What is the meaning of love

When Ji Qingwan heard this sentence, he felt even more furious. In fact, he had already thought about the reason.How can I, who has always been meticulous and meticulous, not notice that she is drinking latte. She didn't like it before, but now she doesn't seem to love it.Her studio changes fresh jasmine flowers every day, guessing that she might want to adapt to her own habits.But I don't know why Lu Nian would do this, now thinking about it, Ji Qingwan thinks that Lu Nian probably has an idea.

"Why do you have to adapt to my preferences?" After asking, I still felt that the expression was not clear enough, and added, "Do you feel that you owe me something? Because of the past?"

I've been thinking about this for a long time, so I just asked today.

Lu Nian didn't expect her to ask so directly. Thinking about it, it was indeed a matter of the past, so it would be good if she didn't worry about it anymore.

"Yes, you helped me a lot back then, but I'm sorry for saying something that made you sad."

"Then tell me clearly now, why was it at that time?"

Lu Nian would never tell her that he likes her in such a situation where the two have just gotten along for more than a month, and they are not considered close. It will definitely scare the other party.

"I have unavoidable reasons and can no longer be friends with you."

Ji Qingwan guessed that Lu Nian had some difficulties.But if there is any difficulty, I can't tell myself, even if I am alienated on the surface, I think I have been used, and I hate her.

"Can't you say it now?"

"I will tell you in the future, but not now." Lu Nian comforted her, "I'm sorry, Qingwan."

Ji Qingwan didn't force her, anyway, these things are not that important anymore, and he didn't hate her long ago.

"Drink the porridge, don't think about it, it's okay." Then he picked up the porridge that had cooled a lot, and fed her spoonful by spoonful.

Lu Nian just drank it sip by sip, staring at the other party from time to time, and the other party smiled at her.Lu Nian thought, if time can be suspended now, it would be great, or even die at this moment.

But later I felt that it was not possible, that I could not be satisfied so easily.

After Ji Qingwan fed her and ate, the water was almost finished, so he helped her to rest.Then I plan to chat with her to relieve boredom,

"Aren't you tired all these years? You all have stomach problems."

I wasn't too tired, because with the help of Ji's family, it must be difficult for Lu Nian to take one step at a time. She was taking high school courses and creating at the same time, and the exam was so good.Ji Qingwan felt that Lu Nian was better than himself.

"It's okay." Lu Nian didn't feel tired, but only felt that the purposeful efforts were fulfilling, or that there was love in his heart, so he didn't feel tired.

"The body is the most important thing, don't work so hard in the future." Ji Qingwan warned, "What are you trying to do? You can make a lot of money now, and your peers are not as good as you."

Lu Nian was thinking of drawing you, you are so outstanding.But on the surface, he definitely didn't say that, just answered that she knew.

Unknowingly, it was late in the evening, looking at the darkened night outside, Lu Nian said with a bit of resentment, "I don't want to be hospitalized, I don't want to sleep here."

Ji Qingwan disagrees, physical condition is the most important thing.So I went to ask the doctor, and the doctor said that it is best to observe, if you really want to leave, you can leave.

Ji Qingwan couldn't hold back her, and was worried about what would happen when she went back.After thinking about it, I said to her, "You can stay at my house tonight, and nothing will happen to you by yourself." You can still look at her and feel more at ease.

"Okay." Lu Nian answered very quickly, almost blurting out, ignoring Ji Qingwan's suspicious eyes.Because she was waiting for this sentence, if she didn't say it, she would mention it.I don't leave after staying here, I feel uncomfortable all over.

Ji Qingwan supported her like a disabled person, because she didn't feel strenuous when she came to the hospital to see a doctor, but now Lu Nian just couldn't stand and leaned on him. Consider whether to hug her or not.Ji Qingwan suspected that she did it on purpose, but there was no evidence.

Ji Qingwan's apartment is a single building, not too big or too small, with simple decoration.Originally living alone, Xiao Ning came over occasionally.Now that there are more people, there is a bit more smoke and fire.

