atypical romanticism

Shanghua's spring and autumn are extremely short, like a white horse passing through the gap. Before I have time to wash the autumn clothes that I put on in the summer, a cold snap blows away the shadow of the poor autumn.

Before the winter solstice, the cold wave blue warning has been reminded three or four times within a week.Both Zhou Yu and Xiang Sheng are typical people who are afraid of the cold and heat. When the temperature turned cold, Zhou Yu, who had difficulty getting up in the first place, stayed in bed even more. Even Xiang Sheng, who had a regular schedule and a light diet, was reluctant to leave the bed.

But unlike Zhou Yu’s real sleepiness, Xiang Sheng still opens his eyes on time at 6:[-] every morning, but the scope of activities has changed from breakfast stalls and vegetable markets to being confined to the bed, and the content of activities has changed from walking to how to get Zhou Yu out of bed. Wake up and not get beaten.

An ancient man once said: "The more beautiful a woman is, the more she will deceive others."In the past, Zhou Yu thought that this was the ancients' discrimination against beautiful women, but these days, she realized what it meant to be "the ancients never deceived me".

Zhou Yu looked at Xiang Sheng who woke her up more than an hour earlier with a dissatisfied face. Just as he was about to get angry about getting up, he saw that the complacency in Xiang Sheng's eyes instantly turned into grievance and innocence. There was hazy mist in the deer's eyes, as if it wasn't her who woke her up just now.

Zhou Yu was defeated, and the anger of getting up was wiped out by this glance: "Okay, don't sleep."

Xiang Sheng's goal was achieved, he wrapped his arms around her waist from behind, rubbed his chin against her neck, stared at the hickey on Zhou Yu's collarbone with burning eyes, rubbed it lightly with his cold fingers, dumb Said: "Mine."

Zhou snorted depressedly, and looked back at Xiang Sheng's side face. Xiang Sheng's jaw line was sharp, and his facial features were not gentle.

But fortunately, Xiang Sheng doesn't have the hobby of cosplaying villains, and always has a slight smile on her face, as if nothing in the world can make her angry.

Even life and death look down on people, so what cause and effect in the mundane world can hold her back?

Zhou Yu was lost in thought, when Xiang Sheng flicked his forehead gently, and the warm breath brushed against her ears like a feather: "What are you thinking about?"

"I'm thinking about you." Zhou Yu admitted generously without too much tweaking.

Xiang Sheng raised his eyebrows slightly: "Miss me?"

Zhou Yu nodded, and said, "You are like an accomplished monk. Although you may not be able to understand all the sorrows, it seems that there is no worldly world in this world that can hold your emotions back."

Xiang Sheng laughed lightly, but didn't answer, and looked straight at her with loving eyes, like a bone-cutting knife made of roses, trying to melt her into his own eyes.

Zhou Yu tilted his head, and the generosity just now was replaced by a blushing face: "What do you think I am doing, I have your red dust on my face?"

"No," Xiang Sheng kissed her neck lightly, "What I just saw was my world of mortals."

Zhou Yu was stunned for a moment, and after realizing it, he looked back at Xiang Sheng and utterly disillusioned all the atmosphere with one sentence: "Teacher Xiang, I now fully suspect that you told me about your mother's solo solo just to tease me."

Xiang Sheng didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Mr. Zhou, we don't bring along fishing law enforcement early in the morning."

"It's not important," Zhou Yu turned around and rubbed Xiang Sheng's bland face, "You'd better tell me the truth now, be lenient when you confess, and be strict when you resist!"

"I swear," Xiang Sheng raised his right hand, and said seriously, "I've never been in a relationship before, mother and child solo, it's just like a fake."

"Oh." Zhou Yu let go of his hand, and sat under the quilt calmly, without saying a word.

Xiang Sheng didn't dare to say any more, and lay obediently on the spot, staring at Zhou Yu.

Zhou Yu glanced at her, couldn't help but burst out laughing: "Xiang Sheng, you really looked like a puppy just now," he said, rubbing her face again, "It's just that the meat is a bit small, I have to give you a little fatter!"

Xiang Sheng laughed, reached out and pinched her earlobe, and said, "You still have the nerve to talk about me, I don't know who has to coax me to eat every day~"

"Who, I don't know." Zhou Yu turned his face to the side pretending not to know, smiled slightly at Xiang Sheng, and nodded cooperatively, "Maybe it's the twin sister that I haven't met for more than 20 years."

After finishing speaking, Zhou Yu lightly clicked his tongue in a serious manner, and sighed: "Teacher Xiang is so lucky, I can't love you, and my sister can't love you too."

Xiang Sheng sneered, with a bright smile in his brows and eyes, he stretched out his hands to hold her face, and kissed the tenderness.

All the love and tenderness were conveyed to her through this kiss.

The two dawdled on the bed for a while, until Zhou Yu's alarm clock rang, and then slowly got up.

After washing up, both of them sat on the sofa, Xiang Sheng naturally took out Zhou Yu's medicine from the medicine box, and Zhou Yu also deftly took out Xiang Sheng's medicine.The two people fed the medicine into each other's mouth like exchanging rings.

