candy grab

Childhood, a gloomy and rotten past.

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"Xiao Li, you are so beautiful."

"Xiao Li is so cute. Uncle likes you so much. Come and give me a kiss."

"Where is the towel for bathing clean? Come on, uncle will help you rub it with your hands."

The beard, dirt, and stench of the disgusting man, together with her grandmother's indifference and neglect, constituted Li Li's initial sexual shame and indelible sexual fear, not to mention, what did Li De's sexual assault on her later give her? What a devastating injury.

How can those parents who are not willing to give love know how to protect them.

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Li Li yelled those words almost at the top of her lungs, she felt that she was broken, she couldn't even feel where her body was, only some trance consciousness was supporting her from falling down.She didn't know what she was going to do, she took the knife and slashed vigorously in the air, there seemed to be many devils with hideous faces in front of her, she wanted to kill the devils!

"Li Li!!!"

Su Cheng heard Li Li's hysterical cries at the stairs, and was so anxious that his heart ached. He didn't expect to see her slashing wildly in the air with a knife when he opened the door!

Su Cheng was so anxious that he immediately went to snatch the knife from Li Li's hand, fearing that she would hurt him.But Li Li was so dazed that she didn't know what she was doing, and she didn't realize that it was Su Cheng who came.

Fortunately, Su Cheng was behind Li Li at the time, and Li Li was holding the knife and mainly slashed at the front. Su Cheng took advantage of a certain second when Li Li stopped, and hugged Li Li tightly from behind, and then held Li Li with one hand. He firmly grasped Li Li's hand holding the knife to stop her from hacking.

Seeing that Li Li was caught by Su Cheng, Lin Ru and the others also rushed up to help, holding Li Li down, pressing Li Li, and grabbing the knife, Lin Ru cried while pulling, "Mom, I'm sorry, Mom. I am so sorry!"

Li Li no longer had a clear consciousness, she only felt a bunch of people binding her, she instinctively struggled desperately, until she heard a "bang", she found that she let go, and the knife fell to the ground .

Everyone was silent for a second, Li Quanzhi immediately kicked the knife away with his foot, and Li Li tried to get rid of everyone like he was possessed.

"Go away!!!"

Everyone was afraid of hurting Li Li, so they didn't dare to trap her too hard. She drove everyone away like crazy, and pushed Su Cheng, who hugged her the tightest, to the ground!Finally, Li Li broke away from everyone and ran out clutching his head.

"Li Li!!!"

That should be Li Li's strongest strength. Su Cheng never expected that she, who is usually weak, would overflow with such crazy strength when threatened.

Su Cheng got up and was about to chase him out. Lin Ru was also very worried about chasing him out, and kept crying and calling Li Li.

Su Cheng suddenly turned around and asked Lin Ru, "Auntie, what did you tell her just now?"

She needs to know what happened in order to really appease Li Li.

"I...we... just told her that we are going to remarry." After speaking, Lin Ru covered her face and cried bitterly, "It may have irritated her, I'm sorry Li Li..."

At that moment, Su Cheng suddenly understood Li Li's collapse.

In order to maintain her marriage with Li Quanzhi, Lin Ru sent her to her hometown in the countryside for five or six years when Li Li didn't understand anything. It was the first time for Li Li to abandon her; Li Li was in primary school next to him, but Li Li heard with his own ears that Lin Ru agreed to Li Quanzhi's request and sent her to an orphanage. This was the second time he abandoned her; After the incident, Lin Ru will remarry with him, this is the third abandonment...

No one doesn't want a mother by nature. Although Li Li is cold and restrained, she desperately longs for her mother to love herself instead of giving up again and again...

"Auntie, I will definitely find Li Li and ensure her safety. You just wait at home for news from me."

"Okay!" Li Quanzhi supported Lin Ru, and Lin Ru was crying so hard that she couldn't help herself.

Su Cheng said this because she didn't want them to go out to find Li Li, she knew it would make Li Li even more broken.She was extremely disappointed with these adults. Even if they had their own difficulties, how could they bear to let a child bear this? !Their helplessness is nothing more than a selfish excuse.

Su Cheng thought of his parents, no matter how busy or tired they were outside, they would never let Su Cheng feel neglected, they loved Su Cheng, protected her, and respected her.Even if his mother passed away prematurely, Su Cheng could always feel the strength left by his mother.

