The days when I worked part-time as a dormitory in the male dormitory

Lu Xiao opened his eyes wide in his arms, as if he suddenly woke up from a dream, gasping for breath and extremely frightened.

"What's the matter, did you have a nightmare baby?" Liang Huaiyu went to rub Lu Xiao's hair, felt the cold sweat on his forehead, and hugged Lu Xiao tightly: "Don't be afraid, my baby, no matter what you dreamed, it's not real ..."

Lu Xiao didn't seem to hear anything, he suddenly pushed Liang Huaiyu away, crawled to the head of the bed to get the phone, the movement was so big that he even tore off the hanging needle on the back of his hand.

"Lu Xiao!"

Liang Huaiyu saw that he looked possessed, and hugged him from behind angrily and anxiously.

Lu Xiao tremblingly broadcast a number, and was connected after a while, Lu Xiao cried out in a crying voice: "Dad!"

Liang Huaiyu originally wanted to snatch Lu Xiao's mobile phone, and then called the doctor to treat the wound. There was a stream of blood on the back of his hand, and Liang Huaiyu was afraid that he would feel uncomfortable seeing it.

But after Lu Xiao shouted the word "Dad" into the phone, Liang Huaiyu paused.

He took a few deep breaths, wrapped Lu Xiao in a quilt, and hugged him tightly from behind, waiting for him to call his father.

Lu Chong is abroad, and it is daytime now, the voice of answering the phone is very clear: "What's the matter, Xiaoxiao?"

Lu Xiao's voice was trembling, but he was extremely restrained: "You guys, how are you? Is Aunt Shen okay too?..."

"Everything is fine," Lu Chong said softly, "the baby will be born in about two months, everything is fine."

Hearing this and confirming the safety of Shen Yun and her sister, Lu Xiao was truly relieved, but his body trembled even more involuntarily, as if he had lost his strength after being extremely nervous.

Lu Chong heard that his breathing was not right, and became serious: "What's wrong with you, Xiaoxiao? Are you uncomfortable? Where are you?"

"No, I'm fine, take care of Aunt Shen."

Hang up the phone immediately after speaking.

He didn't even know what was wrong with him, but that dream was so real.

He went back to when he was a child, pestering his mother every day saying that he wanted a younger sister, and his mother agreed to him, and then his mother lay on the white bed in the hospital, bleeding a lot.

Not long after he grew up and became an adult, he accompanied the pregnant Aunt Shen down the stairs. This time he took every step carefully, but he slipped, and he fell into a pool of blood with Aunt Shen again, what did he do? Neither can be changed.

Lu Xiao's hand was shaking so much that he couldn't hold the phone steadily. The moment it slipped from his hand, he was firmly caught by the other hand.

When Lu Xiao saw that hand, he seemed to be pulled back to reality suddenly. Liang Huaiyu was behind him, and Liang Huaiyu would protect him.

He turned around and fell into Liang Huaiyu's arms. He could feel Liang Huaiyu's palm pinching the back of his neck slightly.

"What the hell happened, would you tell me, baby?"

Liang Huaiyu's voice was smooth and soft, like a curse and spring water, with a very stable power.

As soon as Lu Xiao blinked, crystal tears slid down from the end of his eyes and fell on the back of Liang Huaiyu's hand holding his cheek.

"It's all my fault." Lu Xiao's voice was hoarse.

"I killed my mother, and my two younger sisters."

Liang Huaiyu was stunned for a moment, and suddenly countless hot teardrops fell from the back of his hand.

Lu Xiao finally couldn't help crying loudly in his arms.

"I, I shouldn't, want my sister..."

"No, I shouldn't want to eat bear cakes, biscuits..."

"I shouldn't be happy..."

"Shouldn't be walking fast..."

"A lot of blood..."

"It's all my fault..."

Lu Xiao cried a lot and spoke incoherently. Liang Huaiyu roughly pieced together a vague story from his few words.

"I don't blame you, I don't blame your baby." Liang Huaiyu kept stroking Lu Xiao's back neck and back.

"It was just an accident, not your fault."

He kissed Lu Xiao's ear, and kept saying in his ear: "It's all right now, everything is all right, it will be fine..."

He hugged Lu Xiao like this for a long time, until his arm was almost numb, and finally Lu Xiao finally stopped crying and turned into a soft sob.

Liang Huaiyu kept rubbing Lu Xiao's hair, the back of his neck, and his back, trying to keep him from being afraid.

