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After that day, Meng Yinan became very cautious when going to and from school, and would find excuses to leave school late instead of going with Fu Yun.

He decided that the one surnamed Cao would come again if he failed once, and he needed to be on guard all the time. It was best not to implicate others and resolve this matter as soon as possible.

But in fact, the next half month passed peacefully, no one was staring at him in the dark, and no one caused trouble.Even Fang Qiao, who doesn't get along very well in school, greatly reduces the chances of encountering each other because of the distance between the classes.

Life is so peaceful that there are almost no waves. Things that happened not long ago quickly faded in Meng Yinan's memory. Sometimes when he mentioned it unintentionally, he would feel that a long time had passed and he would not be affected by those things.

A few days after that, Mu Zhanxi successfully passed the mock exam, and the review days came to an end. When he came out of the exam room, Meng Yinan asked him how he was doing, and said in a normal tone that he was fine.

At first, Meng Yinan didn't know how good he was, but one day later, he learned from Cao Xicheng that Mu Zhanxi only said he was okay after the exam, but nine times out of ten he was the first in the class, which has become the norm.

Meng Yinan was a little surprised, but felt that it should be the same.

Looking at Meng Yinan again, after transferring to the new class, he gradually integrated into it.

Although there are still very few friends, he can count them all with half a hand, but he thinks that he is like a drop of rainwater falling into a lake, and after making small ripples, he becomes a part of the lake.The daily life of the classmate is basically studying, so no one will speculate on him, label him, or discuss him.

On the weekend after Mu Zhanxi's model test ended, both of them were relatively free. The original plan was to rest at home, read or study in the house, and spend a leisurely and comfortable weekend.

However, halfway through Meng Yinan's reading, he felt his glands beating continuously from time to time. Mu Zhanxi thought that it had been a while since the last reexamination, and he should be reexamined, so he took him to the hospital.

The pheromone interference symptoms that caused the fever before have completely disappeared, and the glands are in good condition. Meng Yinan has recovered and there is no need to worry too much.The flesh wounds left on his body due to the fight are also exhaustive, without leaving any bruises or scars.

As for the pulsation, after the doctor's examination, it is considered to be a normal state in normal development, and there is no serious problem.

At Meng Yinan's age, many people have ended their differentiation. Compared with his peers, he develops more slowly, and there are no signs of differentiation now, but there is no need for intervention in the near future.

The doctor advised him to come to the hospital for reexamination every quarter, and estimated a latest differentiation period - if there is no movement by the end of next year, in order to reduce the damage to the body, it is necessary to consider the necessary measures to intervene.

The doctor who did the examination this time was an unsmiling middle-aged Beta. He liked to frown when he spoke, and looked very serious, which made people feel that the condition was difficult and serious.

At that time, when Meng Yinan got off the examination table, he didn't see the doctor's expression, but felt indifferent.He doesn't like the gender of Omega very much, and he doesn't have much pursuit of becoming an Alpha. He prefers the current state of no differentiation, so he is not in a hurry.

I still thought, anyway, the glands don't hurt or itch, so I'll talk about next year.

On the other hand, Mu Zhanxi held the checklist, and the tall Alpha stared at the doctor blankly, which made the atmosphere of the consulting room even more gloomy and dignified.

After the diagnosis was over, Meng Yinan left with him. The people in line behind him were unknown, so when he saw the expressions of Alpha and the doctor, he thought there was bad news. With sympathetic eyes.Meng Yinan thought it was funny when he thought about it.

In short, there is nothing wrong with Meng Yinan, he can go home and rest.

After listening to some doctor's orders, Mu Zhanxi asked the doctor to prescribe some possible medicines to keep at home for emergencies.Of course, this is just in case, it is best not to use it.

When he picked up the medicine, no one was in line, so he caught the new nurse at the window and indifferently asked the precautions of various medicines and confirmed the usage and dosage in various situations.Although the tone was not enthusiastic, you could hear the care and patience in a few words, which contrasted with the appearance of not being close to strangers, which made little nurse Beta blush and stared at him enthusiastically for a long time.

Meng Yinan was originally waiting by the side, but later felt that the conversation between Mu Zhanxi and the little nurse was too long and boring, so he squatted in a corner not far from the medicine collection room in a daze.When Mu Zhanxi finally came to him with a lot of medicine, he realized that his legs were numb from squatting.

