The days when I worked part-time as a dormitory in the male dormitory

Lu Xiao wanted to have a younger sister since he was a child.

He likes furry and soft little things, such as all kinds of kittens, dogs and rabbits.

But his body required him to stay away from these lovely creatures, so he wanted a sister.

In my impression, he seemed to pester his mother and said this sentence many times.

Finally one day, my mother said that she would give him a present for his fifth birthday. She said that around that time, Xiaoxiao would have a little brother or a little sister.

But Lu Xiao just wanted a younger sister, lying on his mother's belly to listen to the fetal movement every day, and firmly believed that it must be a younger sister.

He did guess right.

A few nights before his fifth birthday, his mother complained of stomach pains and went to the hospital.

When she left, everything was normal. She even touched Lu Xiao's head and smiled happily. She told Lu Xiao that she would take him to the hospital to see her sister tomorrow.

Lu Xiao was very happy. He pulled his aunt who was with him at home to be excited all night. At that time, the aunt was obviously also very happy.

But the next morning, my aunt went out to answer the phone, and was not so happy when she came back.

Aunt hugged Lu Xiao and went out directly. She even forgot to bring the clay doll Lu Xiao made for her younger sister. Lu Xiao wanted to remind her, but he saw Auntie's eyes were red.

Later, Lu Xiao did arrive at the hospital, but he didn't see his sister.

Mother was lying on a very white bed, covered with a very white quilt, so Lu Xiao could see the faint red from the snow-white.

Mother's face was also very pale, her lips were even split, she lightly touched Lu Xiao's head, her voice was also very low, Lu Xiao stood a little closer, and heard her mother's soft voice telling him not to be afraid.

Then he smelled a fishy smell, which came from his mother, and suddenly many people poured in around him, and he was carried away by his aunt again.

That was the last time Lu Xiao saw his mother.

About a year later, my father brought a beautiful aunt home to be his mother.

Although Lu Xiao didn't understand why he wanted to change his mother, Aunt Shen was very gentle. She was not at all like his mother, but they were both gentle.

Lu Xiao also liked Aunt Shen very much.

Aunt Shen knows how to bake delicious bear biscuits, and Lu Xiao can eat a lot every time.

One afternoon, Lu Xiao woke up to take a nap, went to see Aunt Shen who was watering the flowers on the balcony as usual, and said coquettishly that she wanted to eat bear biscuits.

Aunt Shen has always been responsive to his requests, so she took his hand and walked downstairs.

When going down the stairs, he asked him with a smile if he wanted other shapes of biscuits, such as little rabbits, squirrels and cats.

Lu Xiao was very happy and said that he wanted everything.

They were obviously very happy that afternoon.

Lu Xiao has always been a very well-behaved child, and his body does not allow him to be too active.

No matter how happy he is, Lu Xiao has always walked obediently, never running or jumping around.

But I don't know what happened that day, probably because he was too happy, he just took Aunt Shen's hand and walked a little faster, and he slipped.

He fell down the stairs with Aunt Shen.

Lu Xiao was so frightened that he had an asthma attack and lay on the ground unable to get up.

Aunt Shen couldn't even get up.

She was wearing a white dress, lying on the ground trembling, and then Lu Xiao saw her skirt gradually turning red.

It was exactly the same as the red in my mother's quilt at that time.

There was more and more redness, and it spread on the white tiles. Only then did Lu Xiao realize that Aunt Shen was bleeding, and then he smelled the smell again, which turned out to be the smell of blood.

Aunt Shen was shaking all over, but she still slowly covered Lu Xiao's eyes with her hands.

It's just that her hands are full of blood, Lu Xiao can't see it, but can smell it.

Aunt Shen's voice was also trembling, she said, "Don't be afraid, Xiaoxiao..."

Lu Xiao heard that she was crying.

He then lost consciousness from asphyxiation.

After waking up, everyone was still the same as before, didn't tell him anything, and didn't blame him for anything, but Lu Xiao overheard the whispers between his father and Aunt Shen.