The same parents, the difference is so big, it is really embarrassing.

Those parents who cried and said sorry to their children, you are parents for the first time, and we are not children for the first time.

When you cry and beg us to forgive, who will forgive us?

At this moment, Su Cheng just wants to find Li Li quickly, she wants to hug her tightly, she wants to wrap her with all her love!

But when Su Cheng ran downstairs, Li Li had disappeared.Thinking of Li Li's strength just now, Su Cheng guessed that she should have run a long way now, so she decided to drive out to chase.

When she left the community, she regretted it, because it meant she could only turn right, but she didn't know whether Li Li turned left or right after leaving the community.

Anyway, I can only gamble!Su Cheng drove the car restlessly, wanting to drive fast but dared not, because he had to pay attention to every figure on the road.

After Li Li ran out, she only knew to run forward as hard as she could, and she didn't stop until she felt tired.

At that moment, Li Li stood at a crossroads, street lights and car lights intersected each other, piercing her eyes, she finally returned to the real world, but her mind was still muddled, she didn't know where she was, Where are you going.

Suddenly, she realized that she was standing in the middle of the road, and she could only block the glare of the light with her hands and cross the road first.

"what……"

A car suddenly passed by Li Li's side, causing her to fall to the ground in fright.

"Girl, are you okay? I shouldn't have touched you, have I?"

The car that frightened Li Li found a little girl on the ground, and stopped immediately, and an uncle in his 40s got out.

Li Li heard the voice, raised his head slightly, and saw an enlarged version of the head of a man with a messy beard facing him!At that moment, she was so fragile that she directly connected the image of this middle-aged man with those dirty and disgusting people in her memory.

"Ah!!!" Li Li yelled in fear, holding his head in his hands and burying his head in his knees, shrinking into a ball.

It just so happened that the sidewalk had a green light at this time, and a group of pedestrians were walking to this "place where the crime occurred".

"What's the matter with you, did you hit the little girl?!" An enthusiastic aunt heard Li Li's scream and hurried over to seek justice.

"I don't know, I didn't bump into her!"

"Look how frightened the little girl is, you still don't admit it!"

I have to say that in that scene, nine out of ten people would point their fingers at the uncle.

"Heaven and earth conscience, I kindly asked her if she was okay, and she cried like this!" This kind-hearted uncle saw more and more passers-by, so anxious that he could only stomp his feet blindly!

"Don't quibble, me, I'll take a picture for you and tell you, the traffic police will come over in a while, and you can't run away!" The enthusiastic aunt took out her mobile phone and took a picture of the scene while talking.

"Oh my conscience, I just drove the green light, and I drove forward normally. It was she who ran the red light, and I drove past her and she fell down. I just came down to see if she was hurt..."

There were more and more people accusing the uncle, he was busy explaining to the people around him; a few people also came and lowered their heads to care about the injury of the little girl who curled up in fright.

"Little girl, little girl, don't be afraid, where are you hurt?"

Li Li raised her head, crying intermittently, her head was a little short of oxygen, she didn't quite know what these people were asking, she wanted to answer, but she really didn't know what to answer.

"What's your name? Where do you live?"

"Then do you remember your family's phone number? Tell me your family's phone number, can I call them over for you?"

Family phone number?Li Li gradually calmed down, and she seemed to understand that they were asking for her phone number.She wiped her tears and reported a series of numbers.

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Su Cheng probably realized that he had really gone in the wrong direction, because he had not found Li Li after driving for a long time.There are really too many forks in this road, too many possibilities, Su Cheng turned around two or three times in a row but couldn't find it, and there were cars and traffic lights everywhere during dinner time, Su Cheng was so irritable that he could only turn the steering wheel frantically!

Suddenly, a strange call was received on the mobile phone. Su Cheng subconsciously thought that it might be related to Li Li, so she immediately pressed the answer button.

"Hey?"

"Hi, hello, I have a little girl here who seems to have been bumped..."

"Where are you?!"

Su Cheng's whole heart was in her throat, she couldn't listen anymore, she just wanted to know where Li Li was now!

"It's at the intersection of Wangyuan Road and Chang'an Road..."

Without waiting for the other party to finish speaking, Su Cheng hung up the phone with a snap, immediately turned the steering wheel, and drove over at the fastest speed!Fortunately, that intersection is nearby, not far from me!