He squatted on the ground pitifully and called his brother, saying that he couldn't stand up anymore, and he screamed in pain when he moved.

Mu Zhanxi waited for a few seconds, handed him the bag containing the medicine, squatted down in front of him with a good temper, pulled Meng Yinan's arm over his shoulder, and walked with his back.

Enduring the numbness, Meng Yinan lay on Mu Zhanxi's back. Just as he was carried, he saw the medicine collection room not far away from the corner of his eye, and met the little nurse who was watching them.

The little nurse frowned and curled her lips, as if she was very dissatisfied with the scene in front of her, showing disdain.

For some unknown reason, Meng Yinan suddenly felt that there must be a victory or defeat, so he hugged Mu Zhanxi's arm tightly, taking advantage of the position where his brother could not see, he arrogantly looked directly at the little nurse, and finally He also showed her a smile, and saw that she rolled her eyes angrily.

Mu Zhanxi, on the other hand, felt the change in force, paused, and asked him if he touched a numb place that hurt him.

Meng Yinan said no, then looked away, and stopped asserting sovereignty with the little nurse.

He asked Mu Zhanxi, "Am I sinking?"

Mu Zhanxi said no.

Meng Yinan seemed very happy, leaning on Mu Zhanxi's body with his chin resting on his brother's shoulder. When Mu Zhanxi was walking, Meng Yinan's ear would sometimes touch his, and he would feel a cool and itchy touch.But Mu Zhanxi didn't say it was itchy, and Meng Yinan didn't avoid it either.

There are many more people coming to the hospital on weekends than on weekdays, and there are even more Alphas with their family members. It is estimated that when others see this scene, they will think that Alpha is carrying their delicate and weak little O.

At the beginning, Meng Yinan didn't feel that there was anything wrong in his own emotions, but later he realized this information from the eyes of passers-by, and he was very embarrassed.

But because Mu Zhanxi didn't ask him if his legs were not numb, and didn't dislike Meng Yinan's weight, Meng Yinan hugged his neck and enjoyed the generous treatment cheekily, without saying, "Put me down." " and the like.

For Meng Yinan, life has gradually become more orderly, yet rich and colorful. In the past few days, he feels more comfortable and satisfied than at any other time in his 16-year-old life.

He couldn't tell whether it was the repetitive life day after day that made the sense of time's existence less, and then seemed to flow faster, or whether it was the mood of reluctance that made him have no time to care about others.Anyway, when he remembered it one day, counted it, and suddenly found that he had lived in Lincheng for three months.

Three months is not long or short, it is not as long as one semester, but it can make two people who don't know each other very familiar and establish an unbreakable relationship.Enough to make one wonder.

At the same time, it was time for Meng Du to end his honeymoon period. According to the date he said before he left, he probably would be back soon.

Thinking of Meng Du, Meng Yinan felt restless and had very strong resistance.

If it was before, Meng Du would come back when he came back. Meng Yinan would seal himself up and stay in the room. If he had something to do, he would stay in a small dwelling and not be anxious. This would reduce the number of times his mood went bad.

But it's different now.

If Meng Du lived here, it would mean that Meng Yinan's recent life would be upended.

He will not sit at the dining table casually and watch Mu Zhanxi go to the kitchen to be busy, he will not sleep peacefully on the sofa, and he will not walk through the corridor on the second floor and make a small sound that Mu Zhanxi can hear , Knock on that door again, and stay there until the homework is finished, and stay until I accidentally fall asleep.

Mengdu is an uncertain factor, and it is conceivable that it will definitely break the existing balance.

Ling Meng Yinan was very unwelcome.

He was so unwelcome that he forgot that he was not an aborigine of this family at all, and he also forgot that he lived here with Mengdu and had the opportunity to get acquainted with Mu Zhanxi.

After a few more days of vague anxiety, December came to an end.

Meng Yinan had already blackmailed Meng Du and cut off all sources of news related to it. If he hadn't asked Mu Zhanxi, he wouldn't have known where Meng Du was doing and when he would be back.

As if there is no such person, let yourself not think too much.

Meng Yinan chose to escape.

But if he doesn't think about some things himself, it doesn't mean others won't mention them, and he still can't completely exclude Meng Du from his life.

