deep blue

The air seemed still for a few seconds.

After waiting for a while, Meng Yinan realized that his heartbeat was too loud, and he seemed to have just gone through an exhausting long-distance trek and exercised too much, so he couldn't hear too many other sounds clearly.

He and Mu Zhanxi each occupied a part of the bed, and they were not too close. Meng Yinan could see Mu Zhanxi's slightly dazed expression, but it was not shock, it was somewhere between unexpected and expected.

He seemed to have known that Meng Du intended to get them closer, but he had never considered this relationship so straightforwardly.

But yes, brother and friend, what good plans do you have?

If there is something else to be said about proximity, it is nothing more than that.

It took a shorter time than Meng Yinan imagined, and Mu Zhanxi came back to his senses.He returned to his usual state of not having much expression, so it was hard to see what he was thinking. He looked at Meng Yinan for a long while, probably hesitating in what to say, and wanted to speak a few times, but he didn't say anything.

At first, Meng Yinan was still a little nervous, not knowing what kind of reply he would get.

However, seeing Mu Zhanxi hesitate like this, he felt a little more relaxed. At least Mu Zhanxi had no conditioned reflex to regard Meng Yinan as someone who had schemes against him and had evil intentions, and he was wary of him.

In fact, if Mu Zhanxi really thought so, then there is nothing wrong with it.

Compared with the Meng family father and son who have nothing, Mu Zhanxi has too many things.

Good-looking skin, gentle personality, rare gender, rich family background... He is a rare type of person in the world, as if he was born to be favored by heaven, and he doesn't have to worry about his livelihood, nor will he be imprisoned.

If it were someone else, Meng Yinan would probably feel that it was unfair, would feel jealous when he was in pain, and would wonder why some people have everything but no worries, while others have to depend on others and grow up in a gloomy land , Never had a so-called warm home.

But since it was Mu Zhanxi, Meng Yinan would not be jealous of him, but felt that he should have these.In other words, only such conditions can match such a good person.

After a while, Meng Yinan didn't want Mu Zhanxi to worry about the unspoken words, so he pretended to be relaxed and said, "Actually, that's all, you know now."

He had been holding Mu Zhanxi's arm before, trying not to make people angry, but at this time Mu Zhanxi had no intention of leaving, so he let go of his hand.

After thinking about it, Meng Yinan suddenly said to him, "Brother, I never told you before that I was abandoned by my biological parents when I was very young."

Mu Zhanxi was stunned for a moment, probably not expecting him to bring up such a topic.

But Meng Yinan didn't stop talking: "I don't remember many things. Anyway, I followed Meng Du afterwards. He is my adoptive father."

"You've seen him too, he's a rather vain Omega." Meng Yinan paused, then smiled at Mu Zhanxi, "He's seen many Omega's who are old and decrepit and abandoned, and feel He adopted me, I am his son, and I have the obligation to support him, so I want to find a reliable person like him, preferably rich, so that I will not be old and homeless in the future."

Mu Zhanxi looked at him, his eyes suddenly became difficult to understand, and he couldn't tell whether he believed what Meng Yinan said or felt helpless because he saw through him.Mu Zhanxi asked, "Is that so?"

"That's right." Meng Yinan was very sure.

In fact, he hid some things, thinking that Mu Zhanxi didn't need to know, and told some harmless lies.

Meng Yinan thought to himself, who would know what Meng Du was thinking, he was a dirty and pathetic lunatic who adopted Meng Yinan but failed to be a good father, gave him the right to live, but kept hurting him.

But Meng Yinan said to Mu Zhanxi seriously: "But you don't need to worry about him, what he thinks has nothing to do with us. I won't listen to him."

Mu Zhanxi didn't speak.

Meng Yinan went on to say, "And I don't necessarily become an Omega."

"You hate Omega too." Mu Zhanxi said.

Meng Yinan nodded, and waited a while to explain: "Actually, it's not completely annoying, it's just that I don't want to be an Omega."

He doesn't hate all human beings of the Omega gender, but simply hates this gender, except for Meng Du, and doesn't target any other people.

Like Fu Yun, Meng Yinan wouldn't hate him, nor would he associate him with being dirty.

Just putting aside the individual, mentioning this gender will remind Meng Yinan of those bad scenes.

Omega is petite in size, and its pheromones are mostly sweet and greasy. It has a estrus/estrus period where it cannot control its own desires. It will lose its rationality and seek help from the opposite sex like a beast. It is possessed, marked, and becomes someone's belonging.Its existence is extremely inhuman, unreasonable, and unfree.

Meng Yinan wanted sympathy, but was unwilling to empathize.

He didn't want to put himself in the shoes of himself and think about what it would be like to be an Omega, and the thought of it would make him uncomfortable.

And recently, very occasionally, Meng Yinan would ambivalently want to overcome this discomfort.

Because Mu Zhanxi is already an Alpha, if Meng Yinan splits into an Omega, it will be easier to get his love and affection, and maybe he won't be easily abandoned.

There are many desires and demands in the world, what Meng Yinan wants is a relationship with no end, and a company that will not be abandoned.

