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From the married family in Caoxi, you only need to cross a road to reach the community where Mu Zhanxi's family is located.But instead of going back first, they went to a nearby 24-hour convenience store to buy some snacks and daily necessities before heading back.

Maybe it's because everyone has their own thoughts, and no one spoke for nearly a quarter of an hour.

Fortunately, silence does not mean dullness. Many times when he was with Mu Zhanxi, Meng Yinan didn't need to think about whether the two of them would be cold when they got along.

He followed Mu Zhanxi, stepped on his shadow from time to time, and could think a lot about himself and about Mu Zhanxi, how he wanted to be a good child, how he wanted to extend the time of getting along and being with him infinitely, and let him Mu Zhanxi didn't have the idea of ​​finding someone else to get along with.

On the other hand, Mu Zhanxi was always gentle, and never minded that Meng Yinan was in a daze or distracted, making Meng Yinan feel that he didn't have to stop his thoughts or say something to break those silences.

At the door of the house, Mu Zhanxi opened the iron gate of the yard before talking to Meng Yinan, asking if he was sleepy now, and whether he should do his homework when he went to sleep.

It's already 12:30, and it seems impossible to do homework. Meng Yinan still doesn't think he is so eager to learn.

After all, this year's New Year's Day falls on a Saturday. Although the school will not follow the statutory holiday time for three full days, and the teachers leave a lot of homework, they still have a full weekend.

If you don't throw all your homework on the weekend and insist on studying before going to bed, then it is probably not something a qualified middle school student would do.

To say it, to tell anyone, will feel suffocated and scream sick.

Meng Yinan didn't want to do homework, but she didn't want to just sleep either.

After he transferred to another class, he studied more intensively, and he also felt burnt out and didn't want to go to school, and he was excited about the holiday.When I think about not having to get up early to go to class the next day, I feel sorry for such a leisurely and free morning if I don’t stay up late.

So he said to Mu Zhanxi, "Brother, I want to read the book."

He thought it was a very reasonable arrangement, not at all obtrusive.Because I slept for a while at Caoxi married family just now, I wasn't too sleepy, and it wouldn't make Mu Zhanxi doubt his intentions.

You can also have an excuse to go to Mu Zhanxi's room when he says that he is not too sleepy, and easily prolong the time we spend together.

If Mu Zhanxi told Meng Yinan not to stay up late when he said he wanted to sleep, Meng Yinan would say that's fine, I'd rather not read.Then go to bed early and go to Mu Zhanxi the next day.

Anyway, there are a lot of homework, and it takes a long time to write, so it is natural to stay with Mu Zhanxi for a long time.

In short, advance can be attacked, retreat can be defended, Meng Yinan felt that what he said was very clever.

However, Mu Zhanxi didn't see his cleverness, so it was impossible to praise him together, instead he gave a low laugh, as if being pleased.

He asked Meng Yinan: "Do you really want to read?"

Meng Yinan hummed, but because of Mu Zhanxi's amused expression, he was a little uncertain.

"Alright then." Mu Zhanxi said.

Meng Yinan blinked, and suddenly realized that in normal times, Mu Zhanxi would have told him to wash up and go to bed early, and not stay up late, instead of asking him what he did when he was a little late like now.

Mu Zhanxi is indeed a qualified elder brother. He has strict and reasonable control over Meng Yinan's life, especially before the glands recover. Meng Yinan is not allowed to do almost anything, and he is not allowed to go to many places. At the same time, he is required to eat on time, go to bed early and get up early.

Meng Yinan called him and asked, "Then what are you going to do? Don't you sleep?"

"You can stay up for now," Mu Zhanxi said, "Don't you want to play? We also have games at home."

Meng Yinan was stunned for a moment, as if he didn't realize it: "Now?"

"Well." Then he said, "If you don't want to play and you're not sleepy, then you can do other things."After a short pause, he suggested: "Reading?"

Meng Yinan hardly hesitated, he forgot to read the book and said he wanted to play a game.

Mu Zhanxi has some knowledge and insights about puppies.

Thinking that he has wandered, had a time when he was not favored, and may have been hurt in a big or small way, so two diametrically opposite states will form.

One is that in the face of goodwill and contact with good and positive things, he will feel restrained and presuppose himself as a human being on the bustling periphery, who is used to watching from afar and reducing integration.

Its essence is not indifference, but the fear of making mistakes and being ruthlessly driven away, so it takes a lot of consideration and becomes restrained.

The other is facing malice, poor contact, being squeezed out and attacked.

At this time, it will be the opposite of the former, not thinking about anything, choosing to be withdrawn and independent, still separating yourself from others, becoming needless to think, and fearless.

This characteristic was obvious in Meng Yinan.

His fight with Fang Qiao was his reaction to malice and unfriendliness.When fighting, I have no fear, I am not afraid of anything, but at the same time I don't want Mu Zhanxi to know, I don't want him to get involved, so I don't say anything.

But getting along with friends is the former, you will know how to hide your true thoughts, you will not say what you want, and you will just sit and watch from a distance.

Mu Zhanxi took Meng Yinan to a friend's house to play. He couldn't be a part of the fun, so he always stayed obediently in the corner.In fact, I don't want to be crazy with everyone, but I think that I have already missed the moment of creating a lively and cheerful character in everyone's mind, so I can't be unobtrusive.

In other words, there is nothing wrong with a prudent and sensible puppy, and there is nothing wrong with being unaccustomed to being silent, but there are always people who want to make him happy and let him have fun, so there is no need to look forward and backward even when he jumps up and down, so those bad habits and thoughts must be changed. Lose.

The holiday time is loose, you can let yourself have the final say.

Meng Yinan tried almost all the games he was interested in in the game console.

