The cold goddess always wants to bend me

Wei Zhi looked back, the tears on her face had already dried up, she organized her words, and said to the phone:

"I have been living with Gu Mingxi since I took a long vacation. One night Shu Yixin came to see me. Her constant pestering put me under a lot of pressure. I desperately needed a vent, so I told Gu Mingxi the cause of my mother's death, but things backfired. Gu Mingxi drove me out of the house. At that time, I felt that the sky was about to collapse, and my emotions were on the verge of collapse. I walked on the road for a long time in a daze, and Shu Yixin followed me all the time. I said a lot of excessive things to her that night , trying to make her give up on me, after all, when I see her, I can't help but think that I killed my mother. I left her by the side of the road and left by myself. Later, I was taken home by the housekeeper. I haven't seen her again for a long time. Her last message said she hates me. I think it's good for her to hate me. At least she won't miss me anymore. After a long time, she will come out and meet her. I found someone better than me, and then I deleted all her contact information, trying to put an end to this not-so-good relationship, until a year later, I met her again at the opening ceremony of high school, I just realized how wrong I was."

The screen of the mobile phone emitted a faint light, illuminating a little place around. Yu Xinxin's cheeks were hidden in the dim light, her eyelashes trembled, she raised her hand to wipe away her tears, took a sip of water, and tried to make her throat feel better Trying to control his emotions, he said, "What happened then?"

"After I left her that day, she was harassed by a few gangsters. During the dispute, she fell on the construction site on the side of the road. A wire pierced her left eye, and the gangsters were scared away. Yes, when her family found her and sent her to the hospital, the doctor said that it would be very difficult to recover, and the eyeball was seriously polluted, and she might need to remove the eyeball. She must have been very scared at the time and called me a lot, but I She didn't answer, she sent me another message saying she wanted to see me, and I didn't reply, and then a month later, I received her last message, she said she hated me, and she had already had surgery at that time, but I didn't know anything, I thought she was finally willing to give up, I didn't know what kind of mental journey she had in that month, that turned love into hate."

"Xinxin, do you think I'm hateful, I thought I made the best decision, but in the end I became the person who hurt her the most."

Yu Xinxin didn't know what to say, she could only say that good luck tricked people, there was nothing wrong between her and Shu Yixin, but mistakes happened.

"I don't know, but sometimes you are really hateful. If you told her the truth at that time, she might understand you and give you the greatest breathing space. When you all calm down, maybe there will be a different result. But what happened can’t be changed, and all we can do is face life well.”

"Yeah, if I had your thoughts, maybe I would have a different result with her, maybe we would get back together again." Yu Xinxin's heart seemed to be pierced when she heard this, and her eyes opened again. Getting wet, she covered her mouth to prevent herself from making a sound, but Wei Zhi's voice continued: "But I'm not you, I just wanted to stay away from her as soon as possible, and there was no way for me to face her."

Yu Xinxin rubbed her painful chest, swallowed the bitterness in her mouth, and said softly: "And then? Since it's impossible for you two, why are you still entangled until now?"

"At that time, I missed the senior high school entrance examination because of the treatment, and I studied at home for a year. I thought that in this way, she and I would not have the possibility to go to the same high school, let alone become classmates. But when the opening ceremony of the high school , I saw her who was also a freshman. She found me and told me about her eyes. She also missed the high school entrance examination because of surgery, but the innocent and lovely girl who used to be was gone, and her emotions became hysterical. , cloudy or sunny, I regretted it very much at the time, and my heart ached seeing her, and I just wanted to do everything possible to make up for her, and then I stayed by her side for the rest of the time, obeying her, and everything went smoothly With her, I will do what she asks, except for one thing, she always hopes that I can like her, but I can't do this alone, so her character becomes more and more uncertain and elusive, until Two years later, she was sent abroad, and I was freed."

"In those two years, both she and I were scarred and scarred, and no one was much better than the other. Before the winter vacation, she returned to China and came to me. I had a bad fight with her, so I went to find her. You, it's just that she had a lot of trouble at home and kept arguing to see me, so I left you and hurried back. I was planning to make a break with her. I have you and I don't want to be with her anymore What is involved, I have already used what I owed her... I have already paid it off, I want to start again with you, but things backfire, she always has a way to make me lose control of my emotions, I don’t dare to see you now, I was afraid that you would be worried, and that I would not be able to hide it after a long time, so I proposed to separate temporarily, and I wanted to wait until everything was settled before going to you."

"Xinxin, I never thought of giving up on you. You are my life, and I can't live without you."

Yu Xinxin heard her say so much, although she didn't agree with her decision, but she still felt sorry for her. Before, she only thought that Wei Zhi was born with a cold personality, and never thought that she had experienced so many hardships. She doesn't know how to comfort her now, no matter what she says, she seems to be very powerless. It would be great if she could get to know her earlier, at least she can face it with her, and she won't work so hard alone, but thinking about it again I thought, even if I met earlier, she would still keep everything a secret and bear it silently by herself.

Thinking of this, she gritted her teeth, suppressed the emotions in her heart, and said, "You said before that you have depression, and just now you said that your emotions are out of control, so how are you doing now?"

Wei Zhi's eyes habitually dodged twice, even though Yu Xinxin couldn't see anything now.

"I'm fine now, it's just that my mood has been affected a little, so don't worry."

Yu Xinxin gritted her teeth again, almost pissed off by her, wanted to break up with her, and said nothing was wrong?Even if this person has said everything, he is still habitually stubborn.

"Since you have nothing to do, and there are still a few days left in my vacation, why don't I go and see you."

Wei Zhi was a little panicked. She came to the bathroom and looked at herself in the glasses. Her complexion was thin and pale, as skinny as bones, and there was a pair of dark circles under her eyes that couldn't be suppressed by smoky makeup. "That Xinxin, your injury is still there. No, it’s better not to run all the way here.”

"Why, do you still want to break up with me?" Yu Xinxin had already guessed that she would refuse, but she was still very angry.

Wei Zhi panicked again, pacing on the spot, not knowing what to do with his free right hand, grabbing the edge of the sink, and said: "I, I never thought about giving up on you, I, I just want to stay with you around."

"You never thought about giving up on me, but you thought about leaving me." Yu Xinxin interrupted her coldly.

"Xinxin, don't be angry, I won't dare again." Wei Zhi wanted to cry again anxiously, but her eyes were swollen to death, she could only force back the tears first.

"Then I'll go find you, okay?"