On the last day of that year, after school ended a little earlier than usual, Mu Zhanxi took Meng Yinan to a friend's house for a reunion.Still going to Caoxi to start a family, Fu Yun and Tang Lingyi are also there.

Omega was in high spirits and sang a duet with Cao Xi with a microphone in the living room. Tang Lingyi was lazily playing with his mobile phone on the sofa, and Mu Zhanxi was helping his aunt prepare dinner in the kitchen.

Meng Yinan sat on the carpet in the living room, listening to Fu Yun sing as if watching a show, and when they stopped singing, he watched them play games again.

The atmosphere is indeed better than last time.

But even though he came to Caoxi for the second time to get married, had a long meal, and chatted for many days during the dinner, Meng Yinan still couldn't let go in front of many people, and sat next to Mu Zhanxi after the meal.

He watched his friends play games, and played loud songs to chat when he was tired.

Cao Xicheng said that his idiot cousin was still wandering around the school gate a few days ago, and he came out to roam around not long after his injury was healed. He caught him, and his sister-in-law sent him a new task, so what.

Meng Yinan didn't listen to everything, and he wasn't interested. Mu Zhanxi fed him sweets from time to time, some were sour and some were sweet. Maybe he ate too much and felt sleepy and drowsy later.

He didn't remember how he leaned on Mu Zhanxi, but he slept very comfortably. After some time, he vaguely heard words like "remarriage", "certificate", and "cute little O" in his dream. Woke up, and happened to hear Mu Zhanxi say: "I've already returned to China."

"Really?" Cao Xicheng's voice came, "Uncle Mu hasn't come to the city recently?"

"Maybe." Mu Zhanxi's voice didn't fluctuate too much, as if he had already gotten used to it, "He rarely came here on business trips before."

At this moment, Meng Yinan moved, looked up, saw Mu Zhanxi looking at him, and called out to his brother.

He sat up and Mu Zhanxi helped him up.Meng Yinan focused on their conversation and asked, "Then, aren't they coming to the city?"

"Brother, are you awake?" Cao Xicheng didn't understand, and interjected, "They? Who?"

Mu Zhanxi seemed to already know that Meng Yinan didn't like Meng Du very much, and knew what he was thinking, so he told him naturally, "No."

Meng Yinan was stunned for a moment, he just woke up and couldn't make up his mind: "I...my father and uncle are not back yet?"

"Well, there is another place to live. I called me yesterday to say that I have some business matters, so I can't come here for the time being." After a pause, he added, "Uncle Meng will be with my dad."

Meng Yinan digested it for a while, and finally understood that Meng Du would not come home soon, his mood suddenly improved, and the anxiety that had troubled him for many days disappeared without a trace, and he said as if confirming, "Really?"

Mu Zhanxi showed a faint smile, and simply tidied Meng Yinan's loose hair while sleeping, pinned it behind his ear, and said the truth.

"I rely on."

What else did Meng Yinan want to say, he turned to look at Cao Xicheng, Cao Xicheng seemed to be unable to bear it, and folded his arms: "I can tell, neither of you are here to celebrate the new year, but to see that I have no one to abuse Is the dog coming?"

Cao Xicheng pointed to Fu Yun, who was still holding a game controller in front of the screen to kill and kill, but was suppressed by Tang Lingyi and could not get points, and then pointed to Mu Zhanxi: "The chase is in full swing over there, I thought We're on the same front, what's the result? It's discussed here that the parents are not at home, so live a two-person world?"

Mu Zhanxi gave him a warning look: "Don't talk nonsense, spoil the child."

Cao Xicheng smiled and said, "What's wrong with the child, should I or you?" He was actually very presumptuous towards Mu Zhanxi, and he was sure that his friends would not do anything to him, so he deliberately teased, "It's okay, it's not good to live in my own house. Come to my house for a date."

Mu Zhanxi called him: "Cao Xicheng." While speaking, he glanced at Meng Yinan from the corner of his eye, seeing that he had no major reaction, he turned his gaze away.

Of course, all his actions were seen by Cao Xicheng, and the thief said with a smile: "Brother, you are a bit incapable. If it were me, I wouldn't be real or fake. I'm just messing around with all that nonsense. , I would hug her like a kiss... Oops!"

