High-Risk Survival Log

Wearing a simple long sleeve and slacks, Zhou Sui stood in front of the tombstone with a calm expression.

Lin Pusheng stepped forward and said, "Doctor Zhou, what a coincidence."

Zhou Sui turned around in response, met him, raised his eyebrows and said, "Recently, we seem to have a special fate."

Lin Pusheng also thought it was a coincidence and said, "I'm here to meet my biological parents."

If it was someone else, he would need to spend a lot of time explaining, but Zhou Sui would soon understand what he meant.

Speaking of which, Zhou Sui should be the first person to know his life experience besides the person involved.

Lin Pusheng pointed to the tombstone of his parents, Zhou Sui looked over and said, "My condolences."

Lin Pusheng shook his head, his mood was more of a loss than grief.

"I just suddenly felt that some important things to me actually happened at a certain moment of unconsciousness." Lin Posheng said with emotion: "At that time, it was only ordinary... What was I doing at that time? Probably just bored."

Zhou Sui said softly: "I sometimes have such thoughts."

Lin Pusheng looked at the tombstone behind him, Zhou Sui paused slightly, and then stepped aside.

Lin Pusheng was surprised to find that Zhou Sui's tomb was written on the tombstone.

"You are..." Lin Pusheng lost his voice and didn't know what to say.

There are flowers, a fruit plate and a small piano model in front of the tomb.

"Don't worry, it's empty inside." Zhou Sui smiled, and then said, "I set this up for myself. In fact, it's been a long time since I've been here. Recently, I suddenly remembered it and thought I should come and see it."

Lin Pusheng was puzzled: "Why do you want to do this?"

He used to be curious about Zhou Sui, but he didn't pay much attention to it.Later, as I grew up, I gradually forgot about Zhou Sui.Until the wedding, he met Zhou Sui again, who was completely different from what he remembered.

Afterwards, his own life ushered in an earth-shaking change, but in that situation, the first person to lend a helping hand to him was actually Zhou Sui, who had been his nodding acquaintance.

So he tried to get to know Zhou Sui again.

Although Zhou Sui was a little strange, it was too weird to build an empty grave for himself.

Faced with Lin Pusheng's doubts, Zhou Sui explained: "...Probably to commemorate the former Zhou Sui."

Lin Pusheng suddenly remembered that Zhou Sui had committed suicide.

However, for Zhou Sui, this "previous Zhou Sui" is not only the original Zhou Sui of this body, but also the Zhou Sui of the previous life.

Everything in the past is like dying yesterday; everything in the future is like being born today.

Zhou Sui suddenly thought of something and asked, "Mr. Lin, you said earlier that I feel different from before. What do you think is different?"

"The temperament is different." Lin Pusheng said with a smile: "You used to be a musician at first glance, gloomy, sensitive, and most importantly paranoid and crazy... At that time, even if you didn't work in the music industry, you would not Become a doctor. Doctor Zhou, you have really changed a lot, but you have always been a gentle person. "

Zhou Sui: "Back to life, I have thought through a lot."

Lin Pusheng said: "And now you are a real doctor."

Zhou Sui looked at his hands.

"You have a true doctor's benevolence." Lin Pusheng said.

Zhou Sui: "You are overrated."

Lin Pusheng smiled: "In any case, I am very grateful to you."

Zhou Sui: "It's just a small matter, you don't have to worry about it."

Lin Pusheng: "It's a small thing for you, but it's very important for me... Doctor Zhou, major changes will change people's character and beliefs. I just experienced changes in my family, and I have a feeling of being resurrected from the dead." It feels, to you, certainly more so."

"Some people say that only when you face death can you know what you really want." Lin Pusheng said: "I still feel confused, Doctor Zhou, you have died once, so you should be clearer than me. "

Zhou Sui waved his hand: "I'm also in a state of desperation right now..."

Lin Pusheng looked at him, then smiled and said, "Did you quarrel with your boyfriend?"

Zhou Sui couldn't help laughing, he felt a little embarrassed to be told by the younger Lin Pusheng.

Lin Pusheng didn't persuade him, and he didn't express any opinions on this matter, he just said: "How did Doctor Zhou get here, do you need me to give you a ride?"

Zhou Sui walked outside with him, Zhou Sui looked back at those tombstones, feeling filled with emotion.

People who are alive have never felt what it is like to die.

But he knew.

That momentary emptiness was engraved in his soul, lingering.

Sickness can bring financial loss, physical pain, mental torment, and a feeling of true loneliness.When people get sick, they can always learn some lessons, such as quitting smoking and drinking, going to bed early and getting up early, and working regularly.

And death will only bring more profound lessons.

When they walked out of the cemetery, Zhou Suicai said, "I drove here by myself, it's over there."

Lin Pusheng called him and said, "Doctor Zhou, I really want to treat you to a meal to express my gratitude. You said you were not free before, so you can give me a free time."

Zhou Sui waved his hand: "It's really unnecessary."

