make zero with tears

Fu Xinglin's speculation like this is not completely unfounded.

Since he mentioned Shu Jianlin's name at the meeting just now, Cui Zhannan's expression was a little strange.He subconsciously frowned, pursed his lips, and even subconsciously leaned back and crossed his legs.Fu Xinglin has minored in psychology for a while, so he knows that this kind of micro-movement is a manifestation of a person's resistance.

What is he resisting?Shu see Lin?

In fact, among the three candidates, even a layman like Fu Xinglin could tell that Shu Jianlin was the most suitable one.But I don't know why Cui Zhannan seemed to avoid discussing this person throughout the whole meeting. Even if someone mentioned Shu Jianlin, he would deal with it in a few words.

He intuitively felt that Cui Zhannan and Shu Jianlin seemed to know each other, and their relationship... didn't seem to be very good.

Cui Zhannan looked at Fu Xinglin quietly, and it took him a long time before he said, "I...have no deep hatred with him. We have known each other for many years, but we had disputes when we were young, and we don't have much contact now."

Cui Zhannan didn't say much about it, as if he didn't want to mention anything about Shu Jianlin.

Fu Xinglin looked at him silently, he could see the struggle and...pain in his eyes.He had never seen this kind of expression on Cui Zhannan's face.In my impression, this man should be high-spirited and energetic...

He intuitively felt that the relationship between Cui Zhannan and Shu Jianlin might be more complicated than what he said.

"Then I... did I do something wrong? I proposed a candidate you don't want, will this cause you trouble?"

Cui Zhannan laughed: "What are you talking about, idiot? Don't worry, I'm not that sensitive and boring. In fact, objectively speaking, Shu Jianlin is indeed the most suitable candidate. Whether it's his popularity, image or age, he is very suitable for us. Standard. It's my problem. It's a very unprofessional behavior to bring personal emotions to work."

Fu Xinglin carefully observed Cui Zhannan's expression, and he couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief when he was sure that what he said was true: "In fact, these are the emotions and reactions that normal people would have, and it is understandable. Anyway, I am still good at it." I made up my mind, I should at least communicate with you before proposing Shu see Lin, instead of suddenly making you unprepared like this. I made it difficult for you."

Although Fu Xinglin is usually a little arrogant, he still has the empathy he should have.And he has never been a person who shirks responsibility. If he does something wrong, he will generously admit it and try his best to correct it.

Cui Zhannan looked at the boy's extremely serious appearance, and felt that he liked him very much. Looking at him, he felt more and more cute and interesting.So he immediately threw those complicated emotions into the corner, and followed Fu Xinglin's words with the corners of his lips curled up:

"If it's someone else, I might be angry, but you, I won't." Cui Zhannan raised his eyebrows, "I'm divided."

"Divided?"

"That's right. For example, if the person who made the suggestion is you, I will definitely accept it."

"why?"

"Why else? Because I like you. So I will meet any request you make unconditionally."

Here he is again.Fu Xinglin thought in his heart.Looking at the ambiguous smile on Cui Zhannan's face, he felt uncomfortable for a while, and then his vigilance reappeared.He looked at Cui Zhannan with a slight frown and asked in a deep voice, "What do you mean by that? Why am I the only one special?"

Cui Zhannan looked at the obvious vigilant and repulsive expression on Fu Xinglin's face, feeling depressed for a while.How can this stubborn stone not get in?After so many times, I still don't get the hang of it.

So Cui Zhannan had to make up a reason: "Why else? Of course, it is because you are smart and wise, and you have a unique perspective on the problem, and you can see the essence of the problem. If you are so reliable, then the ideas and suggestions you put forward must be good. Very reliable, of course I can trust you."

Fu Xinglin didn't expect Cui Zhannan to say that.Such a long passage is tantamount to exaggerating his tricks, which made him feel a little embarrassed for a while.So Cui Zhannan saw that Fu Xinglin's white and smooth cheeks like white jade turned red little by little, and even those beautiful eyes that made people want to sink into them seemed to be stained with a layer of watery light. I can't stop my heart when I see it.

Fu Xinglin could clearly hear the beating of his own heart.It seemed that every time Cui Zhannan praised him so brazenly as if he didn't want money, he would feel both happy and embarrassed.

Cui Zhannan stared at Fu Xinglin's face, feeling his heart was full of joy.The emotions and memories that bothered him just now finally gradually subsided, and they hid back in the darkest and most neglected corners of his body.

"Brother Nan," Fu Xinglin suddenly called him in a low voice, "From now on...can you...don't speak so bluntly?"

Cui Zhannan leaned closer: "What? To be honest? Do I have it? I'm judging you with an objective attitude, but I didn't close my eyes and boast."

"No, that's not what I said."

"what is that?"

