High-Risk Survival Log

a decade ago.

The hall of the Lin family was very lively. The gorgeous ceiling lights above the head illuminated every detail, and the hanging crystal pendants complemented the glass wine glasses filled with champagne, and the walls of the glasses shone with bright light.The scent of food, the ambiguous smell of perfume, and the melodious melody floated in the phantom of lights. The guests chatted in low voices in small groups.

Today is Lin Yunqin's [-]th birthday. At the time when the country's film and television industry had just developed, he was one of the first people to reach the top, and he himself joined the capital circle, with an extraordinary status.

Lin Yunqin retired from the industry at the age of 50, but his influence has not diminished at all. On the day of his [-]th birthday, there was an endless stream of guests who came to the banquet.

A 17-year-old boy is wearing a black dress and playing the piano. His hands are very beautiful, like works of art under the light, and his fingers are briskly walking on the black and white keys, showing a kind of carelessness and leisure.

White Whale sat in a corner, holding a piece of sweet cake in his hand, and swallowed it in small mouthfuls.

Those people wore all kinds of high-end custom-made dresses, raised their heads and raised their hands with elegant temperament. Compared with them, they looked like out-of-fit clowns.

White Whale doesn't like this banquet, but only here, those brothers will not bully him openly.His older brothers wore little dresses, and maintained the solemn posture that the children of the Lin family should have. Moby Whale looked at the boy who pretended to be obedient in front of his elders, and recalled how he pushed himself down the stairs yesterday. I felt a kind of anger rising in my chest.He wanted to tell everyone loudly how despicable that boy was, but even so, they would only look down on him.

Beluga is the illegitimate son of the Lin family. His father is quite romantic and willing to sow seeds. He has many illegitimate children, but in the end only Moby was able to enter the Lin family mansion.

Probably because Moby Whale's mother was extraordinarily resourceful. After all, when he was very young, his mother poured cold water on him on purpose, and then called the father crying, saying that the child was sick, and hoped he could come and see him.

This kind of thing happened many times. Beluga cried and said to his mother that he was uncomfortable, but the mother touched his head and said that it was all for his own good.

Later, when his mother died of illness, Moby Whale was really taken to the resplendent Lin family, but they didn't change his surname, he still had the surname Bai.

Moby Whale is an unremarkable illegitimate child in the Lin family. His brothers and sisters don't like him. It's a trivial matter to insult him. Sometimes he will beat and scold him. Like yesterday, the boy thought he was not worthy of appearing at his grandfather's birthday party. , and pushed him down the stairs.

Fortunately, there was a thick carpet at home, and he protected his head, so he was not seriously injured.

That piece of cake was delicious, and after sliding down the throat, the sweet taste still lingered in the mouth.It is said that the sweet taste will make people feel happy, but Beluga feels that eating that piece of cake is like pouring engine oil into a machine, full of cold and slippery breath.

Anyway, no one here was thinking about food, so he went to get another piece of cake, and when he was running back, he bumped into a child.

"Hey!" The tall and handsome boy looked at him dissatisfied, the white whale just ran, but the boy didn't dare to run around in the banquet.

Soon, he saw an elder holding the boy's hand and shaking hands with his father. The father called his children and asked them to say hello.

The father has many heirs, and there are five children standing there majestically. Moby Whale saw those brothers and sisters come out to say hello one by one. Their faces were full of arrogance that did not match their age. Only the last child bowed his head humbly. , said respectfully: "Hello, Uncle Du, hello, Brother Du."

His name is Lin Pusheng, and he is the fifth child of his father.

After a while, Lin Pusheng came over and said, "The elder brother you bumped into just now is a child of the Du family."

The white whale snorted.

Lin Pusheng asked him softly again: "Is the cake delicious?"

White Whale stared at him without speaking.

Lin Pusheng asked again: "Can you give me some? I haven't eaten anything tonight."

He has been busy being introduced to various guests by his parents all night, and it is only now that he can take a break from their sight.

The white whale said: "There are so many, you can get it yourself."

Lin Pusheng looked at him with a little smile on his lips.

The father's fifth child, who looks more like his mother, has delicate and gentle features, and has been cultivated with a dignified temperament, but he is polite, kind, and restrained. Moby Whale hates all the children here. But sometimes he would listen to Lin Posheng.

But he still doesn't like Lin Posheng.

Because Lin Pusheng is equally good to everyone, like a sun lamp that illuminates all things, his attitude towards his brothers is also the attitude towards beggars on the side of the road.

Moby Dick always felt that Lin Pusheng actually didn't pay attention to anyone.

So Moby Whale gave him a small piece of cake, Lin Pusheng ate it, and praised: "It's delicious, where did you find it, I'll go get a piece too."

The white whale pointed to a location.

