What is the meaning of love

In late autumn, the weather turns cold.It was already afternoon when Lu Nian woke up. When she just sat up, her head was a little dizzy and her stomach was not very comfortable.

It was a little cold, she rolled up the quilt, rubbed her temples with cold fingers, straightened up and sat on the head of the bed for a while.Lu Nianfang had time to observe the layout of the house.

The overall tone is gray and dark, the decoration is simple and elegant, not too colorful, and it is roughly similar to the style of the homes in Jiangbei in the past.It can be seen that there should be no permanent residents in this second bedroom, and there is no fireworks.

Lu Nian wanted to get out of bed, she thought Ji Qingwan probably didn't go to work.Thinking of this, she almost slowed down, and got out of bed to put on her slippers.As soon as he reached the door, the door was opened from the outside.

Ji Qingwan looked at the materials to be processed in the study room, and she also arranged some things that needed to be done online, and then wanted to see how Lu Nian was doing.I always thought of her when I was working today, probably because there are more people in the family, right?Ji Qingwan thought so.

Ji Qingwan opened the door, holding a cup of hot water in his hand.Seeing her awake, he said, "Ah, you're awake."

Then he supported Lu Nian's arm with his free hand and pulled her back to sit on the bed.

Lu Nian actually didn't want to lie down or sit still, but when Ji Qingwan was pulling her, she didn't refuse, and followed him instinctively, "Well, I just woke up."

"Even if you don't wake up, I want to wake you up too. You've slept for too long, your throat is dry, right?" Ji Qingwan helped her sit down again, and handed her hot water to hold in her hand.

Lu Nian stared at her while drinking the water, feeling that the hot water was a bit sweet.

"Didn't you go to work?" Lu Nian asked her.

"There are still patients at home, what work do I have? Anyway, I'm not busy these days." Ji Qingwan answered her, and then took the cup she had drunk, "I ordered some light porridge, and it will be delivered in a while , you wash up first?"

Seeing her being so thoughtful at home, Lu Nian wanted to laugh, "Why don't you cook for me yourself?"

"I don't know how to cook, what a bother." Ji Qingwan glanced at her, since he is not a housewife, if he knew how to cook, would he cook for her?

Lu Nian got up and went to the bathroom to wash up. Ji Qingwan wanted to help her, but Lu Nian refused on the grounds that he was not disabled.Ji Qingwan said in his heart, when you came back yesterday, it was as if you were disabled.

Ji Qingwan hadn't had lunch yet, so he was a little hungry.I want to accompany Lu Nian to eat these, of course I won't eat spicy food next to me.

When Lu Nian came out after washing up, the takeaway had already been delivered.On the table, there are several kinds of porridge, white fungus, shiitake mushrooms, black rice, etc., and some other small foods.

Ji Qingwan pulled a stool for her to sit down, and put two kinds of porridge in front of her. "You have to eat this kind of food these days, and I will accompany you."

Lu Nian's heart was filled with joy, and there was always a throbbing feeling of happiness in his chest, as if the two of them were living together.But he said, "Eat whatever you should, don't accompany me."

"Let's put it down, we two eat together every day, you watch me eat something else?" Ji Qingwan complained that she was hypocritical, she was still the same as before, the more she wanted it, the more she said no.Then he reassured her, "I also eat too much heavy-tasting food, and the recent improvement is not bad."

Lu Nian heard her saying that the two of them ate together every day, and after thinking about it, he didn't realize that the two of them had become closer recently.Even if he didn't go to find her, Ji Qingwan was used to asking him to eat with her.That's great, let's eat together in the future.

"Why are you so nice?" Lu Nian said whatever he thought in his heart.She didn't want to cover up too much in front of Ji Qingwan like before, she just planned to put her attitude between direct and concealed, waiting for her to notice.

Ji Qingwan was also very satisfied when he saw the gentle smile on her face only for himself.Just like how the two of them got along in the past, I taught her by myself, treated her well, and she was sincere to herself, which never changed.

