deep blue

For a brief moment, no one in the corridor spoke.

Meng Yinan hung one on the left and one on the right. He never expected to experience "being jealous" once in his lifetime. He was so shocked that he didn't know what to do.

These two Omegas seemed to be at odds, as if it was a real thing, they pulled Meng Yinan and refused to let go.

Seeking help from Mu Zhanxi failed, so Meng Yinan had to support himself.

He took a step back, pulled his arm away from the two of them, then shook it like he was shaking his sleeve, and hugged it again in front of his chest, as if he was stained and wanted to hide his hand, and no one would touch it.

"Let's go," Meng Yinan tried his best not to be so embarrassed, "Everyone should have arrived, we are the only ones left."

After he said this, they seemed to have just remembered the reason for going out, and walked towards the elevator again.

Meng Yinan secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

Because of this muddled episode, Meng Yinan was absent-minded about the meal tonight.

When Cao Xicheng was playing tricks on the stage with the microphone, Meng Yinan was still in a semi-sluggish state. He couldn't digest the previous scene, so he replayed it several times in his mind, but he still couldn't find any mature logical chain.

After Cao Xicheng finished speaking, everyone started to eat. Meng Yinan thought again, why Xiao Zhou was still clinging to Mu Zhanxi this morning, and he changed in less than half a day?

Think again, what did Xiao Zhou mean just now?like him?Or is it purely unaccustomed to see AO getting too close in front of him?But Meng Yinan wasn't that close to Fu Yun, except for the fact that Fu Yun deliberately hugged his arm to see Mu Zhanxi's reaction, everything else was as usual.

So, what is the truth?What is Xiao Zhou thinking?

Because there was no result in his thinking, Meng Yinan really wanted to find out about this matter, so he secretly observed Xiao Zhou by raising his glass.

Xiao Zhou is also a relatively introverted Omega, he doesn't bluff and stir up the atmosphere, but sits quietly at the table and raises his glass silently.

After watching it for a while, Meng Yinan felt that he might have misunderstood it, and Xiao Zhou had no interest in him at all.

Because Xiao Zhou's attention was obviously focused on Fu Yun and Mu Zhanxi.

When he looked at the delivery, the expression on his face was more complicated.

Probably looking at the shipment, but it's not obvious, it's more like careful observation.Although he never showed hostility, Meng Yinan kept looking at him, and it was not difficult to see the suspicion and unwillingness in his expression.

When Xiao Zhou looked at Mu Zhanxi, it was just the opposite.

If you take a peek, you will immediately glance aside, look a little embarrassed, but eat as if nothing happened, then do some normal actions, and then take another look at Mu Zhanxi when no one is paying attention.

……

Well, Meng Yinan thought, this is still very clear.

Xiao Zhou really didn't suddenly change his target, he should like Mu Zhanxi, that's right.

When Meng Yinan came to this conclusion, perhaps sensing his gaze, Xiao Zhou turned his head and looked over.

Looking at each other, Meng Yinan was defenseless and almost choked on the drink, so he quickly let go of the rim of the cup and smiled awkwardly.Then he forgot that he was drinking, and raised the glass to his mouth again.

It was only here that Meng Yinan realized that he was drinking orange juice.

There are actually several drinks on the table.

In this kind of dinner with only students, most people choose beer and soda, only a few Omegas are drinking fruit juice, and it's not just orange juice.

On the same table, Mu Zhanxi was drinking orange juice like Meng Yinan.

Like last time, those classmates like to make a fuss when they drink too much.

This time it wasn't a class-scale graduation party, the scope was extended to the entire grade, and the gender of the party members was mostly Omega, not just Alpha and Beta.

Being able to make an appointment with each other to play shows that everyone has a good relationship, and the bottom line is lower when playing, or there is no bottom line at all.

In addition, there are also many people who want to chase love by taking the opportunity of traveling.

Due to the more complicated personnel relationship, this time the quarrel is not only about who can drink, but also has some special colors, and the speech is more casual, which makes the atmosphere very hot.

Of course, many students came to see Mu Zhanxi, and every time someone looked at his cup, they would say why they only drank drinks, deliberately teased him that he couldn't do it, and asked him to switch to alcohol.

