."
Lin Zhiyi looked around, it was his villa ten years later, he immediately put on his slippers, ran to the children's room, opened the door, and by the light of the corridor, he saw Juanjuan sleeping soundly on the small bed.
The quilt slid to one side, and the hem of the clothes was lifted up, revealing her white and tender belly.
Lin Zhiyi walked over with lingering fear, knelt down beside him, and let out a long sigh of relief.
He held Curly's little hand, pressed his cheek against it, and said with difficulty hiding his fear, "Fortunately, it was a dream."
Zhou Huaisheng walked in and hugged him from behind, "What nightmare did you have?"
"I dreamed that I traveled back ten years ago."
"Then there will be no scrolls," Zhou Huaisheng rubbed Lin Zhiyi's heart, and said softly, "No wonder you cry so hard."
"Ah Huai, in my dream I went to Yanmeng Village to look for you, and I told you a lot, you took me for a lunatic."
With a smile in his eyes, Zhou Huaisheng stroked Lin Zhiyi's hair lovingly, "And then?"
"I don't want you to accommodate me every time, so I chose to leave alone, but soon, you came to me again."
Zhou Huaisheng sat down leaning against the curly bed, and then hugged Lin Zhiyi on his lap. He stroked the back of Lin Zhiyi's neck with his hand, made Lin Zhiyi bow his head slightly, and then kissed him.
When his lips and teeth parted, Zhou Huaisheng pressed his forehead and asked him: "Is there something I haven't done well recently? Let my baby have such a nightmare?"
Lin Zhiyi leaned on Zhou Huaisheng's shoulder and whispered, "Maybe God wants me to understand a truth."
"What's the point?"
"You can only be mine."
Zhou Huaisheng smiled, "I was originally yours."
Their movement finally woke up Juanjuan, and it was very difficult for Juanjuan to even open his eyes, but he still crawled to the end of the bed, slid into Lin Zhiyi's arms, sandwiched between the two of them, and asked in a daze, "Xiao Dad, why are you here?"
Lin Zhiyi said: "My little dad had a nightmare, dreaming that the volume disappeared."
Curly quickly hugged
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