make zero with tears

Fu Xinglin's actions were not gentle, even a little rough.If this happened in the past, Cui Zhannan would have gone mad a long time ago, because no one has dared to treat him so rudely since he was a child.

But now... No matter how upset he was, he had to endure it.Who made him unable to beat others?

It's so fucking aggrieved.

Fu Xinglin was frowning and impatient throughout the whole process. He randomly took out two pieces of paper and wiped away the tears on Cui Zhannan's face. on Cui Zhannan's face little by little.

He didn't speak all the time, just rubbing the medicine on Cui Zhannan in such a silent manner.

At first, Cui Zhannan was still cursing at the little guy in his heart, clamoring that sooner or later he would fuck the brat in front of him.But now seeing how angry he was, but still carefully rubbing the medicine on him, he felt that it wasn't so...he hated him.

After all, this kid still has some advantages.At the very least... She knew how to care about him and the wound on his face.

Cui Zhannan kept looking at Fu Xinglin with those dark, watery eyes all the time. This kind of probing and cautious gaze made Fu Xinglin feel uncomfortable.He wasn't used to Cui Zhannan, who was as cowardly and cowardly as a rabbit, but he found that he was just not used to it, not that he didn't like it.

When the strong show weakness, people will always have the desire to rape the other party...

Fu Xinglin suddenly woke up for a moment, secretly fearing that he would be dazzled just now, so unconsciously his subordinates became much stronger.

"Ouch!" Cui Zhannan couldn't hold back his cry.

This time, he wasn't just pretending, he really hurt Fu Xinglin.Damn, is this kid still angry? !

Fu Xinglin immediately withdrew his hand, a trace of embarrassment and guilt flashed in his eyes, but Cui Zhannan caught the change in his eyes in less than a second, and his mood... became a little subtle in an instant.

Fu Xinglin pursed his lips tightly and put the ointment in Cui Zhannan's hands with a grimace, and said in a stiff voice, "If you think I'm too strong, you can apply it yourself!"

After saying that, I want to get up.

Cui Zhannan's eyes were quick and his hands were quick, and he immediately reached out and grabbed Fu Xinglin's hand.At the same moment, Fu Xinglin immediately threw away Cui Zhannan as if he had been electrocuted, and took a step back abruptly.

However, the space in the living room is limited after all, and the coffee table is behind Fu Xinglin. He stepped back and hit the coffee table with his hind legs, causing him to frown for a moment due to the pain.

Cui Zhannan was taken aback, he didn't expect him to have such a big reaction, and he stood up immediately: "Are you okay?"

"Go away!" Fu Xinglin stared at him vigilantly, "Stay away from me!"

Cui Zhannan, who was about to take a step forward, suddenly stopped.He quickly concealed his resentment, and changed it to astonishment, surprise and sadness...

Seeing Cui Zhannan's expression, Fu Xinglin felt a little uncomfortable.He regretted what he said just now, but he also felt... There was nothing wrong with what he said.

Why would he feel regret?

"Sorry..." Cui Zhannan looked down at the clothes on Fu Xinglin's chest, as if he didn't dare to look into his eyes, and said in a low voice, "I won't touch you."

Fu Xinglin's breathing was a little anxious, as if his mood fluctuated greatly.He just kept his body so stiff, forcing himself to ignore the pain in his leg, tightly pursed his lips, and stared coldly at the very poor Cui Zhannan in front of him, without saying a word.

He didn't know what he was going to say, he didn't even know whether he should question Cui Zhannan.He made him speechless, and made him hold back a lot of annoying emotions in his heart but couldn't vent them.This feeling of powerlessness and humiliation tormented him deeply...

And this feeling was the first time he experienced it in his 20 years of life.

The stalemate between the two has been like this, and although Cui Zhannan seemed to hang his head and say nothing, he was actually thinking about countermeasures there.

After a while, Fu Xinglin noticed that Cui Zhannan's silence was abnormal.He looked up at him, at his downcast face.And at this moment, he suddenly discovered that Cui Zhannan seemed...still crying.Moreover, the tears are bigger than before, and the crying sound... is also smaller, and it can even be almost equal to nothing.

This kind of silent tears made Fu Xinglin a little panicked.He had never seen a man cry, let alone a man crying so sadly like Cui Zhannan.Cui Zhannan's tears fell in big ones. From Fu Xinglin's angle, he could see the teardrops hanging on his slightly pointed chin, and the teardrops finally swayed and hit the floor.

That feeling... as if it hit his heart.

He thought of the girl named He Xiangning again, he would think that Cui Zhannan, who was so sad for such a woman, was stupid!He felt that she was not worthy of Cui Zhannan at all!

Just when he was getting more irritable, Cui Zhannan, who lowered his head, suddenly choked up and said, "I'm sorry, Xinglin. I... I'm sorry."

Fu Xinglin was startled, and the turmoil in his heart suddenly stopped, and he just looked at Cui Zhannan without blinking.

Cui Zhannan slowly raised his face, revealing a tear-filled but...vivid and beautiful face, and those peach blossom eyes that were soaked in tears so bright and charming looked straight at him, full of... It's all him.

Fu Xinglin felt his heart skip a beat, and something that was dilapidated collapsed at that moment...

"I'm sorry Xinglin, I... I drank too much, I was confused, and I did something irreparable. I am really sorry, and I am also very afraid that you will hate me, you will hate me..." Cui Zhannan His voice was muffled, but his guilt and anxiety could be heard from his tone, "I, I shouldn't have treated you like that. I...don't be angry with me, okay?"

