High-Risk Survival Log

That day, Ye Chen went home in Zhao Qingyang's car. When the car stopped at the gate of the community, Zhao Qingyang asked, "Do you really need my help?"

Ye Chen sat in the back seat and said, "No need, he and I are just strangers who have nothing to do with each other now."

Of course, Zhao Qingyang would not force him to do something, so he said, "Okay, if you need help, you can always come to me."

Although Ye Chen knew that he was here to save the country, but he couldn't help but not know what to do if he stretched out his hand and didn't hit the smiling face.

"Aren't you going to invite me up for a ride?" Zhao Qingyang asked while sitting in the car.

Ye Chen rolled his eyes in his heart: "My brother usually hasn't come home at this time."

Zhao Qingyang wondered: "Isn't he the kind of person who just goes home after get off work? I think he left work on time today."

Ye Chen looked at him with a smile that was not a smile, and it was written in your eyes that you are a perverted stalker.

Zhao Qingyang was very calm.

Ye Chen said: "Ah, after he got off work recently..."

"Chenchen? Doctor Zhao?" Zhou Sui's voice came from the side, he looked at Ye Chen and Zhao Qingyang suspiciously: "Why are you together?"

Zhao Qingyang immediately opened the car door and got out of the car, saying: "I passed by Chenchen's school for something today, and I happened to see him after school, so I picked him up by the way."

Ye Chen didn't speak at the side. He didn't want to bother Zhou Sui too much about the white whale, especially after learning about the white whale's past.

Zhou Sui said, "Thank you then."

He was wearing a tracksuit, with sneakers on his feet, his chest was heaving violently, and his body seemed to be steaming hot, obviously he looked like he had just finished running.

Zhao Qingyang: "Have you been running at night recently?"

Zhou Sui nodded. Last time he was stimulated by the back pain of moving, he decided to insist on running at night to exercise every day. At first, he could only run around the community, and then went out for a few more steps every day.

He used to drive to and from work, rarely paying attention to the surrounding environment, but now he ran over and looked at the usual scenery from another angle, and he also had a different feeling.

Although Zhao Qingyang said that he wanted to go up and sit down, Zhou Sui stood in front of him, but instead he waved his hand and left first.

Zhou Sui took Ye Chen home.

Along the way, the two said a few words about the school, and then fell silent.

Zhou Sui knew that it was definitely not a pure coincidence that Zhao Qingyang was with Ye Chen today.But if the two of them don't talk about it, there is no need to pursue it.

I don't know what's going on with Ye Chen and Bai Zhongjing now, every time Zhou Sui thinks of them, his mind is full of the happy ending of the family after marriage, and his whole body is not well.

After all, Ye Chen really liked white whales before, can he really let go now? Even normal people, because of various unwillingness or sunk costs, coupled with the habitual secretion of dopamine, it is not so easy to let go of the previous object. Not to mention the protagonists in the novel who are destined to be together...

Ye Chen walked a few steps behind, looking at Zhou Sui's back.

What he was thinking about was the scene where his mother transferred him to another school half a year ago and asked him to stay at his cousin's house for a few days.

At that time, his impression of his cousin was very vague, everyone didn't see him once a year, and his mother would not take the initiative to talk about his cousin, but he still knew some information vaguely.

For example, my cousin has excellent grades and a successful career. He is a reliable, capable, and well-behaved doctor. However, a long time ago, my cousin liked music and played the piano very well. There were some conflicts with my family...

But after coming here, let alone a piano at home, there is not even a book related to musical instruments.Sometimes they saw people playing the piano on the street, but my cousin didn't respond.

I heard that my cousin has lost his memory, and probably those hobbies have been completely forgotten.

These doubts in Ye Chen's heart have never been uttered.

And as time passed, he stayed here, and the impression Zhou Sui gave him had completely overshadowed the rumors he had heard before.In getting along day and night, those past rumors are not important, what is important is the person who actually sits next to him - the person who has dinner every day, cares about his grades, and said "you can tell me first" in the hospital, let him I cried a lot and helped him deal with Li Mingbo's people.

Ye Chen couldn't help but think, if he hadn't come here and met Zhou Sui, what would have happened.

In short, he was glad.

Sometimes in his dreams, he even wanted to tell Ye Wanchen who was told to transfer to another school and was abandoned by everyone: It's okay, it will be fine after that, everything will be fine.

Zhou Sui stopped, took out the key and opened the door.

Ye Chen didn't react, and took a step forward, and then bumped into Zhou Sui's back.

Zhou Sui looked back at him, Ye Chen covered his nose, at the same time Su Zhuoyu had opened the door, and the light inside the door poured down on the two of them.

Su Zhuoyu: "You guys came back together today."

"I bumped into the door." Zhou Sui asked, "Are you all right?"

Ye Chen pressed his nose and said in a low voice, "It's okay."

