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Song Yuan was stunned and raised his eyes subconsciously to look at the person. After meeting Shen Qiyou's serious gaze, he looked away helplessly. For a moment, he felt that his heart was beating too fast.

He was just teasing this person at first, but now he really doesn't understand what Shen Qiyou means.The liking he said was what he thought...that?

Why did he suddenly say... such words.

"I..." Song Yuan got stuck after saying a word, a blush suddenly appeared on his fair skin, and he became inexplicably nervous and flustered.

"Do you like it... Do you hate me?" Sensing the young man's uneasiness, Shen Qiyou lowered his eyes and asked softly.

"Of course not, I don't hate you!" Song Yuan responded very quickly this time, as if afraid of Shen Qiyou's misunderstanding, he added another sentence: "How could I hate you..." After finishing speaking, he felt a little aggrieved and thought, why did he There will be such thoughts.

Obviously...

Is it because he treats Shen Qiyou badly on weekdays?Didn't he show his love and concern for this person?After thinking about it, Song Yuan looked at the young man in front of him rather sadly, and pursed his mouth slightly.

"That's what I like."

"……Is it right?"

Shen Qiyou said seriously.

Song Yuan raised his eyes and looked at the person at a loss when he heard the words, and then he realized that this was indeed the truth.

It's not that I don't like it, then I like it.

He parted his lips slightly, wanting to give Shen Qiyou a definite answer, but those three words made him unable to speak out as if his throat was blocked.Song Yuan didn't know what was wrong with him, because the former him could tell, he could say anything to this person.

He has never been stingy to let this person know how much he likes and cares about him.

But now the three words "like you" have suddenly become extraordinarily special, so special that Song Yuan feels that he shouldn't say it now, and what it represents should not just be like and care among friends.

"Right." He whispered after a while.After finishing speaking, she slowly lay down and covered most of her head with a quilt, leaving only a pair of eyes outside, and said in a muffled voice, "It's getting late, Shen Qiyou, we're going to bed."

"Ah."

Seeing people walking that way, Song Yuan suddenly said, "Are you really not going to sleep together?" After speaking, the embarrassed half of his head also got in, and his voice became more muffled: "Well, I... . . . just offhand."

Shen Qiyou looked at the bulging bun on the bed and paused for a moment. The corners of his mouth curled up in a tiny arc, and his faint voice was softened by the night: "No, I have to listen to my brother."

Song Yuan curled his lips under the cover of the quilt when he heard that address, Shen Qiyou called his brother like this as if they were a family.

With a sound of ding dong, Song Yuan drowsily took the phone and saw that it was a WeChat message from his brother, probably saying that he might not be back tonight or something.He yawned and saw another one before he could reply.

Brother: [Yuan Yuan, I actually saw it. ]

o: [? ]

Brother: [Don't be afraid and don't be nervous, brother didn't mean that, but it was a little unexpected. ]

Song Yuan's drowsiness disappeared completely. He really didn't know what his brother was talking about, so he had to send out a few more question marks.

Brother: [That's when I saw you holding Xiao Shen. ]

[Are you two together now? ]

[That, Yuanyuan, I have no objection to your dating, boys are fine too.But you are still young, and boys should protect themselves outside! ]

Song Yuan: "..."

After being surprised, he looked at the three words on the screen of the mobile phone and his heart beat uncontrollably.

It turned out that his brother misunderstood that he and Shen Qiyou were in a relationship.

How could he think like that, they were just...

He suddenly couldn't think about it any longer. He tapped and typed with both hands, but he cut and deleted, and it took him a long time to type out a complete sentence.

o: [There is no relationship, we are friends, brother, you misunderstood. ]

Brother: [Yuanyuan, really don’t be afraid, if you really like each other, although I feel uncomfortable, I will support you! ]

Song Yuan curled his lips.

o: [Really not, they are good friends. ]

Song Ting, who was far away in the west of the city, couldn't help but feel happy when he saw the news of his younger brother. It turned out that it was just a misunderstanding.

He must have thought wrong just now, it is normal for boys to cuddle and hug each other, but it is obviously abnormal for his brother to do that.

It’s all just not enlightened yet, he thought bitterly.

Song Yuan said a few more words to his brother and put down the phone. In the darkness, a strange feeling swept through his heart.

Is his feeling for Shen Qiyou just a friend?

He thought of the three words that he couldn't say just now, and those inexplicable blushes and heartbeats, and suddenly became uncertain.He has never liked anyone, but he knows that this person is special and no one can replace him.

