High-Risk Survival Log

Zhao Qingyang's breathing was stagnant, he couldn't help leaning over, and there was already some sadness in his eyes.

Because I like a person, I feel sad for his past.

"Why?" Zhao Qingyang asked. Immediately afterwards, he felt that his question was too abrupt, so he bit his lips: "Forget it, let's not talk about it."

"It doesn't matter, because I don't remember." Zhou Sui said: "But I still know why I committed suicide back then."

He saw it from the diary.

In the past, Zhou Sui had the habit of writing a diary, not every day, but sometimes a few notes.

His suicide was only due to accumulated despair.

Zhou Sui likes music, but Zhou's father insists that he study medicine.He went to participate in the competition, but because of his friend's calculation, he missed the championship.He was at school, dating another boy, was discovered by the teacher, and the teacher called the parents.

The teacher said: "Two boys secretly kissed in the corridor, and I found out! Isn't it disgusting!"

After returning home, my mother frantically called my father. She cried hysterically, as if she had shed all her tears.

After the father came home, they smashed the piano, smashed all the trophies, tore up his award-winning photos, and told the boy standing in the corner that this child has been raised and disabled.

The boy Zhou Sui's eyes stared out of the window blankly.

There is a free bird outside the window.

The diary ends here.

Zhou Sui couldn't bear to read any more, every corner of the diary was densely written:

I'm a piece of shit.

I'm a piece of trash!

I'm a piece of shit...

Zhou Sui tried to describe the past in an objective tone.

Zhao Qingyang was almost suffocated.

The memory he wants to pursue, to Zhou Sui, is a painful and dark past.

He even started to regret why he insisted on understanding the past.

After Zhou Sui finished speaking, he also felt very tired.

Feeling tired from the depths of his heart, he raised his head and looked at the snow-white ceiling.

"For parents, they also feel pain about this past." Zhou Sui said, "The reason why I didn't tell you is because... I have completely forgotten about it, so I hope you don't care. "

Zhao Qingyang knelt on the ground on one knee, took Zhou Sui's hand and pressed it to his forehead.

Zhou Sui raised his hand and wiped away the tears from the corners of his eyes.

"I'm sorry, I..." Zhao Qingyang said softly, "I don't know..."

Zhou Sui said, "I should apologize to you."

Zhao Qingyang didn't speak.

Zhou Sui: "I thought about it. Although I think it's a trivial matter, since you care about it, I should tell you."

Zhao Qingyang didn't expect him to apologize.

"I should also tell you about the department transfer before." Zhou Sui: "Sharing these things with you is an attitude in itself. Some of my ideas were not right before, and I will improve."

Zhao Qingyang's heart was sour, astringent, sweet, and warm. He felt his throat was blocked and he couldn't speak.

"What do you think?" Zhou Sui patted his head.

Zhao Qingyang murmured: "I think I found a big treasure."

Zhou Sui stared at him, showing a slight smile: "It's not this."

Zhao Qingyang reacted for a moment, suddenly realized, and immediately said: "I'm sorry, I shouldn't touch your mobile phone, and reply to the message on your behalf! I know I was wrong, please give me a chance to start anew...ah no, a new life!"

Zhou Sui stroked his dog's head: "My mobile phone and computer have nothing to hide from you. If you want to see it, you can look at it openly. Don't be sneaky, you know?"

Zhao Qingyang was dripping with cold sweat: "...I know!"

He thought for a while and said, "Wait!"

He ran into the study room, and soon came out with his notebook and mobile phone. First, he took out the mobile phone, opened the settings, and pinched Zhou Sui's finger, leaving Zhou Sui's fingerprints.

"Look first, this is contacts, this is office software, this is games, and this is photo album." Then he opened the notebook and said, "The power-on password is XXX."

Zhou Sui didn't look at the others, so he clicked on the gallery to look.

In addition to the various documents taken, there are pictures of cats and photos of him secretly taken from various angles!

Zhou Sui: "..."

Zhao Qingyang also saw it, his face turned pale with shock, and he wanted to snatch it back immediately.

Zhou Sui: "What are you doing, show me what you agreed to do."

Zhao Qingyang pinched the side of the phone, but he couldn't use much force, so he had to reluctantly let him continue to flip through it.

There was time on the photo album, Zhou Sui kept flipping back, and it turned to October last year.

At that time, Zhao Qingyang had his photo in his phone.

Zhou Sui clicked on it, the photo was a bit blurry, it was probably taken in the underground garage, he was standing by the car looking at his phone, the only light source was on his face.

"This looks like a crime scene." Zhou Sui commented, "You actually secretly took pictures of me so early."

Zhao Qingyang defended his aesthetics: "I think it's beautiful!"

Zhou Sui: "You still keep it so blurry? What's more, why did you take so many pictures of the same scene and the same pose?"

Zhao Qingyang: "The angle is different, the light is different, and the time is even more different!"

Zhou Sui felt uncomfortable looking at these similar pictures, but this was Zhao Qingyang's phone, and he couldn't delete it, so he quickly returned the phone to Zhao Qingyang.

"Don't read it? There are other things."

