Temporary cohabitation

That night, Cheng Shi only remembered that he said a lot.

He actually felt that his behavior of complaining was stupid, but there were endless words that came out of his heart, so many words that even scared him, it seemed that as long as Ren Mingyao didn't take his eyes off him, he could go on forever.

Who told you to say you love me.

Now that I've said it, don't blame me for throwing these accumulated thoughts on you.

The real Cheng Shi is not as gentle and harmless as others say.He is the most petty and narrow-minded person, maybe only in front of Ren Mingyao, but that's what he is.With the determination to do nothing, face and self-esteem can be lost.He even accused Li Mingyao of not being too kind to him, blaming his agitated and abnormal emotions and behavior on the person who said he loved him.

It's tomorrow's business to wake up and regret it. Let's finish it together tonight.

Ren Mingyao poured water for him three times, but it failed to prevent him from waking up the next morning with a hoarse voice and speechlessness.The bloodshot eyes were still red from crying, and the eyelids were still swollen, looking very tragic and pitiful.

Cheng Yu expressed condolences to his son for the injury on his forehead, and he didn't blame anything when he knew what happened. It is inevitable for a little boy to bump up and down when he climbs up and down.

But when he saw Cheng Shi's appearance, and then saw Ren Mingyao's eyes, something was wrong.After hesitating several times in the morning, I still gently reminded, "Although you are all young, it's better not to play too crazy, the body is important."

To explain or not to explain, which is more embarrassing.

Cheng recognized his face and refused to face it.

Ren Mingyao nodded without changing his face, "I will pay attention to it in the future."

"..."

Cheng Shi pulled him into the study and closed the door for some small family meetings.

But in the end, Ren Mingyao was helping him out.Angrily, he pulled the man over, but he couldn't find anything to blame, so he could only give him a hug.

Taking advantage of the fact that he couldn't see his expression during the hug, he said, "I was talking nonsense last night... I said a lot of stupid things. You didn't even speak."

Now that I'm recovering, regret and embarrassment flare up.Strange people don't speak.

"I said it, I said the most important sentence." Ren Mingyao lowered his head and put his lips against his earlobe, "Want to listen again?"

Cheng Shi nervously grasped the folds of his waist, and squeezed his lips tightly, but the moment he heard the three words clearly, the corners of his mouth still couldn't help but curl up.

Ren Mingyao caught a glimpse from the corner of his eye, and said generously, "Listen again?"

"Tomorrow...I will listen to it tomorrow." I want to hear it tomorrow too.

"Row."

This day is the day when Shen Weiran comes to receive baby training every week.The four adults gathered together, Ren Mingyao shook his hand, and intentionally brought the topic to the schedule of the two families visiting their children in the future.

"I've thought about that too."

Cheng Yu smiled and said, "That's what I think. In the future, Xiaojun will go to school within a week, and I will bring him back to Maohua on Saturdays and Sundays. If I have something to do, I will let Weiran bring him back. When I grow up, I will take him back to Maohua." I can fly by myself, maybe I won’t wait until Saturday or Sunday, when my old father doesn’t like it, I skip class and sneak back to play with my little uncle. Boys are rebellious, it’s very possible.”

That is to say, from now on, I can see Xiaojun at least once a week, see him with my own eyes, and hug him with my own hands.

Cheng Shi was stunned, looking forward to the future in the words, his eyes were red again, he quickly lowered his head to hide, his palms under the dining table were clenched and hot.

Shen Weiran answered the words ruthlessly: "Just don't give him pocket money during the rebellious period."

"..."

Cheng Xiaojun pokes a small broccoli flower with a fork in a daze.

Ren Mingyao said, "It doesn't matter, his uncle is also rich."

They confronted each other in strange places.With a puff, Cheng Shi immediately gathered the eyes of the whole table, and quickly waved his hands, "I am, it sounds a little...happy."

It's weird... no, it's amazing.

Even though it was only one night, the mood can have such ups and downs.

Last night he was addicted to the past, feeling that everything had come to a dead end, and he was so desperate that he could only turn back.

But today he heard the future, the future he would yearn for just by hearing it.

My heart is full of hope.

Start with those three words.