A pillow flew over and hit Cao Xicheng on the face, interrupting half of what he was saying.

Mu Zhanxi was not polite, and copied another pillow in his hand: "I warned you."

"Good guy, I'm sorry to admit it, but I'm still getting started!"

Soon Cao Xicheng also picked up the pillow and threw it backhanded, and then Meng Yinan was dumbfounded, watching the pillow flying around-the two of them suddenly hit the bottom of their IQs and started a pillow throwing battle.

Fuyun was also alarmed, and was about to turn his head to ask curiously what was the matter, when he accidentally hit Chi Yu with a pillow and hit his head with a pillow, and was KO'd by Tang Lingyi when he was distracted, killing all of them.

"Fuck! Cao Xicheng! You're dead!" Seeing the end of the game, Fu Yun threw down the controller and flew over, "I've been betting breakfast for a month in this game! What do you give me back!"

While fighting with Mu Zhanxi, Cao Xicheng said mercilessly: "If I don't hit you, you will lose, okay, brother Yi, when did you beat him at the level of the game? This is called saving time..."

"But not today," the delivery was very reasonable, "I was almost there!"

Cao Xicheng is still not afraid of death: "You can't tell when someone puts water on you? Every time it's almost every time, I'm hanging you to play!"

Tang Lingyi was unhurried: "What do you mean I hang him, it's so ugly."

Of course, Fu Yun knew that he was playing with him little by little, and every time Tang Lingyi was beaten to the brim, the man would immediately dodge and shake him with ease.

But Fu Yun didn't admit it at all, and quickly joined the pillow fight, and immediately became the main force of the attack: "Cao Xicheng! You're done for today! I won't flatter you, I'm not human!"

In the end, I don't know what caused the trouble, and the living room was in chaos.

It was Cao Xicheng who was the first to lose the battle. He said no more fights, leaned on the sofa to pant, and asked Fu Yun if you were a pig. He was really good at arching, and the sofa in his house was displaced.

Fu Yun was very angry and fought again.

It was almost twelve o'clock when Mu Zhanxi said it was late and helped Cao Xicheng clean up the house.They sat around the table, each had a glass of ice soda, turned on the TV, and counted down the last few seconds of the year.

Accompanied by "three, two, one", the sodas collided together and toasted in the arc of the drinks.

Later, let's go.

Fu was lucky but still in high spirits and told Tang Lingyi that breakfast was not good, and he couldn't be willing to admit defeat. If he didn't eat in the morning, he would starve to death.Acting like a baby with Tang Lingyi.

Tang Lingyi responded to him in his spare time, without mentioning the breakfast at all, seeing that Fu Yun was playing tricks on him.

Mu Zhanxi and Meng Yinan followed behind and didn't talk much, but the moonlight was very bright. It may be because of the long fight just now. Meng Yinan felt that the wind was not cold that day. Even outside, his cheeks were still warm. heat up.

And the reason for the burning cheeks is very simple - he is not an idiot, of course he can understand Cao Xicheng's jokes.

Just teasing content is not suitable for open and honest discussion.

Meng Yinan thought that he was really relying on Mu Zhanxi, and of course he also liked him. After all, Mu Zhanxi was very special to his life. There had never been such a person before, and it is estimated that there will be very few people like him in the future.

But it's not the kind of relationship that Cao Xicheng said.

His older brother is a very good Alpha, if he wants to choose a partner, he must have a matching and equally good Omega.

And Meng Yinan will not be that Omega.

His brother would be with other people, talking, holding hands, secretly chatting with others in class, taking people into the house and saying "let's go home", serving people honey water, letting people sit on his bed, together Doing homework, hugging the back of that person's neck after that person made a mistake, and saying "no next time" in a heartbeat...

Then maybe that other person is his lover, his future partner, with a high probability of approaching, hugging, kissing, and finally... having sex/love.Do everything intimate.

If Meng Yinan wasn't that Omega, then none of these things would have anything to do with him.

Thinking of this, Meng Yinan lowered his head, thinking that it was actually possible.

There is no need for Mu Zhanxi to take care of him all the time. He can be a small role in Mu Zhanxi's life. He appeared in Mu Zhanxi's youth, followed him secretly, and accompanied him through a long or short life. Become Mu Zhanxi's younger brother who will say "he is a very good kid" when he thinks about it in the future.