Is this what friends should have?

His heart was completely messed up.

"Shen Qiyou, are you asleep?" He suddenly made a sound after a while.

"No."

Song Yuan groaned and looked to the side, although he couldn't see his expression clearly, but he knew that this person was also looking at him.

The two of them stared at each other silently for a long time, and he said suddenly: "Shen Qiyou, our relationship is...friends, right?"

It took a while for the person on the other side to answer his somewhat inexplicable question: "Well, they are friends."

Hearing the expected answer, Song Yuan felt lost for no reason. They were just friends, and their relationship was defined by him from the beginning as friends, not other relationships.

He and Shen Qiyou can only have this kind of relationship, he has... someone he likes.

he can not--

Can't what?

Song Yuan, who was aware of what he was thinking, seemed to be frozen. That's why he never thought about it or he didn't think deeply about it.

Can't do anything, that sentence lingered in his heart and gradually became clear - he couldn't like Shen Qiyou.

So does he like Shen Qiyou?Or maybe he actually liked Gu Nian'an in his previous life?Is his obsession with this person just because of his best friend and confidant...

He asked himself silently, and one after another, his head was turned into a pot of porridge by one question after another, but gradually he had a vague answer in his heart.

Then it became very clear.

He likes this guy.

Not friends, but love between lovers.

That's why he cares so much about a person, he will be so disappointed after knowing that this person has someone he likes, and he wants to be with the other person for a long time before he knows his emotions.

It turned out that he had such feelings for him.

He didn't know when his feelings for this person changed, but now that he understood his mind, he knew clearly that he had fallen in love with Gu Nian'an in his previous life.Such attachment, strong feelings, wanting to see each other every day, what else could it be other than liking?

But in their only three years, he never realized it, or he didn't even dare to think about it just like now.

Gu Nian'an said that they were close friends, that they would be friends for a lifetime, so he thought so, and told himself that the other party was a reliable elder brother to him, and a close friend for life.

Looking at it now, maybe he has already realized his intentions, but he already has someone he likes, and he is also someone he can't and can't bear to hurt.That's why he tells himself over and over again how good the person he likes is, and also tells himself over and over again that they are just friends.

So Song Yuan never dared to think too much.

The love that might have sprouted just ended silently.

With a cool face, he touched it with his hands only to realize that he didn't know when tears were shed. He sniffed his nose to relieve his emotions.He was happy because he knew what he wanted, but those memories made him sour again.

What did Gu Nian'an think of his unconscious closeness in his previous life? Would he be troubled by it?Song Yuan thought about thoughts like this a lot, crying while thinking, and the unknown grievances flooded his heart.

In the next life, this person still regarded him as a friend, but he had thoughts that he shouldn't have. He fell in love with this person.From a long time ago, but he is slow to realize it now.

But Shen Qiyou already has someone he likes, and that is a very good person that he has missed for many years.

The night was dark, and there were only indistinct footsteps and whispered conversations outside the corridor. Song Yuan turned sideways silently and wiped away the tears on his face little by little with the back of his hand, but after a while, his face was covered with tears again. tears.

He knew that he had nothing to be wronged, but he just couldn't help feeling wronged and full of bitterness.Scenes from his previous life flashed in his mind one after another. Although it was a warm picture, he couldn't stop crying like a wronged child.

Because of his ignorant liking, and also because of his now fruitless secret love.

In the dark, Song Yuan wept unpromisingly, he had never liked anyone except Gu Nian'an, but the first time he knew that he liked was in such a situation.

He thought that there might not be a day when he would confess his feelings to this person.

Thinking of Song Yuan's sudden impulse, he turned around and called out Shen Qiyou's name in a low voice. After hearing no response, he called out again, louder than before, but the people over there still didn't respond.

He fell asleep.

Song Yuan helplessly opened his eyes wide and grabbed the corner of the quilt, thinking, why would a person who was awake just now fall asleep at this time, the courage he finally mustered up on impulse will be gone next time.

His eyes were full of tears again but he didn't let them stay. Looking at Shen Qiyou's blurred figure in the darkness, he said the sentence that he couldn't say before——

"Shen Qiyou, I like you."

He made his first confession in this small ward, surrounded by silence, and no voice responded to his crying and sad words.

This is an unheard confession.

He knew it, but after his courage, he only dared to tell this person under the cover of the night——he liked him.