Temporary cohabitation

Shen Weiran and Cheng Yu went back to the hotel together.Recently, he sees Cheng Yu as often as Cheng Xiaojun, only once a week. Adults need some time for two people at night, and they rush to leave after dinner.

Cheng Shi helped the cub bathe and put him to sleep alone, and it was only nine o'clock after calling Ren Mingyao.In fact, he felt that it was unnecessary to make that phone call. It seemed that he didn't trust Xin Mingyao at all, but he actually had nothing to worry about.

But he thought, it would be too pitiful if other friends were urged by family members and only Ren Mingyao was left alone.

On the phone, he just asked about the situation and didn't rush.Ren Mingyao was always called out for a drink by his friends before, and they all turned him down, saying that he just wanted to stay at home, and he only wanted to go today, probably because he pushed too much and was too embarrassed to refuse.It's okay to come back late after playing.

It's good to come back later, he can have time to think through his own thoughts.

Last night, the defense was broken again. Fortunately, Ren Mingyao was calm and kept the situation from getting too out of control.

Ren Mingyao is so powerful, he can digest so many stupid words.

Cheng Shi thought to himself, no wonder Ren Mingyao always treats him like a child, he is obviously about the same age, why is he not so calm, like a high school student, not making any progress.

He himself lived in a rental house for seven years, as if isolated from the world, and now he is very worried that he will lose touch with society.It's not that I haven't thought about it before, but I'm not so worried.Especially after meeting with the editor, I was worried about my job prospects, and even thought about going to work.

A social fear wants to go out to work, what an amazing change.

He knows that some game companies are recruiting painters for classes. This industry mainly relies on technology and works. Compared with education, education is not that important. Maybe you can try to submit your resume first.

Cheng Shi thought for a while, then got up and took out the old biscuit box from the closet, picked up the envelope containing the love letter, and wondered if he was too stingy.

Now that everything has been revealed, it seems that it would not be more embarrassing to show him.

Anyway, I lost my face all at once last night. Now that I have calmed down, I don't think it's a big deal to go out for an interview right away.

There are many hypocritical sentences in this old love letter, and it still has the student flavor of seven or eight years ago.Cheng Shi was very clear about what was written in it, but he had no eyes to look at it, thinking that when Ren Mingyao came back, he had to let him take it away and find a place to read it, otherwise it would be no different from public execution.

He put the envelope aside and glanced at the old mobile phone next to him.

It's still a slide cover model from many years ago. It has never been opened since it was turned off, and even the phone card has not been pulled out.I don't know if it can still be used after so long, Cheng Shi suddenly became curious, pulled out the charging cable from the box and connected it to the socket, and after waiting for a while, it still turned on.

Most of the things in the phone were deleted by him when he left home, but he also saved photos and chat records, which were basically about Ren Mingyao.He was reluctant to delete it, and did not dare to read it.In order to limit my wild thoughts, I even kept it in my hometown all the time. This year, he took Xiaojun back when he took Xiaojun away after the funeral.

I haven't paid my phone bill for so many years, so my account should have been shut down long ago.He watched the boot animation finish, but the screen froze suddenly.

Thousands of text messages and missed calls flooded in at the moment of turning on the phone, making the main interface inoperable and flickering non-stop.

Cheng Shi stared at the screen that couldn't be turned on in a daze, almost thinking that the phone had been damaged for too long.It took a while for the screen to return to normal, and he tried to check unread text messages.

Those lost texts come from the same person.

**

After Ren Mingyao thought about the essence of life for the rest of his life, he adjusted his mentality, and encountered the first challenge of the new journey head-on as soon as he entered the house.

We hadn't seen each other for two hours, and my wife blushed from crying again, ran over with her phone in her hands and plunged into his arms, speaking incoherently out of breath, "Why don't you pay it back, help me, charge me up, fee ah."

"..."

Ren Mingyao reacted faster with his hands than his brain. While catching him, he patted his back and said helplessly, "Why are you crying again? Xiaojun doesn't cry as much as you do."

Then I saw the communication tool with a sense of age in his hand, and I understood it in an instant, and said with a smile, "This phone still works? I thought it would not be turned on for a long time."

When Cheng Shi left so suddenly, he was afraid that in case of any emergency, he would charge up the phone bill, afraid that he would not be able to contact him if he stopped.

Then it became a habit.He recharges 2000 yuan into this old number every year. Even though he knows it doesn't make much sense, it's better than doing nothing.

"Then you pay me back, recharge my phone bill? Send me text messages... call me, so many, phone calls."

Cheng Shi only clicked in to read two of them when he turned on the phone. Seeing such a long time ago, he felt as if someone had whipped him on the back, and he was so painful that he dared not look at it again.