Fu Xinglin was stunned for a moment, he didn't expect that Cui Zhannan was apologizing for the thing that slighted him just now.

He thought he was too drunk to remember anything, just like... last time.But it turns out...

With a cold face, Fu Xinglin said in a deep voice: "Cui Zhannan, I don't care how casual you are usually, but I am not Fu Xinglin. Even if you apologize, I don't have to accept it."

Cui Zhannan immediately said: "I know, I know. I'm not forcing you to forgive me, I, I just want to tell you that I didn't disrespect you, I really didn't do it on purpose. You can ask me to do anything , I can make it up to you, as long as it can make you calm down, I will do whatever you say."

Fu Xinglin looked at him strangely.

"I'm serious Xinglin," Cui Zhannan looked very serious, "Don't ignore me, don't break with me."

At that moment, Fu Xinglin was almost laughed angrily by Cui Zhannan.How did he know that he was thinking of breaking up with him?

Fu Xinglin frowned and looked at Cui Zhannan for a long time, and finally he heard himself sigh softly.

Cui Zhannan waited for Fu Xinglin's response, but the person in front of him turned and walked away.He froze for a moment, then followed.

Fu Xinglin went straight into the bathroom, took out a clean towel, took some hot water and soaked the towel in it.And Cui Zhannan stood at the door and watched.

On the surface, he still pretended to be timid, worried and submissive, but in fact, he was extremely curious about what Fu Xinglin wanted to do.

I saw Fu Xinglin wring out the towel, and then spread the hot towel flat in the palm of his hand and simply folded it in half twice.Cui Zhannan had a vague guess in his heart, so he looked at Fu Xinglin with a little bit of scorching heat.

Fu Xinglin walked in front of Cui Zhannan, pinching Cui Zhannan's chin with one hand as before, and holding a hot towel with the other hand, gently wiping the tears on Cui Zhannan's face little by little.

There is an indescribable comfort when the warm towel is applied to the face.Cui Zhannan was forced to close his eyes, so his other senses became more sensitive.

The temperature of Fu Xinglin's fingers, his heartbeat, his breath, his breath...

"A man who is almost 30 years old, crying like this, don't you feel ashamed?" Fu Xinglin sneered as he wiped his face, "You are living in vain for doing this for a woman."

Cui Zhannan: "..."

"After wiping your face with a hot towel, your face won't feel tight when you sleep at night, but the medicine you just applied is wiped off again." Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan's face, "Come on, come here, I'll reapply it for you."

Cui Zhannan stared blankly at Fu Xinglin who was the first to walk towards the living room. He glanced at the towel thrown back into the sink by Fu Xinglin, pursed his lower lip, and followed in a mysterious manner.

After arriving in the living room, Cui Zhannan sat on the sofa again, and Fu Xinglin silently rubbed the ointment on him as before.

At this moment, Fu Xinglin's heart was very peaceful.

Afterwards, he also reflected on himself.He knew that Cui Zhannan drank too much, so he shouldn't be so fussy with him.As he himself said, he didn't mean it, he just... mistook him for another woman.He shouldn't have beaten him so badly with his hands, he was indeed... impulsive.

And Cui Zhannan apologized to him so earnestly at this moment, which proves that he didn't mean to tease him...

Fu Xinglin knew that all his abnormalities and madness were caused by his own demons, and had nothing to do with Cui Zhannan.And now that his rationality is back, he shouldn't continue to make a big fuss and embarrass both of them.

So in those few minutes just now he decided: just pretend nothing happened.Just let all the feelings that should be and shouldn't be disappear, all.

Cui Zhannan quietly looked at the boy in front of him, he... really didn't like his way of whitewashing and trying to erase everything.Fu Xinglin clearly felt it...

At this moment, Cui Zhannan suddenly felt that this was probably a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

"Brother Nan, you should be glad that I'm a man, so I don't have to take it seriously when you treat me like that. If I were a woman, your behavior would constitute sexual harassment." Fu Xinglin carefully applied medicine to Cui Zhannan , "As long as you don't mess up like this in the future, we will still be friends. So... I won't ignore you, and I won't hate you."

After applying the medicine, Fu Xinglin screwed on the lid of the ointment, took out a piece of paper to wipe his hands, and said in a calm voice, "Also, although I have no qualifications or position to judge your relationship, as a friend, I still I would like to advise you: People should look forward and not always be obsessed with the past. Don’t be too attached to those who are not worthy of your sincerity. Otherwise, you will be making trouble with yourself, and you will be looking for trouble.”

Cui Zhannan still looked at him quietly without saying a word.

Fu Xinglin smiled faintly: "Don't touch it after applying the medicine. I also apologize to you for impulsively doing something with you today. I'm sorry. But Brother Nan, if you still mistook me for someone else next time If a woman touches her hands and feet, I still won't be soft with you."

Fu Xinglin looked at Cui Zhannan, his expression and state returned to normal, as if he really didn't care.

And at this moment, Cui Zhannan suddenly came over and kissed Fu Xinglin lightly on the cheek.

The smile on Fu Xinglin's face was still there, but his eyes widened in an instant.He saw Cui Zhannan in front of him saying seriously word by word:

"Xinglin, I never misunderstood you."

"Xinglin, I like you."

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