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Meng Yinan felt that Mu Zhanxi should rarely apologize to others, but when Meng Yinan said he was being teased, he immediately apologized, as if he had really done something wrong.

It looks a little pitiful, and it will make Meng Yinan feel that he is the one who bullies him.

Because that can't be regarded as a fault, Meng Yinan thought, just holding hands.

That's right, just holding hands.

Are hands something precious?Is it the part where you blush when you touch it and need someone to apologize?

Meng Yinan, is that an exaggeration?

Besides, it was Mu Zhanxi, not someone else.

Moreover, Mu Zhanxi was angry, and because Meng Yinan said something strange, he used it to tease him. Didn't he want to tease him and bully him for no reason?

For maybe a few minutes, Meng Yinan kept "criticizing" himself like this in his heart, feeling that he was not calm, too sensitive, and too hypocritical.

And Meng Yinan was probably busy with a lot of inner drama, so he didn't speak in time. After he reacted, he realized that Mu Zhanxi had been staring at him for a long time. Hard to detect stiffness and panic.

He was waiting for Meng Yinan to say something.

Meng Yinan realized that he hadn't responded to the "sorry" yet, and quickly said, "You don't need to say sorry, I'm just a little, a little embarrassed."

Meng Yinan paused in the middle of his speech, and then his voice gradually weakened.

But it was obvious that Mu Zhanxi heard it clearly, and his tense expression from not getting a response softened visibly, and then he hummed in a low voice.

His fingers moved, maybe he wanted to touch Meng Yinan, because the child's innocent "sorry" also made him feel some slight touch.

But before he could do anything, Meng Yinan stretched out his hand and shook it, then shook it childishly but cutely like a kindergarten kid, and squeezed it hard again.

There was a little distance between Meng Yinan and him, so he leaned forward a little and looked up at Mu Zhanxi.The red tide on his face hadn't completely dissipated, and he said obediently and seriously: "Then, that's it, just pretend that you didn't say sorry."

Since you didn't accept sorry, it doesn't matter if you don't need it.

Meng Yinan said, "That's it, we're reconciled."

A little later, Mu Zhanxi came out of Meng Yinan's temporary room, and just after closing the door, he saw Mu Ting standing not far away.

Mu Ting seemed to have been here for a while, and stood against the wall with his hands in his arms. Seeing him coming out, he walked over to put Mu Zhanxi's shoulders in two steps: "Come on, Xiaoxi, I have something to tell you."

He lowered his voice because he didn't want Meng Yinan to hear him, but his tone was not serious.

Mu Zhanxi went to his room and opened the door for Mu Ting to come in.

Mu Ting closed the door smoothly, and seeing Mu Zhanxi sitting by the bed, he turned the chair in front of the table to Mu Zhanxi, sat down, and pretended to talk to him.

Mu Ting is seven years older than Mu Zhanxi. To be honest, there will be a generation gap. It is impossible for Mu Ting to fully understand a high school student's thinking after working.

However, the relationship between their brothers is very good, partly because Mu Zhanxi doesn't talk much, and he is not a person who is easy to initiate conflicts, but more because of Mu Ting's rational and tolerant personality.

He has always been very tolerant towards Mu Zhanxi, and he also encouraged Mu Zhanxi to speak out and not keep it in his heart. He had talked with Mu Zhanxi many times since he was a child.

"Let me remind you first," Mu Ting touched his nose, and confessed embarrassingly, "My younger brother lived in the children's room when you were a child. It was unlocked. I opened the door when I heard the sound, but there may be a cabinet blocking it. He was more involved, so he didn't notice me."

Mu Zhanxi: "..."

Mu Ting: "I didn't mean to listen, the room's sound insulation is not very good."

Mu Zhanxi was expressionless: "Then why did you open the door?"

"Do you know what kind of trick your brother and I practiced when you were young?" After Mu Ting finished speaking, Mu Ting received Mu Zhanxi's cold gaze, and Mu Ting laughed dryly, "You didn't sleep and cry when you were two or three years old, Then I found out that I didn't like the sound of the door opening, because as long as you move slowly, the door doesn't make any sound at all, and you won't cry."

Mu Zhanxi was noncommittal, but his impatient expression already showed that he wanted to see off the guests.

"Okay, okay, I'm curious, I'm curious, okay!" Mu Ting hurriedly raised his hands in a gesture of surrender. He heard it from Meng Yinan's words about being Mu Zhanxi's Omega. At that time, Mu Ting happened to arrive at the door , I heard it more clearly, and I was really taken aback.

Although eavesdropping and peeking shouldn't be done, when Mu Ting reacted, curiosity drove him to open a crack in the door. Mu Zhanxi sat with his back to the door, and Meng Yinan didn't pay attention at all, so No one found him.

"So?" Mu Zhanxi's tone was not very good.

Mu Ting paused for a while, probably thinking of words, and cut in from a more suitable angle: "I've heard it all, but I didn't expect Uncle Meng to have such thoughts, and I just heard Yinan say that Uncle Meng is He is an adoptive father, right? Even though he is an adoptive father, he should have a father-son relationship, but it was strange after Yi Nan arrived home today, and he is not close to Uncle Meng, so I think their relationship may not be very good."