"Actually, it's mainly to make me feel better." Lin Pusheng smiled: "The most important thing is, I want to make friends with you."

Zhou Sui raised his eyebrows.

Lin Pusheng: "I don't know why, but I feel like we hit it off very well. Maybe from the first time we met, I should have made you my friend."

The first meeting he mentioned was actually when he saved the old man.

Although he didn't say it clearly, Zhou Sui understood it.

"It's not too late now." Zhou Sui looked at the time: "I'm really busy recently. When I'm free, I'll ask you out."

"Then it's settled." Lin Pusheng was very happy, showing a sincere smile: "The best thing after leaving the Lin family is getting to know you."

In contrast, getting rid of Du Xiuqian would rank second.

It is difficult for adults to express their liking to others straightforwardly. Zhou Sui was a little flattered when Lin Pusheng said that.

But he was really in a good mood, talking with Lin Pusheng was much easier than he imagined.

Lin Pusheng knew who he was before, but he could clearly distinguish the difference between the two.

In front of him, Zhou Sui had a lot to say.

When he was driving home, he received a call from Zhao Qingyang.

"Where are you?" Zhao Qingyang asked.

Zhou Sui: "I'm driving."

Zhao Qingyang was silent for a moment: "When will you be back?"

Zhou Sui looked at the navigation time and said, "An hour later."

The cemetery is quite far from the city center where they live.

After driving for an hour, Zhou Sui also thought a lot.

Every time he came to the cemetery, and the memory of death was vivid again, he would have something to think about.

He told Zhao Qingyang back then that Zhao Qingyang didn't know him yet, not only because he didn't know him, but also what being with him meant.Now, his relationship with Zhao Qingyang has reproduced the same contradiction as his predecessor.

This is a problem for both of them.

Everything in the past is like dying yesterday; everything in the future is like being born today.

Zhou Sui thought of this sentence in his heart.

He cannot repeat previous mistakes.

……

After returning home, Zhao Qingyang rushed over from the study to open the door, and asked him expressionlessly, "Have you eaten yet?"

Zhou Sui shook his head honestly: "Not yet."

Zhao Qingyang remained expressionless: "I made lunch, you can eat first."

Zhou Sui said oh, and then went to the kitchen to bring out the food. Recently, Su Zhuoyu returned to Zhao's house, and probably won't come again for a while, so the family basically ordered takeaway, and occasionally Zhao Qingyang would cook.

After Zhou Sui sat down, seeing that Zhao Qingyang was going back to his study, he asked, "Aren't you coming to eat together?"

Zhao Qingyang: "I'm full."

Zhou Sui groaned, "Why don't you eat with me?"

Zhao Qingyang stared at him suspiciously, but sat down hesitantly.

That night, they had a fierce quarrel, and even Ye Chen could hear the movement.

After that, the two started a cold war.

Zhao Qingyang even moved back to his own house, only coming down occasionally.

"You made this stir-fried pork with green peppers?" Zhou Sui praised, "It's delicious."

Zhao Qingyang looked at him with a frown, and couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth.

He thought for a while and asked, "Why did you go there so early this morning?"

Zhou Sui is off today, and he usually stays at home, whether it is reading or relaxing, he rarely goes out.Because of this, Zhao Qingyang came to look for him early in the morning, only to find that he had left.

He knew that Zhou Sui didn't like him exploring his whereabouts like this, Zhao Qingyang asked this on purpose.

Unexpectedly, Zhou Sui actually answered him: "I went to the cemetery."

Cemetery?

Zhao Qingyang was obviously very surprised, first thought for a while, and then asked: "Who are you going to see?"

"A friend." Zhou Sui said slowly, "A friend from more than ten years ago."

He was going to confess some things to Zhao Qingyang properly.

Zhao Qingyang is sure that he likes him, and he will not cheat, will not have any improper relationship with others, and will not disappoint his liking, but even so, Zhao Qingyang still feels uneasy.

The source of his uneasiness was that he knew that there was a mystery, but he knew very little about that mystery.

It's as if a pair of feet are stepping on the ice, and the ice is about to melt, but I don't know where and when it will start.

Zhou Sui put himself in Zhao Qingyang's position, imagined Zhao Qingyang's feelings, and understood Zhao Qingyang's panic to some extent.

This kind of panic has nothing to do with reason, and it has nothing to do with whether he knows his feelings, just like people standing on the edge of a cliff or on the ice, they will panic.

And his own character will deepen his panic.

Zhao Qingyang sat up straight and looked at him intently.

"I told you that I have amnesia, and I don't remember the past." Zhou Sui said, "Do you know why I am amnesia?"

Zhao Qingyang shook his head.

He also chatted with Zhou Sui's parents several times later, he tried, but they would never bring up the past.

"It wasn't because of any accident." Zhou Sui said lightly: "I committed suicide, fell from upstairs, and my brain was hit hard. Although I didn't die, I also lost my memory."

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