I have nothing to do

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"I'm fine." Yan Yu sat in his small audio-visual room, an old black and white movie was playing on the screen, he occupied one side of the small sofa, while the other side was empty, missing one people.

But he was the one who sat on this sofa originally, and only had another person for a short time.

Mingze didn't make things difficult for him that day, at least he let Yan Yu go by himself.

Just before leaving, Mingze tilted his head slightly, and said with a gentle face: "I like my younger brother very much, and I am also very jealous of him. I like him because he is my younger brother. I am jealous of him because he has passed He is better than me. You see how good his friends are. He is also very good. He is very comfortable. He also has a good brother like me to protect him. I actually have no objection to him falling in love. Very good, but I don't know what kind of person he should talk to. I haven't figured it out yet, but I think it shouldn't be those people before, or Jian Ce. They don't deserve him, and you What? Do you think you are worthy of Weng Chi? Ah...you should thank me. I helped you solve the time bomb like your cousin. Of course, he is a big trouble for you, but he is for me Say, it’s nothing, Mr. Yan, think about it, think about whether you can be Weng Chi’s boyfriend, I hope you can have a correct understanding of yourself, if not, I don’t mind helping you.”

The door opened with a "squeak", the lights in the projection hall were turned on, and the big screen returned to beige, as if nothing had been shown.

"Mr. Yan, there was another movie starring Jian Ce, which is similar to the one you just saw, but I think he is still relatively good, so I won't show it to you. If one day he doesn't Be good, then this movie will appear in front of you, after that time, please remember to write a movie review to me, I will pay you a high price." Mingze said cold words, but there was still a gentle smile on his face, he Standing up straight, he patted Yan Yu's shoulder lightly.

"Mr. Yan, see you later."

Yan Yu didn't quite remember how he got home that day. When he got home, he didn't turn on the lights, didn't take off his clothes, and fell asleep on the sofa in the living room.

He felt that he had exhausted all his mental power in just two hours.

He quickly fell into a deeper darkness in the darkness, and then he had a black dream, and he fell into the endless abyss.

In addition to falling, or falling, there is no end.

When he woke up, Yan Yu touched his face to confirm if he was really alive.

The surroundings are still dark, only the phone that fell on the ground is flickering.

Weng Chi's name kept flashing.

Yan Yu picked up the phone, but couldn't press the call button no matter what.

He didn't know what to say to Weng Chi, he was afraid of Weng Chi's concerned questions, and he didn't want to lie to Weng Chi.

Lying...Ming Ze said that those who lie will pay the price.

The phone's screen gradually dimmed, and the Yan Yu button was turned on again, looking at the records of missed calls in a daze.

Wechat reminders were constantly beating, Yan Yu closed his eyes, took a deep breath, and said to himself, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, don't be afraid...

Open the interface, reply with a sentence of falling asleep, and then say, it’s okay, it’s fine.

Weng Chi said he missed him.

Yan Yu said I miss you too.

Then Yan Yu used his work to numb himself during the day, and hid in the audio-visual room at night, watching movies one after another, trying to recall his state when he was alone.

He was always alone at that time, very relaxed, comfortable, and lonely.

But what did loneliness matter? He was used to it, it was a necessary part of his life.

But now he feels that everything has changed, the movie is very lively, but the house is very deserted.

Weng Chi would send him a WeChat message whenever he had time, and he would reply to Weng Chi as if nothing had happened.

Ming Ze asked Yan Yu if he was worthy of being Weng Chi's boyfriend.

Yan Yu has thought about this question countless times. When he started to like Weng Chi, when Weng Chi confessed to him, and when they hugged each other, Yan Yu asked himself this question.

He has no answer, but he monopolizes Weng Chi's tenderness.

Yan Yu doesn't know what kind of answer Mingze wants now... Well, he knows, he knows what Mingze wants, and he can probably guess if he doesn't give Mingze what he wants In the end, what will Mingze do to him?

Just like what Mingze said, he is just an ant. If it wasn't because he knew Weng Chi, Mingze wouldn't have cared that there was still a person like him in the world, an ordinary person.

What Mingze gave him was not a multiple choice question, nor was it a right or wrong question. Mingze's question did not require an answer.

On the fourth day in Jiangzhou, Yan Yu's mind was still in a mess. He couldn't face Weng Chi. He was afraid that Weng Chi would notice his abnormality, but he was also afraid of returning to Weng Chi. He was afraid that he would end up with him. Like Li Zhengchu, or like Jian Ce.

Jian Ce contacted him and asked him out for dinner.

Yan Yu guessed that Jian Ce was Mingze's lobbyist, so he naturally rejected it directly, but Jian Ce said that it was just an old classmate reminiscing about the past, Mingze didn't know about it, and he wouldn't let Mingze know.

He said, believe me, aren't we on the same boat?

What ship?

Mingze, Mingze is that boat.

Yan Yu went to the address Jian Ce sent, and it turned out to be the address of the last class reunion.

The box is also the same box as last time, but this time there are no messy classmates, no changing cups, no bragging rights.

Only Jian Ce was sitting there quietly, in front of a huge round table, there were ten chairs around the round table, nine of them were empty.

Jian Ce was smoking, and when he saw Yan Yu coming in, he raised his chin, raised his eyebrows and let out a mouthful of white mist.

"Come on."

"Ah."

Yan Yu found a seat near the door and sat down. He actually felt that he shouldn't come on the road, but if he didn't come, he didn't know what else he could do in Jiangzhou. He was going to be driven crazy by his escaping from his own loneliness. up.

"Mingze told me." Jian Ce flicked the cigarette ash, "So Weng Chi is with you."