On the day of Meng Yinan's split, only a few people in Mu Zhanxi's class knew what happened, and most of them were drunk. Even if they heard about it later, they only knew that Mu Zhanxi's younger brother had an acute split. The scene on the ground.

Therefore, no one will regard the events of that day as a major event, let alone link it with drinking.

On the contrary, Cao Xicheng was deeply impressed by this, at this time he didn't dare to boo together, he kept smiling to smooth things over, stopped all the persuaders, and didn't embarrass Mu Zhanxi.

"Brother," when everyone's attention was no longer on Mu Zhanxi, Meng Yinan touched his finger under the table and asked him, "Are you not drinking anymore?"

Mu Zhanxi nodded.

Meng Yinan asked in a low voice, "Is it because of me?"

Mu Zhanxi didn't deny it, but he didn't answer directly, but said flatly: "I don't want to wake up and see a bad scene."

Meng Yinan froze for a moment.

How did he fight when he split up, how did Mu Zhanxi wake up that day and how did he know he was fighting? These things are all based on Meng Yinan's imagination.

Of course he would not directly ask Mu Zhanxi how he felt at that time, whether he was frightened, because he knew very well that Mu Zhanxi was regretting it and thought it was his fault.

So Meng Yinan didn't mention it any more, and the matter passed with Mu Zhanxi's "I'm sorry" and Meng Yinan's differentiation ended and he was discharged home.

Now that I think about it carefully, maybe Meng Yinan's split affected not only himself, but also Mu Zhanxi.

Even if his brother didn't see any change on the surface.

"If you want, you can drink a little," Meng Yinan thought for a while and said, "I won't differentiate this time, and I'm already an Alpha, and my strength is stronger than before. I can take you back."

Meng Yinan didn't want to use this incident to repeatedly poke Mu Zhanxi and make him sad, he just hoped that this incident could pass and gradually fade away from their lives.

Mu Zhanxi is less than 20 years old now, and he has a long life, and he will never drink less at parties. It would be unfair to him if he thinks of the drinking mistake on the graduation party every time.

Because even if Mu Zhanxi doesn't drink, keeps taking pictures, and retains consciousness, the lump in Meng Yinan's gland will not disappear, and he will still be full of pain. The fight with Cao Zhiyuan will always fight behind Mu Zhanxi's back .

Meng Yinan just hoped that Mu Zhanxi would not have too many worries and could be more natural and casual.

But Meng Yinan's proposal was directly rejected by Mu Zhanxi: "I don't want to."

Meng Yinan rubbed his nose and said, "Okay then." After a while, he said, "Do you like orange-flavored drinks?"

Although he had been with Mu Zhanxi for so long, Meng Yinan still couldn't fully understand him in many ways.

It's not that Meng Yinan doesn't care about him, but that Meng Yinan is younger and more straightforward. It's also about eating. Meng Yinan will eat more of what he likes, and he will be picky when he doesn't like it, but Mu Zhanxi only Dislikes are only shown when things are disliked, and few obvious likings are shown.

Meng Yinan sometimes had to guess and ask, in order to know whether Mu Zhanxi liked something or not.

Of course it was the same this time, Meng Yinan had never seen Mu Zhanxi take the initiative to buy a drink of a certain flavor before, so he was happy with some new discoveries, so he said, "If you like it, we can buy more and keep it at home when we go back. "

Meng Yinan also wanted to say that the summer vacation looks short, but there are still dozens of days. After traveling, they can still stay at home for a long time, and they can stock up on their favorite snacks. It doesn't matter if they gain weight.

But Mu Zhanxi interrupted him: "You said you wanted to drink this."

Meng Yinan blinked blankly: "What?"

Mu Zhanxi turned his head to look at him, but he didn't have a good expression on his face. Instead, he showed a very heavy state, as if he was tired, and he seemed to be experiencing loss and giving up.

"I asked you what you want to drink, and you pointed it out yourself."

Meng Yinan subconsciously said "ah", "Is there?"

Mu Zhanxi stopped talking.

From now on, until the end of the meal, Mu Zhanxi did not say a single word to Meng Yinan.She didn't take care of him anymore, didn't refill the empty cup, and didn't urge Meng Yinan to eat more.