He knew that he didn't have a younger sister again, and it was because of himself.

The first clay doll Lu Xiao made was for his younger sister, the second one was for Aunt Shen, and all the dolls after that were for Aunt Shen.

The first time he held a beautiful female doll in front of Aunt Shen, he said to Aunt Shen: I'm sorry.

Aunt Shen looked at him for a long time that day, and when she saw her eyes were red, she accepted the doll, bent down to hug Lu Xiao, and cried very sadly.

That night, he ate the small biscuits baked by Aunt Shen, not only bears, but also various small animals.

Everyone knew that it was just an accident, and Aunt Shen never blamed him, she was always gentle to him for ten years.

It's just that Lu Xiao knew that Aunt Shen always only accepted the gifts he gave but didn't show them, so she still had a knot in her heart.

It's just that they never mentioned it tacitly, and never explored it.

"Xiao'er..."

"Baby..."

"Lu Xiao!"

The familiar voice pulled Lu Xiao out of the illusion, but he could still smell the terrible smell of blood on the tip of his nose.

Liang Huaiyu saw Lu Xiao tremble all over, and the fingers holding his sleeve were so hard that they turned white.

Lu Xiao's face was also pale, and his light-colored pupils were hollow and fear remained. The moment he was awakened, big teardrops fell down, like a glass doll that could only cry.

Liang Huaiyu wiped away the tears for him: "Baby? Are you scared, baby? It's okay, it's okay, I'm here..."

Lu Xiao's tears could not be wiped clean, Liang Huaiyu had no choice but to give up dealing with these teardrops, and instead hugged Lu Xiao tightly in his arms: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid, baby, it's fine now, be good, relax..."

Liang Huaiyu didn't know when he took him away from the center of the vortex. They stood at the entrance of the shopping mall, the cold wind made Lu Xiao's ears hurt, but his mind became clearer.

It's just that once the mind is cleared, the sensory perception will also be revived.

Lu Xiao's heart swelled and his stomach turned, and suddenly his stomach seemed to be turned upside down and twisted, the pain made Lu Xiao's eyes black for a second.

He only had time to push Liang Huaiyu away, staggered and threw up on the trash can in front of the glass door of the entrance.

Liang Huaiyu hugged Lu Xiao from behind, took off the scarf for him, and patted his back to comfort him.

Lu Xiao vomited too much, his arched back was tight, and his whole body was shaking. He seemed to be unable to stand upright, and it was only because of Liang Huaiyu's holding that he didn't fall to the ground.

Lu Xiao has never eaten much, and he didn't eat much all day today, and he almost vomited up in just a few mouthfuls.

After his stomach was empty, Lu Xiao still couldn't stop vomiting, he could only retch non-stop, and even vomited more and more violently.

Liang Huaiyu pressed his stomach, and he could feel the constant spasm and twitch through the thick sweater, which made Liang Huaiyu's voice tremble a little: "Slow down, spit it out baby..."

It's just that his words were too pale, and Lu Xiao vomited until his ears were ringing and congested. He probably couldn't hear what he was saying at all, and he was still vomiting violently while crying.

Liang Huaiyu had to exert more force to suppress the convulsion, and leaned over to kiss Lu Xiao's ear: "Stop baby, I really can't vomit anymore."

This time Lu Xiao seemed to have heard his words, and after a few more heavy gasps, he finally managed to stop vomiting.

But the stomachache continued to clamor, and Lu Xiao couldn't straighten his waist due to the torture.

Liang Huaiyu took out water to rinse Lu Xiao's mouth, and wiped away the tears and sweat on his face with paper, then gently picked up Lu Xiao and walked to the parking lot.

He put Lu Xiao gently on the back seat, heated the seat cushion and turned on the heater, called a valet driver, then sat in the back seat and hugged Lu Xiao.

