bullying the little thing

After Chen Yu left, Kevin was missing for a long time. Every day, he asked his cousin who was studying in England to browse Chen Yu's account on Twitter, and then took screenshots of Chen Yu's posts and emailed them to him.

Watching Chen Yu's life silently has become his happiest thing.

The priest made up the baptism ceremony for him, and he became a true Christian believer.

He would always add blessings to Chen Yu in his daily prayers. He missed that person all the time, but he never took the initiative to contact him.

He changed his mobile phone number, and he didn’t throw away the previous number. The dual-card dual-standby mobile phone has always had sufficient power and never shuts down. The new number is used by him to communicate with the outside world, while the old one, which he never uses and has always been No one ever called in.

He waited silently, one day, an overseas call from the United States could bring back the lost beauty in his life.

He thought, just keep losing his voice like this, this should be God's punishment for him.

Something he had to be grateful for happened again.

He posted the winning audio of a reading competition before he lost his voice on Weibo, and wrote about his experience of losing his voice.

Originally, it was just a reminder of the past, but it was noticed by a prestigious vocal teacher. The teacher felt that it was a pity that Kevin's voice was gone, so he tried to contact Kevin.

After learning about the condition of his vocal cords, he carefully studied a new way of speaking for Kevin. After he got used to it, he could avoid the damaged vocal cords when speaking.

After nearly two years of practice, Kevin can already speak normally, but his voice has changed a lot, from clear and high-pitched before to deep and hoarse, but he is also a blessing in disguise, this voice has a kind of Magnetism that can be met but not sought after.

And the past experience brought him another change. There was an operation scar on his chest, which needless to say, but the wound on his neck and the healed scar, Like a cross.

This, he believed, was also a kind of god.

He will always remember the beautiful years with Chen Yu, where his most sincere emotions, the most joyful, the purest love, and the most simple aspirations were stored there. If possible, he really wants to Can go back to those days.

***

The sweet voice of the flight attendant echoed in the cabin, and the plane will land at Stansted Airport in 10 minutes.

She is very nervous, she must be a newcomer, the end of her voice trembles, but if you don't listen carefully, you won't notice it.

Thinking of this, Kevin laughed at himself, the more he lacked something, the more he focused on it. In the past two years, he has developed the habit of identifying the situation from the sound.

After getting off the plane, take the airport bus to King's Cross Station, and then take the train for an hour to Cambridge.

If he was in the mood, he would also choose to take a sightseeing bus, but now, he just wants to end this lonely journey as soon as possible.

Loneliness, this word, this state, actually made him feel pain again, once, twice... Like an awl, he kept poking at the place in his heart that was already bleeding.

"Chen Yu..."

I tried to use the pronunciation I got used to, and called out his name, and suddenly felt very warm.

Leaning against the colonnade on the platform, Kevin took a deep breath of the cool air of early autumn in London. He cast his eyes on the sky outside the dome, as if he saw the lovely smiling face of his lover who was far away from home.

——"Chen Yu, I officially inform you that you are mine for the rest of your life! Even... even if you leave me and hide from me, I will try to find you! I won't let you see me, But you have to remember, I will be by your side, and I will always guard you!"

Recalling the previous oath, the eye sockets gradually became hot and humid.He closes his eyes, slipping on his dark glasses just in time, before the tears drip.

***

The days of studying in a foreign country are like a dream. Many people envy Kevin and realize their dreams, but Kevin is very humble, not only in a low-key manner, but also in a calm state of mind.

He didn't tell anyone that his dream hadn't been fully realized. Without that person around him, it was like a palace covered with flowers without a beautiful princess.

"We all have to work hard to get into Cambridge University together!" I still remember the oath made by the two teenagers that winter.

After arriving in the UK, what pleased Kevin the most was that he could log in to Twitter at any time, and he also registered an account. There is no doubt that the first thing he followed was Chen Yu.

"FlyingKevin" is Chen Yu's nickname.

When Ouyang Hongfei was still handling the immigration procedures for Chen Yu, he asked him what kind of English name he wanted. Chen Yu, who lost his memory, thought about it and blurted out the name Kevin.

When Ouyang Hongfei conveyed this matter to Kevin, Kevin wept with joy, perhaps this shows that Chen Yu's subconscious has not completely squeezed out this person he loves and hates.

His mobile phone is always on, except for the hope that the sleeping number will ring, it is more useful for following the news released by "FlyingKevin".

"Daniel's got the lawyer's license, he will be great American lawyer!" (Daniel will get the American lawyer's license, he will become a great American lawyer!)

"You know, he's always been a competent lawyer, as well as a qualified lover!" (He's always been a great lawyer, and of course a great lover!)

"I'mproudofhimverymuch! Danielismyhero, myshiningsun, andnodoubtatall, heismylife!" (I'm proud of him, Daniel is my hero, my sun, and of course, of course, he is my life!)

"If there was a gift from Lord, whenever anyone was born in this world, then, I believe, the one Lord granted me, isim! Daniel, I love you more than my life!"

(If everyone is born with a gift from God, then, I believe, God’s gift to me is him! Daniel, I love you more than my life!)

…………

In Chen Yu's text, the inseparable Daniel is Ouyang Hongfei. Kevin watched the two people's happy life through Twitter. Although he was a little lonely, he was more grateful.

Even if you leave me, I will silently guard you.I will not let you see me, I will not let you feel my presence, but I have been praying for you, I wish you well!