What is the meaning of love

Ji Qingwan woke up late, this time she left the ancestral hall, and was in the private hospital of Ji's family. After experiencing 24 hours of darkness, she felt a little uncomfortable when she first saw the light.

She hadn't eaten for more than a day, was exhausted, and was receiving an infusion. Ji Yuan'an and Ji Qingxuan were beside her. Seeing that she had woken up, her brother came over with porridge.

Ji Qingwan didn't eat, and turned his head away.

"What do you want? Are you planning to go on a hunger strike?" Ji Yuanan calmed down a little after a day, and now he is completely incomprehensible and distressed.

Ji Qingxuan stood beside him, feeling extremely uncomfortable. Since the accident, he hadn't had a good day, but his sister was like this, but he couldn't help her.

Ji Qingwan exhaled, she is too weak now, "I want Grandpa to give me a chance."

Ji Yuan'an didn't train her like a machine, he not only poured his heart and soul into it, but also poured his feelings into it. Of course, he loves his granddaughter very much. Now that he is like this, he feels very uncomfortable. He hates iron and steel, "What chance?"

Ji Qingwan looked at him, and it was the first time he took the initiative to negotiate terms with him, and said earnestly,

"Grandpa, I've never begged you for anything. This time, Xiao Wan wants to ask you to give me a chance. I can do whatever you want me to do, and to whatever extent I can do it. As long as you can help us ,OK?"

It's not that Ji Yuan'an doesn't know that same-sex people can have feelings for each other. He objected because it didn't suit him. It was because of Ji Qingwan's deceit, and the same-sex mess in the family.

Over the decades of successful career, Ji Yuanan has always been one-sided, he can do what he wants, no one dares to disobey, his children and grandchildren have always obeyed orders, he can promote whoever he wants to promote, and whoever wants to suppress will end up in a dead end, never You will be threatened and forced to change your decision.

Relying on his love and respect for her, Ji Qingwan threatened her with his life. Yes, he was embarrassed. Ji Yuanan was very happy and satisfied to have such an excellent heir as Ji Qingwan. He didn't want to change to the slightly inferior Ji Qingxuan.

"Do you think I was moved by you when I let you out?" Ji Yuan'an was not so angry, because the two people were still a bit modest, and it wasn't that they didn't give in even a single step.

"Your aunt and uncle interceded for you. Lu Nian said that she promised that she would not appear in your sight before I accepted you, let alone have any contact with you."

Even though Ji Qingwan had already guessed it, she still couldn't help shedding tears, and temporarily separated, how long, how long, grandpa can accept them.

"Grandpa, how can you accept us? You say, I will definitely do it." Ji Qingwan had no choice, this was the last thing she could do.

Ji Yuan'an asked Ji Qingxuan to feed her, but Ji Qingwan compromised, stuttered and wept while eating, her brother felt suffocated and wiped it for her.

"I will transfer basically all of your shares in the real estate to Xiaoxuan, and I will reserve 1% of the seats for you. I will take back half of your shares in Weiguang, and you will not be able to exercise important rights at the shareholders' meeting." Ji Yuanan trusted his grandson , this is not bad.

Ji Qingwan still drank porridge, no objection, "Okay."

"The Weiguang company is all managed by you. If there is something to do at the shareholders' meeting, maybe I can help you. When you push Weiguang to a bigger stage and hold the biggest voice of the Ji family besides me, you are the next generation of the Ji family." Now that you are the head of the family, at that time, I will not stop you from doing anything you want to do."

Ji Yuan'an continued, "If I can't wait until then, it depends on whether you can let me hand over the power to you."

After Ji Yuan'an finished speaking, he ordered his servant to push him away, leaving a message for her,

"Use your strength to get me to agree, instead of begging me to pity you."

Ji Qingwan cried while eating, tears fell into the bowl and onto her brother's hands, which made Ji Qingxuan's heart ache, and changed to another bowl, intending to let her relax, "Xiaowan, you Get yourself together."

In fact, this condition is basically an impossible task. Maybe three to five years, maybe ten years.

Ji Qingwan stopped her brother, "Where did you take Lu Nian?"

"When I went to your house, she was no longer at home. I asked around, and it must be my uncle who took her away." Ji Qingxuan listened to his sister's instructions and planned to protect Lu Nian so that the old man would not embarrass her.

"I see." Since it's Lu Jianguo, it must be fine. Ji Qingwan at least wants to know where Lu Nian is, so he can send someone to protect her from behind, and let her be safe even if he doesn't meet.

After recovering for a day, Ji Qingwan was discharged from the hospital and went home. He had decided to cheer up and work hard. When he entered the door lock code and saw every trace of himself and Lu Nian being together in the house, he collapsed again. up.

Ji Qingwan doesn't want to move out of here, it's ok, stay here all the time, let me not forget what I want to do for a moment, don't forget that Lu Nian is still waiting for me, don't forget the temporary separation agreement.

Ji Qingwan was walking around aimlessly, and now it seemed that there were no more tears, but endless sorrow and heartbreak. He saw the things on the bedside table in the master bedroom. They were the two cards he read to Lu, and the ones he read to Lu. Bracelets and necklaces, and the music box that recorded her voice.

In the closet, Lu Nian took away a few clothes, two pairs of shoes, a few bags, a set of cosmetics, and left all the rest here.

Thinking about these things, there is no difference, she just took away a few that are convenient to carry, the two basically share everything except underwear, often you wear mine and I wear yours.

She should still be carrying that ring, the voice recorder she gave her, and the other party's Polaroid that will always be in her bag.

Ji Qingwan sat on the couch by the bay window, looked out of the window for a long time, picked up the phone and tried to call Lu Nian, wanted to hear her voice again, wanted to say goodbye to her, but couldn't get through, her number was canceled.

Ji Qingwan wanted to send her a WeChat message, but just after sending it, there was a red exclamation mark. In the past six years since they met, Lu Nian blocked him for the first time, and all the software could not be found. For the first time, he completely lost her Contact information.

Lu Nian left his own life. Ji Qingwan thought about this sentence several times before he tried to accept it. He turned to the contact person and called Lu Jianguo.

It rang for a long time over there, and when it was connected, she sighed, "Xiaowan?"

Ji Qingwan said softly, "Uncle, I want to ask you, Lu Nian, where does she live now?"

Lu Jianguo didn't speak, Ji Qingwan explained, "I'm not looking for her, I just want to know where she is, I can send someone to protect her, I just hope she can live well."

Lu Jianguo was also feeling uncomfortable. Ji Qingwan let himself down. He thought she could protect Lu Nian, but in the end he almost killed the child. He said, "Don't look for her, I will take care of her, I don't need you .”

After thinking about it, I felt that Ji Qingwan was also quite miserable. I heard that she was punished to faint twice at Ji's house, the doctor went in twice, and she was finally admitted to the hospital, so she was afraid of speaking harshly, and Lu Nian didn't want to see her suffer. He comforted her and said, "Uncle knows that your love is stronger than Jin Jian's. You feel uncomfortable, and Anian is also very difficult. Xiao Wan, you live a good life, and I will take care of her for you. Please let the other party feel at ease."

Ji Qingwan didn't ask for Lu Nian's address, even if he missed her, he couldn't even look at her. There was no other way, as if he could only look at her account on Weibo as a stranger.

Are you going to work tomorrow?Ji Qingwan thought about it, let's wait for a few more days, it seems that those days are not too bad.