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Because there were new messages within a few minutes of joining the group chat, Meng Yinan was absent-minded in class that afternoon, and couldn't help but check who posted what, what new topics everyone was discussing, and frequently looked at his phone .

This state continued until the last class.

The group was originally filled with righteous indignation and crying for the unidentified revelations, but after an afternoon of discussion, it gradually changed in Meng Yinan's peeping screen.

From all kinds of unbelief and self-hypnosis at the beginning, it evolved to not knowing the truth and wanting to prove it.

For these students from the same school, the so-called "verification" is very easy and the cost is extremely low. As long as they "encounter" Mu Zhanxi during school, they follow him casually to see if he has separated from anyone. It's good to be very close.

Mu Zhanxi always has to go to and from school, eat and study, and there are always people around him. Whoever he talks to, gets along with, and gets close to, as long as he doesn't hide himself, anyone can easily observe him.

So someone in the group who claimed to be Mu Zhanxi's classmate volunteered.

They were talking about how Mu Zhanxi was in class now, with a serious look on his face when he read the book, and they said that they could follow him after school to see if any lower grade students would go back with him.

Meng Yinan watched the discussion in the group in full swing. At the beginning, his curiosity about watching the show disappeared, but he suddenly felt uncomfortable. For some reason, he thought of something that happened a long time ago.

It was when he just started school in the third year of junior high school. At that time, he and Mu Zhanxi had just met. Cao Xicheng insisted on Mu Zhanxi eating barbecue. Mu Zhanxi refused because Meng Yinan was too young to take care of him, which made the two of them unhappy. a few days.

At that time, Meng Yinan didn't know them well. For a few days, he always thought, this brother is really nice, why does he take such good care of himself? Is it okay to make friends angry because of this.

But later he knew it was more than that.

Mu Zhanxi is a very nice person, and generally he doesn't make it difficult for friends, but that doesn't mean that he has to cooperate when friends use him to flirt with girls.

He didn't bluntly tell Cao Xicheng that he hated Xiao Feng, he just couldn't say it, and he took good care of his friend's mood.

Besides, Meng Yinan felt that Mu Zhanxi was a very self-conscious person, and his standard of measuring things was different from others.

For example, in his eyes, Meng Yinan doesn't know how to cook, and he will be hungry if no one takes care of him, while Cao Xicheng can afford to buy it himself whether he can cook, let alone have an aunt at home to cook for him.

Compared with this, Meng Yinan certainly needed more care.

When Mu Zhanxi came to such a conclusion, he would simply reject his friends.

In the eyes of others, Mu Zhanxi's attitude may be awkward, as if he is not close, and making friends with him may not necessarily get him preferential treatment, it seems that it is very unworthy to make friends.

But in fact, Mu Zhanxi is upright and gentle, and will never be confused by unnecessary things. He can see everyone, knows what others really need, and will lend a helping hand if he can.

Mu Zhanxi may not do everything perfectly, nor may he satisfy everyone, but all his friends have no complaints against him, which can already prove what kind of character and conduct Mu Zhanxi possesses.

His kindness will make Meng Yinan feel fond and distressed.

The news in the group is still being posted one by one, saying everything, it seems that everyone who appears in the group likes Mu Zhanxi.

However, Meng Yinan suddenly thought, he likes him so much, he likes him so much that his emotions fluctuate, he likes it so much that he wants to create a group to communicate with his friends, and he likes it so much that he wants to follow Mu Zhanxi, spy on his personal life, and speculate on his whereabouts Relationship...but what is this?

Do you really like it?Won't it bother him?

Mu Zhanxi hates being used as a talking point so much. In Cao Xicheng's family, he can turn his face away and leave. He also hates that others show too much curiosity about him. How can he like to be deliberately observed by many eyes everywhere in his life?

After waiting, Meng Yinan couldn't hold back, and finally spoke for the first time in this group.

[Yi Yi Nan]: Isn't this just tracking?

[Yi Yinan]: Stalking, breaking the law, right?

After he finished speaking, a string of ellipses and "speechless" immediately followed.

Someone replied to him, saying that there is no need to go online so much, it is just a glance at him on the way from school, everyone is kind and will not be too radical.Posted two more laughing and crying emojis.

Some people also called him an idiot, saying that the eyes are on other people's bodies, and the road is on the feet. If you look at the person you like, and walk the same road with him, there is nothing wrong with breaking the law.

