What is the meaning of love

Ji Qingwan seemed to have completely disappeared from Lu Nian's life, but he didn't seem to have left completely.

She thought that Ji Qingwan must hate herself very much.But the other party did not block or delete his account.This made Lu Nian feel lucky, because Ji Qingwan didn't even block her circle of friends.

Lu Nian can occasionally see what she is doing, what kind of people she makes friends with, and how she is feeling.From the looks of it, she probably didn't have a boyfriend, and her closest friend was Xiao Ning.That's right, she is very professional and won't fall in love casually.

Ji Qingwan is getting more and more beautiful, her temperament has become mature and stable, when she smiles, her eyes are filled with stars, which are as white and flawless as the clouds in the sky, floating into people's hearts.

In Lu Nian's place, Ji Qingwan's chat box is on the top, even though he hasn't chatted for a long time.She didn't even want to delete the chat history.

In the past few years, they have only met a few times in Ji's old house during the holidays. Even though Lu Nian was looking at her, Ji Qingwan still didn't give her a look. Perhaps to her, each other is like never Strangers who have never met before.

Probably not, even strangers will not fail to match at first glance, it can only be said that the other party hates themselves too much.

After Lu Nian entered Jiangbei No. [-] High School, his grades rose steadily, not even much worse than Ji Qingwan back then.Such a change made Ji Mingyue and Lu Jianguo ecstatic, and even Mr. Ji began to care about her, but she tried her best to refuse the request to come to the old house.

In the first year of high school, it wasn't long before the two lost contact. Lu Nian thought about her every day, as if a big stone was pressed against his chest, or a turtleneck sweater was worn backwards. It was difficult to relieve the pain in his heart. Emotions, even holding the plush little white rabbit and crying secretly in the middle of the night.

But she restrained the urge to contact her countless times, because Lu Nian knew that if she got it and lost it, it would only be a hundred times more painful than it is now.Lu Nian transformed his love and longing for Ji Qingwan into soft fingers, relying on words, and then wrote romance novels to cover up, venting out as much as possible.

A novel she published in her sophomore year was very popular, and the copyright was adapted into radio dramas and comics.She has already graduated from high school this year, and news came that a company wanted to buy the copyright of film and television dramas and asked her to be a screenwriter.

Lu Nian would often thank that there is still literature in this world, which allows such inhumane love to be told in the cloak of a hero and a heroine.But the one she wanted to thank the most was Ji Qingwan.

Lu Nian was admitted to Capital People's University, and she will continue her studies as a writer.After that hit novel, her fan base has completely grown, and every future work will receive great attention.Afterwards, the works released one after another also have copyright adaptation negotiations.

The short story written for the first time in the third year of junior high school was deleted by Lu Nian, and she was afraid that Ji Qingwan would read it.

Her pen name was changed after she wrote the short story and signed the contract, which is called "Unforgettable".

Probably everyone thought it was a word based on the name. In fact, only Lu Nian knew what it represented. Everything she did was to get close to that dazzling person.

Ji Qingwan's senior year is about to graduate. In fact, his senior year has not stayed in school for the past six months. Instead, he has worked as an investment assistant in a small media company under Ji's family. He has seen many projects, large and small, and put forward many high-quality suggestions .After graduation, he will directly work as a department manager and lead investment projects.

Compared with Lu Nian's step-by-step writer's journey, Ji Qingwan actually saves a lot of effort. This is the result of her leaning against a big tree to enjoy the shade. She is loved by the old man. It is estimated that the company will be hers in the future. how?But how much resources can be divided up and to what extent, Ji Qingwan has to work hard.

The other descendants of the Ji family are also excellent, including boys and her parents.Ji Qingwan only tasted the taste of competition when she really started to grasp the power. Even if she descended from the sky, Ziwei Xing would still have difficulty coping with the suppression of open and secret fights.