"Ah."

"I really didn't expect that." Jian Ce frowned and twitched again, he curled his lips, "Don't you like me? Weng Chi also likes me, why did you get together, or did you guys already do it? Get together and keep my back. Yan Yu, are you actually such a capable person? I think you are usually quiet, but you are quite capable."

Yan Yu didn't answer, he knew that saying anything now was superfluous.

"Why don't you talk? Did you admit it? Or are you too lazy to refute? Mingze must have told you about me, or Weng Chi told you too? He knows how I am doing, and sent me there last time When you got to the hospital, did he tell you about it? I guess he didn't. He must think you are very simple and naive, just like you in my eyes, you are a fool. Naturally, a fool doesn't need to know too much. "

"Did you know that only fools come to the appointment today, did you never think that I would harm you? Do you think I wanted to kill you when I knew this?" Jian Ce squinted his eyes and looked at Yan Yu through the smoke, "What did you rely on to climb Weng Chi? Cheng Xinyuan, Xiao Hanrui, and many, many people, what did you rely on, can you tell me? Face? Body? Or something else? I can't figure it out, really I can't figure it out, the first time I saw you and Cheng Xinyuan together, I couldn't figure it out, Yan Yu, you are so ordinary, did anyone talk to you in high school, did anyone care about you, what about in college? Work? What about life? Why do you suddenly know so many people, why do you have such a good relationship with them, why? Yan Yu, are you worthy?"

"Is that why you came to me today to talk about it..." Yan Yu lowered his head, trying his best to restrain his emotions.

Does it match?

Mingze asked him if he was worthy, Jian Ce also asked him if he was worthy, and he asked himself if he was worthy.

This is a problem that has plagued Yan Yu for too long.

Does it match?

Why not?

As long as they like themselves and they care about themselves, of course they deserve it.

Even if it is true that as Ming Ze and Jian Ce said, he is an ant and a fool, but some people like ants and fools, so why not?

As long as the other person likes you, you are worthy of the other person's liking.

As long as you like yourself, you deserve what you like.

"Of course I deserve it."

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Jian Ce: Yan Yu, what do you rely on? !

Yan Yu: Who told you not to go online.

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I am afraid that people will think Yan Yu's attitude is very strange when I write this, but I really don't want Yan Yu to be too hesitant and entangled. I think love always has to bring something different to each other, otherwise I will write these dozens What are the ten thousand words for? In the end, Yan Yu still looked timid (actually a little bit) so boring. From the moment I wrote that they were together, I never thought of letting them break up. what reason.

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Don't forget to read Chapter 159, it will be updated in the afternoon~~

And there will be a small episode in the evening

Mingze (Part [-])

Mingze's impression of childhood is both vague and clear.

What is blurry is the smiling face of the father, and what is clear is the hysterical shouting of the mother.

Now when many public accounts write stories about his family, they say that his parents started from scratch.

But ever since Mingze could remember, his home was magnificent. At first it was a high-end real estate in the city center, and later it was a villa halfway up the mountain.

The butler is a kind middle-aged man who always smiles at himself. When his parents are arguing, he will take him to the upstairs room, close the door and read to him.

The housekeeper would also cover his eyes when his mother scratched himself.

He felt that the butler was the best person in the world for him.

But his father has always been vague in his heart. His father is always busy and fierce. He is different from his mother in the way of fierceness. The housekeeper told him that this is not fierce, but strict.

Then his father was really too strict with him.

He needs to take many classes and learn a lot of things, and his head often hurts. He dare not tell his father, for fear that his father will think he is lazy.

Finally one day, he couldn't bear it and told his father, who took him to the hospital.

The hospital is very cold, and so is the doctor, although he is smiling.

Then Mingze started to take medicine, and he didn't know what it was. His father said it was for his headache, and the pain disappeared after taking it.

The mother scolded more and more, and she became less and less awake. The housekeeper said that the mother was ill, and he told Mingze not to disturb the mother.

But that was his mother, Mingze thought, how could he ignore his mother?

He went to see his mother in his mother's room, and his mother smiled and beckoned him to come in, and her mother gave him candy, which was very sweet.

Then his mother asked him, "Why don't you get your father's favor?"

Mingze widened his eyes and shook his head, he didn't know that his father didn't like him.

Later, the butler rushed in and took Mingze away.

At that time, there were bloodstains on Mingze's face.

But Mingze didn't behave himself, he thought the housekeeper was right, his mother was just sick, so he didn't blame her.

Then one day, his mother knocked on his door on a rare occasion and asked him if he wanted to go to the playground together.

Mingze was pleasantly surprised, of course he agreed, even though there was an important game that day.

The mother and son deliberately avoided the housekeeper and drove directly to the playground.

This is Mingze's first time going to a real playground, not the one built at home, but a crowded and lively playground.

His mother also bought him a cartoon headband to wear on his head, and Mingze was very happy.

Until the mother pointed to the family of three in front and said happily: "Look, is that your father?"

"Mingze, look, your father is a beast."

"Mingze, look, your father has other children."

"Mingze, look, your father doesn't want us anymore."

"Mingze, look, look quickly."

The housekeeper appeared when the mother took out the knife, he quickly subdued the mother and gave the mother an injection, and then asked someone to take the mother away.

Fortunately, the tourists were only surprised for a while, and then the laughter resumed.

The butler took Mingze's hand and said, "Let's go, young master."

Mingze obediently followed the butler away, halfway there, he couldn't help turning his head.

The family of three had disappeared, and he felt lost.

In the middle of the night, when his father came home, Mingze was still reading, so naturally he didn't sleep.

Father came to his room, touched his head, and said, "Good boy."