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The number of fans of the account "Little Lili Chasing Wife" has recently grown at an astonishing rate, which made Lili a little flustered.

Last time, Li Li posted the clip of Su Cheng covering her collar with his hands in the live broadcast room, and it was the same as before, with a few simple words and a processed cartoon picture. Coincidentally, "Little Lili Chasing Wife" has a very strong fan, who happened to watch Yun Chuang's live broadcast selling goods that afternoon!

Although Li Li didn't mention any scenes related to the "live broadcast" in that tweet, fans with super associative ability dug to the bottom and connected this cartoon picture with the incident that afternoon, not only After Xiao Lili's push, he made bold guesses and reasoning, and posted a bunch of comparison pictures on his account, including the screen recording of the live broadcast that day.

Good guy, this contact directly made Little Lili's fans and the melon-eating crowd in the live broadcast room boil up.

Lili fans who have been twittering for a long time and wanted to see real people finally saw Lili in real life and Cheng Zong's perfect and coveted hands... and the netizens who spent the whole afternoon in the live broadcast room also found More details about the relationship between the two began the real journey of CP.

The Internet is really a magical place. After that, "Little Lili Chasing His Wife" has grown from a small account with hundreds of thousands of fans to several million, and the more fans there are, the more they are automatically attracted by Yun Chuang's background. Recommended, the number of fans continued to increase, and the snowball did not bring it so fast.

It's not that Li Li is afraid of being seen by Su Cheng, anyway, she doesn't know how long she has been silently watched by Su Cheng, those shameless words have made her not know how to write the word "shame". What I'm afraid of is being discovered by other people in the company, especially Tina's kind of gossip who spends all day talking about hot topics.

"Li Li, Li Li!" Just as Li Li was thinking about how to deal with this matter, Tina's voice just rang in Li Li's ear, scaring her almost out of her wits.

"Ah, what, what's the matter, Tina?"

"What are you wandering about, Nancy told you to go and find her."

"okay."

Li Li quickly came to his senses, and went to find Nancy to see if she had any tasks to assign.

"5 minutes ago, Yin Xiaoliang's studio posted an obituary on Weibo, confirming that Yin Xiaoliang committed suicide last night, suffering from depression."

"What?!" Li Li was so shocked that he couldn't speak.

Yin Xiaoliang is a particularly popular actor in recent years. Li Li even found out about his drama last night. Maybe it was because the news was too sudden, or maybe it was because of the two dark and terrifying words "depression" and "suicide". The words are too familiar to Li Li, in short, Li Li feels a little chills all over his body at the moment.

"Wait a minute, the entire network must be full of pushes related to this news. I asked Tina to do the quick emergency stuff. I want you to spend two or three days to make an article related to it. Can you publish a more in-depth article?"

"okay."

Li Li returned to his seat in a daze, and began to browse the news related to this incident.

Shock, grief, nostalgia, accusations... For a while, almost the entire Internet was expressing their views on this matter. Some media began to notice "depression", linking the past incident of Leslie Cheung's suicide, telling everyone "depression" "What a horror.

Li Li watched the news, feeling a dull pain in his heart.

For Yin Xiaoliang's death, apart from regretting her, she also has a "sympathy" that many people don't have.She is all too familiar with the feeling of hopelessness in life, feeling that she is lingering, and that death is the only relief.

Closing her eyes, she recalled the feeling of standing on the top of the building and looking downstairs several times. The feeling of dizziness caused by falling is, for ordinary people, an unavoidable fear, but for Li Lilai at that time Said, more like an irresistible temptation.

In fact, it's not that Li Li doesn't know that there are people around her who love her.

At that time, her heart and thinking were very numb, as if she was wrapped in a layer of plastic film, and she couldn't really feel the feelings of the outside world, but when she saw the eyes of her mother, Zhou Qi, Zi Yi, Zhao Ran, and Xiao Ying, she heard that Seeing their words, she can still know rationally that they love her, but because of this, she also feels that she is a worthless person who is not worthy of the love given by these relatives and friends, which will only increase their love. burden.