Meng Yinan watched it for a while, and didn't mean to care about it at all, so he directly reported the person who scolded him as "malicious insults".

Meng Yinan originally wanted to say that Mu Zhanxi would not like these actions planned by you at all, so what does it mean to add troubles?

But he was still hesitant to say it, and someone jumped out to change the subject, saying that he had indeed found out that Mu Zhanxi had been very close to a certain junior student, and he had seen him passing by the playground several times.

Someone later echoed, saying that Mu Zhanxi didn't just leave with Cao Xicheng after school.

Subsequent replies have also shifted to this topic.

It seemed that with just one sentence, they believed that the news at noon was true, and they were always ready to find out that low-grade, undifferentiated student and see his true face.

Meng Yinan read a few more sentences and felt extremely bored.

Thinking that I didn't pay attention to the class and spent an afternoon in this group, I immediately regretted it to death.I thought it was a waste of my life and lost my life, so I quit the group without hesitation.

After leaving the group, before school, Meng Yinan still sent a message to Mu Zhanxi, saying that he left school early today, so he would not wait downstairs for him and Cao Xi to get married, and had to get in the car first.

Meng Yinan felt that someone would definitely follow Mu Zhanxi today. Instead of Meng Yinan fighting with them in the group to make them change their minds, it would be better not to show up.As long as Mu Zhanxi didn't get close to the lower graders, no one would follow him curiously.

But as soon as Meng Yinan's news was sent out, Mu Zhanxi immediately responded with a question mark.

Meng Yinan stared at the question mark for a while, but didn't know what to reply, because the time after school was always fixed, and he didn't make up a logical reason for the time being, so he turned off the vibration, put the phone in his pocket, and pretended I didn't see it myself.

Until I got in the car, I was so cruel that I didn't come up with a reply.

When he got in the car, the driver, Uncle Li, saw him coming alone, and asked him what was the matter with some worry, and he was still running out of breath.

Meng Yinan said it was okay, and told Uncle Li with a smile, thinking that he was late because he misread the time, but he never thought that he was the first to get on the bus.

Seeing that he was smiling, Uncle Li probably didn't care too much, and said that he would not forget him at the school gate no matter how late he was, so he didn't have to worry about being late to get on the bus.

Meng Yinan said yes, and thanked Uncle Li for his hard work.

Uncle Li smiled and chatted with him about other things without asking any more questions.

After about five or six minutes in the car, Mu Zhanxi and the others got in the car.

As usual, Cao Xicheng sat in the co-pilot's seat, while Mu Zhanxi and Meng Yinan sat in the back row.

Cao Xicheng was still talkative, and as soon as he got in the car, he asked Meng Yinan why he didn't go with him today. He thought something happened to Yinan's brother, so he asked Mu Zhanxi, but Mu Zhanxi didn't say anything.

Meng Yinan told him again what he had just said to Uncle Li.

To be honest, Cao Xicheng had no doubts at all.

But Mu Zhanxi, when Meng Yinan was talking, he felt that Mu Zhanxi turned to look at him, as if he had something to say.

But Meng Yinan's lies were not exposed either.

Meng Yinan lied to her guilty conscience, thinking that at noon Mu Zhanxi said that he did not reply to the message in time, and within a few hours, he committed another crime.Still on purpose.

It's a bit too much.

But Meng Yinan certainly couldn't admit that he deliberately didn't look at his phone, and looked at Mu Zhanxi in order to cover up his guilty conscience.

But seeing Mu Zhanxi's dark eyes at night, he didn't dare to look at each other anymore, so he quickly lowered his head, and didn't say a word after that.

After returning home, Meng Yinan took a shower and sat in his room to do his homework.

Since he had a gland problem, he seldom went to Mu Zhanxi's room. At this time, he was glad that he didn't have the habit of studying together. If the atmosphere between the two of them became strange, it would be awkward to study together.

And if you reduce contact in order to avoid a strange atmosphere, it will be even more embarrassing.

So it was all right, naturally in his room, Meng Yinan breathed a sigh of relief.

But this breath was not completely relieved. Just as Meng Yinan was about to do his homework, there was a slight noise at the door. When Meng Yinan turned his head, he saw the doorknob move by itself, and then the door was pushed open. Mu Zhanxi stood with a cup in his hand. the door.

Probably because Meng Yinan was a little surprised and dazed, Mu Zhanxi didn't go in, but asked him in a deep tone, "Can I come in?"