It took Su Cheng less than 2 minutes to drive to the intersection, and he could see a group of people surrounded by the roadside in the distance!But at this time, the light was red, and Su Cheng couldn't drive through, so he turned the steering wheel to the right irritably, parked the car on the side of the road and ran over, not caring about the ticket at all.

"Li Li!!!"

A familiar voice came from behind the crowd, Li Li stood up as if he had found a life-saving straw, and wanted to find that person through the crowd.

"Su Cheng, Su Cheng, Su Cheng!!!"

Get rid of the crowd, it's really her!

The two hugged each other tightly, like two souls who had been torn apart. After going through thousands of rivers and mountains, they found each other and were tightly entwined.

"With me here, don't be afraid."

Su Cheng comforted Li Li slowly, and Li Li finally recovered his sanity slowly.Her lonely soul, wandering in the fire of purgatory, finally found a place to rest when she was exhausted.

Su Cheng thanked all the kind people on the side of the road, and left with Li Li in his arms.

Back home, Su Cheng put Li Li into the bathtub, added the essential oil of wild orange that Li Li usually used most, took off his clothes and soaked in it himself.

It was the first time that Li Li was so obedient, and quietly let Su Cheng help her take a bath.

Su Cheng gently scrubbed Li Li in his arms. Why are so many people willing to hurt her, this baby whom he is afraid of falling and breaking?

If the gods really allow the exchange, she is willing to exchange everything she can for Li Li to have a normal childhood.

After washing, Su Cheng carried Li Li to the bed and sat up.She simply wiped her hair, and then began to blow-dry Li Li's hair slowly.

Facing Su Cheng, Li Li grabbed the clothes around her waist with both hands, feeling her slender fingers running through his hair.Li Li kept staring at her face, reluctant to leave.She was thinking, how much God cared for her to send Su Cheng to appear in her life.

But, is she really worthy of Su Cheng?

"Cheng Zi, why are you being so nice to me..."

"Fool, you are the cutest, purest, and kindest baby in the world. How can I not be willing to treat you well?"

"No, I'm not. In fact, I'm very bad. I have had a dream since I was a child. In my dream, I killed them one by one... I often wake up in such a dream... Today I hold Knife, for a moment, I really couldn't tell whether it was a dream or reality... Sometimes, I really hate them, and I think I will really chop them off, you know?"

Li Li was tired from crying today, and she also regained her senses. She didn't yell anymore, but shed tears, quietly and slowly, telling Su Cheng the thought buried in her heart, which she dared not face the most.

"Li Li..." Su Cheng turned off the hair dryer and stroked Li Li's hair.

"You said, is my biological father really a lunatic, or a murderer? Will I really inherit it from him? I often feel that there is a devil, a lunatic, in my heart, and it is about to come out. It will come out one day, so what?"

Hating himself has been Li Li's normal state for more than ten years.Just as she blamed herself for not resisting bravely when she was sexually assaulted by Li De, these horrible and bloody thoughts of killing made her even more convinced that she was a "bad person" in essence.

"Li Li!" Su Cheng held Li Li's head in both hands, and said seriously: "Li Li, look at me, don't be afraid, even if this is the case, in this life, I will be there to accompany you crazy!"

Li Li burst out laughing and crying... This is her Su Cheng, who stretched out his hands to her in the dark quagmire, Su Cheng who brought her all the light and love, her whole world!

Yes, this is her world, isn't it?There is Su Cheng in this world, and there is Su Cheng's love who accepts her unconditionally.Why would she foolishly make her best Su Cheng feel bad because of the unbearable and dirty things in the past?

Li Li's heart suddenly surged with an impulsiveness and firmness that she had never had before. She got up and hugged Su Cheng forcefully, and the tip of her tongue domineeringly entered into Su Cheng's mouth and entangled it.

Su Cheng's fingers stopped at a certain place, and she raised her head to look into Li Li's eyes with the last ounce of reason, as if she was asking for Li Li's opinion.

"Su Cheng, give it to me!"

At that moment, Su Cheng was going to be driven crazy by her!All sensory nerves were caught in a storm-like explosion!

Li Li no longer had any resistance or hesitation, she told Su Cheng the answer with her actions.

She wanted her, the feeling of being completely pampered by her.

She didn't know what her past self was hesitating about? !If one day she really becomes a lunatic or a devil, then she will give Su Cheng the best of herself, whether it is a young body or sincere love.

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