She snatched the fruit knife, slammed into the wall, and ran to the top of the building whenever she had the chance, but this way of being too violent would be stopped soon.When she was watched more and more closely by the nurses in the hospital and kept by her mother, she began to think of ways to find ropes and hide the bandages.

On one occasion, she twisted a thin sheet into a rope and hung it from the shower head in the bathroom, and hung her neck on it.

That was the closest she was to death, on the verge of suffocation, at the verge of dissipating consciousness, she vaguely saw Su Cheng's face, behind Su Cheng was the sun, she smiled as always, and stretched out her hand to Li Li , and said, "Li Li, come up."

At that moment, she really missed Su Cheng so much, that kind of extreme longing, and the sadness of leaving Su Cheng completely, like a flood of beasts, opened the valve of her brain and flooded into every cell in her body !She finally experienced a bit of reluctance, reluctance to Su Cheng, to the world, but she had no strength to make any changes, until Lu Yifan and the nurse who came to rounds screamed and rescued her.

After that time, with the help of drugs, Li Li did reduce her desire to commit suicide. She gradually realized that she was being controlled by the black dog of depression. She began to cooperate with the doctor's efforts to get rid of the black dog. However, the rot and blood in her heart still gnawed at her like a devil, making her mentally and physically painful.

In order to relieve this pain, she went to another horrible extreme - self-mutilation.

Sitting in front of the desk, Li Li quietly removed the beads on his left wrist, and stroked the terrifying "C"-shaped scar.

In fact, besides the scar on the wrist, there are many other injuries, big and small, but they are not too serious in comparison, and usually heal within a month or two.

At that time, all the sharp weapons around him were locked up by Lin Ru. Li Li made countless attempts to obtain even a little bit of things that could hurt him, such as poking himself with the earrings on his ears, such as pretending to accidentally hit him while eating. A broken bowl, and then secretly hide a piece of broken china... After all these methods are stopped, she can also slam her knees hard against the table leg...

The blood that flowed out was like the release of pus. She used this heart-wrenching body pain to ease the unresolved depression in her heart.

She even pervertedly punished herself for the mistake she made to Su Cheng amidst the smell of blood.

Later, Li Li often thought that without the professional treatment of doctors and nurses, without the careful care of Lin Ru and the others, without his obsession with Su Cheng at the last moment, she might have become a lonely soul in this world, or , a devastated puppet.

Li Li clicked on her mobile phone, looked at the background of the mobile phone that she had secretly set up, an intimate photo of her and Su Cheng's cheek-to-cheek, she gently covered Su Cheng's smiling face with her fingertips.

It's good to be alive.

Really, thank you for everything!

Following the thoughts in his mind, Li Li wrote two outlines following Yin Xiaoliang's suicide incident, but he was not very satisfied no matter how he wrote them.

More and more people on the Internet are paying attention to this matter, and there are more and more unreliable remarks. Many people even blame Yin Xiaoliang for his bad personality, which is why he suffers from depression, and some complain that he is not strong enough.

Netizen 1: People like him just think too much and make themselves depressed.

Netizen 2: What is the blame for depression? I think he is too fragile. Let him suffer from the hardships I suffered when I was a child. Guaranteed that he will be strong-willed.

Netizen 3: I really don't understand, why is it so serious that I want to die?

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A few hours later, Li Li, who was looking at these remarks and touching the keyboard, simply overturned the outline of the previous design and decided to only focus on a very small point of tweets, that is, the science of depression.

She wants to take this opportunity to let more people know about it, pay attention to it, and prevent it.

However, the theme is set on the science of depression, so it is not enough to just write about it. It must be professional, accurate, and authoritative to be persuasive and not mislead the public.

Therefore, Li Li consulted a lot of information, built a framework, and marked the places that need to be further understood.

Because of his experience, Li Li knows that in order to fight against depression, both the physical aspect of the hospital's psychiatry department and the psychological aspect of the psychological counselor's responsibility need to be treated at the same time.

Therefore, the next step is to seek the help of professional psychiatrists and psychological counselors.