**

In the evening, Ren Mingyao said that Song Ziyang was having a drink with people, so he wanted to go over and accompany him for a while.

Cheng Shi let him go without even thinking about it. It's normal for people to socialize with their friends, and it's reassuring to be laughed at by Cheng Yu.

"Not too scared."

Cheng Shi said honestly, "It's usually because others are afraid of him."

"..."

There are benefits to being fierce too.

Ren Mingyao lied.It wasn't Song Ziyang who called him, it was Song Ziyang who he asked.I made an appointment in the afternoon. Song Ziyang was not in Maohua, so he insisted on calling him back.

He can't express some emotions at home, even though his personality is mostly calm and calm, he can't bear it anymore.There is an urgent need for a place to confide—even if you don’t confide, you must find a trustworthy person to stay for a while before you can be released safely.

Song Ziyang was summoned urgently by Babaili, still confused, "You better have something important..."

Of course it's important.

What is Ren Mingyao's personality?He knew that he was talking nonsense halfway through the sentence, so he simply changed his words, "Drink?"

"Don't drink," Ren Mingyao said, "I have to go home later."

The meeting in the emergency room of the hospital that night left a deep impression on Cheng Shi. After that, he was always worried that he was not in good health, and he was not allowed to smoke or drink.

Song Ziyang didn't understand the inevitable connection between going home and not being able to drink, but since he said it, he nodded, "Then... why sit?"

The car stopped at the intersection not far from the community.Ren Mingyao had a serious expression since he got into the co-pilot, making the two of them look like underground workers coming out to connect.

The underground worker looked deeply into the night, and after a long silence, he said, "We met in March this year. It rained heavily that day, and I asked him to buy me a cup of coffee."

When he first met, he found that the reality was different from the plot of the script he had insomnia at night.Cheng Shi didn't experience too many bizarre things, he didn't go missing or was trafficked, he was alive and well, and he even had a human cub by his side.It seems that he has formed a family step by step and lived a comfortable life like every ordinary man.

He deliberately didn't ask, as if he was really just facing an old classmate who had been out of touch for a long time, and he didn't care about it long ago, so he wasn't very curious about each other's lives.

But when he sat there, looking at Cheng Shi's familiar yet unfamiliar appearance, he even felt hatred in his heart.

"Because I think he owes me." His usual steady voice began to tremble, "It's ridiculous."

"He doesn't blame me, I still hate him."

Cheng Shi's grades are very good, even if he doesn't perform well, he can still be admitted to a good university.He has a gentle personality, not pessimistic, and gets along well with his colleagues.Serious and willing to work hard, no matter what work will be done very well.

If he had never met Ren Mingyao, if he had never liked Ren Mingyao, he would definitely have a better life.

But he was stuck in that snowy alley.It was dark and cold, and my whole body was in pain. I watched the person I liked pass by indifferently, and I couldn't even make a sound for help.

"He spent half his life on me." Ren Mingyao leaned back in his chair, stared blankly at the front, and said to himself, "How should I compensate him? I can't make it up in my life."

After knowing each other for so many years, it was the first time I saw Ren Mingyao cry.Song Ziyang was so frightened that he didn't even dare to say a word of comfort, so he could only sigh and accompany him silently.

Countless remorse and self-blame pass through the lost time, and with the love that has been entangled in this life, they are all poured into one person.

Don't even dare to let people know.

Because the person he loves is too sensitive and too accustomed to thinking about others, knowing that he is like this will make him feel extra distressed.He won't cry in front of Cheng Shi, he won't let Cheng Shi feel sad because of him.

He will digest all the unspeakable guilt and debt by himself, and try his best to make up for it with the rest of his life.

After sitting there for almost two hours, Cheng Shi called.

Originally, I thought it would be okay for him to go get together with friends and come home late, but when Cheng Yu said it, he wanted to hit one too.

Song Ziyang didn't know whether he should be in the car or under the car, so he continued to hold his breath and watched the person beside him pull away and quickly change his face.

"I'll go home right away. It's okay... my voice is fine, it's just that Song Ziyang and the others smoked and choked." Ren Mingyao said "um", a smile appeared in his hoarse voice, and he was so gentle that he said, "Of course, I didn't smoke."

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