Lu Xiao's back was very cold, and the neckline of the hospital gown to the vest was soaked in sweat, which was clammy and cold.

Liang Huaiyu's palm passed through the clothes and directly stuck to the skin on Lu Xiao's back, and Lu Xiao was still shaking.

He touched Lu Xiao's thin shoulders, and then to the protruding butterfly bone. Lu Xiao trembled more and more, and his sobs disappeared.

Liang Huaiyu suddenly felt something was wrong.

He pulled Lu Xiao away abruptly, Lu Xiao seemed to have no strength at all, and slid softly into his arms, his lips were purple and his face was pale.

Liang Huaiyu's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately rang the call bell.

Lu Xiao has not lost consciousness yet, lying in his arms trembling constantly.

Liang Huaiyu touched Lu Xiao's heart with his palm, feeling the chaotic beating of the heart inside: "Xiao'er, does it hurt, baby..."

Lu Xiao's complexion quickly turned gray, because of the extreme pain overflowed with subtle groans, and tears continued to flow from the corners of his eyes.

He opened his mouth, and suddenly coughed, his eyes were red as hell.

"What do you want to say?" Liang Huaiyu immediately bent down and put his ear to his mouth.

Lu Xiao took a lot of effort to hold Liang Huaiyu's fingers, but in Liang Huaiyu's eyes, this effort was just a light touch.

Liang Huaiyu immediately pinched Lu Xiao's fingers into the palm of his hand.

Lu Xiao shed two more tears, his voice was almost inaudible: "...it hurts."

Liang Huaiyu's throat stagnated, the tip of his nose suddenly became sore, and he spoke again in a hoarse voice, "Don't be afraid, the doctor will be here soon, and the pain will be gone soon..."

From when he pressed the bell to when the doctors and nurses rushed into the ward, it took only a minute or two, but Liang Huaiyu seemed to have lost all sense of time, and felt that Lu Xiao was in pain for a long, long time.

The lights in the emergency room went on and on.

Liang Huaiyu was waiting outside, shaking even more than Lu Xiao who was in his arms just now.

On the way, a few nurses on duty who did not follow up with the emergency room came to see him, left in a hurry, came back in a hurry, and threw him a pack of toilet paper.

Liang Huaiyu didn't understand what they meant, so he raised his hand and wiped his face, only to realize that he was crying like an idiot.

Fortunately, Lu Xiao didn't stay in the emergency room for too long, the door opened, Liang Huaiyu stood guard at the door and stretched his neck to look in, but couldn't see anything.

As soon as the doctor came out, he hurried up and said in a low voice, "How is he doing?"

The doctor glanced at the distraught young man, and saw that although he was still talking as much as possible, his throat was hoarse and his eyes were congested, as if he had been crying for several rounds.

"The family members calm down first." The doctor took off the mask and said, "It's not a big deal."

The patient's family members rolled their Adam's apples, "It's not a big deal, is it a big deal?"

He was holding a pack of freshly opened paper cups in his hand, and because he was too nervous, the whole pack of paper cups was deformed, and the corners even looked like they were about to split.

The doctor couldn't help laughing, and in a slow tone, he pinched the shoulders of the patient's family members to let him relax: "It means that he is fine, his heart function is not good, his heartbeat is irregular, and the violent mood swings caused angina pectoris, and he will be fine now that he stabilizes." gone."

After Liang Huaiyu heard this, Gao Xuan's heart finally fell back to the ground, and his feet seemed to be able to step on the ground: "Thank you, thank you doctor."

"Don't thank me in a hurry," the doctor waved his hand: "Although he is fine now, the family members must remember that he must not be stimulated again in the future. If the recurrence continues to worsen, surgical intervention is required. What we mean is, It’s best not to get to that point, it’s best to be able to control it.”

Liang Huaiyu listened very seriously, and nodded again and again: "Understood, I will definitely take good care of him."

"Okay," the doctor nodded: "The patient won't wake up for a short time, let him have a rest, and the family members can also rest."

Although the doctor said that Lu Xiao was fine, he slept for a long time.

Liang Huaiyu went home at night and took a shower, tidied himself up, bought breakfast and went to see Lu Xiao, and he didn't wake up until noon, so Liang Huaiyu could only eat the cold breakfast by himself.

In the afternoon, he received a call from Fang Nian, saying that Lu Xiao's father was always worried after being hung up on the phone last night. He called to ask him about Lu Xiao's situation. He didn't know, so he could only ask Liang Huaiyu.