In the past two years, Li Li has had a psychological consultation almost every week. The counselor is Ms. Feng, a professor of psychology at F University, who specializes in psychological counseling. Li Li has received a lot of help from her, and she soon So I contacted Teacher Feng and expressed my desire to interview her for some professional knowledge.

As for psychiatry, Li Li naturally thought of Lu Yifan.In the past four years, Lu Yifan has taken good care of Li Li, both from the perspective of a doctor and as a friend, and Li Li is very grateful.She explained to Lu Yifan the "acting" incident four years ago and apologized to him. Lu Yifan was not angry, but it was precisely because of his gentle and tolerant attitude that Li Li did not dare to get too close, for fear Any more misunderstandings.

After all, it was hard for her to warm up the relationship with Su Cheng, and she didn't want to make Su Cheng uneasy because of a little bad possibility.

However, now that she wanted to write about depression, she really couldn't think of a more suitable candidate other than Lu Yifan.

While feeling depressed, Zhou Qi suddenly sent a chat box to Li Li.

Zhou Qi: I haven't looked for me for so long, is there any progress?

Li Li: Shy.

Li Li sent a shy expression. The changes in the past two weeks have indeed been a bit unexpected. Li Li hasn't recovered yet, and Zhou Qi has to go out to shoot all the time. She didn't find a chance to report to Zhou Qi.

Zhou Qi: Damn, come quickly, have you two reconciled?

Li Li: Not too much.

Zhou Qi: What do you mean by not counting? If it’s good, it’s good. If it’s not good, it’s not good. What the hell is it?

Li Li: Yes, it seems to be better, but it is not the same as before.

Zhou Qi: Why is it different?

Li Li: Before, she would be very clingy to me, watching me everywhere and telling me everything.Now, although the behavior is good to me, but there always seems to be something wrong.Anyway, she said very little to me...

Li Li didn't know how to describe the difference, but having experienced the most intimate love, of course she could sensitively capture the barrier between two people.

Zhou Qi: It's been four years, people will always change, and you should not always think that you are exactly the same as in the past.

Li Li: I know.

Zhou Qi: Have you told her what happened four years ago?

Li Li: I couldn't find a chance to say it, either I was interrupted by other things when I wanted to say it, or she didn't want to hear it.Sometimes I just mention a little bit and she starts fidgeting, smoking, or simply leaving.

Zhou Qi: Well, it seems that she is still very angry with the past.

Li Li: Well, so I told her that I was waiting for her and I would tell her when she was ready.

In fact, when it comes to love, Su Cheng is Li Li's best teacher.

Su Cheng taught her to love, to express, to wait.

She will treat Su Cheng the way Su Cheng treated her in the past.

This is Li Li's answer to himself.

Li Li: By the way, sister Qi, why are you so busy recently? Xiaoying called me yesterday and complained that you didn't go to see her recently. She seems to miss you very much.

Ah, cough, cough... Zhou Qi, who was drinking water, almost sprayed it on the screen!

This little kid really dares to say anything, and even deliberately uses her sister's mouth to spread the word!She calls to harass herself every night, sometimes at twelve o'clock in the middle of the night, sometimes one or two o'clock in the morning, anyway, she calls after practice, regardless of whether she is sleeping or not, and now she still blames herself for not going to see her? !

Although Zhou Qi refused to let Tan Ying go, but seeing Li Li's ignorant appearance, the guilt in her heart still soared. She didn't do it on purpose, and she really didn't want to seduce that little kid!

Zhou Qi still didn't dare to confess to Li Li, and only prayed that Tan Ying's little boy might be fine after a while of heat, so she collected her mind and called Li Li back.

Zhou Qi: Don't you think that she will be in the finals next week? How dare you disturb her.

Zhou Qi: By the way, Li Li, Xiaoying is eighteen. Do you have a suitable candidate to introduce her to a girlfriend?

Li Li: Huh? !

Zhou Qi: Hey, I just think that the child may grow up and have a spring. If she has a chance, she will introduce a girlfriend to try, so that she won't think about it all day long...

Uh, this, why does it sound like you want to introduce a date to cats and dogs? !

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