deep blue

Mu Zhanxi was very close, and the little Meng Yinan was reflected in his lowered eyes, which were very dark because of the insufficient lighting in the room.

The breaths of the two intersected in an invisible place, and Meng Yinan subconsciously held his breath, but he always felt the familiar scent of pine and cypress coming from all directions.

Don't say such pitiful words when you are so close.Meng Yinan thought to himself.

It made him want to escape, but he couldn't bear it.

And on the surface, it looked like Mu Zhanxi was complaining, as if he had been greatly wronged, but in fact, his arm on Meng Yinan's shoulder was so strong that it was impossible to back away easily.

In other words, after waiting patiently for so long, seeing Meng Yinan writing his homework for 10 minutes, he ignored him at all, and finally sat down obediently, so he didn't intend to let Meng Yinan run away.

Looking at each other for a while, Meng Yinan really couldn't resist.

He whispered "what are you doing" in embarrassment, wanted to retreat but didn't, lowered his head before blushing, and was defeated by the stare.

But unexpectedly, a major mistake occurred.

When he lowered his head, because he didn't grasp the distance well, his forehead rubbed against Mu Zhanxi.

A very light touch, as if rubbing against the chin.

But when I think about it, it makes me confused where I got it.

If I think about it again, I feel that it was a fleeting kiss.

As soon as this idea appeared in his mind, Meng Yinan didn't even have time to use his rationality to distinguish the true from the false, and his brain exploded with a "wow".It was originally a tactical dodge, but now I really dare not raise my head again.

Like a tortoise, he stalked his neck and buried his head deeply to avoid "accidents" from happening again.But this posture itself is a very deliberate evasion, and it is irreparable when he realizes it.

Probably because of the poor blood flow due to the drooping head, Meng Yinan not only blushed, but also his neck, and his ears also slowly burned, which clearly revealed how much he cared about this small contact.

After waiting for a while, Mu Zhanxi called his name.

Meng Yinan still maintained this awkward posture, hoping that he could suddenly fall asleep, so that he would not have to think about whether to respond or keep silent and pretend to be dead.

Mu Zhanxi seemed to be amused by him, and asked, "Are you going to stay like this forever?"

Meng Yinan thought, of course not.

But at least you have to wait until your face stops blushing, right?Otherwise, the reaction would be too great.

It's just that he didn't expect Mu Zhanxi to let go of one hand and lift his chin along his neck. Because the movement was so light, Meng Yinan felt itchy, so he retracted his neck uncontrollably, telling Mu Zhanxi not to move any more.

Mu Zhanxi didn't make things difficult for him, and he really didn't move.

But Meng Yinan didn't know what to do anymore, with his neck pressed against his palm, he was in a dilemma.

After a while, he seemed to be discouraged, and suddenly leaned towards Mu Zhanxi, and fell on his brother, with his forehead resting on Mu Zhanxi's shoulder. It was probably not a very comfortable position, but it was better than just now.

Mu Zhanxi asked him what was wrong, and Meng Yinan said sullenly, "My neck is tired and sore."

Then Mu Zhanxi's low laughter was heard.

Meng Yinan originally propped up the bed with his hands, until he leaned against Mu Zhanxi, he didn't realize that he still had two arms and two hands, but just now he had no intention of pushing his brother away, completely ignoring their existence .

But now there was no use for him, he just leaned on, Meng Yinan didn't know how to adjust his expression, he couldn't immediately face Mu Zhanxi freely and easily, so he simply didn't move.

After leaning like this for a few seconds, Mu Zhanxi put his arms around Meng Yinan's waist and hugged him towards him.At the same time, the other hand avoids the glands at the back of Meng Yinan's neck, and presses gently on the neck.

Meng Yinan gradually relaxed, with the weight of his upper body on Mu Zhanxi's body, like a clingy puppy that loves to cuddle, accepting caresses motionless.

Meng Yinan also likes such a quiet time. He wants the hour hand, minute hand, and second hand to be all still, and time has no end.

After pinching for a few minutes, Mu Zhanxi withdrew his hand and asked him if he was better.

Meng Yinan nodded and said, "Better."

Mu Zhanxi touched the palm of his hand along his forearm, as if he was playing when he was bored, he pressed Meng Yinan's knuckles lightly and hard now, from thumb to little finger, and then returned the same way.

When Meng Yinan got along with him, sometimes he felt moved, and sometimes he had an indescribable feeling.

It is very similar to the subconscious reaction of the body when a person realizes that he is experiencing grievance or sadness.The heart seems to be kneaded by one hand, but it still beats hard but does not know how to control it, so that the brain is slightly hypoxic, empty, or loses consciousness at a certain moment, and the feedback is sore and dazed.

However, this feeling does not mean that Meng Yinan is experiencing grievance and sadness at this time, but that both joy and pain will produce huge emotional fluctuations, giving him similar feelings.

When he really feels joy and happiness, his heart will be filled with warmth, he will also feel sore and satisfied, and he will even be in a trance.

Because Mu Zhanxi would not lie to him, all his actions proved that Meng Yinan was needed by him.