Liang Huaiyu told Fang Nian the general situation. He turned his head and saw Lu Xiao lying on the bed through the square window on the door of the ward. After hesitating for a moment, he asked Fang Nian about Lu Xiao's past.

After Fang Nian heard it, he was silent for a while, and finally told Liang Huaiyu the whole story.

"This child is too thoughtful, so he will always feel guilty and blame himself. Probably only when Shen Yun really gave birth to a younger sister for him can he come out completely."

Fang Nian finally said this.

Liang Huaiyu didn't know how to answer, and the atmosphere was a little dull for a while.

Fang Nian on the other end of the phone suddenly smiled, and said, "But if he is really a younger brother, I guess he will like it too?"

Liang Huaiyu was taken aback for a moment, and then laughed: "It will definitely."

Lu Xiao woke up on the morning of the third day, without any warning before waking up.

Liang Huaiyu was hungry with the bed companion, and went downstairs to buy some strawberries, cleaned them and put them on a plate, and was about to eat them, when the person on the bed suddenly moved, barely making a sound.

Liang Huaiyu's hand holding the strawberry stopped, and he raised his head as if sensing it, and met Lu Xiao's gaze directly.

"pat-"

The whole plate of strawberries fell on the ground, Liang Huaiyu ignored it and immediately got up and rang the bell, then threw himself on the bed and held Lu Xiao's hand, about to cry with joy: "Finally woke up baby!"

Lu Xiao glanced at the ground, then closed his eyes again, scaring Liang Huaiyu into a cold sweat.

After the doctor came to see him, he commented that Lu Xiao was in good condition and took off his oxygen mask.

When the doctor left, Liang Huaiyu hugged Lu Xiao carefully, feeling that he had lost a lot of weight, and his heart ached.

And the first sentence Lu Xiao said to him after waking up was only two words: "Waste."

When he woke up in the morning, he found a plate of red, big, tender and juicy strawberries in vain.

So when he was able to eat normally, Lu Xiao's first request was to eat strawberries.

Liang Huaiyu responded to every request, without a word, went downstairs and bought a lot, washed them one by one and fed them to Lu Xiao, the two of them ate part, and shared some with the patients in other wards downstairs.

It's just that although Lu Xiao looks the same as usual, he can eat, drink and bicker with Liang Huaiyu during the day, but he is still prone to nightmares at night.

There were several nights when he woke up suddenly, accompanied by palpitations. The doctor only said that Lu Xiao's mental state had a greater impact on him.

Liang Huaiyu secretly told Fang Nian about the situation, and one afternoon later, Liang Huaiyu fed Lu Xiao some fruit as usual, today it was fresh navel oranges, although Lu Xiao was grinning, but Liang Huaiyu could tell that he was eating with some reluctance.

At that time, Lu Xiao received a message from his father, a selfie photo of him and Shen Yun, with the word "Ping An".

Lu Xiao held the phone and stared at those two words for a long time. Liang Huaiyu clearly saw that his eyes were red, so he leaned over and kissed the end of his eyes lightly.

Every day after that, Lu Xiao could receive this message of peace.

After more than a week, the doctor said that Lu Xiao could be discharged from the hospital.

Liang Huaiyu was very happy that day, and bought a large bouquet of roses for Lu Xiao. At that time, Lu Xiao was teaching the children in the ward downstairs to make pandas with clay.

When the children saw Liang Huaiyu hugged full of flowers, they were so happy that they jumped up and down and wanted to split the branches into two.

Liang Huaiyu patted his head with a smile, his eyes were gentle, but his attitude was tough: "No, these words belong to your brother Xiaoxiao alone."

The child didn't understand: "Why? The teacher said that good friends should be shared together. Am I not your friend?"

Liang Huaiyu still smiled: "Of course you are our friend, but Brother Xiaoxiao is my lover."

The children don't understand again.

Lu Xiao was blushed by Liang Huaiyu's words, and grabbed the pillow to order him to stop.

Liang Huaiyu restrained himself a little, and pinched the kid's face: "Hey, let's go downstairs to find mom first."

But the kid liked Lu Xiao very much, and he was unwilling to leave no matter what, Liang Huaiyu persuaded him for a long time, and finally agreed to buy him the latest Transformer, and finally persuaded him to leave just now.

There were only two people left in the ward, and Lu Xiao's face was still red. Liang Huaiyu put the rose at the end of the bed, leaned over to hug Lu Xiao, kissed from eyebrow to ear, and finally nodded his mouth:

"Baby, is it time to go home with your husband for the New Year?"

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