Lin Pusheng said: "Then I'll pass, you wait here for me."

He showed a smile, the light fell on him, dyed his oily black soft short hair, his back was straight, his walking posture, and the swing of his arms were all very particular, like a noble little prince.

If a person like Lin Pusheng walks on the street with nothing one day, no one will underestimate him.

The white whale lowered its head and looked at his rough fingers with frostbite on them. He turned his head and left the banquet and went to the garden outside.

It was a bit chilly in the garden, but he liked it better than its steamy hall.The white whale was sitting on the bench, the lush bushes covered his body, the sound of the hall came from afar, as if it was already another world.

The white whale picked a leaf, held it in his mouth, and played a ditty.

This is a song his mother sometimes hums. Regarding his mother, those warm hugs have almost worn away in the pain.But he always remembered that on the day when he had a high fever, he lay on the bed and watched his mother cooking in the kitchen, humming a song. At that moment, he hoped that time would stop at this moment forever.

He suddenly heard the sound of a lighter.

The white whale was stunned. The man hid in the darkness. Because of the cover of the bushes, he was dressed in black again. The white whale hadn't noticed him at all before.

"Go on." The man lit a cigarette, and his voice was as cool as the evening breeze: "It sounds good."

The white whale didn't know why, but subconsciously did so.He continued to play nervously, but in the middle of the song he had to stop because he had never heard his mother sing the whole song.

The man smiled, and came out of the darkness, the white whale saw his face, his thin figure was wrapped in a tailored black suit, and he held a thin cigarette in one hand—the hands were so beautiful that his gaze could not bear Can't stop falling on it.

It turned out to be the boy who was playing the piano in the banquet hall just now.

Is he hiding here secretly smoking?

The boy noticed his eyes and misunderstood what he meant, so he pinched his cigarette and asked with a smile, "What song is this, I've never heard it before."

He is not addicted to smoking, and smoking is just an act of revenge against his parents, which is very naive, but he doesn't know what else to do.

You can't really tell him to die.

White Whale shook his head, regretting that he could not answer this question.

The boy also picked a leaf and put it between his lips. Soon, the little leaf rang out the same tune as before.

The white whale stared blankly at the boy, and the simple tune floated gently in the courtyard, falling on his heart like a feather.

The young man also stopped at the position just now. He put down the blade, smiled at the white whale and said, "You are more like Lin Yunqin's junior than them."

Moby Whale woke up like a dream, suddenly felt a chill, he knew he was an illegitimate child!

The existence of an illegitimate child was itself a mistake, Moby Whale's heart was immediately gripped, he was afraid of seeing the look of contempt and disgust in the boy's eyes.

Moby Whale muttered: "...they don't allow me to be named Lin."

"This statement is similar to that in a feudal society. It is still half feudal and half capital." The young man said with a smile, but his eyes were cold and there was no smile at all.

The white whale was silent, he couldn't understand the meaning of this sentence.

"But in the future, you can do whatever you want, how wonderful." The boy's tone was misty: "You can't decide your birth, but you can decide your future."

After saying this, he straightened his back and left.The white whale watched the light in the hall eat away at his body bit by bit, and finally the boy turned into a black spot of light.

The white whale stood there in a daze, and he even felt that he had encountered a black elf in the middle of the night.

After an unknown amount of time, Lin Pusheng stood in front of him, holding a plate in his hand, which contained not only cake, but also a bowl of hot porridge.

Lin Pusheng felt that it was not good for Moby Whale to eat too much cake, so he asked the kitchen to make a bowl of meat porridge, thus wasting time.

"The man just now is called Zhou Sui." Lin Pusheng said indifferently: "The only son of the Zhou family."

Zhou Sui.

These two words echoed on Beluga's chest, and he recalled every detail just now in his mind. The one that impressed him the most was the back that was engulfed by light.

"Go back, it's cold outside." Lin Pusheng said, "Go see Grandpa."

"He's not my grandfather, and my last name is Lin."

Lin Pusheng looked at him helplessly.

"I will definitely leave the Lin family in the future." Beluga said viciously.

Lin Pusheng asked gently: "Then what do you want to do?"

"I want..." Beluga suddenly remembered the figure playing the piano just now, and he said it all at once: "I want to sing, play the piano, and become a star."

Lin Pusheng's expression was calm: "You are still young, not all celebrities can be like grandpa."

Grandpa finally changed from a chess piece to a chess player, but Beluga wanted to take the initiative to be that chess piece.

"Don't worry about it!" The white whale ran away.

Lin Pusheng shook his head, thinking that Zhou Sui had said something to him, after all, Moby Dick had never thought of this before.

And not long after this banquet, Beluga got a piece of news.

Zhou Sui committed suicide.

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