He never said that he liked Meng Yinan, nor did he say what Meng Yinan meant to him or how important it was.But he was so close to Meng Yinan, so intimate, he didn't want to be separated, he always thought of Meng Yinan, and gave him preferential treatment.

When Meng Yinan liked him, he thought he was the same as others, and when he was relied on by him, he discovered his own uniqueness.

People are always like this, hate being treated as different, fear not to fit in, but disdain to be the same as others, hate copy-pasting and homogenization.

Nobody wants to be drowned somewhere in the torrent of the world.Everyone wants to be truly seen by someone, to make that person feel different, to have some advantages and disadvantages that are not shining enough but can be clearly distinguished, and to be unique to someone.

Meng Yinan used to hope that Mu Zhanxi would not have someone he liked, and wanted to keep the status quo forever, and hoped that the days of being a family member would never end.

Now it's changed again.He wanted Mu Zhanxi to need him even more, and pressed his shoulders so hard but painlessly, leaned very close, and said that if he wanted Meng Yinan to take the initiative to accompany him, he was willing to hug Meng Yinan, and asked about his future after entering school. Do you want to go back to Lincheng often? It would be better to see Meng Yinan once in a while.

Leaning against him, Meng Yinan felt very fond of him.

The end of the semester passed by in a hurry, and Mu Zhanxi had a relaxed and stress-free life because he got the admission letter from his favorite school in advance.

Cao Xicheng, his childhood friend and classmate, was in dire straits. After going through arduous preparations for the exam, he finally finished the exam in mid-June and said goodbye to high school.

In order to celebrate graduation, Cao Xicheng called friends and asked his classmates and friends at work to go to the barbecue restaurant that he had talked about for a long time.

Meng Yinan and Fu Yun participated in the party of the third class of senior high school as friends. On the day of the party, there were mostly alphas, so they found a place with few people to chat after eating almost.

Cao Xicheng and the others hadn't had a gathering like this for a long time due to their schoolwork. Today was so lively, Fu Yun couldn't help thinking of Tang Lingyi, who had graduated for a year, and felt sad lying on the table.

"He has ignored me recently," Fu Yun said in a sad tone, "I have jet lag, so it's not easy for me to find him every day. He talked to me the night before, but I asked if I would come back from the summer vacation. Didn't get back to me."

Fu Yun's secret love is already well known to everyone, but Tang Lingyi is the only one who doesn't feel it.

Tang Lingyi graduated last year and applied for a foreign university. It has been a long time since he was able to chat with Fu Yun, the brother next door, from time to time through the time difference, which is already very good.But recently, I don’t know whether it’s due to being busy at the end of the term or for other reasons. I no longer keep in touch with Fu Yun, which makes Fu Yun sigh every day.

"How about," Meng Yinan advised him, "Why don't you wait for him to come back and confess?"

Fu Yun didn't have the courage, and immediately shook his head: "I definitely don't!"

He said to Meng Yinan: "You don't know him, he is super lazy, he can use his brain as long as he can. If I confess, he doesn't understand it for a while, maybe he will ignore me completely!"

Fu Yun muttered, saying that now that he is crossing the ocean, there is no chance to pester him, so let's not talk about it.

After waiting, he asked Meng Yinan again, "What about you?"

Meng Yinan frowned: "What me?"

"Aren't you going to tell your brother?" Fu Yun looked at the other table. Mu Zhanxi was celebrating with his classmates. At first, he was a little patient and willing to raise a glass for a clink. Holding his shoulder firmly, Mu Zhanxi had already left.

However, it is also possible that Cao Xicheng is too annoying, and he is even more impatient.

"Tell me what?" Meng Yinan didn't look away, but looked at Mu Zhanxi across a few tables.

As if sensing his gaze, Mu Zhanxi also looked over, Meng Yinan smiled at him and waved his hand a little.

"Eyes are straight!"

Meng Yinan retorted: "I don't."

"You don't have anything, you don't have anything," Fu Yun said very disdainfully, "Meng Xiaonan, what are you always hiding from? Let me tell you like this, after Brother Mu went to college, there must be a lot of Omega around, you don't want to occupy it." What should I do if he was caught by someone else?"

"Also, I don't know if you quit the group? Many people in our school are planning to confess their love to him soon! This is the last chance, why don't you hurry up?"

Meng Yinan: "Didn't you finish the exam today? How do you confess your love?"

"Stupid or not, you have to go back to school!"

Fu Yun himself has no guts for the person he likes, but when it comes to Meng Yinan, he hates iron and steel, and hopes that he can take the initiative to attack, don't hesitate, hesitation will lead to defeat.

But Meng Yinan was not as afraid to confess as he imagined, but had other reasons.

Meng Yinan is not differentiated, neither Alpha nor Omega, he still doesn't know how to tell Mu Zhanxi that he likes him.

Meng Yinan can be brave or fearless, but no matter which gender he is, he has scruples and cannot guarantee that his life after differentiation will still be the same as now, so he cannot be straightforward and frank.

He always expects time to stop at a certain moment, not because he wants to escape, but because he hopes that those bad things that he doesn't want to face can come later, later.Better never come.

He wanted Mu Zhanxi to see a better version of himself, and never to be disgusted or disgusted for some reason.