When he said this, Meng Yinan felt sour in his heart, as if he had bullied him.

Whether it was lying in order not to be followed by classmates to disturb Mu Zhanxi's life, or hiding it because he didn't want the abnormal gland to be discovered.All made Meng Yinan feel guilty.

Meng Yinan told himself, "There is nothing to feel guilty about, it's not for the good of my brother", and at the same time said, "The glands are my own glands, so I don't want to talk about it", but the villain in my heart couldn't convince me this time. He still feels uncomfortable.

I feel uncomfortable, want to confess, and have many scruples.

Probably because of guilt, and because he couldn't bear to tell Mu Zhanxi, "Don't come in, I have to do my homework", Meng Yinan told Mu Zhanxi, of course, and let Mu Zhanxi sit in the room.

Mu Zhanxi hummed, walked over, put the drink on his table, and then sat on the edge of Meng Yinan's bed naturally. He didn't say what he was here for, and he just sat there.

The layout of Meng Yinan's room is almost the same as that of Mu Zhanxi's, except that the position of the bed is different. The bed is opposite to the desk. Meng Yinan is doing homework, and Mu Zhanxi is sitting directly behind him, making him feel that Mu Zhanxi has been staring at him. Look at yourself like a light on your back.

It's a bit hasty, Meng Yinan thought.

He doesn't live in the same house as others, so what's the use of thinking of so many excuses to deceive Uncle Li and Cao Xicheng?Only Mu Zhanxi could really torture him.

It's a classic case of miscalculation.

Meng Yinan pretended to be calm and wrote some homework. It might last four to ten minutes. During this period, Mu Zhanxi never left, like a quiet ornament.Meng Yinan couldn't take it anymore, put down his pen, and turned to look at him.

"Brother, what's the matter with you?" Meng Yinan tried to be harmless and said truthfully, "I still have a lot of homework to do."

Of course Mu Zhanxi understood his subtext, but he still looked at Meng Yinan silently, waited and said, "I've been writing for a long time, don't you take a break?"

Meng Yinan felt that he probably couldn't escape, so he said, "Okay, let's take a break." Then he asked Mu Zhanxi what's wrong and what's the matter.

He guessed that Mu Zhanxi wanted to ask why he didn't leave school together, or why he didn't reply to the message. In fact, these are very perfunctory. Meng Yinan can find any reason, as long as his conscience doesn't hurt and Mu Zhanxi is willing to believe it.

But he didn't remember until Mu Zhanxi came to his room, there might be more than that.

Mu Zhanxi was in a bad mood today, and Meng Yinan already knew about it, so he shouldn't mess with him again this afternoon.But Meng Yinan still allowed his unhappiness to accumulate.

In this case, Meng Yinan would not know what he was doing in the room.

After waiting, Mu Zhanxi said to him, "Since you are resting, then sit down."

Meng Yinan sat down on the bed obediently.

It's just that Mu Zhanxi didn't say any of the words that Meng Yinan had imagined. Instead, he looked at him for a while, and finally sighed. For some reason, he looked very tired, and stretched out his hand to Meng Yinan.

Like hugging a big pillow, he pulled Meng Yinan into his arms, then rested his forehead on Meng Yinan's shoulder, leaning quietly and steadily.

Meng Yinan was a little stunned, turned his head slightly, and called him softly, "Brother?"

Mu Zhanxi waited for a while, and told Meng Yinan that he had talked to the teacher today, and that he didn't have to take the exam, and would send him directly to the school where he was going to take the exam.

His voice was muffled, and he said good things, but his tone was not very cheerful.

Meng Yinan didn't know what to say, and of course he didn't know what Mu Zhanxi wanted to hear, so he seemed a little helpless.

At this time, Mu Zhanxi raised his head again, put his arm on his shoulder, and was very close to him. He looked down at him with a gentle and helpless expression.

He said, "Meng Yinan, you don't care about my further studies?"

Meng Yinan froze for a moment, and Mu Zhanxi pursed his lips again, as if he was very dissatisfied with him: "I won't be looking for me anytime soon."

Complaint: "Lying again, not replying to messages, not telling the truth."

Meng Yinan still wanted to refute for himself, but Mu Zhanxi said, "I want you to accompany me for a while, and I want to take the initiative to come here", so he was speechless.

Grass.Meng Yinan thought in his heart that it was a bit fatal.

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