That's fine.

Just like Meng Yinan looked at the toys he wanted very much in the mall when he was a child, but he never expected what he would get. Even if he wanted to have more long-term love and care, he would not act like a baby with anyone like Fu Yun, saying that those things are very cute. Playful and cute words.

Meng Yinan knew very well that she was gray and monotonous, so she shouldn't paint bad colors onto other people's colorful canvases.

So for now, it's fine.

"Meng Yinan."

Meng Yinan was startled, and when he came back to his senses, Mu Zhanxi was calling him.

Mu Zhanxi patted him on the shoulder and asked him, "Why are you in a daze?"

Meng Yinan raised his head: "Brother, what's wrong?"

"Fu Yun said goodbye to you, so you didn't respond," Mu Zhanxi looked at him, sighed after a while, came to hold his hand, took him for a few steps, and said to Fu Yun, "He usually should Sleeping, a little sleepy."

It means that Meng Yinan is now in a sleepy state, and his head is not very bright, so don't bother with him if you don't talk to anyone.

The delivery said it was okay, and I was very sleepy, I guess I would fall asleep when I got home.Then he told Meng Yinan to see you at school later, and left with Tang Lingyi.

In fact, Meng Yinan was not very sleepy, looked up at Mu Zhanxi, and was rubbed on the head by his brother.

Mu Zhanxi asked, "What are you thinking?"

It was this sentence that made Meng Yinan's heart tighten, as if his mind had been seen through.He lowered his head, actually wanting to say "No, I didn't think about anything", but he couldn't help being overwhelmed by his own thoughts.

When he realized what he said, he felt his cheeks burning again, making him embarrassed to find a place to hide.

"Brother, do you like Omega?"

Mu Zhanxi seemed surprised: "Why do you ask this?"

"Because—" Meng Yinan paused, waited, and suddenly said irrelevantly, "But I hate Omega."

"Really?" Mu Zhanxi's voice could not make people hear his emotions.

"Um……"

Meng Yinan still lowered his head.Whether he likes Omega or not has nothing to do with whether Mu Zhanxi likes Omega or not.He didn't even know why he said that and what he wanted to express.

But Mu Zhanxi understood it in his own way: "You may not necessarily differentiate into an Omega, and no one will force you to like it."

Meng Yinan froze for a moment, then hummed slowly.

"Besides," Mu Zhanxi paused, then suddenly raised his hand to touch his braids, as if touching Meng Yinan's glands, as light as Meng Yinan's illusion, "what did you differentiate into? Neither will hate you."

Meng Yinan hummed again.

They didn't speak for a long time, the wind passed between them, and the leaves swayed under the streetlights, casting irregular silhouettes.Mu Zhanxi hesitated for a moment: "Did Cao Xicheng's words make you think too much?"

Meng Yinan shook his head and said no.

Mu Zhanxi did not believe it, and commented on Cao Xicheng coldly and unceremoniously: "He is in love."

It made Meng Yinan laugh.

Mu Zhanxi raised his hand and rubbed Meng Yinan's head, saying to ignore him, he was talking nonsense.

Meng Yinan thought in the process of stroking, maybe deep down in his heart he didn't feel that "this is also very good".

Because if he felt this way, he would not feel uncomfortable when he thought of Mu Zhanxi having someone else and a lover, nor would he feel abandoned. He would applaud his brother and find a good match.Instead of Mu Zhanxi who was occupied by someone for a long time in the hospital that day, Meng Yinan was very annoyed at that person.

It is true that Meng Yinan is like any poor puppy who has been abandoned and has not been loved all the time. Those who want to pet him will always pet him.

Even if it is not the kind of liking that Cao Xicheng said, but if Alpha naturally only likes Omega, then Meng Yinan can also put aside his prejudices, work hard to overcome those bad fragments in memory, regard Omega as a good gender, and work hard to become The score is excellent, matching Mu Zhanxi.

He hopes that even if he is not the object, he can stay with Mu Zhanxi for a long time, not just a younger brother who is evaluated as a "very good boy".

Maybe a little selfish, but Meng Yinan really thought that he didn't want Mu Zhanxi to find that "other".

He will work very hard and become a very good person.

It is enough for Mu Zhanxi to have him.

The author says:

Meng Zai: If you want a brother, don’t have a partner