Thinking about it, Ji Qingwan squeezed her face by accident.Then he got up and went back to his room to get dressed, leaving a sentence, "Clean up and go for a walk, it's always boring."

Lu Nian stared blankly at his own face, and went back to the second bedroom to get dressed. He couldn't wait to go out with Ji Qingwan for a stroll. It had been a long time since the two of them went for a walk together.

Lu Nian was wearing yesterday's suit that had been washed and dried.Ji Qingwan was dressed casually, with Martin boots on his feet and a light green windbreaker, making him look tall and thin.Afraid that Lu Nian would catch a cold again, she found a scarf that matched the color of her clothes and tied it on for her.

Ji Qingwan took her to the underground garage, now Lu Nian no longer avoids her intimate contact like before.Lu Nian held her hand and followed her steps.The other party noticed that she was walking slowly and cared about her body, so he also slowed down his pace to adjust to her.

Ji Qing took her to a lake in a park in the evening. There was a great atmosphere in the evening, with some food and entertainment, as well as street performers.

I don't know if it's because he's afraid of being lost or what, but in Ji Qingwan's heart Lu Nian is still the same as before, a child who needs to be taken care of.The hands of the two of them did not let go, and they were even sweating a little.

Along the way in the park, there are many couples coming and going, holding hands just like them.Lu Nian saw a stall next to him selling small castle night lights, so he smiled and said to Ji Qingwan, "This is very beautiful, should you buy one? It happens that you are night blind."

"Okay, buy two, one for each person." When Ji Qingwan used to go out at night, he would turn on the flashlight when he went to a place without street lights. Although it was a bit silly, there was nothing he could do.Oftentimes, she is witty and puts a small flashlight in her bag in case her mobile phone runs out of power and she becomes blind.Now holding this little night light, it is quite cute.

Lu Nian didn't agree, and turned around and bought only one, "The two of us can use one."

Ji Qingwan was ignorant.Lu Nian replied in order to save money.Ji Qingwan reluctantly believed in her diligence.

All kinds of snacks on the side of the road were directly ignored by the two of them because of Lu Nian's health.Seeing a snack that was really tempting, Lu Nian signaled her to buy one for herself, but Ji Qingwan sternly refused.

As the night fell, it was a little cold, Ji Qingwan changed the two people's holding hands to holding hands, and then she put her hands in her pockets.Lu Nian handed the night light to Ji Qingwan's other hand, and put the one holding her into her pocket.

Ji Qingwan felt a little uncomfortable and couldn't say anything, so she followed her.I always feel that I and Xiao Ning are not very close physically, I am not used to getting close to people, and Lu Nian should be the same.But even if two people are together, they become more intimate, and they don't have any resentment, which is strange.

Lu Nian said that he was tired and wanted to sit down.Ji Qingwan complained that she was tired because she didn't exercise.Lu Nian said that he was very busy when he was studying in high school, and he was tired and thin wherever he was exercising. Sports were the most procrastinating. He had just entered college and had no time to practice.

Ji Qing looked down at her at night, "It's true that you don't exercise, but you are in good shape."

"Am I in good shape?" Lu Nian looked at her expectantly with stars in her eyes.

Ji Qingwan was nervous when she saw her, "Well, not as good as me." Although Ji Qingwan loves bad farts, what she said was the truth.She really doesn't have anything to stretch her legs. She does exercise and skin care when she's not working. Recently, the vest line has become more obvious, and she also has right-angled shoulders, but she just wears thick clothes, not as sexy as Xiao Ning.

Lu Nian stopped talking to her, and took her to find a bench to rest, look at the silhouettes and the lakeside scenery under the dim light, and thought of the lack of life inspiration in his previous creations, and often had bottlenecks.Now I suddenly understand with my heart that inspiration comes from emotion, and emotion is born from the heart. It is difficult to express sorrow in people's hearts in order to write new words.