Ji Qingwan arranged for her to sleep in the second bedroom, because the master bedroom was all his own things, so it was hard to tidy up.As soon as she helped Lu Nian to lie down, she remembered that she hadn't bathed or changed her clothes yet.

"Can you wash yourself?"

Lu Nian was not so shameless to ask others to wash herself, she also felt shy, "Yes, just help me to the door."

"Wear mine for a change, I have a spare." Ji Qingwan said, and helped her to the bathroom, and went to get another set of toothbrush towels and bathrobes.

After Lu Nian finished washing, Ji Qingwan helped her to lie down, covered her with a quilt, turned off the light, and went to take a bath by himself.

When going to sleep at night, Ji Qingwan's room is brightly lit, even the second bedroom has a small night light, Lu Nian said that there is no need to turn it off, so Ji Qingwan just let her do it.Because Ji Qing is blind at night and afraid of the dark, but it would be too bright if all the lights are not turned off, so there is a dim light control in the room, and there is a way in the living room.There are also guest rooms on the first floor, lights on the stairs, and warm yellow lights in the bathroom.

Ji Qingwan woke up in the middle of the night, either to go to the bathroom, or he seemed to have something on his mind, so he just woke up naturally.So I went to the second bedroom to check on Lu Nian, and after confirming that there was nothing unusual, I went back to sleep.

Because of Lu Nian's illness, he didn't go to work as a matter of course. Originally, Ji Qingwan was going to work today, because there were not too many things to do, so he could come back earlier when he was done.But at nine o'clock in the morning, before Ji Qingwan left, he went to the second bedroom to take a look at her, luckily he went this time.

Lu Nian fell asleep and didn't wake up, the quilt was tightly wrapped.Usually, she doesn't like to sleep late, probably because she is sick, so she didn't wake up today.But Ji Qingwan noticed that her face was abnormally red, and he was a little worried, afraid that she might have a fever.

Afraid of something, Ji Qingwan took a closer look when she walked over, and saw a lot of sweat on her forehead, which made her face even redder.Ji Qingwan, who was worried for a while, quickly found a thermometer to measure it, and he really had a fever of 38 degrees.Ji Qingwan simply didn't go to work today.

"Lu Nian, Lu Nian? Are you awake?"

"Do you want to drink water?"

Lu Nian didn't seem to answer her, but there was a little reaction and he opened his mouth.Ji Qingwan felt that she might be thirsty, so he poured another cup of hot water for her to drink.After applying a hot towel to her forehead and taking a few antipyretics from the medicine cabinet at home, Ji Qingwan felt that she was probably fine, so she was going to feel the temperature of her forehead with her hand, and then went to the study to look at the information.

As soon as she stretched out her hand, Lu Nian, who was sleeping soundly, felt her touch. He reached out and held her hand in obedience to his heart, holding her hand tightly, murmuring inaudible broken words in his mouth.

Seeing her appearance, Ji Qingwan probably felt uneasy in his dream because he was sick and had a fever.He simply didn't break free, and let her hold her, his hands were still warm.After thinking about it, he leaned over to listen to what she had to say.However, Lu Nian's murmured voice was really small and deep, and it sounded like "I miss you very much".

Miss you very much?Who do you want.Lu Nian has someone he likes?Ji Qingwan thought about it, and it was reasonable.All in college, adolescence.But I have never had it before, and I always feel that flirting with others is particularly embarrassing, and it is harder than flattery.

Ji Qingwan thought, maybe he can't fall in love, he couldn't understand Xiao Ning before, and he can't understand anything now.Love is a kind of trouble, right? What good is such an embarrassing thing?At the same time, I couldn't help but wonder who made such an excellent Lu Nian think about?

So he quietly chatted with Lu Nian who was sleeping, trying to figure out something, "Who do you miss?"

Ji Qingwan leaned over and listened for a long time, but didn't hear what she said. Finally, he felt that Lu Nian's breathing became even and steady, and he should have fallen asleep.