What is the meaning of love

A month goes by very quickly, especially during the exam preparation time where every second counts. Usually, everyone hopes that the days will pass quickly, but at this time, everyone wishes that the days will be broken and more preparations will be made.

The college entrance examination is tomorrow, Ji Qingwan and Xiao Ning are not nervous, they don't even want to study, they just want to relax and go to bed early.Xiao Ning said that he wanted Ji Qingwan to gossip with him, but Ji Qingwan didn't bother to talk to her, and said that he should recharge his energy and stop listening to too many nonsense things, and tomorrow's exam will be filled with these things in his mind.

Ji Qingwan was lying in bed at night, looking at the composition materials casually, and the first Chinese test tomorrow.Looking at it, a message popped up on WeChat, and Ji Qingwan glanced at it, and it was He Yicheng who asked himself a math question again.

There will be no math test tomorrow, and I have tried my best to ignore him during this time. It took me many days to say a word, and he has no self-knowledge. Don't know?

It's really tireless.Ji Qingwan thought about it, pretended not to see it, didn't reply, anyway, he wasn't in the same test center, and when he asked later, he said that he fell asleep, and he didn't play with his mobile phone two days before the college entrance examination, so he got up slowly to drink water while thinking.

The phone rang again, it was true.

Ji Qingwan poured a glass of water and put it on the head of the bed, lying comfortably, but the news he saw was from Lu Nian.

"Are you reviewing?" The words were as short as ever.

"No, I plan to relax." Ji Qingwan suddenly felt better.

"Shall I chat with you?" Lu Nian asked her. Lu Nian didn't know if Ji Qingwan had someone else to accompany her. He just wanted to do something for her at her important moment, just thinking like this.

Ji Qingwan thought, isn't this just chatting?

Lu Nian sent another message, "I mean I'll call you."

It was Ji Qingwan's turn to be a little flattered. Usually, she mostly sends out voices to Lu Nian, but she is so shy that she doesn't even send out voices. Lu Nian has a cold face to others, and is gentle and easy-going to herself, but she doesn't say anything. Many, no more than three sentences in one breath.It has nothing to do with initiative.

Ji Qingwan thought that Lu Nian could always calm himself down, and instead of replying to the message, he called directly.

"Have you made progress in your studies recently?" Ji Qingwan asked her, thinking that she was busy with the college entrance examination for the past half month, not only did she not meet, but she also asked about Lu Nian's grades a bit less.

"You take the college entrance examination tomorrow, why are you still worried about me?"

In fact, since she had a deep talk with Bai Jiayin about the person she likes last time, she couldn't calm down and talk to Ji Qingwan normally for several days.

Lu Nian was afraid of falling in love with her, afraid that she would be frightened when she knew such feelings, and afraid that she would alienate him because of her aversion to same-sex feelings.She is so good, how could she also like herself.

And people are always unable to restrain themselves, what they want, want the other person to have the same intentions as themselves, it is impossible to restrain sadness, liking someone, the first feeling is inferiority.

What she saw, Ji Qingwan was always radiant, whether it was Ji Qingwan's own light or the light in Lu Nian's eyes, it eventually overshadowed everyone else.

"I don't have to worry about myself, I'm confident hahaha" Ji Qingwan was still that stinking her.

For some reason, Xiao Ning and Ji Qingwan said that the air would be eight degrees lower when getting along with someone as cold as Lu Nian.But Ji Qingwan always felt that although the air was not so noisy when the two got along, it was also not so deserted, and there was always some comfort in it.

Just like now, the obviously impetuous mood before the exam has become more relaxed in the few minutes of chatting that is not lively and humorous.

"Go to bed early, don't stay up late." Lu Nian finally said.

"Well, you too." Ji Qingwan replied to her.

"You finish the exam the day after tomorrow, shall we relax together?" Lu Nian asked her.