Talking about Meng Yinan, Mu Zhanxi's expression softened a little: "Yes."

"Maybe there was a misunderstanding between them, or something happened that made Yinan not close to Uncle Meng. I just chatted with Uncle Meng, and they have no other relatives in their family. That means Yinan doesn't depend on his adoptive father at such a young age. If so, there should be nothing else to rely on."

Mu Zhanxi frowned at him: "What do you want to say?"

"Don't be so serious, okay, I won't hurt you," Mu Ting smiled wryly, "I think you two have a good relationship, just to remind you that Yinan hasn't split up yet, and it's hard to say what happened after that .What if he really is an Omega?

"I know you don't have much contact with people, only Xiao Cao and the others, but you are so old, you are not a child anymore, do you know how to keep a distance from people?"

As soon as the words fell, Mu Zhanxi asked dissatisfiedly, "Why?"

It made Mu Ting suffocate, and felt amused when he wanted to beat him up: "I mean, can you have a sense of distance from people? What are you sleeping together? Let him wear pajamas. It's time to go to school and do homework together. He bought this and that... just like that just now, you never thought about what would happen if he really split into an Omega?"

Mu Zhanxi didn't seem to fully understand what he meant, so Mu Ting didn't mind saying it more clearly: "You treat him well, provided that you two have the same ideas, he will be your younger brother, and you are his brother, just be with us. If they are the same, that's fine. Or you two like each other, and I won't mind my own business.

"However, if you only look at him in the name of an older brother and feel that he is helpless and pitiful, then you should treat him with no bottom line and keep your distance."

Mu Ting said: "A one-way relationship is not a good thing for both of you, don't hurt yourself, don't hurt Yi Nan, right?"

Mu Zhanxi didn't speak, and it took a while to realize that his voice was a little hoarse: "I didn't treat him bottomlessly."

Mu Ting said: "But in my opinion, it is already."

"Why did I hurt him when I was nice to him?" Mu Zhanxi still couldn't understand.

Mu Ting sighed: "Then tell me, do you like him?"

Mu Zhanxi didn't speak.

"If you like it, how long can you like it? Can you bear that he doesn't like you?"

Mu Zhanxi still didn't answer.

At this time, Mu Ting seemed a little unreasonable: "Then let me ask you, you are so kind to him, so close, and then you fell into a trap, and one day you found out that you like him, but he doesn't like you, what should you do?"

"Or vice versa, what should he do?"

Mu Ting seemed to have really grown into an adult during the days when Mu Zhanxi didn't see him, and he would think about many things that Mu Zhanxi hadn't thought about before: "As we said just now, he has nothing to rely on, and now he has nothing to do with you. Best, do you want to consider what Yi Nan thinks? Besides, you are brothers in name, so you know what to do and what not to do?"

Mu Zhanxi didn't know if he had listened, so he hummed.

"I'm not here to teach you, but to remind you, don't just do something without thinking about it. If you have to do it, you have to be clear-headed, think about where to go, how to retreat, be responsible, and be responsible. If you can't bear it, do it in time. Stop the loss, feel that you can do it without hesitation."

Mu Ting thought for a while, and felt that what he had said was almost the same, and he concluded: "It's not that I meddle in your business, but you should not do that kind of action just now, you may just tease him, you can't control what he thinks, understand ?"

Speaking of this, Mu Zhanxi suddenly looked up at Mu Ting.

It made Mu Ting feel that he might want to refute himself.

But he didn't say anything in the end, and after a while he complained that Mu Ting "has been meddling a lot", and then said that he needed to rest when he was tired, and asked Mu Ting to leave quickly.

Mu Ting probably felt that his kindness was being treated like a donkey's liver and lungs, and he was a little angry, but he couldn't do anything about Mu Zhanxi, so he had to get out of bed.

In fact, many things he said are true.

Said that Mu Zhanxi didn't think about anything, but did one thing casually and unintentionally.

But sometimes it's not that Mu Zhanxi is very casual, he doesn't take Meng Yinan seriously, he teases him when he feels like it, teases him when he's in a good mood, puts it aside when he's in a bad mood, doesn't think about Meng Yinan's thoughts, Don't care about how your actions affect others.

Rather, he is still in an ignorant, ambiguous, inexplicable state.

Meng Yinan is the lonely puppy he brought home. Before he met him, he was bullied a little bit. Maybe he found him very gentle and friendly, or felt that Mu Zhanxi’s home was warm and wanted to stay here, so he opened the door Then he obediently followed in, and pretended to be obedient in front of him, wanting to get the right to stay for a long time.

Meng Yinan followed Mu Zhanxi all the time, received reasonable care, and integrated into Mu Zhanxi's life. Mu Zhanxi was not a ruthless and indifferent person, and he would gradually get used to it.

It's not that he doesn't want to think, but that he has already formed a very natural idea in his subconscious, so he doesn't care about thinking about every detail of everything and the impact it will bring.

Therefore, they don't care about the so-called gender differentiation, or whether Meng Yinan likes herself.

They don't need to keep their distance, and there's nothing they should or shouldn't do.

All he knew was that the puppy chose its home and owner, and Meng Yinan chose Mu Zhanxi.

That should be his own puppy.