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan, and found that his eyes were full of puzzlement and curiosity, as if he really didn't pretend to understand.So he pursed his lips, took a deep breath and said:

"You... don't say that you like me anymore. We two big men always say this kind of thing. It sounds weird. "

The corner of Cui Zhannan's right eyebrow suddenly raised slightly, and he felt a strange feeling in his heart.It turns out that this kid... doesn't understand.

He thought he was such a piece of wood that he could not respond to such a straightforward and enthusiastic confession.But it turned out... Hey, interesting.

Cui Zhannan blinked his eyes lightly twice, and deliberately said: "But I just like you very much, can't you tell me?"

The boy's face seemed to be redder, and he didn't seem to dare to look directly into Cui Zhannan's eyes, and said with a little embarrassment: "Brother Nan, please stop teasing me, okay? It will be misunderstood. This kind of liking between men doesn't need to be talked about anytime and anywhere like girls. It's too... Strange."

Cui Zhannan seemed to be smiling more happily, and he moved closer, his voice unconsciously lowered a little: "Then tell me... what kind of liking between men is it?"

Fu Xinglin's face turned red, he quickly took a step back, and glared at Cui Zhannan angrily: "Brother Nan! Stop messing around!"

"Hahaha..." Cui Zhannan looked at the boy who looked like a big overcooked crab in front of him, and laughed.

But looking at Cui Zhannan who was overjoyed in front of him at this moment, Fu Xinglin realized that he had been tricked by him.

Shame, embarrassment, anger... Fu Xinglin felt that he was surrounded by these strange emotions in an instant.His face was flushed, and he stood still for a while, then turned and opened the office door without saying a word.

Cui Zhannan saw it, hey, this is bad, doesn't this make people run away in anger?So he took the car keys and hurriedly chased them out, shouting while chasing: "Xinglin! Wait for me! Let's go have dinner together?"

Fu Xinglin unconsciously quickened his pace, he only felt that his head was about to smoke.

This man Cui Zhannan...is really hateful!Why is he so mean?

***

After having dinner with Fu Xinglin contentedly in the evening, Cui Zhannan naturally acted as the driver and sent Fu Xinglin back to school.Sitting in the car and looking at Fu Xinglin's back from afar, Cui Zhannan's mouth never came down.

Cui Zhannan didn't look away until he could no longer see Fu Xinglin's figure.He was just about to start the car when the cell phone in his coat pocket suddenly rang.He had to stop what he was doing and took the phone out of his pocket.

Looking at the number on the screen, Cui Zhannan's eyes paused.

There is no note name, just a string of ordinary numbers.But even so, Cui Zhannan recognized whose number it was at a glance.Even though he had already deleted the number, he would still recognize it immediately when he saw it again.

Cui Zhannan silently stared at the beeping mobile phone without any action.But the person on the other end of the phone seemed to be extremely patient, even though he hadn't answered the person on the other end, he didn't hang up.It wasn't until the time was up that he was forced to hang up, and the phone that kept ringing didn't quiet down.

The bright phone screen slowly dimmed, making Cui Zhannan's handsome face gradually disappear in the darkness.He remained motionless like a sculpture for more than ten seconds, and the cell phone in his hand rang again.

Cui Zhannan trembled unconsciously, his eyes staring at the phone screen were as dark as two bottomless ancient wells, and his thick eyebrows that slanted into his temples were also tangled together, as if they were about to twist into a twist.

His breathing became rapid unconsciously, and the feeling of stagnation in his chest became heavier and heavier.Cui Zhannan felt like a drowning person, and it became more and more difficult to breathe.At the moment when his eyes turned black, he seemed to finally be unable to resist and raised his finger to swipe the connect button.

He slowly put the phone to his ear, pursed his lips silently, without saying a word.

The person on the receiver was equally silent.Cui Zhannan could only hear the faint sizzle of the electric current, and... the shallow breathing of the person on the other side of the phone.

After a long silence, the people over there couldn't hold on and broke the silence first: "Xiao Nan, it's me, see Lin."

Cui Zhannan's eyes darkened visibly to the naked eye.

As if expecting that Cui Zhannan would be silent, the person on the phone said softly, "We...haven't contacted for many years, right? It turns out you haven't changed your number yet. I had the mentality of giving it a try, but I didn't expect to be able to get through. .”

Cui Zhannan took a deep breath to relieve the pain in his heart slowly.He said hoarsely, "Are you okay?"

"I can't call you if I have nothing to do?" The man seemed to chuckle lightly, and then fell silent again.

a long time.

"Xiao Nan, tomorrow... I'm going to Yuemei. Can we meet?"

Cui Zhannan tightly held the phone in his hand, as if trying to deform it.

"No."

The author has something to say:

Perhaps the thing Fu Xinglin regrets the most in his life is mentioning Shu Jianlin hahahaha