Thoughts also need a carrier.How can the feeling of hearing only "I miss you" compare with the feeling of seeing these thousands of records with your own eyes.

"Do you miss me a lot? When you are sick, when you have a class reunion, when everyone else goes home with you, when you are stressed at work..."

During the years when his whereabouts were unknown, Ren Mingyao almost wrote text messages from this number as a diary.At first, I thought that nothing happened, but now that it is revealed, it is a bit like black history for me.

Ren Mingyao coughed lightly, and just wanted to comfort him, but he continued to say in a trembling voice, "...when you can't sleep, when you want to eat the food in the cafeteria, when you have no ideas, you are so tired that you can't hold the pen steadily. When I was watching... don't you really want to? I want to take a look, even listen to the voice..."

It turned out that he still remembered how he missed Ren Mingyao.He told himself early on that he must forget, forget everything about the past.If you lie long enough, you can convince yourself it's true.

He thought he had forgotten.It turned out that he still remembered.

It turned out that Ren Mingyao was thinking about him when he was deceiving himself and others.He finally knew that he was also missed by someone, it didn't matter if he just disappeared or died anywhere.He was hidden in his heart and cherished, even when he was drunk, he was reluctant to share it with others.It turned out that he was also regarded as a baby.

It took him so many years to find out.

Why did he only know now.

Cheng Shi has never regretted it like this for a moment, even when he was lying in the hospital with a broken leg.If he could beat the time, he would definitely go back to the past and bring the self-pitying Cheng Shi to Ren Mingyao by the collar.

Ren Mingyao understood what he was saying, so he didn't need to speak anymore, it was enough to vent his emotions with him.After staying with him for a while, I felt that his arm slipped down as if he was tired, so I held his hand and pulled it up and put it back on my body: "Hold me and cry."

"..."

Cheng Shi was tired from crying and wanted to pull out a tissue, but now he simply wiped his tears on his body and said, "You are so stupid, what do I have to think about. I ran away at every turn. You throw it there by yourself. I hurt you like that, and you still want to find me. "

Ren Mingyao didn't like to hear him say that, "Throw it away and throw it away. Anyway, I was a high school student who didn't understand anything and couldn't do anything."

"..."

"You were right to leave there, Cheng Shi. You didn't abandon anyone, and you didn't hurt anyone. You didn't do anything wrong. It wasn't your fault."

Ren Mingyao raised his chin and kissed him with a serious tone. "But now, we are adults. Now we have nothing to fear."

Cheng Shi's tears that were finally calmed down began to flow back again, "Really?"

He felt that Ren Mingyao might have said that to make him happy.But it doesn't matter if they lie to him, he needs these words too much.Hearing this, he was about to melt with happiness.He was willing to believe whatever Ren Mingyao said.

"Of course. There is one thing. It would be better if you can tell me to leave." Ren Mingyao said seriously, "The biggest harm you can do to me is to let me go. The others are not at the same level as this. So , if you really want to feel sorry for me and think about me, don't run away from home casually in the future, and don't talk about yourself being bad, it's best not to even think about it."

"But I...I..." He subconsciously wanted to say that he was not very good, but he had been banned by Ren Mingyao, and I didn't say anything for a long time.

"...Okay." Cheng Shi said, "Okay."

Consensus was reached on important matters.

He no longer choked up, holding the phone and talking so many text messages, he could almost sum up his life in these years.He has to read every one.

Ren Mingyao coaxed it well with his ability, and he was a little proud in his heart.Anyway, thick-skinned, black history at the level of a small diary, just read it a few times.

He discussed with Cheng Shi while the iron was hot, "Since I'm no longer a useless high school student, I should be able to protect you, so tell me first if anything happens in the future, okay?"

"Tell me what's on your mind, otherwise I don't know what you think. If you like me, say you like me, if you want me, say you want me, if you are angry with me, tell me you are angry, okay? Don't be alone Go to a place I don't know, don't be bored and ignore me..."

Cheng Shi snorted, didn't say yes or no, just said, "Is it okay now?"

Ren Mingyao couldn't react at first, "What?"

Cheng Shi sniffed, put aside his phone and sat on his lap, his drooping bangs blended into the short hair on his forehead.

"that is……"

He lowered his voice and said, "Can I have you now too?"

There are still many things he hasn't done with Ren Mingyao, and there are still many things he likes that he hasn't shared together.

What a waste of time before, fortunately they still have the future.

He was really glad that he didn't say the breakup at that time.

Even if it is torture, he still wants to be with this person forever.

The author has something to say:

Come to Liao

Teacher Ren is so lucky

There are many postures in the multiplication ten teacher meeting (sour

let me see who broke the defense

oh so it's me

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