This was something that Lu Nian hadn't thought about before calling. He was just chatting, and wanted to see her very much. He hadn't seen her for half a month, so he asked her that.

Ji Qingwan also wanted to see her a little bit, because Xiao Lunian was so active today, she was also in a good mood, "Okay, just wait for me with my mother, I'm at the XX test center."

"Well, good night, come on."

"Good night."

In the north, even at noon in midsummer, it is not very hot, but comfortable and pleasant.The breeze with a lazy breath blows gently, which is the taste of youth.

In a few minutes, this 12-year journey will come to an end, and they will be greeted by the next journey of life, a different kind of scenery, and brand new people and things.

Even though the entrance of the test center was crowded with all kinds of people, at this moment they were no longer clamoring and clamoring. Maybe it was not an objective quietness, but in Lu Nian's subjective consciousness, she felt that the surroundings seemed to have calmed down. Looking for a familiar figure at that exit.

With a big smile on Ji Qingwan's face, she ran out with the exam bag in her right hand like a happy repair hook. She saw Lu Nian at a glance, just as Lu Nian also saw her at a glance. .

The corners of Lu Nian's mouth also curled up unconsciously. In the eyes of others, it was like the warm sun appearing in the severe winter, adding warmth to the surrounding ice and snow.There was a girl next to her whispering to her, but Lu Nian thought in his heart, Ji Qingwan looks so stupid, he must have done well in the exam, there is no doubt about it.

After coming to Lu Nian's place, I wanted to give him a big hug, and my enthusiasm has not diminished, but Lu Nian hides a little uncomfortable.Ji Qingwan didn't think much of it, anyway, Lu Nian was usually quite introverted, he was too crazy just now, and he was really in a good mood after the exam.

After Ji Qingwan had a few words with Jiang Yulan, he took Lu Nian to relax.Jiang Yulan just asked her not to play too late, and followed her.

Lu Nian brought her a bottle of water and handed it to her, "Take a sip, it's a bit hot." He also thoughtfully unscrewed it for her.

Ji Qingwan looked at the unscrewed mineral water, thoughtfully, took a big sip, and said to her, "How do you know I'm thirsty? Let me tell you, I spent all this afternoon in order not to go to the bathroom. Didn't drink any water."

"I guessed it, my aunt said you didn't get water when you went in at noon." Lu Nian talked to her and walked out of the crowd with her.

Today their plan is to go to a movie. There are romance movies, ghost movies, comedy movies, and war movies in the same period.Ji Qingwan wanted to watch the romance movie because it was called "You and My XX Years", but Lu Nian directly refused, Ji Qingwan asked her why, she just said she was not interested, Ji Qingwan thought she was shy and introverted .

In fact, Lu Nian's heart was full of ups and downs, and he was not pure at all. It was absolutely impossible to watch that kind of movie with her spring heart, wouldn't that not give him a step down?

In the end, because Ji Qingwan was afraid of the dark and ghosts, he could only choose light-hearted and humorous comedies on the grounds that he didn't want to watch depressing war movies after the exam.

As he was talking, Lu Nian just wanted to buy two ice creams at a dessert shop by the side of the road, but was stopped by two girls next to him saying hello.

One of the girls patted Lu Nian's shoulder lightly, and said to her in a moderate voice, "Hello, we are, the one who just stayed next to you, that is, are you waiting for your sister?"

Lu Nian felt baffled, this person couldn't speak clearly, "Well, what's the matter?" He answered briefly in a cold voice.

"It's nothing, that's it, we think you are very beautiful, and you look good when you smile! Can I buy you an ice cream?"

The girl was a little nervous because of her cold attitude.

Lu Nian was still thinking, when did he laugh?Just about to say something, but politely refused, Ji Qingwan pulled her arm from the side, and said a little alienated, "No, thank you. We have already ordered."

Only then did Lu Nian realize that Ji Qingwan already had two more ice creams in his hands, and when he turned around to chat with someone, did she buy them?