Physiological tears flowed from the corners of his eyes, and he looked at Zhou Sui pitifully: "My nose has been so unlucky lately..."

Su Zhuoyu took a closer look: "It's okay, it's not disfigured, and it's still very handsome."

Ye Chen: "Then can I order spicy crispy bones? By the way, you can eat whatever you want..."

None of the doctors and prospective doctors present corrected this, and Su Zhuoyu even said tolerantly: "Then I'll cook you a pig's brain again, to replenish your brain."

Ye Chen: "Whoa, I knew you always thought I was stupid."

Zhou Sui closed the door to cut off the cold wind from outside.

Da Qin pulled his leg.

Su Zhuoyu brought the dinner, and the delicious food was neatly placed on the table.

Ye Chen lowered his head and rubbed his eyes.

……

At the dinner table, Ye Chen suddenly remembered something and said, "I have an exam today, and I feel that I have performed very well."

Zhou Sui: "So confident."

Ye Chen: "It's okay, bro, let's go to the hot spring after my tutoring is over, I saw an advertisement on the road today."

Zhou Sui: "Okay, Su Zhuoyu will go too, when will your apprenticeship end?"

Su Zhuoyu didn't refuse either: "It's about the same before school starts, but isn't it just after the Chinese New Year at that time, won't there be too many people going outside to play?"

Zhou Sui immediately looked up at the time and said with emotion: "It's almost Chinese New Year."

For the new year, he must go back to his parents' house for a day, and Ye Chen should also go to the place where his aunt lives. For Su Zhuoyu, probably nothing has changed.

"Chinese New Year..." Ye Chen didn't respond. To him, Chinese New Year is no different from ordinary days.

Su Zhuoyu didn't say a word.

My father used to work in other places. During the Chinese New Year, the biggest thing was to ask for money. He asked for it from above, and the creditor asked him for it. The family was always full of quarrels.

Even in order to avoid debts, his father took him away from home on New Year's Eve and slept in a cold hotel.

After eating, Su Zhuoyu went back to study, and Zhou Sui also had his own work. Not long after he returned to his study, he heard a knock on the door.

Zhou Sui yelled to come in, and Ye Chen held a water glass and said, "Brother, drink some water."

Zhou Sui stared at the computer and replied.

After Ye Chen put down the water glass, he turned around and glanced at Su Zhuoyu's room, then closed the door.

Knowing that he had something to say, Zhou Sui stopped what he was doing.

"Brother..." Ye Chen whispered, "I met a white whale today."

Zhou Sui's heart arose, he took a sip of water to calm himself down, and asked, "How is it?"

"I chatted with him a few words." Ye Chen rubbed his nose, and said in a more tactful tone: "It can be said that I have explained everything before, the main reason is that he is more handsome than I imagined. If you want to be a fool, I can't help but think, how could I like such a fool before, I'm even more stupid than a fool."

"...It's not your problem." Zhou Sui turned the chair around and faced him, and said in a gentle voice, "Love is a complicated emotion, but being able to love others is a kind of ability in itself. No matter what the object is It is not wrong to like frankly and sincerely without causing trouble to the other party. It is stupid to spoil other people's love and take advantage of other people's likes. You were young at that time, but you just liked it carelessly It's just the wrong person."

Just correct it in time, he thought.

Ye Chen pondered for a moment, and thought: "Before... I didn't know what was wrong with me. I was like a man in a daze. How could I not see it. That guy Moby Dick doesn't understand anything, even though he said he always I love you, but..."

Zhou Sui looked at him.

"But how can that kind of performance be called love?... I really don't understand, doesn't he even know who the person he really loves is? How can a normal person not know this kind of thing!"

Zhou Sui said lightly: "Maybe it's because the relationship is not in place."

Ye Chen let out an ah.

Zhou Sui continued: "What he likes is Ye Wanchen who has been silently giving for him. Maybe he just thinks he likes you now, but in fact he just can't forget how good you are to him. He hopes to trick you back and continue to be selfless." Dedication, targeted poverty alleviation."

"...Fuck, I didn't expect this, what a scumbag." Ye Chen reacted, and smiled again: "He should be very rich now, and he helped me to help the poor."

"Emotional poverty alleviation is also poverty alleviation. His heart is desolate. Maybe he has no love at all, can't feel love, and can't love others. If you give him a little love, you are all helping the poor." Zhou Sui didn't know Bai Zhongjing What do you think? In short, it’s right to say this first, and he continued: "If he says he loves you, at least he should do something instead of asking you to forgive him by following you."

Ye Chen shook his head: "I don't want him to do anything more for me."

When he thought of the white whale before, he would feel anger, hatred and resignation, but now he was only disgusted and unreasonable.It's like seeing a person who insists that the sun revolves around the earth, he can't understand it at all, so he thinks that they should live in two different worlds, or that they are just human on the outside, but they are actually two people. As a species, it is best not to communicate with each other again.

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