In fact, Ji Qingwan is not as unfeeling as she shows. She doesn't have deep feelings for Lu Nian, and she doesn't know much about her own feelings. She just feels unwilling, so she doesn't think about it day and night like Lu Nian.

She was already proud, after thinking that she had been deceived and used, her self-esteem would not allow her to soften her heart, and she would not show that person any more good looks, but she still occasionally thought of those beautiful days uncontrollably in her heart.I think of the ungerminated emotions when I was in the movie theater and at the gate of the theater.

She didn't completely delete all contact information, but subconsciously wanted to pay attention to Lu Nian again, and whether she would contact her again.

Lu Nian seldom posts updates, but more on Weibo accounts, interacting with book fans.She knew Lu Nian's achievements in recent years, and secretly read her works. She was happy for her and proud of her.But when he thought about how Lu Nian used himself to become outstanding, he turned into anger.

Love-hate entanglement, Ji Qingwan didn't want to see her again, and felt uncomfortable once more.

Now is the season of crisp autumn, which is exactly the same as that day of parting.Separation is always in September, and new encounters are also in September.

Time flies, and I always think that many things have changed, but in fact, in some people's hearts, they have never changed, but they have become more and more determined as time goes by.

Xiao Ning is busy with his internship today, and has saved up a lot of things to talk to Ji Qingwan.Being in the same capital, the relationship between the two has not faded because they are not in the same school. Even if they don't meet often, it is the same as before.

This time Ji Qingwan will accompany Xiao Ning to go shopping and buy clothes.

"Qingwan, let me tell you, I'm bored to death!" Xiao Ning turned on the complaining mode as soon as he saw her, holding Ji Qingwan's hand, and began to chatter without any burden of beauty.

Ji Qingwan was ready to listen, "Why are you bored to death? The patient is not satisfied with you?" Xiao Ning's family has practiced medicine for generations, and he became a psychiatrist here, but Xiao Ning's personality is explosive and loves to joke , carelessly, it is really difficult to be a good psychological counselor.

"The dean told me to restrain my style, because some people reported that I was not a reassuring doctor if I was dressed in a beautiful way."

Xiao Ning was about to die of anger. Sure enough, as everyone said, doctors have to be old and rustic to reassure patients.

"Hahahahaha" Ji Qingwan laughed unkindly, "Why don't you get a doctor's haircut?" He gestured to her the appearance of an old lady next to her.

Xiao Ning gave her a blank look, and dragged her to the department store to pick out clothes.The one Ji Qingwan chose for herself was both temperamental and figure-worthy, a city beauty that made people look like they couldn't move their feet.But when Xiao Ning was choosing a halter top, he tucked it back in for her.I changed into a few conservative clothes in the style of veteran cadres.

Xiao Ning wanted to cry but had no choice but to choose a few clothes that were neither revealing nor conservative.Depressed, he put back his favorite coquettish clothes.Turning around and looking at Ji Qingwan, who was smiling like an April spring breeze, she said enviously, "You are so pretty."

In fact, Ji Qingwan didn't wear much urban clothes recently, more shirts and suits, but because of her personality, she has an extraordinary temperament, and she can dress like a catwalk model in anything she wears.

Xiao Ning was different. He wore conservative clothes despite his flirtatious appearance. He looked like a shaved vixen.

Ji Qingwan was amused by Xiao Ning today, and the two of them started arguing as they walked.When he walked in front of ifs, Xiao Ning's expression suddenly became thoughtful, as if he was recalling something.

"In the evening, look at that woman in the coffee shop, she is sitting opposite the man in the suit wearing glasses, she is quite beautiful, she is a cold beauty, I always feel a bit familiar, she looks a bit like that, who is that? "

Xiao Ning pointed his chin to the two people talking by the window in the room.

Ji Qingwan followed her gaze and was taken aback for a moment, the smile on his face also faded, isn't it familiar?How could Ji Qingwan not know her.

"It's Lu Nian."