After a short distance, Lu Xiao's forehead and cheeks became sweaty again. Liang Huaiyu wiped him dry, then took off Lu Xiao's down jacket, and put his hands in from the hem of the sweater.

Lu Xiao's underwear was completely wet, sticking to his body sticky, and he felt cold, so he would definitely get sick if he kept going like this.

Without even thinking about it, Liang Huaiyu got out of the car and took out a thick blanket from the trunk, stripped off Lu Xiao's shirt, wrapped him tightly with the blanket, and put the down jacket on his body.

There is enough heating in the car, so at least I won't catch cold anymore.

Lu Xiao's stomach still hurt, he was so uncomfortable that he couldn't speak and could only let out an instinctive sob.

Almost immediately after snorting, the forehead was kissed by warm lips, Liang Huaiyu's hand passed through the blanket covering the messy stomach, and the heat suddenly spread: "Does it hurt, baby?"

Lu Xiao was very thin, and the skin on his body was also very thin. Liang Huaiyu could clearly feel the coldness of his stomach and abdomen, and the organs underneath had calmed down a bit compared to before, but there were still slight twitches.

He slowed down and kneaded slowly, as long as he moved his palm up a little, he could feel Lu Xiao's heartbeat beating a little faster.

Liang Huaiyu's heart rate also accelerated, and he gently kissed the end of Lu Xiao's eyes: "Don't be afraid, don't be afraid..."

The surrogate driver arrived very quickly and was stunned when he saw the situation in the car.

Of the two people in the back seat, one was sitting and the other was wrapped in thick clothes and hugged.

The person being hugged couldn't see clearly, but even if the other was sitting, he could still see the tall figure and stretched bones. The bent knees almost reached the front seat, and the outline of the hard bones could be seen under the black pants.

It's just that the atmosphere in the car is a bit too dull and depressing.

The surrogate driver hesitated, and tentatively asked, "That... Where are you going?"

"Nearest hospital."

The man sitting finally raised his head and took a look at him, his facial features looked stiff and indifferent under the dim light on the roof.

However, the next moment his face was filled with tenderness, just because the big white ball in his arms moved.

The surrogate driver heard him asking in an extremely gentle voice: "Baby, does it hurt?"

The surrogate driver was stunned for a while, and sat in the driver's seat without moving.

The man looked up at him again, his eyebrows were wrinkled, and he looked even more terrifying: "Please hurry up!"

"Oh!... good!"

The surrogate driver immediately started the car and drove to the nearest Municipal People's Hospital within a few minutes.

Liang Huaiyu took Lu Xiao to the emergency room, and it took a long time to find a single room for Lu Xiao.

After the examination, there was no major problem with the stomach, but he was pulled for a more detailed heart examination.

Before the results came out, Lu Xiao fell asleep in the ward with a needle.

Liang Huaiyu went home to pack some clothes and necessary supplies before he woke up, and packed some porridge along the way.

After Lu Xiao woke up, although he didn't speak much, at least he seemed to be in a much more stable mood. Liang Huaiyu fed him porridge, and he obediently swallowed it one bite at a time.

After drinking for a little while, he probably still felt a little uncomfortable. He put his arms across his upper abdomen, closed his eyes and did not open his mouth.

Liang Huaiyu immediately put the porridge bowl aside and touched Lu Xiao's stomach: "It's okay baby, if you can't eat it, don't eat it."

Lu Xiao took a deep breath, and slowly buried his face in Liang Huaiyu's neck.

Liang Huaiyu slept with Lu Xiao in his arms that night.

Lu Xiao slept very restlessly. He didn't know whether it was because he was uncomfortable or he was having a nightmare. His brows were always furrowed and his breathing was occasionally short of breath.

Liang Huaiyu rubbed his back and comforted him in a low voice for a long time before Lu Xiao finally relaxed his brows a little.

In the middle of the night, when Liang Huaiyu was about to fall into a drowsy sleep, the person in his arms suddenly trembled violently, and Liang Huaiyu woke up instantly.

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