And such a thing has never happened before.

The meal was absent-minded at the beginning, but afterward it felt like nothing. Meng Yinan didn't even remember when they ended and how he walked back to the room.

Fu Yun seemed very worried when he went back, and wanted to ask Meng Yinan what was wrong several times, but Meng Yinan was in a low mood and could not respond to him.

When I got back, the room was still the same as when I left.

The suitcase lay quietly and orderly on the ground against the wall, the windows were closed, and the night outside could be seen through the gap between the curtains.

The air conditioner in the room blows cold wind to drive away the scorching heat.

But Meng Yinan felt that it was too cold here, and the wind at the door was blowing straight down, and when he entered the room, he would be baptized by the cold air.

Mu Zhanxi went in first, and because there was no dialogue, the atmosphere was heavy, and Meng Yinan didn't even know what to do.I had no choice but to stand by the cool breeze at the door and stop.

The door was closed tightly behind him, and Meng Yinan felt that this place was the only one that was safe.

He leaned back, and he would not be far away from Mu Zhanxi, but walking forward meant staying in the stagnant air.

Meng Yinan never thought that it would be very difficult for people not to talk when they were together.Because Meng Yinan can ignore them, it has nothing to do with him to care what others do, and he has no scruples about anything.

But with Mu Zhanxi, if he ignored him, Meng Yinan would feel uncomfortable.

But what did I do wrong?Meng Yinan thought.

Why are you ignoring me all of a sudden?

Meng Yinan felt that his eyes were hot, and he didn't have any thoughts about whether he liked it or not. He just wanted to make Mu Zhanxi look like normal. It doesn't matter if he is angry or looks bad, as long as he pays attention to him.

With that in mind, Meng Yinan finally walked into the room.

Mu Zhanxi was opening the suitcase, lowering his head to get things inside.

Maybe you knew that Meng Yinan walked behind, but you didn't turn around to comfort him, and told Meng Yinan that it was not your fault that you were in a bad mood; or that you should reflect on what made Meng Yinan dissatisfied.

After waiting, seeing Mu Zhanxi finally picked up his things and stood up, Meng Yinan said, "Are you angry?"

Mu Zhanxi didn't answer, and there was a distance of more than one meter between Meng Yinan and Meng Yinan.

Meng Yinan felt that his emotions were hard to control, his heart seemed to have been moldy and rotten, and sour and rotten water dripped down: "You-you don't want to talk to me anymore, do you?"

When he said "yes", Mu Zhanxi answered the last question and said "no" almost at the same time.

"Why are you ignoring me when you're not angry?" Meng Yinan didn't become a little happier because of the response, and lowered his head and said, "I was a little distracted, and I didn't remember pointing to the orange juice. Well, it's my fault, but you Do you have to be so angry?"

This time, without waiting for a long time, Mu Zhanxi's voice sounded: "Not angry."

He paused for a moment, raised his hand to press Meng Yinan's shoulder, and asked him to raise his face, but Meng Yinan didn't move. After waiting for a while, Mu Zhanxi gave him the towel and a change of clothes in his hand, and said, "Really?" I don't blame you." After waiting, he said, "Take a bath first."

Meng Yinan kept his head down, and waited until he heard the word bath before slowly taking the things, clutching them tightly in his hands as if he had a grudge against the towel, and finally turned and went to the bathroom.

Almost as soon as he turned around, Meng Yinan's eyes turned red with grievance.

He mechanically put the things aside, went to the bathroom and turned on the shower, was shocked by the cold water, then turned the temperature to the hot side, and stood under the shower when the water temperature was right.

For some unknown reason, Mu Zhanxi was in a bad mood and his attitude was extremely cold, which was quite different from how he usually looked with Meng Yinan.

But if you think about it, he was already unhappy when he went out just now.

In other words, he was never happy all day, hardly spoke, and lay down together in the afternoon and never took the initiative to hug Meng Yinan.

That is to say, had the quarrel started earlier?

Meng Yinan carefully recalled this day, but there was nothing to gain. In the end, he could barely find a breakthrough, thinking that the glass of crushed ice at the delivery point probably caused trouble.

