High-Risk Survival Log

When Moby Whale and Ye Chen met, they were already in the dream entertainment industry.At that time, Ye Chen had just entered high school and was living under the absolute control of his mother. He accidentally met Moby Whale who sang at a certain event, and the two quickly became acquainted.

They both suffered from the same pain in their childhood. When Ye Chen had to follow the seven o'clock gate control to get home on time, the white whale had already left the Lin family to wander outside.There are subtle differences between them. Ye Chen sympathizes with his mother, and he hopes to improve his relationship with his mother rather than leave the family directly.But seeing the free white whale, he still longed for it.

Later, he fell in love with the white whale, maybe because the white whale sang a song to him alone one day, maybe because the white whale invited him to drink a glass of wine one night, or even he just simply likes the white whale The freedom represented in the body.

On a certain day, they got together naturally.

When they hug each other, Ye Chen will say I like you, but Moby Whale will say nothing.

But it doesn't matter, Ye Chen thought, he just doesn't know how to express his feelings.

Moby Dick briefly healed the pain his family had caused him, but soon, things changed.Moby Whale has a high vision and only wants to enter a big company. At that time, Yunhua Media was still unknown. Ye Chen suggested that he go to Yunhua Media. Although it was just a start-up, the Zhao family stood behind it, and the resources must be sufficient.

After Moby Whale joined Yunhua, his career gradually improved, but his relationship with Ye Chen became more and more distant.When the company informed him to act in a TV series, Moby Dick was very unhappy. After returning, Ye Chen advised him that acting in a TV series would not delay his making music. As long as it became popular, people would naturally listen to his songs.

Moby Whale was angry like never before, he was so emotional, he scolded Ye Chen that you know nothing.

Although Moby Whale became more and more indifferent to him, this was the first time he got angry with him, and Ye Chen was stunned at that time.

"You don't understand anything at all, why am I standing here." Beluga looked at him with strange eyes, and said coldly, "You are nothing like him."

Ye Chen seemed to have fallen into the ice cellar, he heard something terrible.

"Who... is he?" Ye Chen heard his voice trembling: "What do you mean?"

Moby Dick didn't explain, he left.

Later, of course, Moby Dick acted in a TV series, and it became popular naturally. After the popularity, fans found that his songs were so good, and there was a past of persistent pursuit of dreams, and even he was dug out from a wealthy family. Of course, the company's handwriting was involved in the series, but Moby Dick exploded at a speed that no one expected.

When the popularity of the TV series was at its peak, the company asked him to open the business and speculate on CP.At that time, Moby Whale was in a cold war with Ye Chen, so he frequently went out with another protagonist.The two of them are very popular, and the Internet is full of real or fake candy crackers, except for the only fans of both parties, no one scolds them.

But he still missed Ye Chen in his heart, so he went back to find Ye Chen.

Ye Chen persistently asked him:

who's that person.

Who is that person in your heart.

Who do you take me as a substitute for?

The white whale was irritable, angry, and there was a trace of grief in his heart.

He is dead!

I only saw him once, and he died!

That black shadow wrapped in light, the tune that echoed in the courtyard that night, those hands walking on the piano...

all disappeared.

He didn't want to tell Ye Chen these things at all, that night was hidden deep in his heart, it was a dream that he couldn't touch when he was young.

So the two quarreled again and broke up unhappy, but they were filmed.

The only fan of Moby Dick was already very dissatisfied with the speculation of CP. Unexpectedly, another person appeared out of nowhere. The company was concerned about the personality of Moby Dick, so it guided public opinion, making Ye Chen a unilateral pursuit of Moby Dick. fan.

Public opinion quickly fermented, netizens swayed their sense of justice, attacked Ye Chen on the Internet, and called him wishful thinking.

Ye Chen didn't care about the news on the Internet at first, but until one day, he found that his classmates were whispering behind his back, and the teacher also called him to talk, saying that his grades had dropped recently, did he focus on what he shouldn't let go? The place.

Ye Chen was even sent to the address by human flesh, and then he was beaten up.

When Moby Whale heard the news, he drove back frantically, but he had a car accident on the road, and when he woke up again, he had lost his memory.

The company checked his situation and found that he just forgot about Ye Chen, and his business was not affected, so he didn't care too much.

Ye Chen woke up from the hospital and saw his mother.

She knows it all.

His mother beat him up, wishing he could kill him directly.

At that time, Ye Chen only felt that he had fallen into a bottomless abyss, and he was still falling, and he didn't know when his height would be.

After he was discharged from the hospital, he went to Moby Whale, just wanting an explanation.

At the entrance of the company, he saw a white whale surrounded by more than a dozen people. The white whale had been renamed White Whale. His impression of him was only what those people on the Internet said. He was a fan who pursued him crazily.

Ye Chen was kicked out of the company, he thought he could still fall down.

He even felt that this abyss had no end at all.