"I'm not interested." Zhou Sui said, he was not interested in looking at his partner's cell phone at all. Zhao Qingyang had given him the cell phone several times before, and he didn't bother to open it.This time, he looked at the album because of Zhao Qingyang's strong request.

In the final analysis, he felt that he was not interested in probing other people's privacy.

Probably because I pay too much attention to my own world, so I don't care what others do.

Even in a relationship, they are two separate individuals.

"Don't you really want to see it?" Zhao Qingyang took the initiative and was too eager.

Zhou Sui waved his hand: "I still have something to say..."

Zhao Qingyang blinked.

Zhou Sui: "Things like Lin Pusheng may happen again in the future."

Zhao Qingyang: "...Oh."

"What I can guarantee is that if this kind of thing happens again in the future, I will tell you." Zhou Sui said sincerely.

Zhao Qingyang smiled: "Actually, I understand...you are such a person, if you don't do this, you won't be Dr. Zhou."

"Besides, I was able to get Su Zhuoyu back precisely because you are such a person. I am not qualified to ask you to change. On the contrary, my whole family would like to thank you for your willingness to lend a helping hand." Zhao Qingyang said: "It was me before Too narrow-minded, as for Lin Pusheng..."

Zhou Sui: "Huh?"

Zhao Qingyang wanted to say something, but couldn't say it, and finally said reluctantly: "I still don't like him."

Zhou Sui: "Why? I think I can chat with him quite well."

Zhao Qingyang frowned: "A kind of intuition."

Zhou Sui: "There must be a reason, or because of the past, since I have explained it clearly to you, you should not mind him anymore."

Zhao Qingyang: "That's what you said..."

He couldn't tell Zhou Sui directly, he always felt that Lin Pusheng liked Zhou Sui.

Obviously, these two people have never met before, nothing more than saving an old man together, attending a wedding, and Zhou Sui brought Lin Pusheng home on a heavy rainy day...

and many more!

When he was in the hospital, he only saw Zhou Sui once, and fell in love with him!

So many things have happened between Lin Pusheng and Zhou Sui!

If I was brought home by Zhou Sui under such circumstances, I would have fallen in love with him so deeply that I couldn't extricate myself.

Zhao Qingyang suddenly felt anxious and in danger.

He tentatively asked: "Can you try not to associate with Lin Pusheng?"

Zhou Suiding looked at him steadily.

Zhao Qingyang didn't speak any more. If he continued, they might quarrel.

"He's my friend." Zhou Sui said, "If one day, you suddenly mind Chenchen, will you tell me not to associate with Ye Chen?"

"How can this be confused!" Zhao Qingyang frowned.

Zhou Sui let out a light oh.

Zhao Qingyang: "I see...let's put this topic aside for now."

Zhou Sui drank the soup silently.

What Zhao Qingyang thought was that his suspicion of Lin Pusheng was really just out of his own intuition, and there was no substantive evidence.

When he got the evidence, Zhou Sui would naturally avoid suspicion.

The opportunity came soon.

That day, Zhou Sui rested and had nothing to do, so he remembered the promise he had made with Lin Pusheng, and sent a message asking him if he wanted to have dinner together.

Lin Pusheng quickly agreed, and emphasized that he was the one who invited Zhou Sui to choose a place, and he must not be polite.

Zhou Sui chose a similar restaurant. Before he went, he remembered the agreement he had made with Zhao Qingyang, and told Zhao Qingyang.

Zhao Qingyang's complexion changed, he gritted his teeth and said, "Then you go... come back early."

Zhou Sui stood at the door changing his shoes, turned around and said, "Do you want to go with me?"

Zhao Qingyang said angrily, "Why should I go to dinner with you two? Doesn't this disturb your friendship as a friend?"

Zhou Sui said: "He said he would bring his partner with him, and I think he should bring you too."

Zhao Qingyang was stunned.

"He has a partner?!" What is this unfolding? !

Zhou Sui: "Yes."

Zhao Qingyang said in disbelief: "It can't be Du Xiu, I heard they are getting divorced."

Zhou Sui: "I don't think it should be Du Xiuqian."

He didn't know much about the relationship between Du Xiuqian, Lin Pusheng and Tan Lun. They had a short chat a few times, but he couldn't tell that Lin Pusheng loved Du Xiuqian so much.

This emotional line in the book has always emphasized the entanglement of the love triangle, but why Lin Pusheng likes Du Xiuqian is very vague.

Zhou Sui thought, maybe he could ask Lin Pusheng about it today.

Zhao Qingyang was still in shock, but since Lin Pusheng brought his partner, it was normal for him to go, so Zhao Qingyang ran into the house in a hurry, calling you to wait for me for a while, after a while, Zhao Qingyang dressed up like a dog came out like that.

Zhou Sui leaned against the door with a half-smile.

Zhao Qingyang felt guilty for a moment, and asked, "What's wrong?"

"I think you are handsome." Zhou Sui stretched out his hand to hold his tie, let him lean down, and gave him a kiss: "I have such a handsome boyfriend, it must be a blessing in two lifetimes."

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感谢在2022-01-2822:35:42~2022-01-2823:58:22期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 8 bottles of Pangpang who loves to eat vegetarian;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!