What is the meaning of love

During the lunch break, Bai Jiayin was talking to Lu Nian about a certain Tanmei novel again. It was about an ancient novel, one would be a great general fighting on the battlefield, and the other would be an actor who sang an opera. It was a self-study class, and the class was over soon, and the teacher reminded Bai Jiayin at least three times not to talk anymore.

In the end, Bai Jiayin didn't seem to hear it. She faced the front and pretended to listen, and then she whispered to herself with her mouth crooked, and continued to talk, as if she would be suffocated if she didn't speak out.

get out of class is finally over.

"Lu Nian, there is a message on your phone."

Bai Jiayin preached to Lu Nian who was walking towards him in the cafeteria with a big bowl of Malatang.

The two of them often eat a portion of mala tang together, because they have similar tastes, and the queue is very slow, and you have to wait to order two, so it is called convenient and cheap.

Lu Nian snorted, took a bowl and started to serve soup, presumably there was no one else except the class news and Ji Qingwan, since there was no news on Jiayin's cell phone, it should be Ji Qingwan who sent something to him.

After Lu Niansheng put some in the small bowl, he put the chopsticks next to the bowl, but left the spoon behind. He turned on the phone with his left hand, looked at the screen of the phone, and didn't speak for a long time.

Bai Jiayin saw that Lu Nian had maintained this spoon-holding posture for a while, and hurriedly urged her, "Is that your sister? Don't look at it, let's eat first?" Usually, when Lu Nian sends a message on his mobile phone, there will be ten times. Eight times it was the mysterious sister.

"No, it's news from Qingshan Literature."

"Qingshan Literature? You also read novels?" Bai Jiayin was puzzled.

"I wrote a short article and submitted it yesterday. Their editors thought my writing was good and wanted to sign a contract with me."

Bai Jiayin reflected on the amount of information in this sentence for a while, then stared at her with wide eyes, "Why didn't you tell me earlier! Show me!"

Excitedly pulling her sleeves, he didn't even eat, so he tortured her, because he could actually read novels written by his best friend!The author is by his side, so he can do whatever he wants with CP.

Lu Nian put down the phone calmly, and persuaded her to eat quickly and wait until she got back.Although Bai Jiayin kept asking her what the plot was, she ignored her.

After returning to the classroom, Lu Nian showed her the manuscript she had written. In fact, she didn't have a cold image in front of Bai Jiayin, because Bai Jiayin told her everything, and she was not taboo about meat and vegetables. It can be said that Lu Nian It seems to have opened up a new world, and sometimes it is embarrassing. Naturally, the literary style of her writing is not shy.

In the process of watching, Lu Nian observed various changes in Bai Jiayin's expression, including amazement, shyness, nervousness, and even madness.

But after reading all of them, she first seriously said that your writing is really delicate, and then asked Lu Nian:

"How did you come up with this short story?"

"Because I think the novel you told is too ridiculous, I thought of a not ridiculous one, and I plan to show it to you."

"You've never been in love, how do you write so delicately?" "Do you have to kill someone to write about a murderer?"

In fact, Bai Jiayin felt that Lu Nian was not a person who would long for things that she wasn't interested in. In her heart, she could only do things if she should. If she wasn't asked to do something, she probably wouldn't take the initiative to do it unless she was interested.

Bai Jiayin's gossip came up, "Do you have someone you like?"

The protagonist written in this short story does not have a clear gender, but it is a description of the relationship between two people, but I vaguely feel that both of them are very gentle.Bai Jiayin wanted to verify the thoughts in her heart during this time.

After listening to her words, Lu Nian suddenly felt that there was something she hadn't grasped recently, and slipped back again. She couldn't figure it out, couldn't speak, and fell into deep thought.

Seeing that she stopped talking and became serious, Bai Jiayin panicked, "Are you really writing a documentary?"

"Stop talking now." Lu Nian said lukewarmly, with an abnormally cold face.

"Oh." Bai Jiayin was very tactful, she closed her mouth, and let her think for herself.

Lu Nian thought about it for several days. She has been shrouded in low air pressure for the past few days. Bai Jiayin dare not talk to her. The boys who usually have a crush on her thought she was a stranger. Recently, now he is even more afraid to strike up a conversation, so no one stays within one meter of Lu Nian for a long time.

School was over tonight, and the next day was a weekend break, so Lu Nian took Bai Jiayin to a restaurant outside the school for dinner.

"Jiayin, I have something to ask you." Lu Nian ordered her a signature fried rice, and pulled her to sit beside her.

"Is it about the thing I asked you a few days ago?" Bai Jiayin regretted that she said that. Lu Nian's personality is not as easy-going as most people, so it is too embarrassing for her.

"Yes, I have thought about that matter these days, and what you said is right."

Although Lu Nian doesn't care about many things, it's not what she should do to escape.She thought carefully about the ins and outs of writing this short story. She really didn't simply think that Jiayin's novel was stupid. What kind of love is she fantasizing about, she just wants to write it that way, there are things she has experienced, and there are things she wants to experience.

And yesterday, Ji Qingwan sent a message to himself, saying that he wanted to go to her place by himself to study the problem together.

My heart was in a mess. I rejected her for the first time that day, because Lu Nian felt that he didn't want to face her for the time being, as if he had something on his mind that he was afraid of being known, and he needed to think it over carefully.

Lu Nian calmed down his disturbed heartbeat, and said to Bai Jiayin seriously, "I seem to have a special feeling for a very good person, but I don't know if I like it, because I have never liked anyone before, and I don't know what it is Like, I'm afraid to mistake admiration and appreciation for liking."

Lu Nian's already cold face, coupled with the serious tone at the moment, calmed down Bai Jiayin's mood inexplicably. She knew that this was not the time to joke, so she thought for a while, and used all the sentences she saw in the novel. Now, try to reply her with a very serious attitude:

"If you're not sure, make sure you like someone, you're possessive, you'll find that you want to be with her, treat her well, be special to her. If you have intimate contact, you'll feel Heartbroken and nervous, but you can’t help but still want to be intimate, you will feel that she is very good, even if there are advantages and disadvantages, you will also think that she is very good. Seeing her getting close to others will make you very sad."

Bai Jiayin paused, and then said, "If you have all these, then you should like her, don't avoid her, after confirming, you can think about whether she likes you too, and how are you going to deal with it?" good."

"Do you like that sister, don't you?" Bai Jiayin thinks this way because she knows Lu Nian's circle very well. There is no one, so who can she like.

After listening to her words, Lu Nian began to recall the details of how he and Ji Qingwan got along. These things are rarely confirmed, because almost no one else appeared with them, and her friend Xiao Ning was there a few times. I did behave a bit inappropriately, but it wasn't that sad.

As for close contact, they are all within the range of friends. If it is a characteristic of liking, probably only I like staying with her very much, and I really want to see her, I can confirm it.Also, I think she is very beautiful and very good.

Why do you like her?Lu Nian himself couldn't figure it out, and found it too incomprehensible.

We have known each other for more than two months, and nothing major happened. We often meet each other to study and study. How did this relationship develop secretly?

Young love is as unpredictable as the wind. It comes and goes without logic.

"Well. I'll figure it out slowly." The novel belongs to the novel. Lu Nian didn't expect Jiayin's attitude towards same-sex love to be like this, and she felt very relieved.