It's just that he soon realized that no matter how close he was to Mu Zhanxi, he was only his younger brother. With Mu Zhanxi's gentleness to cover up the fact of no blood relationship, he was cared for kindly.In fact, Meng Yinan couldn't get a definite, established and long-term company no matter what.

Therefore, becoming an Omega was useless, so Meng Yinan felt that there was probably no need to overcome his distaste for Omega, and it was better to just keep hating it.

In this way, Mu Zhanxi would not feel any pressure.

Meng Yinan's original intentions have never been as ulterior as Meng Du's. He thinks that he needs to repeatedly emphasize to Mu Zhanxi that "I don't want to be an Omega", so that he will not be regarded as someone with other intentions when he approaches Mu Zhanxi after confessing. .

He said: "I don't want Meng Du to know that we have a good relationship, because I don't want him to think that he has succeeded. If we pretend that we don't know each other well, he won't make further progress and ask for anything further."

Mu Zhanxi kept listening, without showing any positive or negative attitude, until this time he asked: "What further request?"

Meng Yinan was stunned, scratching his cheek: "I don't know either."

"Anyway, he is like that, very annoying. If he knows that the relationship is very good, he may say 'get food for brother' when eating, or say 'why don't you follow your brother' when going out... I don't like that. I know, but it must be annoying, and you will be annoying too."

"But I won't cause trouble for you." Meng Yinan finally concluded.

He said so much, in fact, he wanted to tell Mu Zhanxi this.

But Mu Zhanxi didn't quite understand what he meant, and asked, "Have you ever gotten into trouble?"

Meng Yinan was speechless. He had indeed troubled Mu Zhanxi many times, but he didn't mean it that way: "I mean, I won't pester you or seduce you..."

Mu Zhanxi looked at him, and suddenly laughed softly after hearing a certain word, as if he felt it was very funny, and couldn't connect the behavior of "seduce" with Meng Yinan.

Meng Yinan originally said it so clearly because he was afraid that he would not understand, but when he saw him laughing, he immediately shut up, thinking that any further words would become darker and darker.

Mu Zhanxi lowered his head, looked at Meng Yinan's arm by his side, and asked slowly, while holding his wrist, his fingertips traced the shape of the wrist bone, and then slid into the palm of his hand.

It was only then that Meng Yinan realized that Mu Zhanxi seemed to be very attached to his hand today.

It can't be because you are angry, you have to play tricks on people like this?

Just thinking about this, Meng Yinan's cheeks became hot again, because Mu Zhanxi's movements did not stop, and his fingertips followed the lines of the palm, moving and rubbing the delicate skin like playing, and finally One stopped between the fingers.

Mu Zhanxi raised his eyes and saw Meng Yinan's blank expression, so he didn't hesitate any longer, and slowly stretched his five fingers in.

He didn't clasp it hard, Meng Yinan's fingers were still slightly curled up, causing a subtle illusion of blood stagnation, which made Meng Yinan feel that his fingertips were ischemic, with slight numbness, and then itching again .

This feeling was quickly transmitted from the fingers to the arms, causing a chain reaction, and Meng Yinan's head also began to faint.

He wanted to ask Mu Zhanxi what he was doing, or what he was thinking.Now that's not what fraternities do.

But he couldn't ask, and he didn't even dare to speak.

Mu Zhanxi turned his head to look at him, looked at him for a while, and suddenly asked curiously: "Meng Yinan, how do you seduce me like this?"

It was still that faint voice, like asking casually, with no other meaning.But Meng Yinan felt a "boom" in his head, and something exploded.

He felt as if he had a heart attack, his heart was beating so fast that he was going to die - why did Mu Zhanxi say it himself?

"I said I didn't..."

"Meng Yinan," Mu Zhanxi called his name, interrupting those words, "Then what do you think?"

"What, what?"

Meng Yinan tried to calm down, but subconsciously licked his lips, and then found that his mouth was inexplicably dry.

Mu Zhanxi's eyes moved down and landed on the corner of his mouth, but he didn't make things difficult for him, and quickly looked into his eyes again: "I don't want him to see it, so I want to hide?"

"Pretending to be unfamiliar in front of Meng Du? Is the relationship not good?" Mu Zhanxi paused for a long time, waiting for Meng Yinan's reply, but he didn't.

So he went on to say: "Wait until he's not around..."

"Brother," Meng Yinan suddenly interrupted him, as if he had finally regained some reason from his heart beating like a drum, showing a little embarrassment, "Are you playing tricks on me?"

Mu Zhanxi froze for a moment and stopped talking.

Meng Yinan's cheeks were still flushed, and his eyes were moist at this moment, reflecting Mu Zhanxi's outline.But he didn't want to look at each other again, he quickly lowered his head, and said after a while, "I've already explained why it is like this."

He asked in a low voice, "Are you so angry?"

Mu Zhanxi finally let go of his hand at this moment.

Everything returned to normal, and silence spread in the room, causing the rising temperature to drop rapidly.

I don't know how long it took before Mu Zhanxi said, "I'm sorry."

The author says:

Mu Ting (at the door): Damn, blind me!