Like most boys, he is not interested in slow-moving gameplay, and likes fighting and fighting games, such as Fu Yun, which is not easy to operate. Meng Yinan can flexibly control the characters and move freely as long as he has a few hands.

After playing for more than two hours, they didn't finish the game until Mu Zhanxi said that it was almost done. As usual, they lined up to take a shower and get ready for bed.

But Meng Yinan still didn't feel sleepy after taking a bath, and stayed in Mu Zhanxi's room in his little dinosaur pajamas.As long as Mu Zhanxi didn't say he wanted to sleep, or drove him away, he had no intention of leaving.

And there were other reasons why he didn't sleep well that night. From time to time, Meng Yinan would receive videos from Fuyun, showing him Tangduoduo's supper and the puppy's angelic smile.

The delivery will not be safe until the holidays. I finished making chicken rice balls for Tang Duoduo and said that I was watching a movie. It was super scary. I can recommend it to Meng Yinan.He also said that it was a pity, if he had known it would be played in Caoxi when he had a family, it would be good for everyone to watch the atmosphere together.

Meng Yinan also felt that this was indeed the case, and the more people there were, the more atmosphere there would be.

But in the end, he was confused, and for some reason, Meng Yinan didn't think much about it, but he nodded because Mu Zhanxi asked him, and then watched as Mu Zhanxi turned off all the lights in the room, took out the projector, and didn't make a sound Stop it, and the two ended up nestling in the room watching the ghost film projected on the wall.

In order to have a better projection effect, the room is almost completely dark, and the projected scenery looks more gloomy on the white wallpaper, and because of the pattern on the wallpaper, it has a special texture and is slightly distorted.

Meng Yinan watched it for a while, and was unexpectedly not able to accept this type of film. He kept frowning during watching. He didn't know if it was because he couldn't accept the horror film itself, or because there were always regular patterns on the wallpaper on the faces of the ghosts, which made people feel very uncomfortable. play.

They sat on the head of the bed, leaning on the pillows and covering themselves with quilts.

After watching it for less than half an hour, Mu Zhanxi felt that Meng Yinan was sitting closer to him, and he could vaguely smell the shower gel on his body.

There was a distance of about a foot between them, but looking at it again, they seemed to be almost touching each other.

Meng Yinan hadn't leaned against him yet. From time to time, he took his phone and adjusted the brightness to the lowest level, and typed with Fu Yun.

Mu Zhanxi wanted to ask him if he didn't like to look at it, and if he didn't like it, he could change it, but he soon saw that the quilt on the other side of Meng Yinan, which was originally covered casually, was now tucked inward, tightly covering Meng Yinan. wrapped in it.

Mu Zhanxi felt amused, and asked him calmly, "Are you afraid?"

Hearing the voice, Meng Yinan glanced sideways at him, but said nothing.

After waiting for a while, Mu Zhanxi felt a small movement in the quilt. His warm hand touched his sleeve, and the light touch brought itching, and then he went down the cuff and touched Mu Zhanxi's palm. .

The child didn't have any other thoughts, but simply and naively clenched his hand into a fist and stuffed it into his brother's palm.It seems that this can enhance the sense of security.

Mu Zhanxi didn't move, but he didn't move his hand either.

After waiting for less than ten seconds, Meng Yinan finally said, "A little bit."

He said calmly, "Her intestines fell out, I saw it, and it was a bit disgusting."

It made Mu Zhanxi feel funny and there was nothing he could do.

Afterwards, Mu Zhanxi turned on the light and turned off the projector in a considerate manner, and looked at his watch again, saying that it was too late and went to bed.

But Meng Yinan sat on the bed and didn't move, and didn't intend to leave the bed at all. It's rare that he wasn't pretending, and looked at him innocently, hesitant to speak.

Mu Zhanxi put away all the devices that had released ghost movies, and said to him, "Stay here." Then he walked out the door, and heard the voice that he was going to Meng Yinan's room. After Meng Yinan called him, he soon Come back quickly and take Meng Yinan's mobile phone charger.

He charged both mobile phones, and then let Meng Yinan sleep on the inner side. Seeing that the child pulled up the quilt and covered it tightly, he turned off the light and got into the bed.

Mu Zhanxi was lying flat on one side, and felt that Meng Yinan was lying on his side close to him, with his head resting on his shoulder. After finding a safer position, he said to sleep.

The next day, I don't know what time it is, and the light casts a hazy ambient light on the room through the curtains.

Meng Yinan slept until he almost woke up naturally, when he vaguely heard footsteps, moving from far to near with a certain rhythm.

He moved a little, he probably remembered watching a horror movie last night, the dream was full of messy human faces and intestines, subconsciously felt that the footsteps belonged to Mu Zhanxi, but there seemed to be someone leaning on him, making the bed very warm .

He was really confused and couldn't turn his head to think, so he moved subconsciously, wanting to see if Mu Zhanxi was by his side.

As soon as he moved, the door was suddenly opened.

It seems that someone came in casually, with a cooler wind outside the door, and a hearty youthful voice: "Still asleep, Xiaoxi? I ​​said why is there no one at home, so I thought you went out. It's quite It's rare, I haven't seen you sleep lazy since I was a child..."

The voice was muttering something excitedly, but suddenly, like in the horror movie yesterday, it was grabbed by an invisible hand.

No sound.

Almost strangled.

Meng Yinan didn't go to bed until four o'clock last night, and he could barely open his eyes. He didn't know who was buzzing, and squinted, and saw a young man in a red hoodie with a slightly familiar face, but he couldn't remember where he had seen it before. stared at himself in horror.

The eldest son of the Mu family, who hardly swears since he was a child, is polite, calm and comfortable in any situation, in the room of his younger brother whom he hasn't seen for half a year, couldn't help but say fuck me.