After returning home, his mother said to him lightly: "You should transfer schools. I contacted my sister, and she helped you find a school. Starting tomorrow, you will temporarily live with your cousin."

cousin?

Ye Chen agreed and boarded the train in a daze.

But until he left completely, he didn't know who Bai Yueguang was in Bai Zhongjing's heart.

……

Ye Chen looked at the white whale in disbelief, the past exploded in his mind like a bomb.

"You mean..." Ye Chen's voice was trembling, and his whole body fell into a state of surprise and blankness: "That person is my brother? You take me... as my brother's substitute?"

He looked at the white whale, as if looking at a monster.

He even felt a little sick.

"I just found out now." Bai Zhongjing quickly explained: "Your family doesn't have much contact with the Zhou family, and I didn't even know that you were his cousin! Besides, I thought he was dead, so the time I met him That’s when I was so surprised.”

Ye Chen turned his eyes away and looked at the tea in the cup, but he couldn't even take a sip.

He didn't even have the desire to speak now.

"Do you remember the first time we met?" White Whale slowed down and whispered, "It was a business activity, and they invited me to sing, and it cost 50 yuan. There are so many people participating in the activity, they have Playing with mobile phones, some are grabbing red envelopes, some are chatting..."

"You're the only one listening to me singing."

White Whale's expression softened: "At that time, you were standing under the stage, clean and tidy, and you smiled and applauded me after singing, and I just..."

Ye Chen said coldly: "You just thought about that night, didn't you, and then you looked for his shadow on me?"

White Heavy Whale's complexion changed, he gritted his teeth, and said after a while: "But you have always been the only one I like. I was only eight years old at that time, and he was a dream in my heart. Shen Shen, it's just a dream."

Ye Chen covered his mouth, he felt his stomach convulsing.

"His death had a great impact on me, so I never forget it." Bai Zhongjing said dejectedly, "I take that feeling as love, but what I really love is you who applaud me and accompany me You who stayed up late to write songs, you who hugged me in winter, you who encouraged me to persist in my dreams... Shen Chen, it’s all you.”

Ye Chen said coldly: "Do you want to look back on the past now? But what I remember is the white whale who scolded me who didn't understand the fart, the white whale who allowed me to be insulted online, the white whale who kicked me out of the company, and killed me." I am the white whale who can't lift my head among my teachers and classmates... If this is your love, then I am so unlucky to be loved by you."

Bai Zhongjing murmured: "I lost my memory at that time... Later, because of a car accident, I remembered again. At that time, I escaped from the hospital just to find you. Shen Shen, I have already woken up. Please give me more I have one chance..."

"Give you another chance?" Ye Chen murmured: "Who will give me another chance? If I hadn't met Brother Sui, what would I do now?...Too ridiculous, White Whale, this is too Ridiculous."

"Shen Chen..." The white whale looked at him in pain.

"White Whale, don't call me that, I'm Ye Chen now." Ye Chen stood up and said: "The past is the past of Moby Whale and Ye Wanshen, now you can just pretend that they have disappeared."

Bai Zhongjing watched him leave, knowing that if he did nothing, he would never be able to get close to Ye Chen again.

He took a step forward and grabbed Ye Chen's wrist.

"White Whale, don't go too far." Ye Chen said indifferently: "I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore, so I can pretend that nothing happened now. If you keep pestering me, I can take the relationship with you Those past exposures, we have been together for so long after all, don't you know how many things I have in my hand."

"White Whale, think about your career, think about what you have endured humiliation and pursued desperately, do you want to destroy it?"

The white whale froze.

Ye Chen sneered and shook off his hand.

Ye Chen walked out of the store, it was already dark outside, and the neon lights were flickering, embellishing the night of the city.

He felt dizzy for a while, and a severe nausea was churning in his chest. He bent down and pressed his stomach, but he wanted to vomit but couldn't.

Ye Chen carried his schoolbag on his back, and usually he would take the bus back home, sometimes Zhou Sui would drive to pick him up.Today he passed the bus stop without stopping, he strode, faster and faster, and finally ran.

Fuck the white whale.

Sure enough, a fool.

He used to think that the white heavy whale was an idiot, but he didn't expect to be able to reach this point.

Never forget the previous dream, and then look for the shadow of the dream in him.

it is ridiculous.

Ye Chen ran faster and faster, his legs became heavier and heavier, but his body felt lighter and lighter.

He didn't stop until he couldn't run anymore.

A car pulls up beside him.

Ye Chen leaned on his knees and looked over, panting and asked: "What have you been wanting to do with me for so long?"

Zhao Qingyang pressed the car window, smiled and said, "Little cousin, do you want me to help you?"

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The author has something to say:

As for the plot of Moby Dick and Ye Chen, I think I can write a novel alone.

I didn't expect that I still have the talent to write goofy essays (.

感谢在2022-01-1021:30:11~2022-01-1023:49:56期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who irrigates the nutrient solution: 20 bottles for the belly; 10 bottles for Jieye born as a pair for three years; 1 bottle for all four of them;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!