After all, Mu Zhanxi didn't usually drink that kind of cold stuff, and he didn't let Meng Yinan drink it. During the time when Meng Yinan split up, the control was even stricter.

So today, out of care for Meng Yinan, he took away the glass of crushed ice, but he couldn't get used to it, maybe he was feeling unwell all the time, but Meng Yinan never asked him anything, no I wondered if Mu Zhanxi's stomach would hurt if he drank ice water.

It's fine if you don't care, and even told him that he could drink a little wine after dinner.

Well, it's really easy to get angry when you think about it this way.

The more Meng Yinan thought about it, the more he felt that this was the case, and he thought that he must apologize properly, and if he coaxed him a little more, maybe Mu Zhanxi would return to normal.

When Mu Zhanxi also took a shower and was about to go to bed, Meng Yinan found the time to walk beside him.

Only the bedside lamp was left in the room, and the light was dim and unclear, but everything with edges and corners in the room blurred the corners and became soft.

Meng Yinan took advantage of this light to look at Mu Zhanxi, and then sincerely said sorry.

Mu Zhanxi was lying down, but when he saw this, he sat up again, fixedly looked at Meng Yinan for a while, and said, "I'm not angry."

"Well, I know, you said it," Meng Yinan told Mu Zhanxi his conjecture about the ice-breaking incident, and then said, "Brother, it's my fault that I didn't notice, you can blame me, but Don't ignore me."

After hearing this, Mu Zhanxi was silent for a while, then suddenly sighed, said "no", and then said "sometimes I can't do anything with you".

He raised his hand, hugged Meng Yinan's waist suddenly, leaned his head on Meng Yinan's stomach, and said sullenly: "Don't apologize, I'm not angry, and I don't blame you."

"It's something else," he said.

Meng Yinan took this behavior as a signal of reconciliation, and felt that the air was finally flowing, and he would not be suffocated indoors.

"What's the matter?" Meng Yinan asked, "Can I help you solve it?"

Mu Zhanxi shook his head in his arms: "It's nothing."

Afterwards, he said that Meng Yinan was very good and did not make any mistakes, and that it was his own fault to ignore him during meals, and he would not do this in the future.

Meng Yinan thought that the relationship was easing up, and when it returned to the previous level, she gradually relaxed.

It's just that Mu Zhanxi said a word, and Meng Yinan would be sad for a while and happy for a while.It made him feel miraculous.

After standing like this for a while, Meng Yinan looked down at Mu Zhanxi who was leaning in his arms, and suddenly felt that his brother was very cute like this. When he spoke, his voice was close to his stomach, and it was a little itchy, but not uncomfortable.Meng Yinan liked this very much.

Although he didn't know what happened, Mu Zhanxi was still willing to say that it was his fault. Meng Yinan came to hug him when he was sad. It can be seen that the little awkwardness that happened at the meal just now may indeed be caused by Mu Zhanxi's bad mood and personal problems. Don't blame Meng Yinan.

Wanting to comfort him, Meng Yinan stretched out his hand to hug Mu Zhanxi, put his fingers on his shoulder, and accidentally touched Mu Zhanxi's gland with the restraining stickers on his arm.

For a moment, Mu Zhanxi's body froze.

Meng Yinan thought it was an illusion, but saw Mu Zhanxi raised his head from his arms and pushed him away.

"Meng Yinan," Mu Zhanxi called his name, his voice was very calm, as if he wasn't the one who praised Meng Yinan just now, "from now on, don't be like this."

Meng Yinan was stunned for a moment: "What is this like?"

Mu Zhanxi was silent for a while, and told him: "Hold me like that just now, and lie down and sleep together in the afternoon."

Meng Yinan let out a "hmm" and waited for his next sentence.

Mu Zhanxi said, "Let's not do this kind of thing again."

I don't know what brand the air conditioner in the room is, it's damn easy to use, and the air conditioner almost surrounds Meng Yinan's whole body, from the southern islands in midsummer to the winter night in the north in an instant.

It took him about two seconds to understand this sentence, and then he was completely dumbfounded.

The author says:

Puppy: I'm going to die without a sticker

I will definitely be able to finish the next chapter before going to bed, I can squat down, and there will be some progress (????)

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