Xiang Sheng never struggled to take medicine, Zhou Yu once again got the medicine stuck in his throat, and poured a big glass of water to wash it down.Xiang Sheng smiled and fed her a piece of candy, different from the previous ones, this time it was soft candy.

She glanced at the package in Sheng's hand. It was grape-flavored gummy bears, which looked familiar for some reason.

But I can't remember where I saw it.

Before she could ask, Xiang Sheng put the fudge on the tea table and said, "Jun Lu, they arrived at Shanghua at twelve o'clock in the morning, and I have a doctor's appointment at nine o'clock, so I can't accompany you to work today." gone."

"It's okay." Zhou Yu didn't worry about the jelly, looked up at Zhou Yu, and said with a smile, "I asked for leave this morning, and I will accompany you to the hospital."

Xiang Sheng was taken aback, Zhou Yu held her hand and said word by word: "You are so brave, I want to be brave too."

What is the meaning of death?

The definition given in medicine is the arrest of breathing and heartbeat, and the permanent loss of function of the central nervous system at or above the brain stem; the vernacular of the common people is that this person will never be seen again, and it is a parting that is destined not to be reunited.

People may be able to accept their own death calmly, but they cannot do one billionth of the death of their relatives and lovers.Zhou Yu couldn't do it either, but she wanted to try.

Because she can feel that Xiang Sheng loves her very much, if this parting is destined to be unavoidable and close at hand, Xiang Sheng probably doesn't want to see her turn back to the muddle-headed "Zhou Yu" who lives like a walking dead again.

"I've always felt that straightforward compliments and confessions are disgusting, but I don't seem to have told you formally that I love you, but you have been emphasizing it," Zhou Yu hugged Xiang Sheng and said, " My girlfriend can't suffer, so, Xiang Sheng, I love you."

"thank you too."

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In his previous life, Xiang Sheng was so nervous that he didn't realize that his condition seemed to be getting worse until the end of the year was approaching, but the disease didn't happen in a day, and no matter how fast the cancer spread, it would be at a certain time. Get to the hospital on time.

After the examination, the expert's long sigh was better than all the pale words—"There is already a tendency to spread, and our opinion is to go through the admission procedures as soon as possible."

Listening to the doctor's words, Zhou Yu felt surprisingly calm in his heart.So did Xiang Sheng.

This result did not exceed the expectations of the two of them.But when it was time to ask each other, Xiang Sheng realized that he was not as free and easy as he had imagined—they were all the same, and they all wanted to complete their journey in this chaotic world.

How could Zhou Yu be the only one desperately trying to survive.

"Xiang Sheng," Zhou Yu broke the silence first, looking at her with a smile on his face, "Do you have a nickname?"

Xiang Sheng was stunned - this question was also asked by Zhou Yu in her previous life.

At that time, she ran the train with her mouth full of words and made up a nickname "Shufen" to make her happy; but now, they are sitting in the hospital, and the sunlight shining on them seems to carry the sadness and greatness of life.

"Yes, but the elders in my family seldom call me by my full name since I was a child." Xiang Sheng took a breath, raised his eyes to meet Zhou Yu's, "My name is A Sheng."

"That means that basically no one calls her by that name," Zhou Yu held her pale knuckles, and said in a gentle voice, "Ah Sheng, you went to Shanghua University, so you should know the road ahead."

"There are two rows of cherry blossom trees planted on Chengqian Avenue. In spring, around April, the flowers bloom. The sky is full of cherry blossoms flying with the wind. It's very beautiful. I want to see it with you."

A mist formed before Xiang Sheng's eyes, she lowered her head, tears fell on the back of Zhou Yu's hands, opened and closed Xiang Sheng's mouth a few times, the answer finally broke through the shackles and said: "Okay."

Zhou Yu smiled brightly, and after helping her wipe away her tears, he calmly asked the doctor some questions. For Xiang Sheng's situation, most of them are comfortable with palliative care, chemotherapy or radiotherapy, it's just to prolong her time as much as possible. .

In other words, there is no cure.

This result is not the first time Xiang Sheng has heard it, in fact, he has heard it many times, but this time his heart is suddenly lost.Her life was re-given by the kindness of God, but most people are greedy. On the day she reunited with Zhou Yu, she was thinking, since this life has been given back to her, why can't she give it to her completely? What about her once?

But in the end, I didn't dare to think about it any more.

She had seen the cherry blossoms on Chengqian Avenue once before. At that time, she had finished the process of dropping out of school, and her eyes were full of fallen flowers.Reluctantly, I was in such a bad mood at the time that I didn't feel a little bit shocked. I only felt that the petals all over the sky had caused a lot of trouble for the sanitation workers, but I forgot that the definition of nuisance is a subjective decision.

The beautiful scenery that I couldn't appreciate last time is not bad for the next spring.

Xiang Sheng agreed to be hospitalized, and decided to get a bag to stay after tomorrow's filming. When they walked out of the consultation room, they found that the corridor was already full of people when they came, and it was even more overcrowded at the moment.

Zhou Yu took her hand, under the sun, with a wanton smile, he said firmly: "Hold me, I will show you a way!"