What is the meaning of love

As soon as Lu Nian came out, he saw Ji Qingwan's figure appearing in his field of vision. It was a bit unexpected, but it seemed to be within common sense.

She was afraid that she would not be able to restrain her emotions, so she walked slowly to her side and turned on the tap to wash her hands.Without raising his head, he said, "Does sister want to go to the bathroom?"

Ji Qingwan said, "I don't go to the toilet, I wait for someone."

Lu Nian knew that Ji Qingwan was waiting for her, but she was afraid that too much getting along and talking would reveal her emotions, especially eye contact.So he turned and left.

"Then I'll go first."

As soon as Lu Nian took a step, she felt that someone was pulling her wrist. She didn't like being touched, and she almost wanted to retract reflexively, but she realized that it was Ji Qingwan who was pulling her, so she couldn't help but want to be greedy for such a person. Touch, no resistance.

Before Lu Nian's hands were dry, the warm touch was magnified from his wrists. Ji Qingwan said slowly, "I'm waiting for you."

Lu Nian turned sideways and asked her, "What's the matter?"

Ji Qingwan pulled her around and made the two of them face each other, looking at her without blinking, "Tell me what's wrong with you, okay?"

Time seemed to stand still, and all the surrounding sounds disappeared, only the sound of Lu Nian's violent heartbeat and breathing.

Lu Nian almost fell for her eyes, and told her all his true thoughts.

But Lu Nian didn't, because she knew what the result would be. Maybe Ji Qingwan would be shocked, scared, unable to understand, and maybe really bored with herself. Maybe there was a slight possibility that she had something to do with him. The same thought.

But such a small possibility is very small.Even if it happened, it would make Lu Nian feel bad.

In order to express love better and more thoroughly, in order to be able to stand by her side confidently one day.Lu Nian could only choose to bury his vague feelings in his heart and take root.

"I don't know what you're talking about." Lu Nian's expression was calm, and he even raised his head slightly indifferently, looking back at her.

Lu Nian felt that Ji Qingwan was a person who left three points in everything. He had expressed his attitude that he didn't want to mention it many times, and the other party should understand.

But what surprised her was that this time Ji Qingwan couldn't be more straightforward, "Why did you suddenly turn me off? Did I do something wrong that day?"

Hearing what Ji Qingwan said, Lu Nian felt his nose a little sore and wanted to cry.

She was very afraid that the psychological defense line she had worked so hard to build would collapse again, and her efforts would be in vain.

"I'm not indifferent to you, it's just that the exams are over, what else do we need to talk about?" Lu Nian thought, the usual topic of the two of them is just study, this is probably the only connection between him and Ji Qingwan, the living environment is social The circles are different, and there are only so few common topics.

Lu Nian thought, Ji Qingwan is so smart, he should understand what he means.So with a little force on his wrist, he broke free from her confinement, and made a gesture to leave.

Ji Qingwan's flexible brain seemed to be short-circuited at this moment. She didn't understand the meaning of this sentence.

"Do you know what you're talking about?" Ji Qingwan's tone trembled a little, and asked her one last time. Ji Qingwan promised that this was the last chance. If Lu Nian changed his words, she would still believe it. None of that happened.

But things backfired, Ji Qingwan could only believe if he didn't want to believe it.Because Lu Nian didn't answer, and didn't even look in the eyes, he left the bathroom without sloppy steps.

Leaving her here alone, Ji Qingwan didn't know what mood he was in now, it turned out to be obscure sadness, as if there was a stagnation in his heart, and he couldn't get relief no matter what.Now it's all covered by another emotion called anger.

She can only believe now that she has been deceived and used.

She originally thought that in this Ji family, even if everyone's words and actions were false, Lu Nian would not lie to herself, because Lu Nian was so pure and harmless, cold and aloof.

Ji Qingwan helped her and guided her, never expecting anything in return, just obeying his heart, enjoying the relaxing time with Lu Nian without pretending.

It was wrong from the beginning to the end, and only I was stuck in it, thinking that we were friends, and a strong sense of frustration swept over me.

Ji Qingwan found out that he was deceived and used by a girl who was three years younger, and he was the one he provoked on his own initiative. It was really absurd.

After Lu Nian walked out of the bathroom, he confirmed that Ji Qingwan hadn't followed, and his stride of pretending to be calm completely became weak.

She leaned on the arm of the sofa in the main living room and took deep breaths.Lu Nian felt that he could no longer stay here calmly, resisted the urge to cry, and silently said countless words of sorry in his heart, but he couldn't calm down the sad emotions in his heart.

It is rumored that there are tens of thousands of epic loves, most of which have been experienced by ordinary people. They are unforgettable, and only then can they create a true love that will never change until death.But the occurrence of love does not necessarily happen in the blink of an eye, and it often grows secretly in the little things of ordinary life.

I don't even know what kind of strange feeling this is, until I look at your eyes, the hot treasure has nowhere to hide, and I realize that I have fallen in love with you.

Lu Nian is an ordinary little rock in the eyes of the world, but Ji Qingwan is a shining pearl.How could she let herself, who was a stone, approach her.

Lu Nian prayed in his heart that fate would favor him once more, and he could do anything.Please, let us all get what we want.

The laughter at the dinner party continued, and no one knew that something happened in a corner that completely changed the mentality of the two of them.Ji Qingwan was still the same as before, that strong, outstanding girl with no flaws.

Lu Nian had already left Ji's house, and went back to Lu's house first.It doesn't matter, anyway, if Lu Nian is in this room or not, Ji Qingwan's eyes will not stay on her anymore.

Spring goes and autumn comes, year after year.Life is still the same as before, but it is not the same as before.

Because you and I are no longer in touch, as if that time was just a feast for the world, a flash in the pan.Embracing each other for a long time, the remaining warmth is enough to amaze the years.

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I blow the evening wind you blow, then we...